Who would study psychology if they didn't have some kind of problem?

Chapter 228 A Day in Li Minglu's Life

How was Li Minglu's mood today?
He woke up in bed earlier today.

He knew that he was going to see Professor Lin, whom he used to know, for psychological counseling today.

but.

Although Professor Lin was more famous, he felt that Professor Nan was better.

Because Teacher Nan understands me better.

Xiaosui also knew that she preferred Teacher Nan.

But Kosui still made this decision...

She can't understand me... she never will.

Perhaps the home that Teacher Nan described as the one I long for will never appear.

Now, even Teacher Nan, the only one who understood me, is gone...

He got up and went to have breakfast.

Sullen.

Then, I saw my son and daughter sitting cautiously at the dining table.

I vaguely remember that they didn't look like this at the breakfast table.

What was it like?
I don't remember, but it shouldn't be like this. Children this age should be happy, with their faces radiating innocence and smiles.

It's all because of me. Because of me, they can't be happy.

The thought suddenly popped into my head: "Would they be better off without me?"

Afterwards, the son and daughter went to school.

He sat in his studio, looking at the flat light reflected from the graphics tablet in front of him.

I got this illness, but I still paint; and Lao Xue still accepts my paintings.

[Was he doing this to take care of me? Actually, no one in the editorial department wanted it; it was just that Lao Xue accepted it out of friendship.]

He always praises and encourages me; it must be exhausting for him. He already has so much work pressure, yet he still does all this for me...

[Would Lao Xue be better off without me?] This thought popped into my head for the second time.

This time, Li Minglu really didn't manage to draw a single stroke all day.

His wife came in and, as usual, scolded him. Then she busied herself cleaning up the mess before driving him to Jiangdu University.

Along the way, his wife would be quiet for a while, then nag for a while.

Li Minglu didn't speak, but just looked at his wife's profile.

She's gained weight, and her face looks more worried... but she used to be very beautiful, happy, and full of life.

It's all because of me, all to take care of me now.

His wife's nagging kept penetrating his ears, reinforcing Li Minglu's thoughts.

[Would Xiaosui be better off without me?] This thought appeared for the third time.

He was lost in thought, completely oblivious to the passage of time and his surroundings.

I don't know when, but he appeared in the counseling room at Jiangda University; and I don't know how much time passed before the counseling ended.

They would definitely be better off without me.

Li Minglu arrived at this answer.

He suddenly heard a familiar voice outside, and when he turned around, it was Teacher Nan.

Teacher Nan, did you come all this way specifically because of me?

Soon, he saw Teacher Nan and Professor Lin tug at each other for a while, and then they disappeared together.

Their relationship doesn't seem to be very good.

So, did Teacher Nan specifically travel to a place that would cause her trouble because of me?

[Teacher Lian Nan, are you also troubled because of me?]

Am I still worth helping from Teacher Nan?

[Would even Teacher Nan be better off without me?]

He looked out the window, his body reacting before his mind.

He wasn't thinking about anything; he just remembered that he seemed to need to go there and do this.

When he came to his senses, he was perched on the windowsill, and Teacher Nan appeared again.

They chatted for a little while.

Li Minglu suddenly felt that it wouldn't hurt to chat with Teacher Nan a little longer. But at that moment, other voices came from around them.

"Quickly...down..."

"Danger……"

What are they saying?

"Young man, don't jump! Think positively!"

"A normal person could come to terms with it, right? But I can't... so shouldn't I just die?"

"Yes, what hurdle in life can't be overcome?"

[A normal person could manage, right? But I can't. I'm utterly useless, so... I should just die, shouldn't I?]

"Think about your family, think about your parents! Are you married? Think about your wife and children!"

"Xiao Sui...child, perhaps I should have died long ago, should have gone to find my parents long ago..."

Li Minglu felt he shouldn't say anything more.

Then, more people rushed in, talking all at once to Li Minglu. Li Minglu tried his best to listen, but he only felt his head getting heavier and heavier.

He saw his wife.

"Ugh... Come down here, Aru! Don't you want me, don't you want your daughter and son anymore?!"

I'm going to jump! It's for you all that I'm going to disappear.

"Was there something I didn't do well enough? Tell me what's wrong, and I'll change it!"

Are you going to make yourself suffer because of me again? Don't do that. It'll be better without me. Everyone will be fine...

"Okay, jump! Jump down, and I..." The rest of the sentence was inaudible.

Li Minglu steadied himself.

Okay, I'll jump.

All thoughts seemed to be compressed together and sunk to the bottom, leaving only one idea slowly rising to the surface, becoming the only one.

But just then, a voice suddenly broke through.

"Li Minglu!"

The voice was so domineering, as if someone from nowhere was standing in front of him, forcibly prying open the eyes of the dazed Li Minglu!

"Li Minglu!!"

The sound was so savage, like a heavy hammer hitting him. The pain made Li Minglu's eyes redden, and he subconsciously wanted to fight back!
"Li! Ming! Lu!"

The sound was so fierce, it seemed, it seemed—

Li Minglu is the same as he is now.

Everyone in the audience gritted their teeth at those three shouts.

But Li Minglu suddenly howled like a mad dog, his eyes rolling back.

"Ahhh!"

He screamed with all his might, gripping the hard window frame with both hands as if trying to break it in two.

He seemed to be releasing all the anger he had been holding back for so long.

But he was quickly exhausted, and his body collapsed involuntarily.

Slowly, slowly, it softened.

It's about to fall out of the window.

Then, Teacher Nan rushed up and grabbed him.

……

"Teacher Nan?" Li Minglu's eyes and mind seemed to be pierced by something, and he instantly became clear.

He felt the smoothness of the wind brushing against his body, the stinging pain of blood seeping from his forehead, and the weightlessness of his body swaying involuntarily in mid-air.

Nan Zhuren's hands were gripping tightly, which caused her a lot of pain.

But the pain made Li Minglu somewhat happy.

"Teacher Nan...?"

Nan Zhuren ignored him. One person's strength couldn't support an adult man whose entire body was already outside the body. He turned around and shouted, "Help!"

The next second, Huang Xin appeared in front of them, grabbing Li Minglu with one hand and Nan Zhuren with the other.

(End of this chapter)