Am I being simulated by their love affair.

Chapter 178 The night is empty, the daytime is crowded

Jun Matsueda waved his hand in the direction of Aya Miyamura, indicating that she didn't need to come over.

He walked alone into the depths of the grass, and Wangyueyao heard the noise in the microphone gradually fading away.

"Now you know how to take care of my feelings? Why were you so cruel before?"

The girl didn't want to say that, but the resentment in her heart made her want to say something sarcastic to Songzhi Jun.

So she said again.

"I'm sorry, I know it's not your fault."

Mochizuki Yao soon felt her own unimaginable humility, and her vision became blurred again.

"No, to you, I am wrong."

Jun Matsueda felt that the girl nowadays was like a hedgehog, and she couldn't help but expose her soft belly to him, hoping to receive gentle caress.

Only after being injured would the girl show him her useless thorns, but she would soon forget the wound on her stomach and turn around again to face him with her vulnerable abdomen.

"Some things can be done, and some things cannot be done." Jun Matsueda answered her question.

"Your principles are so solid that they're chilling." The girl couldn't help but sneer at him again.

"It's good to say it out loud. Don't ignore your inner feelings."

Jun Matsueda walked out of the gate of the welfare home. There were many people on the street. He turned into a small road and walked towards the nearby forest park.

"But this won't make you love me!" Mochizuki Haruka suddenly became hysterical.

The girl's voice came through the phone's microphone and echoed in the quiet forest.

This park is called Nogawa Park, half of which is located in Mitaka City and half in Chofu City. Jun Matsueda sat on the lawn in the forest and watched the fireworks rising into the sky through the treetops above his head.

"Then I'll tell you how to make me love you."

Mochizuki Yao walked out of the ward without saying a word. She was afraid that her uncontrolled shouting would affect her aunt's treatment.

“Learn to listen to yourself, and then pretend to listen to me.”

"How is this possible!" The girl's hope that had risen was put down again.

"To put it simply, love yourself first, then love others. You will learn it one day."

Mochizuki Yao walked into the green park diagonally opposite the hospital and sat down on the lawn. The grass was very cold at night and the girl's body trembled.

"How can I possibly learn it?"

"As soon as I hear your voice, I want to give you everything. I can't help but put everything I have in front of you for you to choose from."

Matsueda Jun sighed silently. The girl had never confessed her feelings before, but her ability to do so was getting better and better.

"Even if you let me climb into bed and become your plaything now, I would probably drive to you immediately." She smiled self-deprecatingly.

"Do you think you're normal like this?"

"I don't care whether I'm normal or not!" the girl cried again, and the leaves on the tree rustled.

"I just know that this feeling is very comfortable and reassuring. I don't have to think about anything about myself. As long as I think about you, as long as I keep looking at you, I don't have to worry about anything else."

"I just want to live like this, okay?!"

Jun Matsueda fell silent. He didn't want to provoke her anymore.

"I'm sorry." After a while, the girl said softly.

Now is the first day of the new year, the day when everything starts anew, but "I'm sorry" has become the word that Mochizuki Haruka said the most today.

"Director No. 2 would like to invite you to visit the welfare home and thank you for your support." He changed the subject.

"I'll go, bye."

Although she said this, Mochizuki Haruka did not hang up the phone.

She couldn't bear it.

"Are you still outside?" The sound of the wind rustling through the leaves on Mochizuki Haruka's side blended with the swaying treetops in Matsueda Jun's view. "I'll hang up when you get back to the hospital."

"Since you are so cruel, don't be gentle at this time!" The girl couldn't help it again.

"If anything happens to you because of this negligence, I will never be able to sleep well again."

Matsueda Jun looked at the sky, fragmented by the tree canopy. The colors and sounds of the fireworks had faded, leaving only white smoke drifting in the air, like a god's sigh in winter. Mochizuki Haruka remained silent, obediently listening to the breathing on the other end of the phone as she walked back to the hospital.

"Happy New Year."

These were the girl's last words. She didn't want to hear them, but she wanted to say them to the person on the other end of the phone.

Jun Matsueda put his cell phone in his pocket and walked back to the welfare home. The weather was cold and holding the cell phone was a torture.

When I returned to the orphanage, most of the children in the hall were gone. After a brief New Year's celebration, everyone went back to their rooms to sleep. The children in the orphanage had a regular routine.

"Is that Mochizuki calling?" Aya Miyamura poked her head out from the corner.

"That's right, your benefactor." Matsueda Jun took out a few potato chips from the bag in the girl's hand. "Why aren't you sleeping yet? Aren't we going to Hatsumode tomorrow?"

"I'm going to sleep right away!" The girl winked cunningly. "Don't talk about benefactors, okay? She and I are just investors and investors. A talented girl like me will definitely create a lot of value for society in the future!"

"Okay, genius girl, give me a few more potato chips."

"I'm done eating~"

After a simple wash, Matsueda Jun returned to his room. The desk and bed were clean. It seemed that Caichan had been cleaning his room.

After getting used to the two-bedroom, one-living-room apartment, he lay back on this bed with one side against the wall. The ceiling that once made him feel enough for life now seemed not big enough.

"Humans are indeed greedy."

When he woke up the next day, the excited girl was already waiting outside his door.

"Where do you want to go for your first visit?" Jun Matsueda stood in front of the sink, squeezing toothpaste on his toothbrush.

"When you think of Hatsumode in Tokyo, you usually think of Sensoji Temple, right?"

Aya Miyamura stood behind him, looking at her new clothes in the mirror, dressed like a cute little sister, and nodded with satisfaction.

Jun Matsueda took a sip of water, gargled it several times, and then spit it out.

"Then let's go to Sensoji Temple."

Jun Matsueda stood on the side of the road outside Sensoji Temple, looking at the crowded street in front of him. The first-time visitors even lined up in the horizontal road outside the entrance, turning three times before returning to the entrance.

There are just too many people.

Jun Matsueda stood at the intersection with no intention of joining the crowd. Aya Miyamura went to buy snacks. If he joined the crowd, it would be questionable whether the girl could find him.

"Seeing so many people makes me want to die," said the middle-aged man standing next to him. "If they hadn't suddenly become interested and said they hadn't seen Sensoji Temple on New Year's Day, I wouldn't have gone out."

"It's okay to go out, but you have to choose a place where everyone comes. I wonder if they want to come in after they get here!"

"I definitely want to make a movie someday and blow up Senso-ji Temple with special effects."

The man kept talking beside him, and Matsueda Jun felt a little embarrassed.

"Um, do you know me?"

"Don't you know me?" The middle-aged man walked closer and Matsueda Jun shook his head.

The man thought about it and realized that the last time he was in the car, it seemed that Matsueda Jun really couldn't see him clearly.

"I thought you made an appointment with her to surprise me."

He said with some regret that he had thought it was such a coincidence that he met his daughter's new friend in front of the crowded Sensoji Temple.

"What do you mean?" Matsueda Jun frowned. He couldn't understand what the man was saying.

"Nothing." The man shook his head and began to look him over. "Are you here alone?"

"I'm waiting for someone." Matsueda Jun looked towards the intersection. "She's coming."

Aya Miyamura walked over from the intersection, and not far behind her were two women who looked very familiar to Jun Matsueda.

One was carrying a camera and the other was wearing sunglasses.

"Brother Chun!" Cai-chan waved at him.

Behind her, Natsumi Imokawa also raised her hands and waved in surprise, "Matsueda!"

After a second, she noticed the man next to Matsueda Jun. The girl raised her lowered hand again, "Dad!"

"Hey, hey, your dad is right next to you, why did you call him first?"

(End of this chapter)