Am I being simulated by their love affair.

Chapter 175 Things You Can't Take Away
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"what are you talking about?"

"When did I say I liked you?"

Mochizuki Haruka slumped on the ground, she turned her head away, trying poorly to hide her love.

The girl never lied to him. She didn't know that Matsueda Jun had broken their original agreement, and she was the only one who was still foolishly insisting on it.

Matsueda Jun sat next to Mochizuki Haruka. The girl with tearful eyes looked to the left, and the boy with a calm face looked to the right. Their eyes no longer met.

The golden cat jumped in from the balcony and looked at them with its head tilted. It didn't understand what was so beautiful about the floor.

"You never said you liked me."

"But every movement of yours, every sadness, every smile, is saying that you like me."

Mochizuki Haruka's shoulders trembled. "Is it that obvious?"

It was hard to tell from her tone whether she was crying or laughing.

"Yeah." Matsueda Jun nodded. Mochizuki Haruka was ignorant in her first love, but in his eyes, the girl's feelings were as dazzling as walking on the plains at night with a torch in hand.

"So, am I rejected now?"

Wangyue Yao has lost her way, but she insists on walking to the end, and will not give up until she sees a wall in front of her with no way to go.

"Ah."

But I haven't confessed my feelings yet.

The girl turned her head and looked at the profile of Matsueda Jun, but he didn't react at all.

"Can you please take back what you said?"

"Can't you give me some time to prepare myself mentally?"

"I was wrong. I shouldn't have kept asking you."

"I shouldn't have asked you how to do it."

"I shouldn't have asked you if you could take me back to the orphanage."

"Can you please forget what I said and go back to the way we were a few days ago?"

"Go back to a few days ago, let me not have to think about anything, I beg you."

Mochizuki Haruka turned around and knelt on the ground, leaning forward and hugging Matsueda Jun's arm. She sobbed and her speech became intermittent.

"I clearly haven't confessed yet!"

The girl burst into tears, tears and snot streaming down her originally delicate and beautiful cheeks. Her mouth opened wide, and her whole body twitched as she cried, making her look as helpless as a child.

Jinzhi, who was curled up on the sofa, screamed in fright and ran into the bedroom.

Jun Matsueda felt that he had done nothing wrong. He was indeed moved by the girl's unconditional kindness, but he knew very well that such a relationship was not normal.

He couldn't let her get deeper and deeper into this trap and end up unable to extricate herself.

However, looking at the once noble, indifferent, and arrogant Mochizuki Haruka, whose smile carried the innocence and pampering unique to a young girl, now crying so miserably, Matsueda Jun's heart still ached.

A short pain is worse than a long one, Jun Matsueda told himself.

"I can't be with you forever."

Matsueda Jun picked her up and put her on the sofa. "You see, loving others without thinking about loving yourself will lead to this kind of pain."

"Didn't we agree that you would stay by my side until I'm no longer in pain?"

Jun Matsueda stood up, and the girl held his arm tightly, trying to make him fall on her.

"Are you going to go back on your word?!"

He sat next to the girl. Compared to the hard floor, the sofa was so gentle and soft that it made people want to stay in it forever.

"Of course I want to support you."

"I want to teach you how to be independent, how to develop normal relationships, and how to adapt to living alone."

"You just want to stay here and not leave, so how can I support you?" "In the end, it's because you don't like me." Mochizuki Haruka loosened her grip and then tightly gripped the surface of the sofa, leaving deep marks.

"If you like me, you will be happy with whatever I do, just like I do with you."

"But you don't like me, so whatever I do is wrong."

He looked at the silent TV, and the two people's distinct shadows were projected on the screen.
"So you're leaving me? Are you just going to abandon me like this?"

Matsueda Jun shook his head. "That's not what I meant, but I think we need to keep a sufficient distance."

"That way you can calm down a little and I can really relax."

As soon as he finished speaking, Mochizuki Haruka cried out.

"That means you're abandoning me!"

"Relationships between people are not limited to love and abandonment." Jun Matsueda was helpless about the girl's thoughts.

"But I don't want anything else!!" Mochizuki Haruka got up from the sofa and stood in front of Matsueda Jun. The girl's tears dripped on the toes of Matsueda Jun's shoes.

"I just want you to love me! I don't need any other relationship at all!"

Matsueda Jun looked at Mochizuki Haruka's red eyes from crying and said, "Then I can only disappoint you."

The unlit living room gradually dimmed as the sun set. Mochizuki Haruka didn't know how long she and Matsueda Jun had been staring at each other. The girl didn't see any hope in his eyes.

She smiled through her tears.

"I like you, so of course I have to listen to you."

The girl packed her things while crying, her water cup, her toothbrush, the umbrella she left at the entrance, and the clothes she left in Jun Matsueda's closet.

Mochizuki Haruka opened the refrigerator and found the bread she hadn't finished eating that morning.

The girl from a wealthy family never left any leftovers, and her habit changed because of her life in 507.

She stood in front of the refrigerator and ate the remaining bread. It tasted cold and dry, but with her tears, it was not difficult to swallow.

The girl went back and forth several times by herself and moved the things back to her room.

Jinzhi slowly walked from the bedroom to Songeda Jun's feet and rubbed his trouser leg as usual.

Wangyue Yao walked over, squatted down and said to it, "Stay a little longer, you won't have the chance later."

She hugged the golden cat to her chest. "He doesn't want us anymore."

"Just keep your distance, don't make it sound like we'll never see each other again." Matsueda Jun couldn't help but speak.

"They just don't want us anymore, they just don't want us anymore."

The girl's tears dripped on Jinzhi's furry head. It twisted its body uncomfortably and was carried back to the next room by Wangyue Yao.

After packing up everything, she walked up to Jun Matsueda and stretched out her hand. In her palm was the spare key to 507.

"I'll give it back to you. From now on, I won't come in without your permission."

"After the New Year, I will find someone to remove the connecting part of the balcony."

Her best side, her worst side, her pride and dignity, her attachment and dependence, have all been shown to the boy in front of her.

She lost all her love.

Jun Matsueda watched her leave the room through the main door. The sound of a door opening came from next door. After a while, the door was closed. The footsteps and cat's meow disappeared in the corridor. The car downstairs started, and the sound of tires rolling on the ground gradually faded away.

Jun Matsueda glanced at the spare key in his hand. The key chain and metal tag were both hung by Haruka Mochizuki.

There are two lines of text on the tag.

“No matter how close we are, there is always a time to part ways.”

"So love with all your might and with all your might."

A sigh was left in the empty living room.

(End of this chapter)