Am I being simulated by their love affair.

Chapter 155 The Aftershocks of the Girl

"Let's take care of the wound first."

Jun Matsueda took out his cell phone to check the message again. It seemed that the whole Hokkaido had a power outage. He felt something was wrong.

After turning on the power saving mode on his phone, he looked at Tomatsu Tomoka who was sitting at the table disinfecting herself. The girl's movements were unnatural.

The room was very dark and I could only see things clearly near the window, so cleaning the wound was difficult.

Jun Matsueda squatted in front of her, turned on the flashlight on his cell phone, and shone it on the gap in her pajamas.

The girl pulled up her trouser legs, revealing her straight white calves, which glowed under the flashlight, and a few bloody scratches added to the bloody beauty.

Tomatsu Tomoka lowered her head and used saline solution and iodine swabs to disinfect the wound, and her waterfall-like black hair slid down from one side in front of Matsueda Jun's eyes.

The girl put her black hair behind her, and the light shining near the wound was blocked by her own hands, so she had to keep changing her posture.

"You use your phone to light up, and I'll disinfect you." Jun Matsueda handed her the phone and took the cotton swabs and disinfectant from her hands.

Tomatsu Yuka stared at her wound absentmindedly, and after a while she shifted her gaze to the boy in front of her.

Looking at Matsueda Jun's focused expression, the girl tried hard to suppress the urge to touch his cheek. She closed her eyes, ignored the presence of Mochizuki Haruka on the bed, and tried to hypnotize herself that they were now in a world of two.

"Where else?"

Tomatsu Tomoka lifted her pants further, revealing glaring red bruises on her round knees.

Matsueda Jun returned to the bedside and rummaged through the medicine box. He lowered his head and asked the girl lying on the bed, "Are you asleep?"

Mochizuki Yao didn't say anything, just shook his head.

He returned to the girl sitting in the chair, "I couldn't find any medicine for the bruises. Are there any other wounds?"

Tomatsu Tomoka lifted her sleeves again, revealing the bruise on her elbow. The girl even lifted the hem of her clothes, as she also felt a pain in her ribs.

"That's enough." Jun Matsueda held her hand to prevent her from revealing the pattern on her bra. "Why are there so many bruises?"

"I fell on the stairs." The girl said hesitantly. Her calf was scratched because it hit the edge of the step.

"It's too dangerous. Don't do it next time." Matsueda Jun sighed. "If the earthquake doesn't end, it might not be as simple as falling down the stairs."

"There's no way. I can't calm down until I'm sure Matsueda-san is safe." She smiled innocently.

He moved closer to the girl's face and observed it carefully. "Luckily, there are no wounds on her face."

Apart from the girl's increasingly red cheeks, there was nothing unusual.

"Go buy some medicine tomorrow, and apply some ice tonight."

"No need for ice," Tomatsu Tomoka said, looking up. "It's too much trouble to apply ice to all these bruises. I just want to sleep now."

She now felt weak and exhausted all over, and didn't even want to move her fingers.

Hearing this, Matsueda Jun also yawned, "Then let's go to bed, it's already half past three."

He turned off the flashlight on his phone and looked at the messages again. There were not many people chatting in the class group. They should have gone back to sleep.

Although they said they were going to sleep, the girls in the room, one lying on the bed and the other sitting on the chair, did not move.

"Go back to sleep, why are you staying here with me?"

"I want to sleep closer to Matsueda-san, otherwise I won't be able to rest assured."

Tomatsu Tomoka gently touched the scratch on her body, which was the place where Matsueda Jun had been concentrating on just now.

Mochizuki Yao sat up from the bed. She didn't intend to sleep, she just wanted to keep looking at him.

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"Are you really not going to sleep?" Jun Matsueda covered himself with the quilt and looked at the girl sitting on the chair.

Tomatsu Tomoka was sleeping in the next room, and the connecting wooden door was open to prevent any further accidents.

The curtains were already drawn, and he could only hear Mochizuki Haruka's voice, "I feel so tired that I'm almost dead, but I can't sleep at all."

Jun Matsueda stared at the ceiling for a while, and the girl looked at him quietly in the darkness.

He lifted the quilt and got out of bed, then took out another quilt from the cabinet and put it on the bed.

"You should go to bed too. Even if you can't sleep, lying down will give you better rest than sitting."

"And now that there's no heating, the room will get colder and colder."

The two quilts were separated, and the bed was very big, so it was no problem for three people to sleep on it.

As Mochizuki Haruka climbed into bed, a coughing sound came from the quiet room next door. After confirming that the two people in bed weren't making any strange noises, Tomatsu Yuka finally succumbed to sleepiness and closed her eyes.

When Matsueda Jun was about to fall asleep, a word from Mochizuki Haruka suddenly woke him up.

"I sent you the passwords to our bank cards."

"What are you going to do?" He opened his eyes and looked at the girl beside him. "If you commit suicide, what will happen when my aunt wakes up?"

"When I fell to the ground, I thought I was going to die."

“It turned out to be just an earthquake.”

"I just thought that if I give the Mochizuki House to you, it won't matter if something happens to me."

The girl watched as Matsueda Jun turned around to face her.

"Don't think about it. You're alive and well now. I'm watching over you. You won't die easily."

"But there's a power outage across Hokkaido," the head maid told her. "That's never happened before."

"The trams are out of service and the airport is closed."

"If the previous earthquake had been a little bigger—"

Jun Matsueda interrupted her, "This earthquake of magnitude six is ​​already the largest ever observed in Hokkaido. Aren't we still fine in Otaru?"

"What if the magnitude is a little higher?" the girl whispered angrily.

"I'm right next door to you. It would only take a few seconds to come and rescue you."

"If the door is deformed, you won't be able to get through."

"The wooden door is strong enough to be kicked open." Matsueda Jun's eyelids began to twitch, and he began to feel sleepy again.

"What if it's an iron door? What if there's no door?"

"The balcony is far enough to jump over."

"if--"

Jun Matsueda leaned over and hugged her gently through the two quilts.

"Anyway, I won't watch you die in front of me."

In Mochizuki Haruka's world, the earthquake struck again. All kinds of noises suddenly appeared and disappeared in an instant, leaving only the words that Matsueda Jun had just said echoing in her mind.

The girl looked at him blankly.

"Go to sleep!" Jun Matsueda closed his eyes and his breathing quickly became steady.

Mochizuki Haruka still kept her eyes open and stared at Matsueda Jun's profile.

She was savoring the hug they had just had.

Even though there were two layers of quilts between us, I couldn't feel the body temperature, the muscle tremors, or the strength of the hug at all.

But it was more unforgettable than sitting on him in the bathroom and curling up in his arms when I was hurt.

Mochizuki Haruka found that her heart began to beat uncontrollably.

The smell of the cool air inside the room became distinct, the faint light filtering through the gaps in the curtains became clear, and all my senses came alive.

She suddenly understood the crazy self in the simulation.

Once you experience this kind of peace of mind and satisfaction, you can't help but indulge in it.

It’s too horrible, the girl said in her heart in disbelief.

This kind of terror is what it feels like to be loved.

The last bit of her sanity popped up to remind her.

Do you want to think about it again?
He might abandon you?

Have you really decided it's him?

The girl responded with silence.

She fell asleep.

A little bit of love is enough to take away the pain that keeps her awake all night.

(End of this chapter)