Entertainment mogul: Starting his business with the internet

Chapter 125 Love but not getting it

After careful consideration over the winter break, and with the encouragement of her family and friends, Shen Sisi decided to formally confess her feelings to Song Ci on Valentine's Day. Regardless of the outcome, she would have no regrets and give this relationship a proper ending.

The February breeze still carried a hint of chill. Miss Shen sighed softly in the breeze, lamenting her own unfortunate fate.

You fall for an incredibly cold man. Even if you've taken ninety-nine steps, he won't cooperate by taking even the smallest step forward or giving you the slightest response.

Half a year has passed since the military training last year. During this time, she followed her roommate's advice and showed great care and concern for Song Ci.

Unfortunately, she received no feedback from Song Ci. It seemed that he was deliberately avoiding her and never gave her any hope.

From that fleeting glimpse at the Peking University gala two years ago until now, she has always been the one initiating all their interactions. This kind of unrequited pursuit is exhausting.

Shen Sisi had made up her mind. On this special Valentine's Day, if Song Ci rejected her without any hesitation or lingering affection, she would sever all ties with him and end things as soon as possible.

Before coming, Shen Sisi made a special inquiry and found out that Song Ci hadn't gone out today and had stayed in his dormitory in the morning. After thinking it over, she sent him a text message and asked him to meet her downstairs.

Standing downstairs in the boys' dormitory, glancing at the dormitory gate from time to time, Shen felt both expectant and nervous as Song Ci had not yet replied to her message. She wondered when Song Ci would come downstairs to meet her.

Waiting is undoubtedly the most torturous thing. It makes people waver between hope and despair, exhausting their energy and eroding their confidence.

Even so, Shen Sisi understood that for the sake of her feelings, she had no choice but to persevere, no matter how painful the process was, until she received the answer that belonged to her.

Finally, when that familiar figure appeared in her sight, Shen Sisi's heart raced, and her hands, which were in her pockets, trembled slightly with nervousness.

Even after a holiday apart, Song Ci was still as charming as ever, his handsome face carrying a hint of aloofness, exuding an aura that kept people at a distance.

Shen Sisi took a deep breath, mustered her courage, and went to meet him, softly calling out his name: "Song Ci!"

Song Ci walked up to Shen Sisi, stopped, her expression somewhat complicated. After a long silence, she asked, "Sisi, it's been a long time. How have you been? Is there something you need?"

Shen Sisi did not reply immediately, but stared intently at Song Ci, as if trying to imprint this only man who had ever moved her heart deeply in her mind.

Miss Shen looked resentful and gave a self-deprecating laugh: "Can't I come to you if there's nothing wrong?"

Before Song Ci could speak, Shen Sisi murmured to herself, "Song Ci, I had a nightmare during the New Year! I dreamt that we were arguing, but when I woke up, I realized that reality was the real nightmare."

I don't even seem to have the right to argue with you. It's been so long since we last saw each other, since I participated in "Challenge the Host" last year.

Shen Sisi's eyes were glazed over, and she mumbled incoherently, as if she wanted to pour out all the grievances she had suffered for so long:

“In the past, when I sent you messages of concern, you never replied. Later, I realized that we are just ordinary friends, so it is normal for you not to reply. I was the one who crossed the line.”

At this moment, Song Ci completely lost her usual wit and quick thinking, and did not know how to answer Shen Sisi. She had a thousand words to say, but could not say them. She could only helplessly say, "I'm sorry."

Shen Sisi shook her head. These three words were the last thing she wanted to hear. A faint blush rose to her cheeks, and with a hint of longing in her eyes, she whispered her confession:

"Song Ci, you should understand my feelings. I really like you and I want to be with you. Is that okay? Even if you can't accept me right now, I'm willing to wait until the day you change your mind."

Shen Sisi's heartfelt confession carried a hint of humility and expectation, and she almost exhausted all her strength when she uttered the last sentence.

Song Ci remained silent for a while, seemingly searching for the most suitable words in his mind, how to refuse her without hurting her feelings.

In the end, Song Ci gave up. Hesitation would only hurt both sides. She gently shook her head, her voice soft yet filled with apology and resolve:
"I'm sorry, Sisi, I only consider you a friend. There's no possibility between us. You don't need to waste your time on me."

Upon hearing this, Shen Sisi's face turned deathly pale, the light in her eyes dimmed instantly, and she managed a bitter smile, but it couldn't hide the disappointment and sadness in her eyes.

Staring blankly at Song Ci, she hadn't expected the other party to reject her so decisively, without the slightest hesitation or lingering affection, leaving her no room for wishful thinking.

Tears welled up uncontrollably, and Shen Sisi felt incredibly wronged. Stubbornly, she asked:
"I've always hoped to warm your heart, but it seems like no matter how hard I try, I can't warm it up."

I'm so unwilling to accept this defeat. Is Liu Shishi really that good? What exactly do I lack compared to her? I don't believe it. Didn't you ever have even the slightest feeling for me?

Song Ci slightly turned her head, avoiding Miss Shen's resentful gaze, and spoke with deep affection:

"If you have a good person in your heart, everyone else is just a passerby. Shishi doesn't need to be great, as long as I like her, that's enough."

"Having given my heart to one person, I am willing to dedicate the rest of my life to them. Shishi and I grew up together, our love is mutual, and we cannot tolerate anyone else interfering."

Tears silently streamed down Shen Sisi's face. Finally, she gave up hope and whispered, as if bidding a final farewell: "Song Ci, I fell in love with you at first sight. My love rose with the wind, and even when the wind stopped, my love remained. You are with me through the twilight, the setting sun, and the evening breeze."

I used to be so confident I could beat Liu Shishi and win you over, but reality is always cruel. Why doesn't the classic childhood sweetheart-versus-sweet romance happen in my life?

Shen Sisi turned around silently, her steps heavy as she prepared to leave. Because she was absent-minded, she stumbled and almost fell. Fortunately, Song Ci was quick-witted and caught her before she fell.

"Are you alright, Sisi? I'm so sorry." Seeing Miss Shen's heartbroken appearance, Song Ci felt a pang of pity, but also a deep sense of grievance.

I really didn't do anything. For the past six months, from last year's military training until now, I've kept my distance from Ms. Shen. Your departure with tears in your eyes makes me feel like a heartless man.

Shen Sisi wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, broke free from Song Ci's support, and said stubbornly, "Don't worry, the movie will end, the moon will disappear, I will forget you, and I won't bother you anymore."

After walking a few steps, Shen Sisi turned back and stood there quietly, her gaze as gentle as water as she looked at Song Ci.

Her brows furrowed slightly, as if a faint sadness lingered in them. After a long pause, she slowly said, "Song Yiyi, I wish you happiness with Shishi. Little Lion is a good girl. Since you rejected me and chose her, you must love her well. If I find out that you will let her down in the future, I will never let you, you scumbag, get away with it."

Under Song Ci's astonished gaze, Shen Sisi finished speaking, turned around, and left without the slightest hesitation, though she murmured something in her sleep, tinged with regret:

"Song Ci, do you know that I have hoped countless times to call you by your nickname like Liu Shishi did, but in the end, I never had that chance?"

I hate waiting, but ever since I met you, I've been waiting all along. Since we're destined to be apart, let's just wish each other well.

Song Ci watched Miss Shen leave, standing in the spring breeze for a long time, feeling lost and dejected. Alas, it's really hard to be a devoted and good man!
Shen Sisi returned to her dormitory, shedding her strong facade, and could no longer suppress the sadness in her heart. Her shoulders trembled slightly, and tears flowed freely like a burst dam.

Her eyes were already blurred with tears, her red-rimmed eyes seemingly soaked with sorrow. She sat quietly on the edge of the bed, burying her head in her knees, letting the overwhelming emotions of grief engulf her. This Valentine's Day, for her, was nothing but endless sorrow and heartbreak.

At this moment, Wang Jing was the only one in the dormitory. Hearing Weiwei's sobbing, she quickly came out of the bathroom. When she saw her best friend's heartbroken appearance, she knew that her confession had failed and that she had been rejected very thoroughly.

Wang Jing gently sat down next to Shen Muyi, tenderly held her best friend's soft hand, and softly comforted her, "Mumu, don't be sad. It's not worth being so heartbroken over someone who doesn't like you. There are plenty of good men in the world."

Your college classmate Bai Yang is quite nice, and the key is that he likes you. We women would rather find someone who loves us than someone we don't love; wouldn't it be better to be cherished for life?

Upon hearing her roommate's words, Shen Sisi slightly raised her head, her eyes vacant, and said in a hoarse voice, "I'm so sad. I've been utterly defeated. I'm so unwilling to accept this defeat."

Wang Jing sighed. Everyone in their dorm knew Song Ci had someone she liked, and Shen Sisi's confession today was almost certainly a no-go. Sure enough, she looked at Shen with pity.
"Mumu, I know you're in pain right now, but time heals all wounds. Song Ci's decision not to choose you is a sign of his blindness. You're such a wonderful person, you'll definitely meet someone more suitable for you."

Shen Sisi wiped away her tears, her mood calming down slightly, but she was still dejected: "But my mind is so confused right now, I don't know what to do."

Wang Jing hugged Miss Shen, offering her some warmth: "It's okay. Once you've calmed down a bit, let's go for a walk outside, breathe some fresh air, and change our mood."

Sensing a slight sob, she continued, "Look, we're in college now, and there are so many wonderful things waiting for us to do."

We can study together at the library, participate in club activities, and make more friends. Don't let one person affect your life.

Hearing Wang Jing's words, Shen Sisi felt a warmth in her heart. She nodded and said sincerely, "Thank you, Wang Jing. I feel much better with you by my side."

Wang Jing smiled and said, "You're welcome. We're roommates, but more importantly, we're friends. I'll always be there for you when you're feeling down."

Outside the window, the morning sunlight filtered through the leaves and into the dormitory room, as if telling Shen Sisi that life is still beautiful and the future is full of hope.

After Song Ci and Shen Sisi had a complete talk, Song Ci returned to her own rhythm of life, busy with her studies and handling group affairs every day. Occasionally, she would call Liu Shishi to pour out her heart. Her life was busy and fulfilling.

Time flies, and in the blink of an eye, it's March. The filming of "Young Warriors of the Yang Clan" has wrapped up. On March 5th, Liu Shishi returned to Beiping after attending the press conference for "Young Warriors of the Yang Clan".

During this period, Tangren Media is preparing to film "The Legend of the Condor Heroes". Liu, who has no acting jobs for the time being, has returned to school. She will graduate from Beijing Dance Academy in a few months. She will stay at school until the filming of "The Legend of the Condor Heroes" begins.

Friday, March 10, 2006, was an extremely special day for Song Ci. It was Liu Shishi's birthday, and he had made preparations well in advance, hoping that the most important person in his life could have an unforgettable and beautiful memory.

Song Ci took a day off and waited downstairs in the apartment building early in the morning. After a while, he saw Liu Shishi slowly coming down the stairs.

Today, Ms. Liu is exceptionally beautiful and charming. She is dressed in a cool and refreshing outfit, with her long, black, and shiny hair naturally draped over her shoulders. Her lively and casual off-shoulder sweatshirt reveals her clear and beautiful collarbone.

The pink dress perfectly accentuated her long, beautiful legs, while the simple white high heels added a touch of elegance. A pair of exquisite crescent-shaped necklaces adorned her fair wrists, giving her the air of a future top female star.

Seeing her little green plum smiling and standing prettily in front of her, Song Ci's heart melted. "Shishi, you are so beautiful!"

Hearing her boyfriend's praise, Liu Shishi tiptoed and gently kissed her lover's cheek, then smiled and asked, "Darling, where do you want to take me today?"

"You're the star of the day, where do you want to go?" Song Ci asked with a smile.

"Let's go to the amusement park!" Liu Shishi tilted her head and thought for a moment before suggesting an unexpected place.

Song Ci nodded, her face full of doting affection: "Okay."

The amusement park was bustling with people on Friday, and long queues formed in front of the ticket counters.

While queuing to buy tickets, Liu Shishi chattered to Song Ci about the fun things that happened when they visited amusement parks as children. When they were in elementary school, this place was always the first choice for school field trips, and the two childhood sweethearts had many interesting memories here.

After having their tickets checked, the two followed the flow of people and entered the park to the sound of music. They saw the Ferris wheel, carousel, and other park facilities running happily.

"Darling, let's go ride the Ferris wheel!" Liu Shishi exclaimed joyfully, linking arms with her lover.

Liu Shishi was already excited just from queuing to buy tickets, and now seeing the joyful scene before her, she could hardly contain her joy.

Song Ci smiled, took her hand, and led Miss Liu toward the Ferris wheel.

As the giant wheel began to spin, the small cabin the two were riding in slowly rose, and their view became exceptionally wide, with the amusement park and the distant city landscape all in sight.

"Yiyi, will we be together forever?" Liu Shishi whispered, nestled in her lover's arms with her eyes closed.

"Holding your hand, we will grow old together." Smelling the fragrance of Liu Shishi's beautiful hair, Song Ci held her tightly and said with deep affection.

(End of this chapter)