She's a shrewd and sweet woman who transmigrated into a book.

Chapter 123 It’s all your fault!
If Liu Jingyi truly had no feelings for him, she wouldn't react to anything he did or said.

This is something Leng Yunting spent more than half a year figuring out after overcoming his jealousy.

Liu Jingyi clenched her teeth and refused to speak.

So what if it is? Because of him, I have suffered so much all by myself.

How could she not feel resentful?

If she gives in like this, what about the suffering she will endure?
Leng Yunting knew she was angry, that she held a grudge, and that this time she wouldn't be so easily appeased.

But it doesn't matter.

He was content as long as Liu Jingyi was in front of him and he could see and touch her.

"Yiyi, it's not that you can't live without me, it's that I can't live without you."

Leng Yunting tightened his grip on her arm and pressed his face close to hers.

"For the past six months, every time I close my eyes, I see you covered in blood. I also have auditory hallucinations where I hear you crying, but there's no sound, just you silently shedding tears."

Liu Jingyi lay there, silently shedding tears.

She was like a soulless person, and she had lost the baby in her womb.

All that's left is her empty shell.

Liu Jingyi listened to his words without saying anything, but her face was already covered with tears.

Leng Yunting recalled that scene, and even breathing became painful. "Yiyi, if I can't find you again, my two brothers will throw me into the hospital."

If a disciple of the compound is indeed sent to a hospital as a mental patient, it would be the first case in many years.

Leng Yunting himself knew that taking the medicine for so many days had not been effective.

Fortunately, fate smiled upon him, allowing him to see her again.

After Leng Yunting finished speaking, he didn't expect her to forgive him. He just wanted to tell her that he couldn't live without her.

"Yiyi, go to sleep!"

Liu Jingyi's crying was always so silent, like pear blossoms in the rain.

Leng Yunting seemed to sense that she was crying, and turned her over.

By the moonlight, I saw her face streaked with tears and her eyes were red and swollen, and my heart clenched painfully.

He clumsily wiped away her tears and pulled Liu Jingyi into his arms.

"It's all your fault, it's all your fault, how could you be so heartless?"

Liu Jingyi pressed her face against his chest, speaking haltingly, "Why can't you say a single word to me, even just one? I've called you so many times, why didn't you answer?"

“When I reached out to pull you, you didn’t even turn around to look at me. In the past, whenever I took the initiative to grab you, you would stay.”

“You left me here all alone, with no phone and no intention of coming back.”

“You just don’t want to see me, you just don’t want me and the baby, you just don’t say it, but everything you’ve done is forcing me to leave.”

Why did you hurt me so cruelly? Why?

"I relied on you, but what was the result?"

"Yes, I did some things wrong before, but you knew that when you married me, didn't you?"

"When have I ever hidden it from you, time and time again?"

"Even if I did something utterly heinous, but I was only thinking of myself, is that wrong?"

"Didn't you hide anything from me?"

"When I left, I truly hated you and never thought I would come back."

"When I was lying alone in the hospital bed, I was afraid that I would never wake up again."

“I gave birth to the child all by myself. When I came out of the delivery room, no one came to care for me.”

"I'm still a child too, I'm scared too!"

"But I can't. If I don't wake up, Ling'er and Sheng'er will become orphans!" Leng Yunting felt as if his heart had been ripped out, the pain making it hard for him to breathe.

All he could do was hold her, coax her with words, and apologize to her again and again.

Even after falling asleep, Liu Jingyi was still muttering incoherently, her tears never stopping.

Leng Yunting hated himself immensely for not saying a word back then.

If he had said a single word, that he didn't hate her, that he was just afraid he might do something to hurt her.

Presumably, Liu Jingyi wouldn't resolutely run away from home!

Leng Yunting held her like that, unable to fall asleep for a long time.

The days passed slowly in a delicate balance.

Ms. Qin Yan saw it all, but she also knew that this was a hurdle they had to overcome on their own, and no one could help them.

Liu Jingyi didn't want to live in the military compound, but Qin Yan was worried that it would be too tiring for her to take care of two children.

She hired a nanny to help her take care of the child.

Ms. Qin Yan will come whenever she has time.

Life seemed to have returned to normal on the surface, and Liu Jingyi did not mention leaving again.

But both of them knew that there was an invisible barrier between them, though they both subconsciously avoided touching it.

Qin Yan witnessed all of this, her heart filled with mixed emotions.

She felt sorry for her son, but she also felt sorry for Liu Jingyi, who had gone through so much all by herself.

Three months have passed in the blink of an eye. We couldn't celebrate the little one's one-month birthday, but we certainly can't miss this first birthday celebration.

this day,

“Yiyi, we should have a proper celebration for Ling’er and Sheng’er’s first birthday. We missed their full moon celebration, but we’ve made it to their first birthday.”

Qin Yan teased Ling'er in her arms while talking to Liu Jingyi.

Liu Jingyi paused in her flipping through the book.

He put down the book in his hand and turned to look at Ling'er and Sheng'er, who was lying on the small bed, waving their arms and legs excitedly.

"Mom, maybe we shouldn't? Everyone's busy right now. Dad, you, and my eldest brother, second brother, even Yunting is incredibly busy. Where would we find the time?"

"And the exam is coming up soon."

Upon hearing this, Qin Yan realized that her daughter-in-law's words made sense.

Once summer was over, the government announced its decision to reinstate the college entrance examination.

Even the date has been set.

There's not much time left.

"Okay, then let's celebrate together after your exams are over."

"Mom, aren't you worried that I won't pass the exam?" Liu Jingyi said with a smile.

"How could that be, Yiyi? You don't know, during the six months you were gone, quite a few professors came to our house, wanting to take you on as their last disciple!"

Liu Jingyi looked at her in surprise, "How could that be, Mom? Are you trying to comfort me?"

"What are you saying? What Mom is saying is the truth, it's true."

"Yiyi, you need to have confidence in yourself."

Liu Jingyi nodded. She never doubted her own achievements, but she never expected that they would be so confident in her as well.

After the exam date was set, Leng Yunting went to register Liu Jingyi.

Nowadays, as long as you have a clean background and no issues with your class status, you can participate in the exam.

Liu Jingyi has been engrossed in reading lately, and has neglected her child quite a bit.