She's a shrewd and sweet woman who transmigrated into a book.

Chapter 116 My Heart Aches for You

Liu Jingyi ignored it all, picked up a meat bun, and started eating it without a care in the world.

She liked the steamed buns very much because they were filled with meat, but there were also vegetarian ones, which Liu Jingyi didn't touch.

Aunt Wang ate quickly, and then went inside to get the little one's diapers to wash.

Leng Yunting had already washed the clothes from last night; what's being washed now is the one that was just taken off.

After Liu Jingyi finished the last steamed bun, she realized that Leng Yunting didn't seem to have eaten, and asked, "Have you eaten?"

Leng Yunting's furrowed brows relaxed considerably. "I ate."

In Liu Jingyi's eyes, it was like a stray dog ​​that no one wanted suddenly being cared for, and that happy expression on its face.

Liu Jingyi felt she couldn't bear to watch anymore, so she stopped caring and finished the last bun without a care in the world.

There was also a bowl of millet porridge, which Leng Yunting cooked early in the morning.

Leng Yunting looked around the small courtyard. He hadn't paid much attention to it last night, and he was busy taking care of the children this morning, so he hadn't looked at it carefully.

The yard wasn't very big, but she kept it very tidy.

There were axes and machetes hidden behind the gate, and there were two locks on the outside and two locks on the inside.

It's not hard to see Liu Jingyi's caution and constant vigilance.

Leng Yunting was well aware of how timid Liu Jingyi was.

For the past six months, he has been praying that she can be doing well.

Of course, this was just wishful thinking on his part. How easy could it be for a pregnant woman to get around?

But when he found out, she would cry secretly. As you can imagine, even though he thought it was just his imagination, he still hurt her.

Liu Jingyi herself probably doesn't even realize that her clinginess, kisses, hugs, and all intimate gestures stem from her insecurity.

In particular, Liu Jingyi always sleeps on her side.

When he's home, she'll be in his arms; when he's not, she'll always be holding something in her hands.

Thinking of this, Leng Yunting felt as if his heart had stopped beating.

He is the one who created this situation.

He felt he didn't deserve her forgiveness, but he couldn't bring himself to give up.

After finishing her meal, Liu Jingyi glanced at Leng Yunting, who was still lingering there, and asked, "You should leave now."

Leng Yunting pulled her directly into the house, looked at her, and asked her seriously.

"How have you been these past six months?"

Liu Jingyi didn't want to answer and wanted to leave, but the door had already been locked by Leng Yunting when the two of them came in.

She could only retreat, while he advanced step by step.

This aura seemed to be suffocating her.

Why would Liu Jingyi allow herself to appear so pathetic? She left the capital and him not so that he could come and laugh at her.

She didn't mention a word about the hardships of the past six months, the pain of childbirth, or the fear of being harassed by thugs.

For a time, she thought she had depression.

It's not that she felt it, it's that there was a slight one, but Liu Jingyi herself didn't notice it.

"I'm doing fine."

"You've seen it all, haven't you? I've had the baby, and I'm taking good care of them. The neighbors all like me. I'll find another job later, and life couldn't be more comfortable."

Seeing Leng Yunting's disbelieving expression, she couldn't help but emphasize it again.

"Commander Leng, I'm doing just fine without you." Liu Jingyi felt she wasn't wrong; she really was doing quite well.

Of course, it might not be that good, but she didn't think it was that bad either.

Although she was comfortable afterward because of Chen Xingjie, even though he only had dinner with her on New Year's Eve, she knew that he had put in a lot of effort.

She learned this from a hoodlum after Chen Xingjie left.

She felt she was destined to disappoint him.

Because she had already fallen in love with the man in front of her named Leng Yunting, despite all his reasons!

Leng Yunting stared blankly at her, his Adam's apple bobbing. "Really? Why are you crying? And secretly?"

Liu Jingyi stared at him in surprise, her eyes already slightly red.

He still didn't want to let her go. Looking at her reddened eyes, he asked, "Yiyi, why are you crying? Were you bullied?"

The tears that had been welling up in Liu Jingyi's eyes finally fell uncontrollably.

She had been trying to restrain herself and remain calm, so why did he have to expose her?

How could he do this?

So, he came just to see how badly she fared after leaving him, how miserable she was. He came to see her make a fool of herself.

Ignoring the children and Aunt Wang in the next room, she snapped at that moment, using all her strength to shove the man in front of her away.

"So what if I cry secretly? I'm not living as well as you, and my life isn't as carefree."

"I was the one lying in the hospital bed giving birth. If it weren't for Aunt Wang's arrival, you would probably be seeing my corpse right now."

"But so what? I've already made it through!"

"What's wrong with me hiding away and crying?!"

"My life is mine to live as I please?"

"So, you came here just to laugh at me? If you wanted to mock me, why did you insist on leaving?"

"Leng Yunting, let me tell you, everything that happened before was my fault, but did you really not know that?"

"Since you've already acquiesced, why do you keep hurting me?"

"If you had called back even once, I could have forgiven you. After all, it was my fault, and I wouldn't have slunk away like that."

"But what about you? Do you have any?"

Liu Jingyi trembled as she looked at the man in front of her: "Leng Yunting, I don't regret it, I don't regret it at all."

Upon hearing this, Leng Yunting felt as if his heart had been torn into pieces.

He embraced her trembling body tightly, his already reddened eyes turning even redder, and his voice trembling.

"No, Yiyi, I'm just worried about you."

Hearing what he said, Liu Jingyi could no longer believe it.

Does he really feel sorry for her?
I feel sorry for her. Would she really have to go through this suffering?
Liu Jingyi was held in Leng Yunting's arms. She didn't want Leng Yunting to see her in such a disheveled state.

But it seems he saw every time she was in a sorry state, so why did she hide it?
All of this was caused by him.

She just wants to say it now, to let him know.

What did his actions cause her to suffer?
“They would come in the middle of the night to pick the lock and climb the wall. They saw that I was a pregnant woman, alone, and weak, but I was not easy to bully. I had a machete in one hand and an axe in the other, which scared them away.”

"I'm very powerful."

Of course, it sounds simple coming from Liu Jingyi, but it's not so easy at all.