Rebirth of Chinese Entertainment, the Diary of a 95 Flower

Jiang Yang listened silently.

There was no interruption.

She did not push Liu Haochun away.

The hand that was on Liu Haochun's shoulder slid down and gently wrapped around Liu Haochun's waist.

He remained wary, wondering if Liu Haochun might suddenly attack him.

At this point, Liu Haochun finally raised her head and looked at Jiang Yang with teary eyes: "Thank you for appearing in my life and letting me know that I don't need to be a perfect Liu Haochun to be liked. I don't need to compare myself with anyone; I only need to compare myself with myself yesterday."

The words fell.

Before Jiang Yang could respond, Liu Haochun lowered his head.

She brought her lips to his neck.

Those pent-up grievances, resentments, and desires of many years finally found an outlet.

Knowing that I still have a long way to go, and that changing deeply ingrained ideas is not something that can be done overnight.

But at this moment, in this safe space, she allows herself to be vulnerable, and she also allows herself to begin to learn to let go.

the most important is.

She spent 100 yuan to buy Jiang Yang time to grow strawberries.

This money cannot be refunded.

"Hiss..." Jiang Yang gritted his teeth and took a deep breath.

It’s impossible to guard against it.

At the same time, we are also glad that we have been able to obtain the attribute of enhanced physical fitness from the young girls.

I found it while the little girls were practicing dance.

Chaoyue has recently developed some definition in the muscles on the back of his hands.

His physical fitness has also improved.

Otherwise, we really couldn't withstand it.

You can't push it away.

Liu Haochun was in high spirits, with one arm around Jiang Yang's neck and the other grabbing Jiang Yang's collar.

She leaned half her body closer, pressing against Jiang Yang's.
Jiang Yang stopped holding Liu Haochun's waist, gently patted her back, raised his hand to touch her cheek, and wiped away her tears with his thumb.

Finally, I felt a relief in my neck.

He heard Liu Haochun mutter, "I used a hundred yuan to cover up the strawberry marks on Ruonan, Xiwei, and Chaoyue."

Done.

She leaned on Jiang Yang's shoulder, feeling sleepy from a long day of filming.

Jiang Yang held her and helped her sit in the passenger seat.

Drive to the East Hotel.

She was carried into the room.

When Liu Haochun woke up, he found that it was already dark outside.

Turn on the phone screen.

I saw several unread messages, sent by Jiang Yang two hours ago.

The first one is: [“Haochun, every time you go home you visit that paralyzed little girl, bring her snacks, and talk to her. Actually, what you really want to redeem is that helpless version of yourself from back then, isn’t it?”]
Liu Haochun's pupils trembled slightly.

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Jiang Yang's next words: ["You want to help your parents pay off their debts, not just because of responsibility, but also because that little girl is still waiting for medical expenses. You know better than anyone how much of that debt is her life-saving money."]
"But you must remember that in saving others, you must also save yourself."

The helpless version of myself back then needed to see a Liu Haochun living a vibrant life.

This proves that even after experiencing darkness, one can still move towards the light.

Trust me, things will get better.

Just like your performance today, as long as you don't give up, you'll eventually get it in one take.
Liu Haochun watched for a long time.

The hardships you've endured will become the light that illuminates others.

She wanted to message Jiang Yang, but didn't know what to say, so she typed: "Jiang Yang, what are you doing?"
I received a reply from Jiang Yang: ["I almost thought it was MaiMai who sent it to me."]
"I'm from Northeast China too."
After editing the message, Liu Haochun added four more words: "[I miss you.]"
Jiang Yang replied: "I'm recording a song."
The sky grew completely dark.

In the room, only the phone screen was lit, illuminating Liu Haochun's expectant eyes.

The phone vibrates.

Then I received another message from Jiang Yang: "I'm thinking of you too."
Liu Haochun got up, turned on the light, washed her face, and went to the dance studio to continue practicing.

I poured myself a glass of water. Then I glanced at the message Jiang Yang had sent, and suddenly the water tasted sweeter. I gulped it down.

The next day.

Dawushi Village, Hongqiao Town, Yueqing City, Wenzhou City, Zhejiang Province.

Zhang Ruonan was woken up by a knock on the door: "Ruonan, get up, it's time to eat."

"You guys eat, I don't want to eat."

“You came back last night without saying hello, and now I’m making you breakfast out of kindness but you won’t eat it. Ruonan, Mom really doesn’t know what you mean.”

I could tell that my mother's tone was gentler than usual.

The things he said were no different from before.

When she got home last night, she didn't mention changing her name because she knew her parents would definitely disagree, so she directly asked them for her household registration book.

Fortunately, I had already transferred my household registration separately beforehand.

You need to take your household registration booklet to the registration authority to change your name.

She didn't want the name on her household registration and ID card to still be Ruonan, the name her parents had given her since she was a child.

"coming."

Zhang Ruonan responded.

I sat up and glanced around the room.

There was faded wooden furniture, and on the wall was a row of "Three Good Student" certificates stuck with transparent tape, the edges curled up, the name being Zhang Ruonan.

Every certificate is an honor for oneself.

Even if you use your previous name.

I got up and looked out the window.

The morning mist shrouded the distant mountains.

In the cement courtyard, there was an old motorcycle belonging to the family.

I got up, washed up, and came out.

On the table, I saw glutinous rice, fried cakes with white sugar, meat buns, steamed buns, and white porridge.

Mom was wearing a navy blue shirt, and Dad had a large bunch of keys hanging from his waist.

She saw that her parents had sent her younger brother and two younger sisters away, and were waiting for her to sit at the dining table.

I understand what's going on.

really.

As soon as I sat down, I heard my mother say, "Ruonan, I know you're an actress now and you've grown up, but how can you change your name without discussing it with the family?"

She sighed and continued:
“Your younger brother is still young, and he’s the only boy in the family. He’s the one who will carry on the family line. If you change his name to something that sounds like a girl’s, what will the villagers think of us?”

Seeing that Zhang Ruonan remained silent, her mother added:
"Besides, what's so great about being an actor? You're always in the public eye, how will you get married in the future? Why don't you ask your dad to get you a government job in town? The conditions are much better, what do you think?"

Zhang Ruonan responded, "Mom, my name is Zhang Ruonan, not Ruonan."

She raised her head and looked directly into her mother's eyes.

I want to say something strong.

I saw my mother's graying hair and the wrinkles on her forehead that would appear when she slightly raised her eyebrows.

In the end, my heart softened.

Her tone was gentle yet firm: "I am very grateful that you raised me, but..."

Dad slammed his fist on the table, interrupting him: "You've been corrupted by those people in the entertainment industry! You've made a little money and forgotten your roots! Did the family send you to school so you could become an actor? The entertainment industry is so chaotic! Why did you have to choose to make money in the entertainment industry when you could make money anywhere else? It's all because of your shady boss that you've been corrupted!"

Jiang Yang was scolded.

Zhang Ruonan's face immediately turned cold:
"Then I won't be in the entertainment industry anymore, but I won't give you any of the money I've earned, okay?"
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PS:

I'm currently filming in Hengdian, so updates might be a bit late.

Liu Haochun: "Thank you to the gynecological expert for giving me a talisman... I wish someone could see the real me."

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Li Bai knelt in gratitude.

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