My wife is in my arms

Chapter 375: The End of the Year

They say solitude makes people strong.

It seems that a writer once said, "If a person can endure to drink tea alone, take a walk alone, travel alone, and read a book alone, then congratulations, you have reached the highest level of life."

That sounds reasonable.

In fact, humans are a social animal.

When a person really reaches the level described by this writer, then the final outcome will inevitably be that he or she will choose to commit suicide due to severe depression.

People can be alone to think, but they cannot do so forever. Once the time is too long, the person will not become calm and peaceful because of loneliness, but will become inexplicably sad and fearful.

In this regard.

Zhang Yi has a deep understanding of this.

It had only been a few days since she moved back from her agent's house. Living in such a big house was not a big deal during the day, but at night, she felt a little uneasy when she went to bed.

Sometimes at night, there would be the sound of water flowing in the sewer pipe. The sound was not loud, but in her bedroom where she was alone, the sound seemed to be infinitely amplified, and then it seemed to be imprinted in her mind. She had to get up and take a look before she could feel at ease.

She would be woken up by the slightest noise in the living room.

Those who haven't experienced it don't know, but if you really experience it, you will find that being alone... is only suitable for people with strong hearts.

Otherwise, over time, even if you don't suffer from depression, you will develop a disease due to your inner instability and the wild thoughts caused by some subtle noises.

There have been no incidents like jumping off a building or murder in her community for the time being. If one really happened, Zhang Yi could guarantee that she would not dare to live there anymore.

There was another person living in the house.

Even if you don't speak, you won't feel scared.

But being alone, Zhang Yi wasn't really scared, he just felt a little uneasy and very depressed.

However, because of the experience of being alone at home, Zhang Yi began to understand the real reason why he did not dare to test the waters even though he had strong feelings for Zhang You.

On the one hand, Jiang Yiren was her best friend, but on the other hand, as she only realized later, she was too timid and afraid that her best friend would find out and start a fight.

When Zhang Yi realized this, he couldn't help but feel strong contempt for himself.

It's really a hopeless thing.

The heavy rain last night brought a brief period of calm to the city, but tonight was like an explosion after the suppression. When Zhang You's family of three and Zhang Yi were having dinner, the sky above the entire city was replaced by a riot of colors, and all kinds of fireworks seemed to light up the sky.

The sound of firecrackers came and went.

Even the night wind cannot stop people's enthusiasm and love for traditional festivals.

As soon as dinner was over, Zhang You was dragged to his yard by Xiao Zishan, and Zhang Yi and Jiang Yiren followed. The city was immersed in splendor tonight, and even fireworks were rising from the villas around the community.

"Daddy"

Xiao Zishan shouted and hurriedly handed the fireworks in his hand to Zhang You.

When Zhang You took out the lighter to light it, the little girl quickly put the index fingers of both hands into her ears, and at the same time hid far away, for fear that the fireworks would hurt herself.

"whoosh"

The flames shot up into the air from the front end of the firework stick in Zhang You's hand, and then with a "bang", it exploded in the air with brilliant light.

"I'll take it."

Seeing that there was no threat and the sound was not loud, Xiao Zishan hurried over and took the fireworks that were still rising from her father's hand. After she took it, Zhang You held her little hand and lifted it up a little.

Zhang Yi and Jiang Yiren stood in the middle of the yard, watching the father and daughter set off fireworks with a smile.

The night wind is not strong tonight, but along with the sound of the wind can be heard the sound of fireworks exploding in the distance. A day like this should be the day with the most laughter and joy in the year for many people, especially for children.

It is said that the New Year atmosphere is getting weaker every year.

In fact, this is just an illusion of adults, because people will subconsciously recall the past, and the past has become more hazy than the present because of the long time, which can only be looked back but cannot be touched. Therefore, it appears particularly beautiful.

But if you ask a child.

They still feel very happy this year.

The fireworks rising in the sky are beautiful, the table full of delicious food in the evening is also very delicious, and... the winter vacation homework is so difficult to do, there is so much of it that I can’t finish it.

"Dad, this, let's see how it goes." After setting off a few fireworks, Xiao Zishan excitedly called her dad to set off fireworks in other packages. Zhang You naturally would not refuse, so he placed this small cylindrical firework in the middle of the yard and lit it.

soon.

Scattered like fireworks.

“This is pretty nice.”

Zhang Yi commented with a smile.

"Aunt Zhang, do you dare to let it go?!"

Xiao Zishan brought one over, and Zhang Yi took it without saying a word, then picked up the lighter and lit it. The yard was illuminated by the dazzling light, and Zhang Yi, wearing black tights, stood aside and watched.

When the fireworks exploded, she walked a little slowly, and her body was covered with black granular substances left over from the fireworks. However, at the moment, Zhang Yi didn't care about it.

In a person's life, there are many things that you will get tired of eating and seeing, but the only thing that you will never get tired of is the fireworks that are displayed over the city every year. As people get older, they will have different feelings when watching them.

When I was a kid, I was just happy watching it.

When I looked at it again in my twenties, everything seemed fine.

But when I look back on it after I turned thirty... I feel as if I were in a different world. It turns out that so many years have passed in a flash.

As for her forties and fifties, Zhang Yi believes that when she reaches that age, she will have a different feeling.

Maybe you wish time would go slower! ?

“Save some for tomorrow”

Seeing that her husband and Xiao Zishan were playing non-stop, Jiang Yiren reminded them.

But after she finished speaking, no one paid any attention to her. Even her best friend ran over and put it away with her husband and daughter. Jiang Yiren was a little angry.

suddenly.

There was a loud noise in the sky.

Everyone turned their heads to look. After the loud noise, sparks quickly spread out and turned into rain of light. The final scene looked like countless white frost flowers dyeing the sky.

"Wow"

Xiao Zishan let out an exclamation.

"..."

Zhang You looked at her without saying a word. Just this one firework, Zhang You estimated that it would cost at least 20,000 or 30,000 yuan. Such a large sum of money was indeed huge. Anyway, Zhang You was reluctant to spend so much money just for a moment of beauty.

"it's beautiful"

Zhang Yi also praised with a smile.

"We can go back now!"

Even though Jiang Yiren thought it was pretty, that was all. She had no interest in fireworks at all.

"Dad, let's buy one like that..."

Xiao Zishan spoke.

"Your dad makes 100,000 a month."

Zhang You interrupted Xiao Zishan and said with a wry smile, "It's really a waste. Our family is still in debt. When we are out of debt, I will ask your mother to buy one for you during the Chinese New Year."

"Xiao Zi Shan, if you sleep with me tonight, I will buy you one tomorrow"

At this time.

The wealthy Zhang Yi smiled and tempted.

"That……"

Xiao Zishan looked at Zhang Yi, then at her father, and was obviously moved. After a while, she said, "Then let's sleep together with my dad tonight."

(End of this chapter)