I made the entire cultivation world cry

Chapter 1 My Heart Is My Will

In May of the Guiyou year, the devil's tide surged.

The humans and demons fought a decisive battle at sea. Jiang Yi had just reached the stage of Dan, and was ordered by the sect leader to stay behind in the Xuanying Sword Sect.

When the battle was at its climax, the demons launched a surprise attack and the sect's protective formation was destroyed by spies from within.

There were no high-level cultivators in the sect, so Jiang Yi led the younger generation of disciples in a desperate battle with the demons in front of the mountain gate.

In order to protect the Xuanying Sword Sect's mountain gate from being destroyed, Jiang Yi detonated his golden elixir and died together with the demon army.

When Jiang Yi's biological mother, Jiang Yurong, the leader of Xuanying Sword Sect, led everyone back to provide assistance, they saw the ground stained with blood and corpses everywhere. The younger generation of disciples in the sect suffered heavy casualties.

However, not a single demon has ever stepped beyond the boundaries of the mountain gate!

"This waste!"

Jiang Yurong suddenly shouted, and the remaining power of her anger swept across the battlefield.

At that time, Jiang Yi's body was buried under a sea of ​​corpses and blood, but he was still breathing.

That shout was like a thousand arrows piercing her heart, more painful than her own golden elixir exploding and her soul shattering.

Jiang Yi thought that she had finally done something that would make her mother proud.

In the end, I was still a waste in her eyes and still couldn't satisfy her.

Jiang Yi was a lonely man in his previous life. He was born without parents. He struggled until he was 20 years old before he was admitted to university, but he died of illness after only one year.

When I opened my eyes again, I found myself in this world of cultivation, and my past memories were still there.

In this life, her biological father died in battle at sea, but Jiang Yi still has a biological mother who raised her in her cradle and whom she can rely on. For her, this is truly a gift from God.

With his mature soul, Jiang Yi started learning swordsmanship at the age of three, and entered the Dao of Taoism. With the three spiritual roots of fire, wood and earth, he established his foundation at the age of eighteen, breaking the fastest foundation-building record of the Xuanying Sword Sect in nearly five hundred years.

At the age of twenty, Jiang Yi was already invincible among those of the same level in the Xuanying Sword Sect. Even her senior brother who was born with a spiritual body could not last a hundred moves against her.

Jiang Yi's existence was a thorn in the side of everyone in the sect. As long as she was still practicing sword on the top of the mountain, none of the disciples dared to rest.

Jiang Yi has no friends. Everyone in the sect respects her, fears her, and also dislikes her.

After traveling for several years, at the age of thirty, Jiang Yi earned the reputation of "Phoenix Shadow Soaring in the Sky to Patrol the Blue Sky, Yaoling Sword Qi Shakes the Universe", and became the number one master in the Foundation Establishment Stage of Beixuan Land.

Afterwards, she received an invitation to the Dongzhou "Sword Trial Meeting". As long as she could form a pill, she could compete with the new swordsmen in the entire mountain and sea world and strive to be on the top of the heavenly list.

Jiang Yi returned to the clan with the invitation. Jiang Yurong only took a look at it and threw the invitation that she had risked her life to get at her feet.

"It's just an invitation, not the first place in swordsmanship. Is it worth getting carried away? With your aptitude, it will be difficult for you to form a high-grade golden elixir before the age of fifty. You will just be filling up the numbers at the sword test meeting."

From childhood to adulthood, Jiang Yurong has never praised Jiang Yi. She always thinks that Jiang Yi is not talented enough, does not do enough, is arrogant and has no desire to make progress.

Even if Jiang Yi practiced sword skills all night long, even if Jiang Yi had no rivals in the same level as Beixuan, even if Jiang Yi could challenge opponents of higher levels, he would still be undefeated.

Even if... she had formed a top-grade golden elixir at the age of forty-nine.

Her mother did not agree with the praise at all, but only demanded more of her, belittling her as if she were worthless.

Jiang Yi had no idea how she could satisfy her mother.

Jiang Yi thought that her mother was just like that, not liking to laugh or praise others, but she was not like that.

Mother treats my junior sister differently. She will personally teach her how to practice sword, tell her that haste makes waste, and bandage her and comfort her when she is injured.

Mother said that the junior sister’s future achievements will only be higher than hers.

Is it because the junior sister has a single spiritual root? Good aptitude and good character?

Jiang Yi always felt that the junior sister was her child and he was just a piece of trash that she had picked up!
In front of the broken mountain gate.

The elders of the sect who returned from overseas battlefields searched for their children and disciples all over the battlefield, hugging their bodies and crying bitterly. They would rather die on the battlefield than see their descendants die before them.

Jiang Yurong looked solemn when she saw this.

"Everyone, this is my fault. I knew Jiang Yi was inexperienced and stubborn, but I still left her to guard the sect, causing the deaths of so many disciples. On her behalf, I apologize to you all!"

"Master!"

Junior sister Liu Taozhi knelt in a pool of blood, holding the fragment of the Yaoling sword that she had just found from the pile of corpses, and cried inconsolably.

Yaoling is Jiang Yi's natal sword.

"How can you blame Senior Sister for this? If it weren't for Senior Sister's fierce defense of the mountain gate, the Xuanying Sword Sect would have been razed to the ground by the demon army long ago. Senior Sister is not guilty, and certainly not self-willed!"

Jiang Yurong's face was stern. "If she had identified and killed the spies earlier, the sect's protective formation wouldn't have been broken, and so many disciples wouldn't have been killed or injured. Knowing it was difficult to defeat them, why did she encourage everyone to fight to the death? Is she being worthy of the families and teachers of the deceased disciples? Isn't she just trying to prove her bravery and make me look up to her?"

Liu Taozhi cried and argued, "No, this is not Senior Sister's fault. Senior Sister cares about a lot, not just a reputation. Master, you can't say that to her. I want Senior Sister back, I want her back..."

Jiang Yurong ignored Liu Taozhi and announced in a deep voice, "The demons attacked our Xuanying Sword Sect. I will personally avenge this vengeance and comfort the heroic spirits with the demons' blood. All the disciples who died in the battle today will be buried in the Valley of Heroes, with the exception of Jiang Yi!"

Jiang Yi slowly closed his eyes, hot tears sliding down from the corners of his eyes.

Her name was Jiang Yi, but her life hadn't been easy. Her mother always said she wished she had never given birth to her, because giving birth to her hindered her cultivation. Without her, Jiang Yurong's name would have long been on the Heavenly Ranking of the Sword Trial Association.

Today is her birthday.

Later, it was also her death anniversary.

I repay the kindness of giving birth to me with my life, and from now on, I will never owe you anything again.

But up to this point in my life, I have never lived for myself, and in the end, I still can't accept it!
If the spring breeze takes pity on the flowers, can it allow me to be young again?
……

Jiang Yi thought she would never wake up again, but she was not dead.

When I opened my eyes again, a flock of birds were startled and flew away. I saw red leaves all over the mountains, clouds in the sky were like fire, the autumn wind was blowing, and red leaves swirled into the lake, splashing layers of ripples.

Jiang Yi tried to practice his internal energy, but his dantian felt a sharp pain as if it was being torn apart, and his body was empty without any magical power.

She looked down at herself. She was wearing plain white clothes, with her black hair loose. She was leaning against a century-old locust tree, but why did her hands and feet look so much shorter?

Jiang Yi's heart tightened. He climbed up from under the tree and stumbled to the lake. When he saw his reflection in the lake clearly, Jiang Yi's heart was shocked.

"This is clearly what I looked like when I was ten years old."

With a clear cry of a crane, Jiang Yi looked up and saw a white crane flying over the water and soaring into the sky.

The white crane suddenly reminded Jiang Yi of an old memory.

When she was ten years old, she got lost in the mountains. After passing through layers of miasma, she saw a dilapidated temple called "Lazy Fairy Temple". Jiang Yi thought it was funny at the time. How could someone call himself "Lazy Fairy"? So she was deeply impressed.

She stayed to clean the dilapidated temple, offered incense and candles, and slept there for a night. She left the mountain the next day and rescued a wounded white crane on the way. She brought it back to the sect and took good care of it.

Later, when she was practicing sword on the top of the mountain, white cranes danced and cried beside her. That was the only time she felt that practicing sword was not boring, but rather a bit fun.

Unfortunately, the good times did not last long. When she was sparring with her fellow disciple, it took her ten more moves to defeat the opponent. As punishment, her mother killed Bai He with one sword and forbade her to be distracted when practicing sword.

Since then, Jiang Yi no longer dared to show any liking for anything.

Jiang Yi had a splitting headache and felt like something was taking root in his sea of ​​consciousness.

She walked out of the woods, found the official road, and walked to the outside of a market town, eavesdropping on the conversations of passers-by.

"...Fellow Daoist, are you also coming from Xichuan City?"

"Yes, three months ago, the demons attacked the Xuanying Sword Sect, and Xichuan City was under martial law. It was only lifted today, so I hurried out."

"Alas! Speaking of the Xuanying Sword Sect, it was truly tragic. It's such a pity for Jiang Yi, the Phoenix Shadow Sword. He was the most powerful genius in Beixuan in the past hundred years!"

"But didn't Jiang Yi's junior sister Liu Taozhi say that Jiang Yi wasn't dead? Apart from the fragments of his natal sword, no body was found, nor was any residual soul found."

"I also heard that Liu Taozhi dug three feet deep outside the mountain gate to search for corpses, and set up soul-searching formations every day. She cried until her eyes were bleeding. In the end, it was only when Sect Master Jiang imprisoned her that she stopped."

"Jiang Yi blew up his golden core. There must be nothing left. It's impossible for him to be alive."

Jiang Yi stood behind a tree beside the road, watching the two Qi-cultivating monks walking further and further away, and sighed.

The little junior sister is innocent and has a pure heart. She has always regarded her as a role model and has followed her since she was young. She will fight with anyone who dares to slander her and has argued with her mother for her many times.

If you were to ask who in the Xuanying Sword Sect Jiang Yi is most worried about, it would only be his junior sister Yaoyao.

The peach tree is young and lush, and its flowers are bright and beautiful. Yaoyao is the nickname of Liu Taozhi.

Jiang Yi now understood that this place was the territory of Xichuan City to the west of Xuanying Sword Sect, and it had been three months since the demons attacked Xuanying Sword Sect.

She is not resurrecting from a dead body, nor is she traveling back in time.

"Rejuvenation? I've never practiced such evil techniques. Besides, I used the Soul Burning Secret Technique, which exploded my Golden Core and even broke my natal sword. There's no way I could have survived. Who on earth saved me?"

Looking at the two forked roads outside the market town, Jiang Yi was confused.

The forked roads led one to the Xuanying Sword Sect in the snowy mountains, and the other to the southeast hinterland. There were several demon-controlling sects along the way.

Since she is not dead, should she go back to Xuanying Sword Sect?
As soon as this thought came to his mind, Jiang Yi sneered, "If I go back like this, I'm afraid she will immediately think I'm a demon and kill me."

There was once an elder in the sect who died unexpectedly. Unable to bear the thought of leaving her family behind, she took over the body of an evil cultivator to survive. After returning to the sect, she was executed by her mother herself.

Her mother, the leader of the nine great sects of Beixuan, is the most upright and incorruptible person, and will not tolerate any evil in her eyes.

She won't go back. She doesn't even look down on Jiang Yi, the number one in Beixuan. Now she looks down on this useless Jiang Yi even more. Why should she go back and humiliate herself?

Besides, she couldn't explain why she was still alive and looked like a ten-year-old again.

The word "waste" in front of the mountain gate had severed their mother-daughter relationship and made her give up.

Since Jiang Yi cannot have an 'easy life', then she will be Jiang Yi who says 'my heart is my wish', and live a happy life just for herself!
But the most important thing right now is to practice again and check what's new in her sea of ​​consciousness!
　1. Junior Sister is not a vicious female supporting role. Let me reject the stereotype!
　　2. All the unreasonable things in Jiang Yi’s death will have reasonable explanations later, so please be patient!

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