Peninsula: I'm the Top Streamer

Chapter 401: Completely Flawless

Too tricky.

Facing the moment when Liu Zhimin almost completely revealed her cards, Quan Xuanhe opened his mouth, but for a moment he didn't know what to say to turn the page.

Deadly Whispers.

It doesn't feel like a confession, but more like a pouring out of one's heart, which is hard to resist.

The last time was with Chou Tzuyu in a similar situation. The phone call that lasted all night made him hesitate when facing a girl for the first time.

Since ancient times, deep love cannot be retained, only routines can win people's hearts.

This sentence is the opposite for Quan Xuanhe, as he is easily swayed by deep affection.

Last time it was Zhou Ziyu, this time it’s almost the same with Liu Zhimin. This is simply trying to kill him. Everyone wants to trap him, and everyone wants to put a tight hoop on his head.

He is still too principled. If he is really a scumbag, he will not care whether you are sincere or not. He will just fool you with your false feelings. But he is still thinking about how to mediate, give her a clear answer, and make both of them decent.

My mind raced, thinking about how to get through this moment that suddenly felt long.

The air became frozen, and Liu Zhimin's eyes stared straight at him, staring at him all the time.

"You'll be popular soon, after this comeback in May."

Quan Xuanhe could only choose to answer by avoiding the main point.

He couldn't respond directly to Liu Zhimin.

Kwon Hyun Hyuk doesn't want to talk to Liu Zhimin at this critical juncture. How long has she debuted?

They're having private contact in less than a year. How disgraceful! Do they want to be depressed by the online bullying from fans and then put on ice by the company?

Liu Zhimin can be irrational, but he can't.

He himself still owes a lot of emotional debts and is not clear about his involvement. If he rashly talks to Liu Zhimin, he will mess things up completely. Even if he wants to talk to her, he has to sort out his situation first.

I didn't expect that the words "considering your future" that Quan Xuanhe sometimes used as an excuse have now become his true words.

He himself found it ridiculous.

"Ok."

Liu Zhimin lowered her head slightly. She was not too surprised by Quan Xuanhe's evasive answer. Perhaps she had suffered enough setbacks in front of Quan Xuanhe, or perhaps she had not reacted yet.

Perhaps the latter is more likely.

"Come and cut the cake."

The atmosphere seemed to have changed all of a sudden. Since he and Liu Zhimin met today, the atmosphere has been changing all of a sudden, with ups and downs, which is even more exciting than a roller coaster.

Liu Zhimin took the knife that Quan Xuanhe stuffed into his hand, let out a light breath, then held the handle and carefully cut off a piece from the edge.

"Give."

Quan Xuanhe naturally took the plate.

Liu Zhimin put down the knife in his hand, but he looked a little depressed and low in mood, and it was obvious that something was wrong.

"You sit here first. I'll go tell the waiter to start serving the food."

Looking at Quan Xuanhe's back, Liu Zhimin lowered her head and pursed her lips. There were too many emotions in her heart that needed to be released.

She might also feel that she is impulsive, but then think about it, is it possible that in their current relationship, the other party has no idea what is going on?
At this time, Liu Zhimin remembered the indifferent attitude that Quan Xuanhe showed in the car. It was obvious that he didn't care about her at all, or even had no feelings for her?

Is this right?
Her thoughts were full of thoughts, which continued to flow forward. She felt that she was a complete fool when she confessed her feelings at that time, stupid to the extreme. How worthless was she to continue to like him after that?

Liu Zhimin began to doubt himself further.

But she looked at everything in front of her and it didn't seem fake.

So what is true? What is true about Quan Xuanhe to her? What is the relationship between the two?

When Quan Xuanhe came back, he saw Liu Zhimin sitting there, motionless, with his eyes lowered, staring at the nothingness in front of him, his mind distracted.

"I'll be up soon, put it on first."

When he came back, he was holding a blanket in his hand because he thought that the temperature would drop as the night deepened and Liu Zhimin was wearing thin clothes.

Liu Zhimin raised her head, came to her senses for a moment, pursed her lips and silently took the blanket from his hand, put it on without saying a word, then shrank her body and wrapped herself tightly around him.

"actually…"

His words attracted Liu Zhimin's attention. She stared at him with her eyes fixed. Her face was expressionless and she looked neither happy nor sad. In fact, her expression could not reveal what emotion she was feeling.

"I'm not a good person."

Forget it, he should just tell the truth. Who can he fool with other excuses and reasons? He is still used to playing his cards openly, so that he doesn't have the psychological burden and sense of guilt of cheating.

"Look at me. I was in a relationship with Chou Tzuyu before, and I was also involved in a scandal with Kim Ji-soo a while ago. Actually, I haven't been single for that long."

Quan Xuanhe searched for the right words.

"I know."

Liu Zhimin replied.

She is not a fool who knows nothing. She would not really think that he has always been a virgin. That is unrealistic.

But in fact, if you think about the whole circle, all crows are black.

He is not untainted by the world, nor is he extremely despicable. In fact, like most Korean men, he falls in love and moves on to the next one after the end. The only difference is that his partners are idols and stars.

Even a small unknown can date popular idols and actors one after another. Reality is always more unreasonable than we imagine.

"It's not really appropriate, at the moment."

I often walk by the river, so how can I not wet my shoes?

Quan Xuanhe was really in a dilemma when facing a woman who was truly devoted to him.

"I do not have either…"

Liu Zhimin muttered something softly at this time, but Quan Xuanhe didn't hear the rest of the words clearly, or it might be that Liu Zhimin didn't continue.

"what?"

Quan Xuanhe raised his eyebrows slightly and asked a follow-up question.

"You went too far before, so I want you to experience this feeling too."

Liu Zhimin seemed to be more and more confident as he spoke, as if he had found his energy and spirit. The more he spoke, the more he straightened his chest and raised his head, and the more he spoke, the more righteous he felt.

She successfully achieved self-consistency.

"Ah...is that so?"

Quan Xuanhe seemed to suddenly realize something, then sighed heavily, trying to quickly dispel the awkward atmosphere.

"If we hadn't debuted at that time, what would our future be like?"

"If I were still in SM, I would have been kicked out long ago. I wouldn't be able to debut at my age."

"Then you debuted as aespa, and in the end you wanted to date an amateur like me. It's actually quite... unrealistic, isn't it?"

What he said is also a possibility. If there had been no intervention from fate, it is very likely that nothing would have happened later.

Seeing him talking nonsense here, Liu Zhimin was quite unhappy, "Ah, this is simply impossible."

Yes, that's something that's impossible. Liu Zhimin looked at him and said, "Teacher Lee Soo Man once said that handsome people will shine wherever they go."

If you are handsome, you will be discovered even if you walk on the street. If that doesn't work, you can become an internet celebrity. No matter which path you choose, it will be a path with greater possibilities and broader prospects than others.

"Did Mr. Lee Soo Man say this?"

Quan Xuanhe expressed surprise.

"That's what it means anyway."

Liu Zhimin muttered to herself, unwilling to argue with him too much, feeling that she didn't have the energy to do so anymore.

According to later generations, she was not a person who was very picky about appearance. She was the so-called person who valued feelings more. Generally speaking, people who value feelings more find it relatively difficult to fall in love, but of course love at first sight is not unavoidable.

"Eat it, the food here is delicious. You need to make a reservation several days in advance to get a table. They only serve a limited number of customers each week."

"You can't go hungry no matter what."

Just at this moment, the waiter brought the dishes, and Quan Xuanhe looked at Liu Zhimin, who did not move the cutlery and looked a little dazed.

Liu Zhimin pursed her lips, her expression becoming slightly awkward. She didn't even look at him, but just picked up her knife and fork and tasted the so-called new fusion cuisine dish.

It tastes good, but tastes like chewing wax, so I don’t have much energy to savor it.

"How about it?"

This was also the first time for Quan Xuanhe to come here, and he was introduced by someone close to him. He was so busy filming that he didn't come to these places to meet people related to work.

“It’s delicious.”

Liu Zhimin didn't really want to speak, but after thinking about it, she reluctantly answered him.

At this time, who has the mind to taste the food? Her heart is numb and her soul is scattered. Normally, she must be in a happy mood and eat a feast. She must eat her fill and not go hungry.

"I can come here with the members in the future. The environment is actually quite nice, and I don't have to worry about being secretly photographed."

Liu Zhimin didn't want to say anything, but he couldn't just not say anything and let the atmosphere become silent.

"Arathor."

But Liu Zhimin was still not in a good mood. He looked around and didn't look him in the eye. The sound of knife and fork rubbing and knocking against the plate could be heard from time to time.

Want to cry?
Maybe, but she didn't have the courage to cry.

The last time was embarrassing enough, and if she cried again this time, she would have no dignity at all in front of him. She couldn't let her tears fall, nor could she show any sign of collapse.

Liu Zhimin felt entangled in the tangle and depression in his heart. He felt uncomfortable. The more he looked at him, the angrier he became. Suddenly, he asked him, "Why?"

"Can't you tell me why?"

She was really conflicted and confused.

Facing Liu Zhimin's confusion, Quan Xuanhe knew it very well in his heart, but the problem was that anyone with a little common sense would not talk about it so easily.

If it were him who had just debuted for five months, he would definitely not talk about it. As an idol, he must follow the path of a beautiful career advancement. If he must play some things between men and women, he must lure others and not let them take the bait.

He then asked, "How long have you been in the industry?"

"About five months, all told?"

Quan Xuanhe calculated the time of their debut, and it was almost the same time when he just got off the music show.

Is it reasonable to be in a relationship five months after debut?
"What happened to five months?"

Liu Zhimin asked out of genuine doubt, and even felt that he was too cautious and inexplicable.

Previously, Kim Sejung had a private relationship with Kim Wooseok right after IOI debuted. She dared to do this even though her family was poor and her debut was difficult. Can't Liu Zhimin do the same?
So many people are in a relationship. Korean idols are all obsessed with sex, so what's wrong with her having a relationship?

Seeing that Liu Zhimin obviously didn't get what he said, Quan Xuanhe wanted to sigh helplessly, but held it back.

No hurries.

"I've seen it on music shows. Many people who have just debuted are already in relationships, being affectionate and having fun. But I don't think you should be like that."

"When we are young, we should exchange what we have the most for what we lack the most. Do you understand what I mean?"

Quan Xuanhe has never had such a frank and in-depth exchange with Liu Zhimin on their world views. In his opinion, it is deeper than the so-called physical communication. He is too lazy to communicate with other people.

"I'm not trying to be preachy or tell you what to do, but that's my take."

He waved his hand and added, so as not to make people think that he was doing PUA or talking nonsense or deliberately delaying.

He always has principles and bottom lines when it comes to good girls. What is this called? Don't let down good girls, and don't waste bad girls.

Quan Xuanhe himself knows that he should wait until his career is on the rise before he can let loose and have fun, and he thinks everyone knows this.

"I understand. I won't mention this again."

"And I won't burden you anymore."

After hearing what he said, Liu Zhimin pursed her lips, did not react, lowered her eyebrows, and nodded slightly.

I won't look for you again either.

"You can also express your thoughts and we can truly communicate with each other."

Quan Xuanhe looked at her with sincerity in his eyes.

"Then have you ever loved me?"

have to.

Bai said.

Finished.

I am talking to you about reason, and you are talking about whether you love me or not. Maybe this is the difference in thinking between men and women, the collision between rational and emotional thinking.

Looking at Liu Zhimin's persistent eyes, Quan Xuanhe's mouth twitched, he was speechless for a moment, and even wanted to slap his forehead.

"I'm talking to you seriously, and this isn't the first thing we need to think about."

He spoke in a gentle tone, as if he was coaxing a child.

"I'm serious too."

Liu Zhimin's tone was a little harsh, she wrinkled her nose and looked dissatisfied. Why did she think she was joking? Is it only what you say that counts?
"That's not the point."

“But that’s the key point.”

Liu Zhimin was sharp-tongued and unforgiving, which was quite rare as he gradually came alive at this moment and tried to confront him. It was he who brought out this sharp side of himself.

"I like you, of course I do, but now's not the time to be talking about relationships, you understand? You're coming back next month, and there are so many fans watching. Is this the right time to focus on a relationship?"

Quan Xuanhe felt it was difficult to say this. She thought about her own things and he thought about his own things, and it was difficult for them to understand each other.

"You're weird too!"

"Why can you date someone else? Obviously everyone can date, everyone is in a relationship, and when you go to music shows, many people are in a relationship. What's wrong with that?"

"If it weren't for you, I would have had a boyfriend a long time ago!"

Liu Zhimin even said something angrily at the end, and her little mouth was like a knife, full of resentment and anger.

(End of this chapter)