I'm not a drama freak, I can really see through the script

Chapter 183, This world is crazy!
Of course.

No matter how talented he is, in Liu Lili's eyes, Li Xuan is still one of the better ones and is not a monster at all.

Only people like Zhao Yanzi and Cai Yulong can be considered as monsters.

Only those who are on their own path to achievement and want to reach the extreme are worthy of their daughters. Only those who are willing to reach the level that their daughters can reach in the future, the extreme level that they can reach.

Li Xuan at this moment.

Staying in his hotel room, looking at the script he was copying, there was a computer next to him with "Chinese Paladin", an IP game from Taiwan Province, installed on it.

Huaxia Daewoo has three swords.

The rise story of Chinese Paladin is also legendary. This computer game was developed by a team of only three people, and the total cost from development to release was 15000 yuan. However, the value of subsequent works has skyrocketed exponentially.

The TV series adaptation also seems to be closely tied to the theme of the game.

Love is infinite.

Love is the theme of The Legend of Sword and Fairy. All the characters, motivations and principles in it are based on love.

God loves the world, and the world loves God.

Love between people.

It feels like there is someone who doesn't understand love and wants to destroy everything in this world. This is the Moon Worshiper.

[Moon Worship Leader: Requires 4 points of Acting Skill, 4 points of Mental Resistance, and points of Wisdom. Requires additional rationality to suppress emotional emotions.]
[Based on the host's understanding of the role, the simulation requirements will be appropriately reduced]
"Speaking of which, Brother System, if my character's understanding conflicts with your simulation, whose understanding will be used as the standard?"

[Essentially, the simulation is the choice you, as [Li Xuan], would make after erasing all your memories and living another life.]
"Well, in essence, it's the choice I would make as the Moon Worshiper living in this fairy world."

At this time, Li Xuan was looking at the pen in his hand.

Everyone has their own unique personality. The positions they hold, the roles they can play, and the places they can put themselves in will all be different. The choices they make will also be different, and may even be different from the original settings made by the screenwriter and director.

but
Copy and substitute into the script, giving it flesh and blood.
That's what an actor should do.
If I were the Moon Worshiper, what kind of person would I be?
Happiness? Pain? Sadness? Love? What kind of scene would it be like if you could empathize with the character?
At this time, Li Xuan had already started writing unconsciously. In fact, the moon worship was very simple at the beginning. He and Tang Yu Xiaobao were both adopted sons by Elder Shi.
We are not a blank slate. Everyone has their own innate personality. Even if they receive the same education, they will still have different futures.
And I am the leader of the Moon Worship Cult.

What kind of attitude should it be.
At this time, in southern Xinjiang, the Nanzhao Kingdom, a small country with the Miao as its main ethnic group, was located on the border of the Central Plains.

It seems that there is not much presence, and it is good at using the Miaojiang witchcraft method.
I was born in Nanzhao State and was adopted by General Shi of Nanzhao State since I was old enough to understand.
Before I was adopted, both my parents had passed away. In this numb world, I had to eat the dirtiest food and drink the dirtiest water in order to fill my stomach and survive.

The people of Nanzhao believed in gods, and they worshipped Nuwa.
That is the great creation that created the world.

That's one kind.
It’s a great thing. Even though I have never seen the descendants of Nuwa, the people around him - even if he is about to die in the next second, he can still shout out one thing with happiness.

'Nuwa Blessing'

Actually, I am very puzzled that your Nuwa did not lend a helping hand when you were about to starve to death.
But someone reached out to help me. He was not Nuwa, he was Elder Shi, General Shi, one of the most powerful people in Nanzhao Kingdom. He adopted me and made me stop thinking about Nuwa.

He taught me kung fu, taught me to understand the principles of the world, and taught me to be loyal to the Nanzhao Kingdom and to Nuwa.

I will obey. I will be loyal to the Nanzhao Kingdom and to Nuwa - although I don't know why I should be loyal to Nuwa and Nanzhao, but that's what my adoptive father said, so I will do it.

He said it, so I obeyed. It's that simple.

until one day.

I killed people. I used the power in my hands to punish the evil man, a soldier who raped a woman, insulted her and her daughter, and raped and killed the soldiers in his own camp together.

They begged for mercy and pleaded with me, asking for Nuwa's forgiveness.

It is said that he did such a bad thing because he was confused and drunk.

But, I will kill them.

They committed a capital crime, so they deserved to die.

I originally thought that my adoptive father would praise me for this and that I would get his approval. I was happy and looking forward to it, but what I got was being beaten by him and thrown off a cliff.

If I hadn't been lucky, I would have died.
I am confused.

Why, why is this so?
I clearly only punished those who deserved to die, so why do you think I was wrong?

Because I was not tried? Because I was lynched because of my "indiscriminate killing"?

"Lady Nuwa, why did my adopted son become such an evil person?"

But why?
My heart aches, my emotions are telling me that my adoptive father really wants to kill me. I am very sad and heartbroken. He is my father, he should love me, protect me, and guide me, but why does he want to kill me now?

Confused, painful, a moment
It invaded me and I couldn't feel the love.

but
But while I was in pain, I was also thinking about a question.

It's incredible that I could think calmly while feeling the pain. 'The woman who was killed prayed for Nuwa to come, but she didn't come to save her. Did she condone such atrocities? Because the soldier didn't love her, she could rape and kill them.'

'The soldier who was killed begged Nuwa for forgiveness. If Nuwa really forgave him, would he be guilty?'

I, Shi Renjie, am not loved.

But, Nuwa, she has the reason to be loved unconditionally.
I.
Dragging his bruised body, he returned home and met his adoptive father's gaze, which seemed to be both relieved and disappointed.

In the end, was he relieved or disappointed that I was not dead?
I don't know, I just know there are some things I need to do.
Love, this thing, everything in this world, is driven by love. People love God, God loves people, and people love people.

My adoptive father is patriotic. All his driving forces are to protect the country of Nanzhao. He undoubtedly has the deepest love for this country. He loves the collective and the country more than he loves individuals.

According to legend, Nuwa loved all living things more than she loved herself.

Love, love, love. She unconditionally bestows her blessings upon all living beings.

When people encounter danger or injustice, they will pray to Nuwa.

When people did evil things, they would pray to Nuwa for forgiveness.

Nuwa, Nuwa, and Nuwa. Nuwa can get unconditional love. Even if your prayers are not answered, she can still get your love.
The 'Shi Renjie' part of me is jealous of why you can get the unconditional love of the people.

But, the part about 'worshiping the moon' is confusing.

Is this really reasonable?

God is the truth.

Humans are mortal.

The connection between truth and mortals is actually love.

Fragile things.

"So, this world operates under the principle of love. Therefore, when I lost love, I nearly lost my life, the ability and reason to survive. The Nanzhao Kingdom and its people survive under the protection of Nuwa's love."

"When people feel lost, the first thing they think of is Nuwa, the deity in their hearts. Incredibly, even when my adoptive father was trying to kill me, he sought Nuwa's guidance in his bewilderment, rather than thinking. It's my nature, or perhaps it's my upbringing that has me attribute everything to Nuwa. Good things are attributed to Nuwa, and bad things are also attributed to Nuwa."

"If you can't catch a prey, ask Nuwa. If you have doubts, ask Nuwa. If you feel lost, ask Nuwa. Everything is related to Nuwa, as if all the confusion and problems in this world can be asked to Nuwa, the omniscient and almighty creator."

At this moment, a man in a black robe with a calm temperament appeared in front of Li Xuan.

A person with a magnetic voice and incomparable calmness.

Even though he led the water monster to kill Nuwa's descendants and killed so many people, he was still able to treat everyone calmly.

Really emotionally stable
This is me in The Legend of Sword and Fairy, the high priest of the Nanzhao Kingdom.
Is it the same as the Iron-hearted Divine Marquis from last time? It seems that because of this life experience, he has come out to fight against his own spirit.

This is the search for 'mental resistance'.

If the mental resistance is not enough, will one become confused, disordered, and crazy?
However, Bai Yue did not do so at this time. He just sat in front of Li Xuan and seemed to be chatting casually.

It also gave Li Xuan a very strange feeling.

Everything in this world can be solved by Nuwa, which seems very convenient, but Li Xuan still has an awkward feeling.

Soon, he felt awkward and pointed out the Baiyue in front of him.

"If one day, the things you rely on for survival, as long as he says he doesn't love you anymore, you can no longer survive, then how will you react?"

"Love is fickle. My adoptive father loved me once, but he abandoned me in the end. What if one day Nuwa also abandons humanity for some reason?"

"They will lose everything then."

At this time, Li Xuan carefully put himself in the other person's shoes and thought about this problem.

A strong sense of insecurity spread throughout my body.

"Maybe I think the world has gone crazy."

Baiyue smiled.

"Yeah, I was saying, this world is crazy."

This is a world where even those who are confused have to ask gods and Buddhas for advice.

sick.

Crazy.

(End of this chapter)