Rebirth after the college entrance examination

Chapter 46 Midnight Rumba (Part 6) (3K)

Lin Jiajia seems to like Tao Jingying's songs very much.

After the song "Sisters, Stand Up" was played, it automatically switched to "Women's Thoughts".

The node arrived, but no one sang.

Only the accompaniment sound scrolls along with the lyrics.

...

East District Cafe
In the dark sofa
Modern woman carries her worries
I drank and cried like a baby

...

Lin Jiajia held the microphone in her hand, leaned sideways and looked up at Xia An.

The drunken little deer's eyes were full of moisture and confusion.

Xia An stood in front of the table and looked at Lin Jiajia's eyebrows.

Look at the crooked lipstick on her lips.

Look at her newly permed hair tied up with a hair tie.

Look at her sweatshirt and T-shirt on the upper body, jeans and high heels on the lower body, a weird mix and match.

The two of them just looked at each other quietly for a full half minute.

"Huh? Xiao Xia'an? Hiccup."

Lin Jiajia finally recognized who was standing in front of her and said with a grin.

He burped halfway through his speech.

Then he asked, "Why are you here?"

She tilted her head and blinked, and when she saw Xia An's mature outfit, especially the leather shoes on her feet, she suddenly understood and said "Oh~".

"You come to see the lady!"

Xia Yu: "..."

"I have Tang Wan's phone number..."

She giggled and teased, but was amused by Xia An's eye-rolling expression.

"Don't worry, I won't tell. Xiao Xia An has grown up. All men are like this."

Lin Jiajia waved for Xia An to sit over, and then, half drunk and half awake, propped herself up and asked him if it was over? Did you have enough fun?
Amid the deafening accompaniment, Xia An pointed at his watch, indicating that it was very late.

Lin Jiajia waved her hand disapprovingly, grabbed his arm and pulled him to sit down.

"Auntie, please continue singing! Listen to me sing for you!"

Without giving Xia An a chance to speak, he started singing after he finished speaking.

In between, he would pour wine for Xia An.

He sang half a line, and when he took a breath, he quickly said, "Order whatever you want, I'll pay the bill."

Then he immediately sped up to keep up with the lyrics.

Xia An smiled bitterly, took a new upside-down cup, poured more wine into it, and took a sip.

Diuretics are bland when added with water.

Eight boxes of empty beer bottles were stacked in the corner.

The table was a mess, with a pile of opened, but half-drunk red wine scattered about.

Lin Jiajia sang three sad songs in a row before putting down the microphone.

He held the bottle of wine and shouted that he wanted to toast with Xia An.

After Xia An finished drinking, he said to her, "I'll take you home."

Lin Jiajia refused to do it.

To prove she wasn't drunk, she paused the music, crossed her legs, sat up straight, smoothed her hair, coughed dryly, and said, "Is this all right? I want to continue playing."

Xia An was about to persuade her when she saw Lin Jiajia pouting and looking at her eagerly.

He didn't know what exactly happened between Lao Zhou and her, but there was definitely a big conflict between them.

Lin Jiajia was an old girl. Not to mention when she was thirty, he remembered that she was still like this when she was in her forties.

After thinking about it, Xia An poured two glasses of honey lemon water, drank one for herself and gave one to her.

"Okay, take your time. I've been drinking quite a bit."

"it is good."

Lin Jiajia said obediently, holding the cup.

When asked by Xia An, he stammered and spoke incoherently about the situation tonight.

The hospice care project was officially established in the Central Hospital and the Second Affiliated Hospital.

Zhao Zhijing, Lin Jiajia's boss, and several project participants are hosting a big banquet tonight and inviting leaders from the hospital and the Health Commission to dinner.

Lin Jiajia, the person in charge of the website, which is self-funded and maintained, has successfully become the third core person in the project.

Of course I have to attend.

Xia An was amazed and pointed at her and said, "You're going to the banquet dressed like this?"

In his impression, Lin Jiajia's clothes have only two styles in her life.

Wearing a white coat and high heels to work, pure desire in uniform.

Wear sportswear after get off work and act like a girl.

After Old Zhou died in her previous life, she did not take the inheritance, but opened a small pharmacy and ran it for more than ten years, wearing sportswear inside and a white coat outside.

"What's wrong with this outfit?"

Lin Jiajia said "huh" and lifted her long waves, meaning it was time to do her hair.

He lifted his legs again and pulled the legs of his jeans up.

A faint fragrance.

My goodness, Xia An’s vision was completely blocked by the black silk that reflected the colorful ambient lights.

"See? Those old perverts kept glancing at me from under the table today."

This is really drunk.

Xia An pressed down her long legs and said, "Okay, that's enough. I've paid enough attention to you."

Lin Jiajia giggled and raised an eyebrow to ask him if he had a good time and who he came with.
Then, without waiting for Xia An to answer, he pointed to the bathroom.

"You know what? I had my eyes opened today. There was an old man who took a young lady inside for half an hour and didn't come out. Tsk tsk tsk."

In an instant, Xia An no longer wanted to sit in this room for even a second.

Just then the waiter knocked on the door and came in with a hot towel.

Xia An asked Lin Jiajia if she was sure she didn't want to leave, and Lin Jiajia said firmly that she really wanted to play for a while.

He said it was his first time in such a luxurious KTV and he wanted to sing to his heart's content.

Is this a KTV? Xia An was delighted.

After learning from the waiter that the bill for this room had been settled, he asked him to find another small bag.

The small packet is on the next level.

Lin Jiajia could no longer walk steadily, and she staggered and hummed a song, allowing Xia An to help her down the stairs.

The minimum consumption is 4,500 yuan.

Xia An swiped the card and asked Lin Jiajia, "Are you sure you still want to drink?"

Lin Jiajia, who was watching the song selection machine and selecting every song from top to bottom, waved her hand without looking back, "Drink, drink, drink."

Xia An took out two hundred dollars in cash from her wallet and handed it to the male waiter, "Give me the real wine."

The waiter was puzzled and asked Xia An whether it was red wine, white wine, foreign wine or beer?

Xia An asked Lin Jiajia.

Lin Jiajia waved her hands again: "Beep, beep, beep."

Xia An looked at the waiter.

The waiter breathed a sigh of relief. This was really there. He put the money into the vest and said, "Sir, please wait a moment."

Four thousand five hundred for two people, not ordering Princess or Young Master, but beer.

When the waiter filled the table with food and drinks, Lin Jiajia roared for a long time.

Lin Jiajia likes watching Korean dramas, has taught herself some Korean, and is currently singing last year's hit song "Endless Mythology".

Sesame oil, rancid oil, other oils, all kinds of oil.

He no longer sat down, but stood in front of the screen and struck various poses.

Xia An found it funny.

In the dim and flickering light, he had an illusion.

It was hard to imagine that Lin Jiajia, who was pretending to be cheerful and young, would show him... the radiance of motherhood two years later in the original world.

have to.

I will accompany you with laughter and drunkenness for thirty thousand times!
Xia An rolled up his shirt sleeves, intending to help her share Jackie Chan's burden.

As a result, they don't need it at all.

After Lin Jiajia finished singing, she lowered the key and sang: Every night I am traversed by heartache...

After singing, he turned around and bowed to Xia An to show: The performance is over, where is the applause?
Xia An shook the maracas vigorously.

Lin Jiajia laughed.

Xia An will sing the next song and reach for the microphone.

Lin Jiajia ran over and snatched it away, holding it against her chest like a treasure, and preventing Xia An from singing.

Still a sad song.

When Xia An gets angry, who wouldn’t be like a microphone bully?

He requested songs, pinned them, and switched songs.

He forcibly pulled a microphone out of Lin Jiajia's arms.

——Hee shua shua I shua shua…

It’s very popular now!

Lin Jiajia was stunned, and by the time he finished singing, she was already laughing on the sofa.

Xia An said proudly, "Sing something cheerful."

I thought to myself that this was the sunshine and rainbow little white horse that had not yet appeared.

Lin Jiajia raised the bottle happily and drank half of it in one gulp.

After a few times, Xia An asked her to pour the cup and drink slowly.

Lin Jiajia filled the cup with ice, and Xia An said that women should not drink too cold drinks.

Lin Jiajia said, "I didn't realize you were so nagging. I drank cold drinks every day for a month. Why didn't you tell me before?"

This is true. Xia An seems to have never seen her drink hot water. This habit is not like that of a doctor, but like that of Europeans and Americans.

He was at his wit's end.

Lin Jiajia chose SHE's "Magic", which is a song that suits her voice very well and sounds very nice.

...

I was once discouraged and thought I came to the wrong world

Too many ideas are very different and no one can understand them

...

The two sang "In the Rain" together, which is one of the few old Mandarin chorus songs that Xia An likes.

Lin Jiajia was tired of singing, so she leaned quietly on the sofa and listened to Xia An sing.

She muttered: It turns out that you can sing quite well.

Xia An didn't hear it.

When singing "Dedication", Lin Jiajia hummed along.

When singing the latest "Fairy Tale", Xia An thought of Tang Wan.

After singing, Lin Jiajia clapped her hands and said, "Sing it again, I like to hear this."

Xia An sang it again, and after finishing it, he found that Lin Jiajia had fallen asleep.

He paused the music, walked over, and found that Lin Jiajia's sleeping position was the same as Tang Wan's.

With his hands supporting his cheeks, he curled up in a corner, quietly.

Xia An looked at the time, two and a half hours, and another box and a half of beer.

After calming down, Xia An suddenly felt dizzy and felt that he needed to sober up before he could resist Lin Jiajia.

After guzzling half a pot of honey water, Xia An poked Lin Jiajia and seeing that she was sleeping soundly, he casually ordered a lively song.

Sing the songs that you will like to listen to in the future with the DJ's loud accompaniment.

He sang, twisted and jumped around, trying to sweat as quickly as possible.

In a trance, Lin Jiajia squinted her eyes, and the silly boy in the backlight amused her so much that she curled up the corners of her mouth, and then she fell asleep again.

Xia An couldn't move anymore. Seeing that Lin Jiajia showed no sign of waking up, he went to the bathroom to pee for the sixth time.

I was halfway through peeing when the door was suddenly opened.

Lin Jiajia rushed in with her mouth covered.

Frowning and forcibly suppressing his bladder, Xia An stroked the back of Lin Jiajia, who was vomiting violently.

But once I squatted down, it became even more uncomfortable.

Unable to control himself, Xia An ran out and looked at the mouth of the beer bottle...unless his pee was very accurate.

I looked at the ice bucket again...

His character doesn't allow him to do that.

There was a sound of flushing in the bathroom.

Thinking that the other party had finished vomiting, Xia An ran back and saw Lin Jiajia sitting on the toilet and peeing.

Three-layered pants stacked at the calf.

The two stared at each other for five seconds.

Xia An turned to leave, and Lin Jiajia covered her mouth and laughed, "If you really can't hold it anymore, just pee in the sink."

Xia An slapped his forehead and remembered that there was also a bathroom in the empty room opposite.

……

Lin Jiajia, who was determined to finish the remaining half box, pulled Xia An to sing for another hour.

11:30 PM.

The two of them staggered and supported each other as they left the "Rose House".

The manager and the waiters all gave thumbs up - it was amazing, they treated this as a wholesale product.

Xia An was trying to stop a car on the side of the road, and Lin Jiajia stopped him.

He said that you absolutely cannot ride in a car at this time, otherwise you will definitely vomit.

Xia An, whose mind was already stagnant, thought for a moment and said, "That makes sense."

On the sidewalk, the two of them staggered one after the other, humming a song.

The entertainment venues in the provincial capital are almost all in one block.

Not far from Rose Residence is the bar where Xia An and Tang Wan met.

Walk further towards the city and you will reach Lingbo Bridge.

A breeze blew in with misty water vapor. Lin Jiajia leaned over the railing, looking at the fishing lights on the river in the distance, muttering something.

Xia An found that there were no footsteps behind him, so he turned around and jumped in fright.

Lin Jiajia opened her arms, letting the wind blow on her face, and shouted, "It feels so comfortable, like I'm flying."

Being very drunk, surrounded by strong winds, with your eyes closed, the world spinning and the sea turning upside down, doesn't it feel like flying?
Xia An staggered over, grabbed her arm and said, "Just fly for a while, don't think about swimming or anything like that."

Lin Jiajia laughed.

Xia An found that it was indeed comfortable to feel the breeze, so he leaned against the railing and watched the stars swirling in the sky.

Lin Jiajia said, "It would be nice if it were dusk now."

A dump truck passed by. Xia An didn't hear clearly and asked, "What?" "I said it's dusk now, the wind is blowing, the wheat is ripe in the sunset, my parents are waiting for me on the roadside wearing straw hats, there are fireworks from steaming rice in grandma's yard, and many birds are flying from the river into the reeds..."

Xia An listened without saying anything.

Lin Jiajia's parents were taken away by a mountain flood five years ago.

Lin Jiajia said: "Old Zhou doesn't want me anymore, and grandma's health is getting worse."

Xia An turned sideways and looked at Lin Jiajia's profile lying on the iron railing, wanting to say something.

Lin Jiajia smiled and looked at the river, then turned her head and the two looked at each other.

Lin Jiajia asked Xia An: "Have you ever thought about what it would feel like if one day you lost your family?"

think?
Xia An felt that this word was inaccurate.

It should be a memory.

He sincerely said to Lin Jiajia, "We are about the same age. If we both work hard, we will probably die soon after each other. We won't be without family."

Lin Jiajia laughed and didn't speak for a long time.

Large trailers, which are only allowed on the road at night, roared past one after another, raising flying dust and sand.

Lin Jiajia turned around, leaned against Xia An and said, "Xia An, you are so capable, why don't you help me make money in the future?

“Lao Zhou wanted to give me money, but I refused.

“But I still want to buy his peach orchard in the future.

"And fill Grandma's yard with roses, big red roses."

Xia An looked at the dark water and said, "Okay."

Lin Jiajia said, "Shall we dance?"

Xia An: “?”

Lin Jiajia: "I remember you dancing in the box."

As she spoke, Lin Jiajia walked to the middle of the sidewalk and took off her high heels.

Standing on tiptoe, holding the shoe in one hand and stretching out the other.

“When I was in college, I also participated in dances.

"Xiao Xia An, Auntie was young once too."

Xia An grinned.

He spat into his palm and rubbed his hair.

August 4th, midnight.

The surface of Lingbo Bridge seemed to be playing old records from old Shanghai.

Thirty-six-year-old Xia An took the hand of thirty-year-old Lin Jiajia.

He held her waist and she put her arm around his shoulders.

Silently danced an old rumba.

After a few steps, two holes appeared in the stockings under her slender feet.

Lin Jiajia said, "When I have money, I'm going to take Grandma on trips to many places. When Grandma can no longer walk, I'll go back to the countryside and take care of the peach orchard for her. Just think about it, it's so freeing, isn't it?"

Xia An nodded in agreement.

But when we talk about freedom, there are so many shackles tied in our mouths, always "wait until I...after".

After the dance, both of them laughed.

Neither of them remembered how they walked the rest of the way.

In short, every hundred meters or so, there will always be someone leaning against a tree and vomiting.

Early in the morning, when Lin Jiajia woke up in her bed, she felt as if her whole body was falling apart.

The stockings were torn everywhere, there were marks of bruises on the wrists, and kiss marks on the neck.
-
Early in the morning, Xia An woke up hugging the toilet, feeling a splitting headache.

This toilet is strange.

This bathroom is unfamiliar.

When I walked out, the whole room felt unfamiliar.

He was only familiar with the people in the photo placed on the TV cabinet.

It was the smiling Lin Jiajia and her grandmother.

Xia An, who was drunk, rubbed his temples and looked around, and found that it was a simple one-bedroom and one-living room with warm decoration.

Lin Jiajia still has a family? ?

There is not a single men's item in the whole house, which means this is not Aunt Lin's secret room where she hides her man.

When Xia An went back to the bathroom to wash her face, she was stunned.

In the mirror, he saw three small masks hanging on the clothesline above his head.

They are all made of pure cotton and have cartoon designs.

Virginity is not sexy.

There is a pair of black stockings in the wastebasket.

None of this matters. What matters is that Xia An is at his collarbone...

Found a strawberry.

His heart was pounding and he had a very ominous premonition.

Get out of the toilet.

The bedroom is small, not exquisite, and has a warm style.

There was a stuffed donkey from Shrek the Monsters lying on the bedside.

Lin Jiajia, with her quilt unmade and looking sloppy.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, the memory of last night's drunken death came back to me.

Tearing and kissing passionately.

Like Zhizunbao and Bai Jingjing on the edge of the cliff.

——I touch you desperately.

——You touch me desperately too.

Then... Lin Jiajia rushed to the toilet to vomit first, followed by Xia An.

Yes, close contact.

But there was no complete close contact.

But this still made Xia An grit his teeth and curse himself: Beast!

He felt that he had been reborn and his thoughts were clear, but at this moment he suddenly felt nervous and anxious.

What is this thing called?
No wonder.

No wonder she didn’t care where she slept, and no wonder she disappeared early in the morning.

You won’t be too depressed, right?
As for whether Lin Jiajia would go home and complain to her parents, Xia An felt that that was better than committing suicide!

Without further hesitation, Xia An called Lin Jiajia's cell phone.

Hesitantly, walking barefoot on the floor.

The phone rang for a long time before being answered.

Xia An had just said, "Hey, where are you?" when Lin Jiajia's voice came over in a calm voice, "Are you awake?"

The voice was weak, but there was obviously someone around.

Xia An asked anxiously, "Are you at work or somewhere else?"

Lin Jiajia asked calmly, "Are you still at my house?"

"Yes, yes."

"Oh, then open the drawer on the left side of the TV cabinet and take a look. We'll talk later."

beep--

Lin Jiajia hung up the phone on her own initiative.

Her tone was calm, but not like the calmness of the Lin Jiajia that Xia An was familiar with.

Walking into the living room, there are two drawers under the 32-inch color TV.

The photo is right above on the left.

After Xia An opened it, he saw a transparent file bag.

A stack of reports and a note.

First, the birth certificate and medical report.

"Lin Jiajia, baby girl..."

The indicators on one page are all normal.

Except gynecology.

The end...

Congenital absence of uterus

Second, the college entrance physical examination
"Lin Jiajia, female, 18 years old"

Congenital uterine malformation: absence of uterus

The third one is the physical examination report for the internship at the Second Affiliated Hospital.
The fourth one is the physical examination report in the summer when I was 26 years old.

Xia An remembered that half a year after this report, she married Lao Zhou.

The fifth document is not a physical examination report, but an agreement.

Divorce agreement, signed ten days ago.

Ten days ago, Lao Zhou still hadn't come back. Xia An wondered if it was urgent enough to send it by long-distance mail?
Notes:

[After three years of marriage, he was away on business for twenty-eight months]

He treats me like a deity.

[Xia An, don't be afraid]

【It doesn't matter】

It doesn't matter…

I haven't said sorry yet.

Xia An opened his mouth in surprise and looked around the small house again.

Offer it up...

He suddenly remembered what Lao Zhou said when he was drunk at his house that day.

'I am sick, she is sick too...'

"Well, it's still my fault, not hers."

Xia An swallowed and looked at the innocent girl in the photo who was hugging her grandmother's neck from behind.

"So, Lao Zhou is a licking god?!"

He remembered that Old Zhou died in his previous life in an ignominious way, having taken too many pills and died on his new bride's belly.

At that time, he still thought Lao Zhou was very good at that.

Unexpectedly, he fell in love with Lin Jiajia and treated her like a goddess, but then the opposite happened and he no longer had any worldly desires?

Xia An had heard of such things in his two lifetimes, but had never seen them before.

No wonder, no wonder, no wonder he did that to the newcomer in revenge.

But, doesn’t this mean that Lin Jiajia...

Tsk, in the prime of desire, both body and mind are so pure?

He lowered his head silently, looking at Xia An in his right hand, speechless.
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August 2006, 8, Civil Affairs Bureau, Jinxiu District, Dongshan City, Donghai Province.

Doorway.

Even though Zhou Mingliang was very curious about why Lin Jiajia dressed like this to get a divorce, he still swallowed his words.

The certificate has been received, let’s part ways, why say more?

Old Zhou, who looks almost 60 years old, looked at his ex-wife Lin Jiajia dejectedly:
"I thought you would think about it for a while, but you agreed so quickly. Jiajia, it's me... I'm sorry, ah."

She had a gauze scarf wrapped around her neck and sunglasses on. In the middle of summer, she was wearing a small windbreaker. Lin Jiajia shook her head indifferently.

He only said: "At the beginning, I thought this day would come."

Just as Old Zhou was about to speak, Lin Jiajia looked up and smiled, "You're already quite old, so get along well with others. Don't treat me like that anymore. You don't have many relatives at home, so hurry up and continue your family line."

Old Zhou's eyes were filled with tears.

"Jia Jia, just let me give you some compensation.

"Money, house, car, anything is fine. After all, I paid for it... I did something wrong."

Lin Jiajia picked up her bag, said nothing, and walked away.

Lao Zhou choked up and said, "Jia Jia, I'm sorry."

Lin Jiajia stopped and wanted to say "It's okay".

But thinking about the three words I had said to someone today, I turned around and said to Lao Zhou:
"Thank you."

……

After turning the corner, I couldn't see Lao Zhou anymore.

Lin Jiajia knew that there would no longer be Lao Zhou in her future life.

But is there anyone else like me?
Would any man want a woman who can't carry on the family line?
Maybe, maybe there will be men who think: How great, I can save money on a small umbrella.

After growing up, Lin Jiajia began to fear that day would come, so she kept her distance from those who pursued her and was instinctively suspicious of them.

A plaything? She hated toys.

The only thing she likes is the donkey with the mean smile - if she hates anyone, she will kick them away.

In the sixth grade of elementary school, girls of the same age had their first menstruation one after another.

She was afraid of being laughed at, so she pretended and wasted money on sanitary napkins...

Pretend to have a stomachache, pretend to be unable to attend gym class, pretend to drink brown sugar water...

In order to reject Lao Zhou, she went for a gynecological examination and showed the report to Lao Zhou.

Old Zhou pointed to the sky and swore: If I do this, I'll be a fucking grandson!
Oh, not really.

After they got married, he built a Buddhist shrine for her.

Burn incense and offer fruits, and worship devoutly.

"I don't want to be a fairy, I want to be an ordinary woman."

My arms hurt, my neck hurts, my chest hurts.

My legs hurt, even my toes hurt.

Bastard!
Bastard boy!

"It was so close to being a big mistake."

Squatting in the corner, Lin Jiajia took a photo of the divorce certificate with her mobile phone.

Sent it to some asshole via MMS.

[I said, it’s okay]

The brat called and said, "Lin Jiajia, actually, it doesn't matter to me."

Lin Jiajia: "Call me Auntie, hanging up."

I called again, but Lin Jiajia didn't answer.

Eight times in a row, no response.

No call for five consecutive days.

　Extra large chapter.

　　Also, yesterday was Christmas Eve, and I was afraid that no one would read it if I posted it at night, so I updated it at midnight.

　　It turns out that I was right. Traffic started to be cut in half yesterday afternoon.

　　I'm not a full-time writer, so I usually update at night. After the post is released, I might adjust the update schedule to daytime.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)