Rebirth after the college entrance examination

Chapter 18 Xia An! Why do you do that?!
Logically speaking, Chi Ao should be feeling very embarrassed at this moment.

Actually, no.

He completely ignored the embarrassment.

An unprecedented bitterness filled his entire mind at that moment.

During the summer vacation between his junior and senior high school years, he joined the Youth Palace Wind Band for the first time and was completely captivated by the girl in the corner.

We entered high school and were in the same class again.

He played the clarinet and she the flute.

Chi Ao has liked her for three years since he was sixteen.

The boy who used to be very weak gradually became aggressive just to attract her attention.

Across the entire hall, Chi Ao looked at Le Ning in another beam of light from afar.

He always knew that Le Ning didn't like him, but he didn't care.

In the past, he always thought that there was a long time to come and they would meet every day, right?
Spending every day together in a space of less than a few dozen square meters made him confused and believe that the distance between him and Le Ning's hearts had also been compressed very close.

School is over today, see you again tomorrow.

You may not like it today, but you may like it tomorrow or the day after tomorrow.

But not now.

That classroom disappeared forever.

He would not know where on earth Lening would be tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and every day thereafter.

And in the future, she will be held in the arms of another man.

One day, you will be pinned down by someone else and enjoy his pleasure.

She will wear the diamond ring given to her by others, become someone else's wife, and the mother of someone else's children.

Can…

I swore in my heart that I would grow old with you.

heartbroken.

asphyxia.

A great fear that he could not describe surged into his heart.

Chi Ao stood there on the stage, crying.

Xia An looked over from afar, his smile unchanged.

He guessed what Chi Ao was thinking.

But the reason why youth is beautiful and unforgettable is precisely because the best and purest things are out of reach.

Is not it?
Chi Ao shifted his gaze slightly, looked at Xia An and asked Le Ning:
"You, actually you have always liked..."

It's too late to say.

Chi Ao's mother ran onto the stage and snatched the microphone from her son's hand.

I touched his head and tears welled up in the corners of my eyes because of heartache.

"Go down, my dear son. You have grown up now. You should treat your classmates like an adult."

Then, Chi's mother raised the microphone and said to the audience:

"We've all been through this age before, haven't we? Let's eat and drink well."

Just a child.

In the adult world, love and romance are so important that even a bed can’t break it.

The adults in the audience laughed and the episode was over.

The scene in the vulgar script where the parents see their son being bullied and come over to show off their power and cause trouble for the protagonist did not happen.

Everyone is the protagonist in his own world.

In Le Ning's heart, Chi Ao is not as good as Xia An, and is even just a background board and scraps that have existed in the classroom for three years.

But there is no doubt that he is the pride of his parents.

However, the two tables of students, who were in their prime and whose thoughts were more than 90% focused on love, were left speechless.

They felt deeply sympathetic towards Chi Ao.

Each of them secretly looked at the person sitting in a different seat, wanting but not being able to get, loving but not saying anything in their heart.

It seems that at this moment of parting, in order to remember the other person's appearance, I desperately press the shutter button in my heart.

It wasn't until Niu Fangfang gave Le Ning a thumbs-up and said, "That's awesome" that everyone became lively again and talked about other things.

Le Ning asked Xia An: "Are we leaving?"

The protagonist is openly embarrassed and slapped in the face. If it were an ordinary high school student, he would really be unable to sit still.

But Xia An smiled and shook his head at her.

"Rejection is the most effective way to solve a problem. You did a great job."

Le Ning smiled back: "You're better than me in this regard."

Xia An was stunned, but Le Ning no longer looked at him. She smoothed her hair and ate some vegetarian dishes in silence.

The profile has not changed much from eighteen years ago.

The strokes are sharp and beautiful.

She has a straight nose, pink lips, and is biting a piece of celery rich in plant fiber.

I said I won’t look at you, so I won’t look at you - but I’ll pick up a piece of abalone for Xia An.

"This is good stuff, you eat it."

Seeing that Xia An said "very delicious" after eating it, he gave him some food from his own plate.

"I'll give you some of mine, too."

"..."

Chi Ao washed his face and came back.

The expression on his face was a forced smile that required careful identification.

Seeing him heading straight for Xia An, Wu Jin tactfully moved his butt to let Chi Ao squeeze onto his stool.

Wu Jin was afraid that they would start fighting, so he used his unfamiliar skills to interrupt them and took out the greeting card and gave it to Chi Ao.

"Xia An and I gave this to you. We wish you all the best."

Chi Ao took it, flipped it open, looked at it, put it in his pocket, thanked Wu Jin, and then looked at Xia An and nodded.

Finally, he pursed his lips tightly and looked at Le Ning:
"I won't cause trouble, but I still want to know, the one you've always liked is Xia An, right?"

The table was quiet again.

It’s so good. This show is so good.

Today's meal was worth it.

Even the students at the next table looked at him sideways.

They saw Xia An chewing Le Ning's abalone without any emotion.

This is so realistic!

He watched Le Ning put down his chopsticks and nodded lightly at Chi Ao, without any emotion.

These two are a perfect match!
"correct."

Le Ning tilted her head and said, "Everyone knows that I have liked Xia An for many years, why don't you know?"

--hiss
The students gasped.

Campus belle, Chi Ao likes you.

He likes you.

he does not know?

He just brainwashed himself and didn't want to believe it.

Why do you seem to be saying this as if it's a matter of course?
Beautiful women are heartless.

Everyone was chilled.

Everyone focused their attention on Xia An's face again.

He is handsome, yes, but why is he so indifferent?
Also, damn, can’t you taste enough of Lening’s abalone?
Only Chi Ao was still looking at Le Ning.

The filter of white moonlight in his eyes disappeared.

Still looks good.

So beautiful, even more beautiful - the "dead" white moonlight.

"But he obviously doesn't like you." Chi Ao said.

"Really?" Le Ning tilted her head to look at Xia An and whispered in confusion.

Xia An swallowed what was in his mouth and was about to speak.

Le Ning didn't give him a chance to speak.

She nodded to Chi Ao: "Maybe, being too enthusiastic is never appreciated, this is the truth.

"But I still have a chance. I still have four years of university. After four years..."

There was a pause.

"Four years later, if he still doesn't like me, I will try to go to his city and live near him.

"Contact him daily, have a meal, meet up, even if it's just as old classmates catching up."

Ignoring the dozens of eyes that were wide open like copper bells, Le Ning continued:
"And then, when I'm older, if he still doesn't like me...

"Then I'll find an opportunity to get him drunk, give him all my first times, and then disappear.

"Marry someone you don't like, sleep with him, and spend the rest of your life with him."

Xia An!

Why do you!!!
This is not shocking, shocking is not enough to describe it.

Everyone swallowed their saliva.

The cold touch fell from my throat into the black hole of my stomach, draining all the heat from my body.

Chill on the head.

Only Xia An looked at Le Ning's profile with admiration in his eyes.

He heard the words that were very familiar to him.

Le Ning said to Chi Ao:

"Chi Ao, most people spend their entire lives with people they don't like. You'll eventually figure it out."

Chi Ao was in disbelief at first, and then he made a final effort.

He hesitated and asked Le Ning: "If... I could be like you and stay with you forever..."

Le Ning interrupted him and gave him a unique smile that he hadn't seen in these years.

“I don’t believe it, because you don’t have my determination.

“Forever is just an adverb of degree, not a duration.

"In a month, you will meet someone better at school. Maybe she is not as pretty as me, but you will still like her.

"This is a physiological instinct, and your will has nothing to do with it."

Xia An knew.

Le Ning didn't say this to Chi Ao, but to him.

She was telling him, look, Xia An, I have overcome the hormonal domination of youth.

I have chosen you and will remain loyal to you.

Until my vitality can no longer allow me to hold on to my faith in love, and I can no longer survive on my own, I will find my home again.

Xia An knew it better.

In the future, she did it.

Because she is Le Ning, a female hero who has liked to take the path of confrontation since she was a child.

Anyone who has guarded the sidelines knows how lonely and helpless it is.

This time, Xia An thoroughly recalled the three scenes of hasty engagement, marriage, and divorce 19 years ago.

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