1980s: I was reborn after being scumbag to death

Chapter 120 Selfishness
During the afternoon class, Meng Shulan was distracted.

Even kneeling on a stool couldn't help her concentrate.

Zhang Yimei’s words are still ringing in my ears.

"Shulan, are you and Gu Hansong dating?"

The answer is of course no.

They haven't said anything explicitly yet, but something has already happened.

Zhang Yimei’s smiling face at that time was still clearly imprinted in Meng Shulan’s mind.

Hearing that they were not a couple, Zhang Yimei was very happy, but a little embarrassedly said to Meng Shulan: "Shulan, I feel that I have a crush on Gu Hansong. Although I have to take the college entrance examination now and my family doesn't allow us to talk about this, I can think about it after the exams are over in the second half of the year.

I saw you two were on good terms and thought you were dating. Since you're not, that's great."

Zhang Yimei said this as she ran towards the school with a smile.

Meng Shulan followed behind, but the smile on her face slowly faded.

No wonder ever since Zhang Yimei attended Ye Ran’s birthday party, she felt like there was a layer of distance between her and herself.

It turned out that it wasn't that she and Ye Ran became closer, but that she fell in love with Gu Hansong.

Gu Hansong is so outstanding, it is normal for others to notice him.

But why did she insist on saying it out loud and even come to me to confirm it?

Meng Shulan felt that Zhang Yimei had tricked her.

Sure enough, everyone is selfish when it comes to feelings.

It’s a pity that Zhang Yimei’s love will be in vain.

In the previous life, Gu Hansong was unmarried, and Zhang Yimei was also unmarried.

I just don’t know how long this relationship of hers can last. Is the reason why she never got married in her previous life related to Gu Hansong?

Meng Shulan shook her head, forced herself to calm down, and focused on her studies.

School in the afternoon.

Meng Shulan had just finished eating when a classmate came to the classroom and called her, saying that her brother was here and was at the school gate.

Meng Shulan hurried to the school gate and saw Gu Hansong as expected. He was holding an umbrella and leaning on his bicycle, standing not far from the school gate.

This man is still the same, handsome and elegant, with extraordinary bearing.

The misty drizzle that started at noon has not stopped yet. Meng Shulan also walked over with an umbrella.

"You came to me," she said.

Gu Hansong nodded and said, "I gave your sister the books and magazines you asked me to bring before I left when I got the car."

When Gu Hansong left, he asked her what she wanted. Meng Shulan said that if possible, she should bring back some clothing books and magazines because she wanted to show them to her sister.

Meng Shulan said happily: "Thank you so much, how much..." How much money?

She wanted to give him money, but after saying a word, Meng Shulan took back her words and said, "I'll treat you to a meal some other day."

Gu Hansong curled the corners of his mouth and said, "Okay."

He looked very happy, probably because he heard that she had changed her tone just now.

Whenever he helped her in the past, Meng Shulan would always settle accounts with him, whether it was money or favors.

But this time, she just returned the favor.

This return gift can be a courtesy exchange between friends, or it can be an invitation that goes beyond that level of relationship.

Meng Shulan felt that Gu Hansong must have thought of the latter, so he was happy.

But if you ask Meng Shulan what she is really thinking at this moment, she doesn't know, her mind is quite confused.

After the appearance of Jiang Xiuzhen and Zhang Yimei, two bold people who like and pursue happiness, Meng Shulan's mood began to change.

Some people are like this, they need to be pushed, otherwise they will never realize their situation.

Just like Meng Shulan now, she only wanted to maintain a friendship with Gu Hansong before. She had a disease, which was genetic and difficult to prevent and cure. She would die young, and she felt that she could not give him a good future.

While holding this thought, she felt that she was not wrong. Their happiness could not last long together, and in the end, only pain was left.

Of course, this is just the most desperate outcome.

Meng Shulan also considered taking preventive measures, taking medicine earlier, and seeking treatment earlier. As long as there was a chance, she would not give up. Not only for herself, but also for her family, and for him, she would work hard to change her fate.

Therefore, Meng Shulan also has a backup plan.

Keep in touch with him and maintain this friendship.

If they succeed in changing their destiny, they can continue to develop.

But after thinking about it carefully, she felt that her idea was too selfish.

Why could he wait for me for so long?

Is it because he never got married in his previous life that I can let him give and wait so unscrupulously?

In her previous life, Meng Shulan didn't understand him at this moment, and had no idea that he was so outstanding now.

She had seen this in her previous life, and she understood how unfair her thoughts were to him.

Whether he gets married or not is his business, but Meng Shulan cannot occupy the position beside him without any progress or retreat because of this.

And now is not the previous life. He has changed and should have a new life, including marriage.

So Meng Shulan figured it out and decided to confess to him and give both herself and him a chance to choose.

The two of them just held the umbrella and looked at each other.

Although she had figured it out, Meng Shulan suddenly didn't know what to say to him.

It was already getting late. The days were short in winter and it was getting dark.

Meng Shulan asked, "Are you ready to go back?"

Gu Hansong: "Yes."

"Then go ahead. The road is slippery, so be careful when riding your bike."

Does this let him go?

Judging from her expression at noon, doesn't she have a lot to say?
But Gu Hansong also knew that she was busy with her studies.

After thinking for a moment, he handed over the large paper bag he had been holding, "This is for you."

"what?"

Meng Shulan took it with some curiosity and wanted to take a look, but was stopped by Gu Hansong.

"Let's go in and take a look later," he said.

"Oh." It's quite heavy, feeling like a book.

Gu Hansong: "Then I'll go back first. What about dinner?"

Meng Shulan: "Come to this town for dinner this weekend. My dad and mom have already said they want to thank you."

But this person kept finding excuses to refuse.

Let's go to her house for dinner...

Gu Hansong nodded, "Okay."

Meng Shulan smiled and said, "Okay, it's getting late, you should go back quickly."

Gu Hansong also laughed and got into the car and left.

Meng Shulan watched him go away, then turned around and went back to school.

She originally wanted to go back to the classroom, but after looking at the things in the paper bag, she stopped.

It seems I have to go back to the dormitory first.

The paper bag contained not only three school books, but also a box of chocolates and a pair of gloves.

There are ten chocolates in a special box, wrapped in gold aluminum foil, which looks very high-end.

The gloves were also women's, dark red in color, made of very thin material, like the velvet used in later generations, fitting the fingers well and having a certain degree of elasticity.

These gloves can be used for writing when worn, and I think they are specially used for reading and writing.

He is so thoughtful and considerate.

(End of this chapter)