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Chapter 227 Diary

Bai simply rummaged through the drawers in the room.

There are many drawers in the room.

The drawer was a mess, with all sorts of stuff in it, including hairpins, hair bands, toilet paper, and sanitary napkins. It was enough to make one feel overwhelmed.
Bai Jinjian even wanted to throw away everything in the drawer.
But she finally held back, took a deep breath, and continued searching, as she had to disinfect her hands later anyway.

Didn't look for too long.

When he turned to the third drawer, Bai Jin also saw the notebook from the original owner.

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[May 5, sunny; I am in a good mood today, and my crush also likes me, but my mother is really annoying. She always criticizes me for trivial things. I hate her.]

[May 5, cloudy; I was in a bad mood today. I finally went to my grandma's house, but my mother was like a madman. She grabbed me back and scolded me for being heartless, saying how my grandma treated me in the past. It was so funny. Now my grandma is so nice to me. She is really a crazy woman. No wonder she lives in Xingfu Community, where crazy people gather. I really don't want to see her again for a day.]

[May 5, sunny; I was in a good mood today. I didn’t expect that two handsome guys would come to the eighth floor. They were very nice to me and seemed to have a crush on me. I exchanged contact information with them. Hehe, I was happy. I felt that my secret crush was nothing in front of them.]

[May 5, sunny; I am still in a good mood today. I accidentally had an intimate physical contact with the handsome guy on the eighth floor. My God, he smells so good. I feel like I smell the scent of spring. At this moment, I feel that all the plots of idol dramas are weak. No one can compare to him. For him, I am willing to endure the endless difficulties of this crazy woman. ]

[May 5, cloudy; I was in a bad mood today. My grandma called me and said she fell down. I wanted my mom to go back and see her, but she said she had no obligation to do so. She also said that when she was in confinement, my grandma didn’t come to take care of her and also said she had no obligation to do so. I was really impressed. Why would she bother with an old person? How could she be so vicious? How could I have a mother like her? I feel ashamed for her.]

[May 5, rainy day; I had a big fight with my mom today. I wanted her to go back to take care of grandma for a few days. After all, grandma is old now, and it is really pitiful for her to stay alone in the hospital. But mom was unwilling to go back. She even called me an ungrateful person. It was so funny. Who is the ungrateful person? No matter how bad grandma is, she is still my dad’s mother and a pitiful old woman. And it has been so many years since the incident. Does she still remember it?]

The girl's diary is full of complaints about her mother.

She felt her mother was cruel.
I feel like my mother has no humanity at all.

Apart from that, there is her love story with two boys on the eighth floor. In the end, both boys fell in love with her and asked her to choose between them.

She said that what happened to her was exactly the same as in an idol drama, but in her diary, she also heard her mother slandering the two boys and asking her to stay away from them. However, she not only did not listen to them, she even hated her mother even more. She said she wished her mother would die.

Bai just watched as her brows gradually furrowed. As she flipped through the pages, she came to the last few pages.

[April 4, sunny day; Both of them like me, I am really troubled, who should I choose? ]

[April 4, sunny day; both of them forced me to make a choice, but I have a crush on both of them, and I feel like I can't give up either one of them. I can't imagine the other one having another girlfriend.]

[April 4, sunny day; today, they forced me to make a choice again, I told them that I couldn’t choose between them, I liked them all, and they all fell silent.]

[April 4, cloudy; they haven’t contacted me in the past two days. I know they must think I’m too fickle, but I can’t control myself at all, because they are both so good to me, and I can’t bear to let go of either of them. I’m so scared now, afraid that both of them will give up on me, what should I do? ]

[April 4, sunny; today is a day worth being happy about, because after seeing me injured, the two of them finally made a decision that made me extremely excited, that is, the three of us will live together. From now on, I have two handsome and rich boyfriends. I am so happy, ah ah ah ah ah!!!] [May 30, rainy; it rained heavily outside today. I went to the hotel with them last night, and came back from outside with them this morning, but was seen by my mother. After she came back, she was very angry with me, saying that she had told me a long time ago that the two of them were not good people, and asked me if I knew it. We had a big fight, and I didn’t want to stay here any longer.

She is controlling my life like a devil. Didn't she just give birth to me? What's the big deal? I am willing to be with them both. She always says that others are not good people. Why can't she look at herself and treat an old man so cruelly? Is this what she calls kindness?

I'm going to move in with them. I never want to see her again. She's no longer my mother. My grandma was right. She's a devil. Not only did she kill my father, she also wants to control my life! ! ! ]

The diary ends here and there is no sequel.

Bai Jixian searched again and found that there was only one diary in the room, and this diary probably recorded the girl's life for one year.

The time span is one year.

From coming here to leaving here.

It has something to do with the two boys on the eighth floor.

and,

She also noticed that the names of the two boys on the eighth floor were never mentioned in the girl's diary.

Her father died when she was very young.

She said it was all her mother's fault.

Bai just put the diary away.

I can probably guess the source of the conflict between the girl and her mother. From the girl's diary, I can see that she is a person with no empathy. Maybe she can empathize with other people, but she cannot empathize with her own mother. She only lightly glossed over the suffering her mother had endured, and put all her sympathy and kindness on those who bullied her mother. She even kidnapped her mother in the name of family affection, and blamed her mother for her father's death.

She is not really a good daughter, nor even a good person.

after all,

From the diary, we can learn that her father passed away when she was very young, and her grandmother completely ignored her and her when she was a child, but she didn't feel anything at all.

When I grow up,
As long as her grandmother gave her a little bit of profit, she would forget her mother's efforts completely and even want her mother to take care of her former enemy.

Not only is it heartless, but it's also stupid enough.

(End of this chapter)