Chapter 362 This is him!
But this time Xu Xing did not stop to speak. He just bowed deeply, stood up and nodded slightly.

The prelude of the next song begins to play.

It was like a music box being opened, and then the melodious accordion tune flowed out.

The stage was replaced with a dim light.

The song title popped out - "Xiaochou".

"When you walk into this happy place,
Carrying all the dreams and thoughts,
Different faces with different makeup,
No one remembers what you look like.

After three rounds of drinks you are in the corner,

Stubbornly singing a bitter song.

Listen to it being drowned in the noise,"

Xu Xing sang while slowly walking towards the end of the stage.

The stars in the audience had to try hard to calm down again and savor everything Xu Xing wanted to share with them.

Compared to the previous song "Walking Fish", this song "Xiaochou" seems to sound more heart-wrenching.

It seems to be talking about the feelings after entering the entertainment industry.

Yes, Xu Xing, who just debuted, was also ridiculed for not being able to show up on the stage, and was forced to tie up with two top stars. After working hard and becoming popular, he still could not get recognition in the circle.

Although he is much better than Lu Han and Chris Wu, he can only envy their success.

Now everyone says that Xu Xing became famous too quickly, and turns a blind eye to the most difficult time for Xu Xing. However, the stars who have been fans of Xu Xing since her debut know in their hearts that it was actually an extremely bitter experience.

How did he deal with those foul words that he couldn't even accept himself?
"You pick up your glass and say to yourself:

One cup to the morning sun, one cup to the moonlight,

Awakening my yearning, tenderizing the cold window.

So I can fly against the wind without looking back,

Even if there is rain in my heart and frost in my eyes.

One cup to my hometown, one cup to the distant place,

Guard my kindness and urge me to grow.

So the road from north to south is no longer long.
The soul has nowhere to rest.”

Each cup of wine was like being poured on the heart, making all the baby's breath held and their scalps tingling!
This is him!
Cursing the entertainment industry every day is a cesspool that will make everyone who jumps in it stink.

But he who sticks to his heart is the most special surprise.

I persevere gently, persist in my yearning, and never forget the way I came, always knowing that I must not lose my soul.

Even though I can only keep my tears in my heart and endure disappointment again and again.

"The restless guests,
Performing self-righteously,

Pretending, dancing, tired,

You pick up your glass and say to yourself:

As expected, deep down in his heart, he had a sarcastic attitude towards the corrupt entertainment industry.

It's only natural that he looks down on this cesspool of garbage!
The comments in the live broadcast room were full of tears and amazement.

Mantianxing has long boasted that Xu Xing is actually a poet, but he is always ridiculed by the little black fans, who say that some of his lyrics are very funny.

Those casually written commercial collaboration songs made them feel confused.

Now, Yukishin tells the truest story of himself, and every sentence is a poem, okay? !
The lyrics can be written like this!
"A toast to tomorrow, a toast to the past,

Supported my body and thickened my shoulders.

Although I never believe in the saying that mountains are high and rivers are long,
Life is short, why keep thinking about it?

One to freedom, one to death,

Forgive me for being ordinary and dispel the confusion.

Well, after dawn, I always leave in a hurry.

The most absurd are those who are sober. "

Dawn breaks on the stage.

Xu Xing shook his head slightly with some relief.

"The most absurd people are those who are sober."

Once again, there was thunderous applause and crying.

The shouting will swallow everything!
He is not even 24 years old, yet he has such a mentality.

Yes!

He has seen too much, experienced too much, and knows that he has grown into a fearless person, so he dares to say goodbye to the past, keep expectations for the future, and remain sober!

He was awakened by his self-mockery.

But why make fun of yourself?

Persistence is meaningful, and being sober is also meaningful!

What is ridiculous is that stinking circle and this world!!!
……

When Xu Xing shook his head for the last time on the stage, Qu Mingzhen, who was in a daze, also shook his head.

My heart is still trembling, and my eyes, which were wet before, are still hot.

In fact, she, like Yu Murong, is someone who can adjust her emotions quickly.

In the previous chapter, Xu Xing said that those songs were for fans, but in fact they were also for women. After they unexpectedly broke down her defenses, she re-consolidated them in her heart.

Then when she heard what she heard now, she suddenly felt as if she was really hopeless.

After obeying Xu Xing's every command, Qu Mingzhen would occasionally complain and advise Xu Xing to calm down and stop being so absurd.

As a result, after listening to this song now, I don’t know how to say those words anymore.

He should be sober.

But I am unrestrained in my behavior, perhaps because of my trust in someone.

What is he pinning his hopes on?
...He didn't say.

He seemed unwilling to talk much about himself outside of the songs.

As before, he bowed deeply to express his gratitude and then went straight into singing the next song.

……

The restless electric guitar and powerful drum beats instantly swept away the somewhat depressing atmosphere.

The song title appears——

"The train goes beyond the clouds, and the dream brings peace of mind to the sky."

The ethereal keyboard joins the prelude, simulating the whistle of a moving train.

Chaotic but magnificent and melodious.

The baby's breath who were venting their tears of emotion just felt that they were pulled out of their emotions abruptly, and had a feeling of "Sleep on you, wake up and have fun!"

But I inexplicably felt a little depressed.

...The more lively it is, the lonelier I feel.

Is this the mentality?
Xu Xing skipped to the edge of the stage to the rhythm of the band, then spoke lazily.

"My broken dreams, mysterious and mysterious,
Struggling in vain, with nothing but sorrow in sight.

After gliding, falling perfectly,

In the four-dimensional universe, a dazzling journey. "

All the audience, including Mantianxing, who had just praised Xu Xing's lyrics as poetic in their hearts, on the barrage, and on Weibo, were suddenly confused.

A vague feeling, "The Remnant Dreams and the Strange Nine Skies" means that the dream is dead?

The phrase "perfect fall" seems to be talking about the previous turmoil?
But with these remaining words and sentences...how did you end up in the universe?
...Because there are baby's breath?
Following "Xiaochou" with a song like this, is this the absurdity you feel after you wake up?
Why do I feel more confused?

Sober you numb, just high???
"My bad songs are all over the country,
The wandering soul plays music, and the angry sound roars.

Behind fate, waving hands non-stop,

I will take death as my revenge, without reservation. "

It seems to be talking about the previous turmoil, or the attitude towards life?

This is both depressing and exciting, self-deprecating and rebellious... I'm really excited about it.

This guitar, these drum beats, this bass...it's like they're running wildly in the dark!
Stop suddenly.

Sing loudly.

“What is black is not the night, but the long loneliness.

It's dark below my feet and bright stars above my head.

It is a pity that everything in the world can be hoped for, except true love which is the shortest-lived.

What is lost can never be regained, what is preserved in the world will be returned twice as much now! "

What the hell!

How can you sing like this!
Who was doubting the lyrics just now? !
It seems so simple, why does my heart feel so strong and I suddenly want to cry?
"The enthusiasm of waving flags and shouting slogans is fading away with the passage of time.

The tragedies and comedies of the world are played day and night.

The promiscuous men and women, the love and hate, the separation.

A generation will eventually grow old, but there will always be someone young! "

Blasted!

Just now, glass of wine was pouring into my heart, and now it's like a waterfall pouring down from over my head and hitting my whole body!

My whole body was soaked and I got goose bumps!

But unfortunately, my brain was also hit and I still didn’t quite understand what he was singing.

Don't bully young people into poverty?
But it doesn’t seem like it.

I just felt a little lost and a little sad.

It seems a bit high-end.

It seems that rock music is inherently high-end, but he is even more high-end!
He is so handsome too!!!

He stood tall and straight at the very front of the stage, with the starlight behind him enveloping his entire body.

He stood proud and alone, and we hugged him!
…He was too proud to be held in our arms for too long, so he jumped back over.

He jumped wildly on the stage, as if he would never stop.

The music never seems to stop, as if it will last until the end of the world.

...The end of the world has come.

The song is over.

……

【Lucky God!!! [crying][crying][crying]】

"Papi Jiang is also watching the live broadcast of the concert!"

——"I didn't get a ticket! [Crying]"

“What a rotten person. I have unfollowed him. [Hehe]”

——"No thanks. [Hehe]"

[Is there really anyone who watches the New Year's Eve on satellite TV and doesn't watch the year-end concert of Xing Shen? [狗头]]

"My husband doesn't have a ticket either? Even if I sell your Wanda, will I still not be able to buy a ticket?"

——"..."

【It’s getting exciting!!!】

"As soon as this song came out, many Weibo influencers were flooding their screens with comments!"

"I hate you guys who pretend to be cool. Is singing rock and roll noble? [vomit] The noble one is Yukigami, okay! [roll eyes]"

——"Indeed, as a star-studded girl, I also like the previous songs! [Covering my mouth and laughing]"

"Gai Guo is watching Teacher Xing's live broadcast. Is Ping Xi Wang watching?"

【Xu Xing is indeed not bad. 】

"Didn't Mr. Heidao (Ding Taisheng's original Weibo account) just criticize Xing Shen for being vulgar? [Laughing and crying]" - "Xu Xing is too mysterious. No one expected him to make an album like this."

"It's too late. You're already on the list. There's nothing much for King Oyster Mushroom to talk to a slippery person like you. Just wait to be liquidated. [Hehe]"

——"Then let's fight. I'm not a sly person. I've finished most of the album, and now I feel more and more torn. Even the song "Train" feels like a forced expression of sorrow."

"Your whole family exploded. [Hehe]"

——“It didn’t explode.”

……

"Xu Xing! Xu Xing!! Xu Xing!!! Xu Xing..."

The shouts in the theater became louder and louder.

Even though the stage was empty.

After singing four songs and ending the second chapter, Xu Xing had returned to the backstage to make adjustments.

If the previous chapter was about him and the stars, this chapter should be about himself.

His growth, emotions, pain, attitude...

In this chapter, Xu Xing only smiled and spoke to comfort Mantianxing who couldn't stop crying when she finished singing "I Remember".

Maybe for him who likes to keep things deep in his heart, speaking them out in songs is enough.

He couldn't talk about himself any more.

In this way, Gypsophila feels both grateful and distressed.

We can only use all our strength to shout his name so that he can hear us.

He seemed to have heard it.

When she appeared on stage again, Xu Xing had a more relaxed smile on her face. She first thanked Mantianxing for their support, and then introduced and thanked the band teachers who had been performing for the concert.

"This is the last chapter. Adversity is inevitable in life, but it will eventually pass. This is a chapter that I hope can give you some strength. I hope you will like it."

Xu Xing finished speaking.

The title of the song appeared——

"Sadly".

Then a piano sound and a low drum beat began the prelude.

He also started singing immediately.

"Once I was the restless river,
Walking through the forest and straying into your heart,

No plan to camp, put aside the right and wrong,
never come back.

Now I am the one who creates dreams,
Feeling lost and forgetting to leave,
When the tide comes, I will remember,
Your look. "

There is indeed a sense of melancholy in the singing, but there is also a feeling of vague clarity and pain.

Mantianxing, who had been ready to accept encouragement when she heard Xu Xing say that he would give her strength, also felt disappointed.

The power comes entirely from the drum beats, and he seems to be singing more and more melancholy.

This song... is it still the one that gives us all the stars?
But once you entered our hearts, you became the most important part of us forever!
Why didn't you set up camp?

How could I forget what you look like?
"I have not seen the flat hills,

How to touch the flowering swamp. "

It is indeed accumulating strength and preparing to explode!
Although I didn’t quite understand it, it seemed to be about chasing dreams!
Dream found!
"Hey, wait till I find you,

Test your eyes,
Embracing each other without distraction.

That's me, my only tenderness is also the reason why I love you.

In this sad and beautiful place."

The heart was hit hard again!
Hug him tightly!

He pursues his dream, we pursue him, he needs to test his dream, we don’t need to test him, he embraces his dream, we embrace him!!!

This is the meaning of this song!

This is power!
At first, the baby's breath, who didn't know whether to cry or cheer, all became excited.

Crying with excitement, burning with excitement!
It’s just that...it seems to sound a bit sad and tragic.

Is this "Sadly"?

“This place used to be a no-man’s land.

Why didn't you leave a valid address?

The wanton news, lost in August,
No audio."

My heart suddenly tightened.

He sang very quickly and his voice was a little unclear, but the word "August" took root in Mantianxing's mind and continued to echo.

In August, the attacks on him reached their peak, forcing him to apologize and begin to remain silent.

That was a time of great pain and hatred for Mantianxing.

He is singing...Who is the one with no sound?

"It's sunny and windy here now,

Waiting for you to come back after the rain.

As night falls, I can remember again,
Your look. "

Tears burst out.

Face flushed.

We clearly didn't leave when the heavy rain came!

We are always here!

"...

That's me, my only tenderness is also the reason why I love you.

In this sad and beautiful place."

woohoo~
He said he still loves us!
His tenderness is only for us!!!

“Before this,
Don't say goodbye,

I can’t stand the separation any more.”

certainly! ! !

“Before this,
Don't say goodbye,

I've started to miss you."

must! ! !
“Before this,
Don't say goodbye,

Please help me stop time."

good!!!!!
"That's it, don't comfort me."

Just need comfort ahh ...

"Wait till I find you,"

I have been there!!!

"Look into your eyes,"

I opened my eyes as wide as possible!!!
"Hug each other without distraction."

No one can separate us anymore!!!

"That's me, my only tenderness is also the reason why I love you."

I love you for no reason!!!
“So unattainable.”

? ? ? ? ? ?
I’m here, here, here, here, ahh ...

“So incredible.

Let me fall into this sad and beautiful place. "

Woohoooooooooooooooooooooo!!!

You are standing at the highest place, no one can make you fall! ! ! !

Even if you fall, you will fall on us and we will catch you!!!
Suddenly——

…Why should we call him Starry Sky? He has always placed us at a higher place than himself. How can we catch him? Aa ...
……

A sky full of black hole bases.

"Luckily the treasure fell on mom! [crying][crying][crying]"

"Lucky you, you can't fall down at all, you will be sucked into our black hole!!! [Crying]"

"You will be sucked in! [crying]"

"Are you all crazy??? Isn't it obvious that this is written to those traitors? The one who fell is a traitor, the one who left without any news is a traitor, and the Pink God who was just careless is also a traitor!"

"Lucky Mom"

"..."

"It seems to be true."

“Why is Xingbao so gentle to a traitor!!! I want to be a traitor too!!!! [crying][crying][crying]”

“I want to be a traitor too!!! [Crying][Crying][Crying]”

"?"

"The two traitors have been kicked out. Everyone just needs to be a good mother and love Xingbao. [Crying]"

"..."

"Mom loves Xingbao! [crying]"

"Mom loves Xingbao! [crying]"

……

Xu Xing finally talked about the incident! ! ! !
When they heard "Sadly and Beautiful", all the media people who were typing their manuscripts were immediately shocked!
While quickly browsing through the previous manuscript, deleting and revising some of the divergent parts that were a bit off topic, he started dancing rapidly on the keyboard again.

Fans or love, oneself, August storm.

The themes of the three chapters are all clear!

In this way, you don’t even have to listen to any more and you can finish writing the entire article.

However, perhaps he will reveal some other details in the last three songs.

You still have to listen.

And after listening to Xu Xing's album so far, it has lived up to everyone's expectations!
Nice enough and sincere enough!
Yes, the initial chapter to please fans was also sincere, and it was definitely what Xu Xing really thought. Gaining back fans' support is one of the most important things for a comeback.

Take a look at the WeChat group of your peers.

"I can declare myself the winner in advance. Xu Xing will definitely be more popular after her comeback. [Yeah]"

"Xu Xing is really a bug. Domestic entertainment really cannot do without Xu Xing."

"I looked at the lyrics of the previous songs again. Who is Xu Xing secretly in love with? Has anyone heard of it? Who can't he pursue?"

"Aren't you talking about his sister?"

"You guys are so brave to chat, even if you are guessing who Qu Mingzhen is, I am going to leave the group to keep myself safe."

"I don't dare to talk about working in the media, so I'd better change my career as soon as possible. [Laughing and crying]"

Join the chat.

"Have you finished writing your manuscript?"

"I just want to concentrate on listening to music today. I finished writing it last night."

"+1."

"1."

"+10086."

“The next song has started!!!”

(End of this chapter)

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