Xueba's computing system

Chapter 193 Simple Moral Values
The meeting with Mr. Wang, President of Alibaba Local Lifestyle Business Group, was held in a restaurant at a river view hotel.

Lin Yuan and Zhang Yan came here early to wait. Looking at the cargo ships and cruise ships passing by on the river, Lin Yuan suddenly felt tired.

"Tell me what I am doing now is for. I am the source of cause and effect, so can I put an end to this cause and effect?"

"What do you mean? Do you want to drive me away?" Zhang Yan's tone was relaxed.

"It's not that I want to chase you away, but I'm afraid of your father." Lin Yuan thought for a moment, "In fact, it's not that I'm afraid, but I'm annoyed. I just feel annoyed by these things. What am I doing every day now? What have I gained from what I do every day, and have I helped the world in any way?"

"Then let's go now? Let's find a place to sort out things between you and me."

"How can I sort it out? I feel like I'm on a tiger's back. It's hard to get off a tiger's back, no matter what it is."

"You don't care about celebrating the festival with a good group?"

Lin Yuan thought for a moment and said, "Let's just take care of it. After thinking about it, I still can't swallow that anger."

"That's it. Brother, I understand you. I'm fed up with my family and my dad. I'm fed up with him. But I can't completely cut myself off from them."

"It's different. That's your home, it's what you were born with. But the trouble I'm having now, I feel like I brought it upon myself."

Zhang Yan said lazily, "You are deceiving yourself."

"Am I kidding myself?"

"My father explained the problem you are facing now to me very clearly when I was a teenager." Zhang Yan turned to comfort Lin Yuan, "I was rebellious since I was a child. Later, my father didn't prepare any gifts for me on my sixteenth birthday. He forced my grandparents to leave me alone and rented a hotel for me, letting me spend a month alone.

At that time, I went to the trash can to pick up bottles.

You may not believe it. I was staying in a hotel that cost 700-800 yuan a night, and what I looked forward to most every day was the hotel's breakfast buffet. Because my bastard dad only gave me a mobile phone and didn't leave me a penny for living expenses.

I have to collect bottles and sell them to earn money for lunch and dinner."

Lin Yuan was a little curious, "Then why don't you hide some during the breakfast buffet?"

"My bastard dad has already figured it out. As long as I hide, the challenge will automatically fail.

I persisted like this for a month, and then I figured it out.

I was born to rely on my family, and I am not a hard-working person.

Finally, I made an agreement with my father that I could continue to rebel, but not too much. He only asked me to face reality and was willing to indulge me a little.

"Brother, you are a smart person. If you dissect yourself, you will understand everything."

Lin Yuan savored Zhang Yan's words. He knew that it was not that Zhang Yan had become profound, but that he was just sharing his personal experiences.

"You want me to see the reality?"

"That's about it. Like me, I don't want to accept my family's arrangement, but I can't go against it completely. So I found the balance point now - live the life I want, and don't care about the rest. My dad doesn't dare to push me too much, because if he pushes me too hard, I will...

Anyway, that’s what I mean. You can figure it out if you think about it.”

Lin Yuan pondered, "On the one hand, I want to find a good group to vent my anger, but on the other hand, I hate all the social interactions that come with it. And I have to face the reality: I can't run a good group by myself, and if I want to borrow help, I can't avoid all these back and forth arguments."

"Yeah. Just like if I were to rely on myself and I insisted on living in your house, you would definitely ignore me. That's when I realized that my biological father was really useful, and I just used him to scare you. Isn't that how the world is? Nothing can be done according to your own wishes."

Lin Yuan continued, "I can't let go of the idea of becoming successful, but when I become successful, I will naturally distance myself from Xia Ye, and Xia Ye will naturally look up to me. The gap between us will inevitably appear.

So, this is also an objective law.

Little sister, you know everything."

Zhang Yan looked at the river outside the window and said, "I never said I didn't understand, it's you who always treats me like a fool.

Brother, I've been really good to you. According to the usual script, there would be no place for Xia Ye.

You have to figure it out yourself, and Xia Ye also has to figure it out.

Because if you don’t figure it out, the first person to get hurt is not others, but yourself.”

Lin Yuan hesitated for a moment, "It seems your father has educated you very well since you were young."

"That old guy? I have to be thankful that I'm the youngest daughter in the family. If he hadn't had a son in his old age, how could he have let me do this?" "Do you have any brothers or sisters above you?"

"My eldest brother is already in his early forties."

"Ah?" Zhang Yan's information was like a puzzle that was being unveiled layer by layer, which made Lin Yuan feel that her family was not simple.

"Brother, don't worry. You can either jump into the Huangpu River right now, and that will be the end of everything. Don't worry, I won't jump with you even if I like you."

Lin Yuan said angrily, "Is that what you said a human being? You might as well persuade me to castrate myself."

Zhang Yan pouted and thought for a while, "This is indeed a solution. If you become a eunuch, I don't mind. Anyway, you are suitable for Xia Ye to sleep at night, but whether Xia Ye can accept it."

Lin Yuan suddenly realized something. If he really wanted to talk about his appreciation and understanding of himself, he had to admit that Zhang Yan appreciated and understood him more.

"Brother, the problem you and Xia Ye have faced has been faced by many successful people before. Many of those who came out of their hometown to cause trouble for GM later changed their wives. You can't say that they are just unfaithful. Because the world outside is different, there is nothing you can do about it.

I think Song Xiaoxiao, who is next to Xia Ye, is very insightful. "

Lin Yuan laughed at himself, "Are you looking for an excuse for me to be a scumbag?"

"Don't force me to expose your scars."

"What scar?"

Zhang Yan approached Lin Yuan and asked solemnly, "If you were still a delivery man, would Xia Ye like you?"

Lin Yuan blurted out without thinking, "Xia Ye did say: I wish I was still a delivery boy, so that no one would like me except her."

Zhang Yan laughed, "I had similar thoughts before I was sixteen. But I changed my mind in a month. My dad always said: You can't teach someone a hundred times, but you can teach someone once. What have you and Xia Ye experienced together? Have you suffered together?"

Lin Yuan had to admit that his relationship with Xia Ye was actually very smooth and they had not experienced any hardships.

Zhang Yan said faintly, "Would you like me to arrange a life experience class for you?

You are ruined and penniless.

Xia Ye was admitted to Ziyi graduate school.

You deliver takeout every day and earn a meager income.

She dresses elegantly every day and attends various high-end art gatherings.

I suddenly look forward to such a script. "

Lin Yuan rolled his eyes at her and said, "Is it fun to treat others like guinea pigs?"

"Brother, I'm just giving you a suggestion. But I think you don't dare to try it."

"There's no point in testing human nature. What if only one of you and I can survive now?" Lin Yuan asked back.

Zhang Yan didn't have time to think about it, "Then I will definitely kill you first. And I accept that you have the same idea. But if our relationship really reaches that point, when I am willing to die for you, then I can still calmly accept that you are unwilling to die for me.

My father once told me: Only when you have a clear conscience can you live freely.

So, Brother, you might as well spend more time cultivating your relationship with me."

Lin Yuan was a little amused but didn't know what to say.

"My dear brother. You can't let go of Xia Ye simply because of your simple moral values. But I don't intend to persuade you to change, because I still admire your stupid moral values.

Alas~~, but everything has a price.

The price I pay for appreciating your moral values is that I have to endure you hugging Xia Ye every night.

But I've thought about it carefully, and it's far more important for you to remain who you are now than to get the person who gets you.

Yeah~~, that's it."

"Get lost!" Lin Yuan responded to her with a short but powerful word.

(End of this chapter)