Am I really hallucinating?

Chapter 148 I Will Never Forget
"That's true, although I initially suspected that you had misremembered the source of the illusion factor. After all, there were countless illusions during the chaotic period of the earthquake. If I hadn't accompanied you in the investigation, my opinion on the earthquake would probably not have changed. No matter what was involved, at least the earthquake itself was not entirely caused by an illusion."

Luo Ye said this and took two mouthfuls of rice heroically.

In this regard, there was a subtle difference in the two's views on the incident.

"Why don't we just ask a seismologist?" Zheng Fan suddenly said, "Whether it's a natural earthquake, an illusion, or a combination of both, if it's an earthquake, there must be a source."

Luo Ye and Lin Yilin turned to look at him at the same time.

“…It seems to be true?”

"A mistake." Lin Yilin rubbed his brows. "I did subconsciously ignore the thought of checking the source of the things I had determined from the beginning, but this kind of verification itself may also bring some unexpected gains."

"That's right, hahaha!" Luo Ye laughed freely.

The conversation came to an end for now. If the frequency of their conversation continued, they might not be able to have the meal.

After dinner, Luo Ye sent Lin Yilin home and left.

Standing in front of the apartment that could be considered excellent, Zheng Fan thought: "Is this my first time coming to your house?"

Lin Yilin said casually: "Mr. Illusion, have you never come here secretly?"

"Normally at this time I should go find the little zombies." Zheng Fan said.

"Then come and see it tonight."

Taking Zheng Fan upstairs in the elevator, they arrived at their own door. After multiple confirmations, the smart identification lock opened and they entered the house. If you don't know, you might think you are entering a bank vault, and you just need to swipe your ID card key or something.

The style of the house is simple yet warm.

The displays inside were all in order, but because it was too orderly, Zheng Fanguai felt uncomfortable, as he felt that if he moved around, he would disrupt the harmonious atmosphere.

Hmm? He was hallucinating, so it's okay.

"Please help yourself." Lin Yilin said as she began to take off her clothes and went to the bathroom.

"Want to take a shower?"

"Mr. Hallucination made me sweat yesterday and I've been feeling uncomfortable all day. I can finally take a shower." Lin Yilin's voice came from the bathroom.

Zheng Fan came to Lin Yilin's bedroom. It was similar to the outside, without any atmosphere of life. He didn't know if it was because the room was relatively new or if Lin Yilin was just like that.

Miss Binary, who has no sense of ritual, doesn't even like to put decorations in her home.

Apart from a desk filled with notebooks and paper materials, the master bedroom doesn't have much to offer.

Zheng Fan looked left and right, put on gloves and started rummaging through the things on the table.

"If you want to find my diary, the bottom drawer next to the table has my elementary school diary." Lin Yilin's voice came from the bathroom again, accompanied by the sound of water.

"How did you know?" Zheng Fan narrowed his eyes.

"Mr. Illusion is quite understandable sometimes."

Zheng Fan suddenly lost interest.

Diaries are meaningless if you don't hide them from others. A primary school student's diary is still a diary!
At this time, Lin Yilin in the bathroom asked again: "Won't Mr. Illusion come and peek at me taking a bath?"

Zheng Fan: "If you've said it all out loud, is it still called peeping?"

"I don't mind if you just look at it. It doesn't make any sense after all."

"If I break in now, will you cover your body shyly and scream out?" Zheng asked back.

"I don't know, but it shouldn't be. It feels like there's nothing to cover it."

"That would be boring."

"Does Mr. Hallucination like the feeling of being lewd?"

"No, it's just a ritual. A girl who doesn't feel shy when being seen naked has no soul."

"I'm sorry that it's soulless. Isn't Jiang Si the same?" "But Jiang Si's dressing show is very soulful."

“The soul is divided into layers.”

Lin Yilin complained and started to wash her hair. Her hair was not long, but it was still troublesome for girls to wash their hair. Applying shampoo to her hair, Lin Yilin lowered her head and closed her eyes.

It is said that washing hair is one of the most defenseless states of a person.

When people lower their heads and close their eyes, they subconsciously feel as if they are about to be killed. Everything in front of them is pitch black, and water flows through their hair and covers their ears.

This is a special case where both hearing and vision fail at the same time, caused by the person himself.

In this situation, people can't help but have wild thoughts. The lack of a sense of security makes some people even feel strong uneasiness and fear when washing their hair.

When this thought just popped up in Lin Yilin's mind, the hand that was rubbing her hair suddenly felt a hand that didn't belong to her in her hair...

"..."

She clenched her hand tightly.

"Gluck cluck-"

"Mr. Illusion, you came in after all. Do you want to help me wash my hair?"

"A normal person would have screamed out instinctively at this time." Zheng Fan looked at Lin Yilin's smooth back. She usually liked to wear loose clothes, but now it was clear that although she didn't have a figure as impressive as Luo Ye, she still had beautiful curves that made her look girlish.

Why would such a beautiful body have such robotic reactions?
His three mechas are not very sensitive to the fear state. Jiang Si is timid but has a unique taste. On the one hand, they are indeed very reliable, but on the other hand, it really makes Zheng Fan feel bored.

"Because I trust Mr. Illusion."

Lin Yilin gently loosened her clenched hands, still with her eyes closed, and completely gave her head to Zheng Fan.

Zheng Fan smacked his lips softly and began to help wash my hair reluctantly: "Don't be lazy, wash together."

Washing hair together with two people may not increase the efficiency, but since it was the first time for the two of them to do it, they cooperated very well and the progress was indeed very fast.

"Is it true that the host of hallucinations will not remember the hallucinations?" Zheng Fan asked this while washing his hair.

Hallucinations and hosts affect each other, and for the host, encountering hallucinations is undoubtedly an almost eternal nightmare. In a sense, most hallucinations are formed from their initial growth with the help of previous hosts.

Under this mutual influence, it is almost impossible for the host to forget the illusion.

"According to Mr. Hallucination's description, haven't you seen it before? The time with the dinosaur hallucination." Lin Yilin reminded.

Zheng Fan recalled that after the dinosaur illusion completely absorbed the host child, its form changed from its original Oviraptor state and turned into a super-stitched dinosaur monster.

"Does that count? I thought it was just a signal that the boss was entering the final stage."

"If Mr. Illusion's description is not exaggerated, I think it should be correct." Lin Yilin said, "Because of the 'nurturing' of the life gene, the child as the host was originally pure-minded. Under such circumstances, the child was highly influenced. I'm afraid that the child's impression of dinosaurs has been completely blurred and distorted."

"He couldn't remember what his favorite dinosaur was. He made the dinosaur illusion appear as an Oviraptor with self-preservation as the center, but all this completely collapsed when the Oviraptor tore its face, so the Oviraptor also turned into that appearance at the moment of absorption."

"There is such a thing. Will you affect me?" Zheng asked back, but he almost had the answer in his heart.

"Mr. Illusion's abilities are still growing, but his personality and form are very clear, and it is difficult to influence such an illusion. When the time comes, maybe we will just not remember Mr. Illusion." Lin Yilin said.

"I see. But you shouldn't have made a mistake in remembering such a vivid hallucination, right?"

"It may not be a memory problem, it may also be affected by the outside world, just like the transparent illusion encountered by the Banmu Office. If it is in its heyday, perhaps you can try to buy more intense emotions to wash away the connection between the illusion and the person, or even buy oblivion directly."

Zheng Fan was silent for a moment, then asked, "Then why do you have a vague memory of the earthquake when you were a child?"

Lin Yilin stopped talking immediately.

After washing her hair, Lin Yilin rinsed it thoroughly with water, then shook her wet hair neatly, turned her head, opened her eyes and looked at Zheng Fan.

"I won't forget you, Mr. Illusion." Her tone was cold but firm.

(End of this chapter)