The beautiful soft O was abandoned, and the gods in the military academy became addicted to her

Chapter 310 Love in the Diary
June 29, 4004 (Astrological Calendar)
We are about to evacuate.

After our colleagues who went to study the alien beasts left, only a few of us remained in the entire laboratory.

The coastal environment is not helpful to our experiments. Although things are not yet finalized, everyone knows that this place is about to be abandoned.

Director Zhou's experiment has made great progress; the simulated data has reached its peak, and it is theoretically feasible.

However, the conditions are also very demanding.

We need human experimentation, but planet C14 is too peaceful, and there are almost no suitable Betas.

It requires exceptional endurance and an incredibly strong body.

These are obviously not suitable for us Beta researchers either.

Almost all of us are in a state of sub-health.

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June 29, 4004 (Astrological Calendar)
Today, we finally received the decision to relocate.

This laboratory, which supported us for more than two years, will ultimately be sealed and preserved.

We don't know if we'll ever have the chance to come back.

This is where my dreams began, and where I realized my life's value.

I cherish her dearly.

Now I must leave her too.

The deadline for everyone to leave is July 7.1st. I have 20 days left, enough time to say a proper goodbye to her.

Of course, I will also say goodbye to Alec.

He confessed his feelings to me today, but he doesn't intend to be with me, and he made that clear.

In the past, I never thought that anyone would like me.

A stereotypical, serious, and not-too-unpleasant Beta girl, whose appearance can only be described as pretty, and who talks a lot about experiments.

This is how others described me when I was in school, but I forgot about it after hearing it.

But now I remembered it after he confessed his feelings to me.

He said, "We are people who share the same dreams and ideas."

He said he understood me, and I understood him.

We have things that are far more important than love.

He told me that he had noticed me ever since I transferred to Director Zhou's group, and he liked the way I enthusiastically shared my thoughts with everyone.

I felt sorry for the expression on my face when I was struggling with difficulties, scratching my head and then biting my lip to continue calculating.

He loved my persistence, my haggard face, and the stubbornness in my eyes.

I was very surprised.

To my surprise, this is the first time I've written his name down; previously, he was simply referred to as a colleague.

Who would fall in love with their colleague?
Just imagining it makes one feel awkward.

I asked him why he liked me. If it was because of ideals, then everyone in this lab has persevered here because of their ideals.

He said it was at first sight, and he just couldn't understand why he cared about it.

Everyone is different. He told me that when I'm feeling irritable, I spin my pen, and when I'm even more irritable, I bite the pen tip and furrow my brow.

He had been quietly observing me.

They never told me.

He said he thought I was cute like that, and that made him want to help me solve the problem.

In fact, he did this more than once.

It suddenly dawned on me that he had helped me before, but he had done it so skillfully that I had always just regarded it as a favor between colleagues.

After he said those things, I was finally certain that he liked me.

At that moment, it was hard for me not to be moved.

I have ideals, and I also yearn for worldly love, and through the little things he did over the past two years, he has made me unforgettable.

I remembered the coffee he once handed me, the spreadsheets I couldn't calculate that he helped me work on, and how he silently took over the work when he found out I hadn't been to the lab for several days due to overwork.

Now I truly realize that I was just too afraid to even consider this possibility.

I lay on the bed recording all of this, my mind filled with his image.

Perhaps because I'm moving, I no longer have complicated work, and I'm able to think about these details.

Alec is a mixed-race Beta boy; his father is from the Empire, while his mother is from the Federation. He was born on a frontier planet, possesses brilliant blond hair, and has a far more handsome appearance than the average Beta.

If someone like that were in a school, they would definitely be the object of everyone's pursuit.

If we had met on campus, I think we probably would never have crossed paths.

But we met in this laboratory.

He said he was going to the border planet to study alien beasts, and that he just wanted to be willful for the last 20 days.

I don't know what to say, maybe I should agree that we should be a little reckless in these last 20 days.

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June 29, 4004 (Astrological Calendar)
We kissed where no one could see us.

Their hot breaths mingled, and their bodies embraced.

Like firewood that has been lit.

It continuously emits heat.

I initiated it. He looked surprised, but then he hugged me and kissed me deeply.

We looked up at each other, and we both understood what the other meant.

My final act of willfulness.

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June 29, 4004 (Astrological Calendar)
With only ten days left, we became even more intimate.

I kept him here last night.

I love how sexy he looks when his sweat drips down his back muscles, and I love how longing he feels when he whispers my name in my ear.

When it comes to this kind of thing, I can write so much about it.

Perhaps it's because I've been writing in my diary so much that I feel my writing skills have improved.

I love the intimacy of us being tightly bound together in bed, one with each other.

I now understand why some literary masterpieces depict love in such a romantic way.

I would trace his eyebrows and eyes while he was fast asleep, and kiss his thin lips with my own.

This intimacy won't be the only one we've been intimate with.

I know, but this one night will stay with me forever.

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June 29, 4004 (Astrological Calendar)
I suspect that Director Zhou and the others all know about Alec and me.

But they did not stop them.

So I became increasingly demanding, and we might never see each other again in five days. I didn't want to put up with it.

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June 29, 4004 (Astrological Calendar)
The last night.

Goodbye, Alec.

Goodbye C14.

From this day forward, I will continue on my journey with love for you all in my heart.

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There was no further update to the entire diary.

Pei Zhiyi had no idea why the notebook hadn't been taken away.

This could be the work diary of a Beta girl whose name is still unknown, or it could be her brief romantic history.

The warmth of the words emanates from each and every sheet of paper.

It's like truly feeling the other person's overwhelming love.

Even though Pei Zhiyi knew that the work records at the beginning were more important to them, she couldn't help but flip through the later pages about her love life a few more times.

Will two people who have separated ever meet again?

Such questions are actually unnecessary, but I can't help but think about them.

Pei Zhiyi put down the notebook, but saw Gu Enling looking at her thoughtfully.

"Do you like this diary?" he asked.

Pei Zhiyi smiled and said, "After a moment of reflection, it's time to check the next place."

It's a tragedy; there will only be 200-300 words of description after that.