Transmigrated into the Dark Moonlight Villain, Deeply Trapped in the Abusive Shura Field

Chapter 193 Desire
Xie He woke up on the night of the 7th.

When she learned that she did not undergo surgery, she was not disappointed. Instead, she smiled and comforted Xie Jingyan: "Brother, surgery must be very painful. I hate surgery."

How could Xie Jingyan not see the loneliness in her eyes? She was obviously the one who was looking forward to it the most.

Xie Jingyan didn't know how to tell her.

Did her favorite sister Jiang Ning sell the compatible bone marrow that originally belonged to her to someone else?
As early as three days ago, it had been successfully transplanted into another patient.

Finding a suitable one now is as difficult as climbing to the sky.

They searched for several years before they found this glimmer of hope.

Xie He saw that Xie Jingyan was silent.

She supported her frail body and snuggled into Xie Jingyan's arms, her voice childish: "Brother, hug me."

Xie Jingyan held her in his arms, his voice a little hoarse: "Okay."

Xie He raised his pale little face, his big eyes twinkling, and smiled crookedly: "Brother, will you have other sisters in the future?"

Xie Jingyan looked down at her, forcing a smile on his face: "No, my brother will only have a younger sister."

"It would be great if Xiaohe had a younger sister, so that he wouldn't be lonely in the future. Brother, don't be sad if I die. I will just go to heaven to find my parents, and they will take care of me." She looked out the window. It had been a year since she had been outside.

Because she will get sick if she is exposed to the wind.

Xie He continued, "Actually, this is pretty good. I finally don't have to take injections or medicine anymore. Brother, I'm in so much pain every day. Every time you ask, I say it doesn't hurt, but I'm always lying to you."

Xie Jingyan seemed to be amused by Xie He, and said in a light voice: "Then why do you have to tell the truth now?"

"Because I'm going to die, brother. If I die, it won't hurt anymore, right?"

Her voice was very childish and naive.

Xie Jingyan took a deep breath, his eyes were sore, and his voice was slightly choked: "Yeah, it won't hurt anymore."

"elder brother."

"Ah."

"elder brother."

"exist."

"elder brother."

"what happened?"

A blush appeared on Xie He's pale face. She sat up and leaned over to Xie Jingyan's ear: "My favorite person is my brother. He is the best person to me in the world. I will bless my brother when I go to heaven."

Xie Jingyan buried his face in Xie He's thin shoulders.

Five years ago, she was still a chubby little girl.

It's just an illness, how can it be as light as a piece of paper?

"Brother, I understand. Thank you, Xiaohe."

She touched Xie Jingyan's hair like a little adult: "Brother, don't cry, Xiaohe is fine, I am already very happy in this life."

"Yeah." Xie Jingyan's voice was very nasal.

He wished his sister could stay with him a little longer.

"Xiao He, the Spring Equinox is my brother's birthday. Can you spend the rest of his birthday with me?"

Xie He frowned in some confusion.

Xie Jingyan continued: "This is my brother's wish."

Xie He then nodded hesitantly: "Then I will take the medicine obediently, can I eat the cake that day?"

Her eyes sparkled as she said the last sentence.

Because of her illness, she was not allowed to eat too much of many things.

She only ate a little bit every time on her birthday, but it was never enough to fill her stomach.

Xie Jingyan nodded: "Sure, you can eat as much as you want."

Xie He cheered excitedly: "Great, thank you brother."

Half an hour later, Xiaohe fell asleep.

Meng Su was waiting outside the ward, his brows furrowed. "Why did Jiang Ning do this? When did she become like this?"

Xie Jingyan didn't know how to explain it to him, so she chose to remain silent. Meng Su clenched his fists tightly: "If it weren't for her saving Xingcan, I would definitely make the Jiang family pay the price!"

Xie Jingyan's expression was calm: "Let's go outside and talk, don't disturb Xiaohe."

Meng Su sighed, and the two of them walked out of the hospital.

The weather in early spring is still very cold.

The wind is also biting.

The night in Beijing is actually not that dark, it is brightly lit by the neon lights on the streets.

Meng Su took out a cigarette case from his coat pocket and put a cigarette in his mouth.

Xie Jingyan took a look and held out his hand: "Give me one."

Meng Su looked at him in surprise: "Don't you want to smoke?"

"Newly learned."

Xie Jingyan took the cigarette box. The bright flame reflected on the boy's face, adding a bit of coldness and loneliness.

Meng Su shook his head: "This is a bad habit."

"Ah."

Meng Su sighed: "What should I do next?"

Xie Jingyan was a little confused: "What?"

He pursed his lips: "Jiang Ning..."

"Blood debt must be paid with blood, what do you think?"

Meng Su raised his eyes and met Xie Jingyan's cold black eyes. He hesitated: "But my entertainment company just signed Ali... She doesn't even know her sister did this. How should I intervene?"

He was afraid that Jiang Li would risk her life to protect Jiang Ning. Jiang Li's fate was already very miserable, and it had finally gotten better. Meng Su didn't want her to get hurt.

I can only smoke in silence.

"You don't have to show up, I will handle it." Xie Jingyan said lightly.

The aroma of nicotine slowly wafts away.

Xie Jingyan disliked the smell, but it did help dispel his boredom.

Cigarettes are addictive.

Meng Su hesitated and asked, "What do you want to do?"

Xie Jingyan lowered his eyes, making his profile, half hidden in the light and shadow, more sharp. He curled his lips slightly and said, "Let the Jiang family go bankrupt."

Meng Su's eyes widened in shock. "Xiao Jing, how could you possibly shake up the Jiang family with your current situation? Are you planning to cooperate with the Huo family again? That family is not a good one. The Huo family is also related to the Bai family by marriage. It was Bai Yingjie's meddling that led to the breakdown of your parents' relationship."

"I have a way. I don't need the Huo family, nor do I need you. I don't want to put you in a difficult position." Xie Jingyan said.

Meng Su was also helpless. It was indeed not convenient for him to show up. If he got involved in the "Jiang family bankruptcy" incident, his relationship with Jiang Li might also be broken.

It took her a lot of effort to accept her family.

He could only say: "Although I don't know what happened to Jiang Ning to become like this, the other members of the Jiang family are innocent. Xiao Jing, I know your pain... but I don't want you to be blinded by hatred."

Xie Jingyan frowned in annoyance: "You don't know, you don't understand my pain, you don't know anything, don't tell me these big truths."

Meng Su was silent for a moment before he said, "One last question. Do you still like Jiang Ning?"

Is Xie Jingyan, who once would rather get up an hour earlier and cross half the city to pick up Jiang Ning, still here?

Is Xie Jingyan, who stayed up late to organize exercise books for Jiang Ning, still here?

Is Xie Jingyan still there, who is shy when kissing a girl he likes, nervous when confessing his love, and brave enough to move forward despite being rejected countless times?

Xie Jingyan gently closed his eyes and wiped away Jiang Ning bit by bit.

It seems that he... also broke his promise.

Love in pain will collapse.

He threw the cigarette butt on the ground and walked forward under the street lights.

"I don't like it anymore."

(End of this chapter)