Transmigrated into the Dark Moonlight Villain, Deeply Trapped in the Abusive Shura Field

Chapter 188 Fall
When He Shang went to find Xie Jingyan, he was studying.

His expression was very cold, and even when he saw He Shang, his expression was indifferent.

He Shang came to Xie Jingyan to complain: "Brother Yan, didn't you notice that Jiang Ning is like a different person? She actually hit Sui Tang, it really pissed me off!"

Xie Jingyan just said: "Oh, then what?"

He Shang was chilled by his attitude and looked at him speechlessly: "You're so cold! Who made you angry again? Aren't you very close to Jiang Ning? What's wrong with her that she suddenly transferred to Class 7?"

Xie Jingyan took the pen and wrote: "I don't know. Don't tell me about her news in the future. I can't control it."

He Shang was choked, his head full of question marks: "What do you mean? How come you change faster than the weather forecast? Last time you said you didn't hate Jiang Ning anymore and liked her, so what's the conflict now?"

Xie Jingyan said nothing and did his homework seriously.

He Shang was really impressed by him.

Unable to get to the bottom of the matter, he left.

For the next period of time, Xie Jingyan's surroundings were very peaceful.

In addition, he would be invited into the alley by "Jiangning" to entertain him every now and then.

He would only let him go after hitting him until his face was cut.

She sat on a tall container, spotless, glancing down at him as if she were looking at an ant.

Xie Jingyan lowered his head and sat against the wall. He spat out a mouthful of blood foam and looked a little bored.

"Will she treat you like this?"

"Jiangning" asked.

Xie Jingyan did not answer.

Jiang Ning felt bored and smiled with his eyes crooked: "The next one is Su Wanyang. I hate both you and her existence."

The alley returned to silence.

The moon hid in the clouds.

Xie Jingyan opened his phone and looked at the time. It was already half past seven.

He was taken out and beaten in this alley for almost an hour.

He wiped the blood from the corner of his lips and looked down at the hole in his black cotton coat that had been scratched by a sharp stone, with the cotton inside seeping out.

Xie Jingyan's fingers were stiff as he tried to stuff the exposed cotton inside.

This is a new outfit that Grandma Xie bought for him. It's only the second time he's worn it. If he had known he would be beaten today, he would have changed his clothes.

He just felt sorry for his grandma because he accidentally ruined her clothes.

Xie Jingyan stood up with difficulty and walked out while holding the wall.

Looking at the brightly lit school, he suddenly felt bored.

He seems to have been well-behaved for more than ten years. He has always been regarded as an obedient child by others. He has always been sensible and good at studying. He is recognized as a three-good student in the school every year. He is quiet and never makes noise, which has attracted praise from many people.

He turned and left without entering the school.

He wants to skip class.

Then he went into a drugstore and bought some Band-Aids to cover the broken parts of his face.

I went into a convenience store and bought a pack of the cheapest cigarettes and a lighter.

He sat on the steps, thinking about the last time when he refused the cigarette handed to him by Meng Su and was praised by him as a "good boy" with satisfaction.

A sneer flashed across Xie Jingyan's eyes.

He opened the cigarette box, held a cigarette between his lips, and after lighting it, the pungent smell rushed into his mouth.

The mist rose and Xie Jingyan was choked and coughed.

He didn't understand what was so good about smoking this thing.

He coughed and inhaled the smoke, and his chest ached.

Jiang Ning was standing not far away, watching him smoking awkwardly, his eyes red.

She experienced firsthand the meaning of the word "degeneration."

Yes, Xie Jingyan is falling.

He even gave up the achievements that he was proud of.

He started sleeping in class, going to the Internet cafe after school, and asking for leave from evening self-study. In that smoky environment, he learned to smoke and drink.

He Shanglai came to see him twice, and was finally taken to the Internet cafe by him.

Later he stopped looking for it.

Because Xie Jingyan is so fucking poisonous.

He has to pay for internet access.

On the New Year’s Eve party.

"Jiangning" played a piano piece on the stage.

As the eldest daughter of the Jiang family, she does have some skills.

Like an elegant white swan taking her bow, she threw herself into Gu Lanli's arms as soon as she stepped off the stage.

Gu Lanli seemed to have gotten used to the current "Jiangning".

Accept the love in her eyes.

Xie Jingyan stood at the back of the auditorium.

He fumbled in his pocket for a while, took out the last cigarette, put it in his mouth, and wanted to light it, but found that the lighter was out of gas.

Just as he was about to leave the school to buy it, a hand was placed on his shoulder: "Hey, buddy."

Wei Jin appeared from behind him, twirling a lighter in his hand, and said to Xie Jingyan, "Can I borrow a lighter?"

Xie Jingyan only took a glance, took the lighter, lit it, walked to a farther place, and watched the smoke rising from the burning cigarette, blurring his handsome features.

Wei Jin couldn't help but tsk his tongue: "I thought an excellent student like you wouldn't touch cigarettes."

"Can't I touch it?" Xie Jingyan was a little puzzled: "Who said that good students must live according to a good schedule?"

Wei Jin raised his eyebrows: "Does Jiang Ning know?"

Xie Jingyan curled his lips, his eyes full of sarcasm: "So what if you know, so what if you don't know, it doesn't matter anyway."

This time Wei Jin fell silent.

He looked at Xie Jingyan with unfamiliar eyes: "When I saw you rushing into the fire without hesitation, I thought you valued Jiang Ning more than your own life. Now, looking back, Xie Jingyan, it seems that your love is just this much."

I don’t know what nerve this sentence touched in Xie Jingyan.

He threw the half-burnt cigarette on the ground, rushed up to Wei Jin, grabbed him by the collar, and shouted angrily, "What do you know? You have no idea what kind of worldview I was forced to accept. Everything is an illusion. You don't know that I am tormented by her every day. I should hate her, but I feel like I'm sick inside. I can't hate her. I only hate myself."

Xie Jingyan only hated himself for falling in love with Jiang Ning.

That liar.

Does Wei Jin know how desperate it is to fall in love with an impossible person?
How far is the other world?

What is the system?
That was a place he couldn't even imagine.

Maybe the Jiang Ning he liked has gone back.

She took the 10 billion she loved and left him behind, just like that.

What did you think of him?

Xie Jingyan gritted his teeth, his dark eyes filled with hatred: "I will definitely kill her, definitely."

He clenched his fists and spoke clearly, as if he was swearing.

Wei Jin pushed him away. "I don't know what happened between you and Jiang Ning, or if there's any misunderstanding. She's changed a lot recently, and I don't even recognize her. Is this the person I like? But even if that's the case... you should go find her and ask her clearly instead of falling into depravity here."

Xie Jingyan let go of Wei Jin, his voice trembling: "How can I find her? Is it okay to end my life?"

What about his grandmother and sister?
Xie Jingyan took a deep breath, and Wei Jin was so frightened that he quickly said, "Are you stupid? Who the hell wants you to commit suicide? There must be a way."

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