Transmigrated into the Dark Moonlight Villain, Deeply Trapped in the Abusive Shura Field

Chapter 149 Will Love Bloom in Pain?

Xie Jingyan turned her head and looked at Jiang Ning. She didn't avoid or give way. Her eyes were fixed on him. Her pupils were very dark, and because they were too bright, they seemed a little cold.

After a while, Xie Jingyan replied, "And then? Are you afraid that I'll forget so you want to remind me again?"

Jiang Ning blinked and nodded happily: "Yes, I thought your previous wound didn't hurt."

Xie Jingyan smiled instead of getting angry: "It doesn't hurt anymore. You said it was in the past. If I keep thinking about the past, I will be driven crazy sooner or later."

Jiang Ning: “…”

Jiang Ning felt a little frustrated because he did not see the angry and cold look on Xie Jingyan's face.

She tried to continue to arouse Xie Jingyan's previous hatred for her. If the main plot of the world could not change, then it would definitely be wrong for her to be with Xie Jingyan.

The people around her will suffer accidents one after another. Can she protect herself and take care of them all the time?

Jiang Ning asked himself if he could do it.

So she chose to address the problem at its source.

Even if she was not the one who bullied Xie Jingyan.

Jiang Ning also admitted it.

She was very upset and ate the buns resentfully without responding to Xie Jingyan's words.

Xie Jingyan stroked the kitten with his fingers as the bus slowly drove away and the scenery receded in his eyes.

He didn't know how to break down the barrier between him and Jiang Ning. If it were the Jiang Ning of the past, she would have taken action to make him hate her, instead of trying to evoke his painful memories to make him hate her like this.

Xie Jingyan lowered his eyes, his heart feeling sour, numb and swollen.

So this is what it feels like to like someone and be worried about gains and losses?
He hated the feeling of being out of control and being on the passive side.

"Jiang Ning, did your second personality come out to save you?" Xie Jingyan asked softly.

Jiang Ning was stunned. She pursed her red lips, not knowing how to answer.

Xie Jingyan tilted his head slightly and looked at her. "You are different from the Jiang Ning I know. You two have opposite personalities. I can't imagine why people change so quickly. The only scientific explanation is that when people are stimulated, they will awaken the second personality hidden in their body. She will appear when needed. Even if they are in the same body, they are two clearly different people."

Jiang Ning is silent. He is not a second personality, but he is also two different people.

Xie Jingyan continued, "I've looked up some information on this. When a person awakens a dual personality, they will switch sides within a certain period of time. Jiang Ning, will that bad you come back?"

Jiang Ning breathed a sigh of relief: "Do you want her to come back?"

Xie Jingyan reached out and held Jiang Ning's hand, lowering his eyes to look at her pale cheeks: "I don't know... they are all you, right?"

Jiang Ning opened her lips and looked down at Xie Jingyan who was holding her hand tightly. There was a complex emotion in her eyes: "Xie Jingyan, you and I are not suitable."

"How do you know if you don't try?" He was very stubborn and refused to let go.

Jiang Ning was at his wit's end.

She could only say, "If... the bad me from before came back, all you would suffer would be pain."

Jiang Ning didn't know whether she would be wiped out.

She is dead.

The soul that was in this body before will naturally reappear.

Xie Jingyan clenched her fingertips: "Will love bloom in pain?"

Jiang Ning was speechless.

My heart also becomes bitter.

Is it really necessary to have her?

Jiang Ning herself didn't know she was this good. She turned her head away, somewhat helplessly: "Whatever."

He put his arms around her and rested his head on the crook of her neck: "Jiang Ning, let me lean on you."

Jiang Ning didn't refuse again, but responded softly: "Okay."

At this moment, the two hearts that were originally far apart seemed to be rapidly approaching without realizing it.

Jiang Ning looked at Xie Jingyan's hand and quietly shook it back a little.

Feeling his warmth, I recalled the time when I was transported into this book and all the little things that happened between him and me. It seemed like they had many memories together.

A cold mechanical sound suddenly rang in my ears.

[The 101st capturer of this world has violated the character setting. The world will follow the rules and wipe you out within three months.]

Jiang Ning suddenly opened his eyes.

The voice in my mind called: [Xiao Mi?]
After a few minutes, Xiao Mi appeared.

Xiaomi: [Host! It's not me, but you are indeed being targeted by this world's consciousness.]

Xiao Mi's tone was full of regret: [Host, you're moved. Have you forgotten what I said? Does falling in love with the male lead mean you're giving up your life?]

Jiang Ning sighed: [So if the male lead falls in love with me, I don't have to risk my life?]
Xiaomi was speechless: [……]

There is no solution to this game.

"I want to try again... If I can save Jiang Yan, then I can also break this deadlock. You know, I can never say no. I'm a serious and stubborn person." Jiang Ning said.

She is the type who responds to soft words but not harsh ones.

She actually hoped that Xie Jingyan would be hurt by her words and stay away from her.

But she alienated him, pushed him away, and insulted him again and again.

He could still love her without losing sight of the pain he once felt.

How can there be such people in this world?

He has a face that could bring disaster to the country and the people, but he is extremely paranoid.

Jiang Ning was tired of refusing.

[Let’s try it, just in case…]
What if she could be with Xie Jingyan.

Can break the rules of this world.

Can change everyone's destiny...

just in case……

She can live.

Xiao Mi: [Alas, host... Never mind, let's not worry about the mission for now. I'll help you.]

Jiang Ning was stunned: [Xiao Mi...you...]
Xiaomi turned into a ball of light and stuck to her.

The voice was cheerful: [Host, didn't you say we were good friends? Good friends are willing to sacrifice their lives for each other. We've known each other for so long, it's a revolutionary friendship. From the moment I bound you, I knew that even if you harmed others as planned, you would find a way to make things right in the end. You're different from the hundred previous capturers; you wouldn't harm anyone.]

Jiang Ning was speechless.

Finally, he laughed: [But our strategy progress is already 85%.]
Xiao Mi is quite open-minded: [Progress is just a number. Whether it's successful or not depends entirely on the world's consciousness. Also... Host, this body you've traveled through is soulless. It only has a setting. When no one is traveling through it, this body will only operate according to the program set by the world.]

Jiang Ning always thought that it was because she traveled through time and space and squeezed out her original soul. So there was no soul in this body. So before her, this body controlled her behavior just like it controlled Jiang Yan?
She quickly asked: "What about the others besides this body?"
Xiaomi: [Tests have shown that they all possess their own souls. Only a body without a soul can accommodate travelers. Controlling characters' behavior consumes the energy of the world consciousness. When it can no longer control them, it disappears. Therefore, it chooses to accept one chosen traveler after another in a world on the verge of collapse.]

(End of this chapter)