The growth system comes at the age of 30

Chapter 47 Changes in Mentality

The next second before Chen Jingle turned his head and pretended nothing had happened, he suddenly realized a problem.

"Why should I be afraid? Why should I be embarrassed?"

Is it shame? Is it lack of confidence?

Or has this emotion unknowingly developed into disease shame?
"That's totally unnecessary. I was just running, and the other person was just sitting in the stands watching. Neither of us was overstepping the boundaries. Even if someone was watching us, so what? Would I lose a piece of meat if someone stared at me for a few more times?"

Why do you feel so guilty about stealing?
Are you very ashamed of yourself?

"I don't think I've ever thought about this problem seriously."

Chen Jingle's thoughts were scattered.

For example, when he crosses the road at a traffic light, he always subconsciously looks at his phone to hide his unnatural emotions, and always feels that people in the car are looking at him with a mocking and contemptuous look.

In serious cases, when walking, I don’t even know whether to take the left or right foot.

Just now, it happened too. After he realized that others were looking at him, his running rhythm was disrupted.

"This should be considered a serious psychological problem, right?" Chen Jingle frowned slightly.

It's really unnecessary and shouldn't be done.

I used to be ordinary and didn’t want to be noticed, but now I’m gradually becoming outstanding and standing out more and more. I don’t require myself to actively show myself in front of outsiders, but I don’t have to hide myself either.

When it is time to be graceful, be graceful.

There is nothing shameful about me!

"Maybe it's because the changes during this period are too big. My body has adapted to the new changes, but my mental state has not kept up. In fact, there is no need to worry about it."

In just a few seconds, Chen Jingle's mind was full of thoughts.

When he figured out the problem, he felt relieved.

Because of the negative impact of his childhood growing environment, a mental illness that had troubled him for many years was cured without any treatment.

……

After running five kilometers, there were a lot more students walking around on campus.

The girl in the stands is still there.

Seeing Chen Jingle looking over, the other party smiled and waved at him.

This time, Chen Jingle did not avoid his gaze, but smiled and nodded in response.

This was a huge step forward for him.

There is no need to show off in front of outsiders, nor is there any need to appear timid and inferior in front of outsiders.

Just be yourself with a normal mind.

The girl was obviously a little surprised by Chen Jingle's response, but before she could think about it, Chen Jingle turned around and rode away on his electric scooter.

"Eh?!"

She blinked her eyes, not understanding why, even though such a short period of time had passed, some changes seemed to have taken place in Chen Jingle.

"really interesting."

I just wonder if he will come at this time tomorrow?

……

Student cafeteria.

"Classmate, can you help me swipe my card? I'll transfer the money to you."

"Ah? Are you the one who was interviewed yesterday..." The boy who was stopped actually recognized Chen Jingle.

It seems that Chen Jingle still underestimated the popularity of the video and the recognition of his own face.

"Uh yeah, it's me. Is that convenient?"

Although Chen Jingle was still a little embarrassed when he was recognized, he felt much better than he had expected. At least he did not run away with his face flushed.

"No problem!" the other party agreed readily.

"Thank you!"

"You're welcome! You're really handsome, bro!"

"Thank you, you're not bad either."

"Haha, thank you too!"

"..."

When a boy says you are handsome, it means you are really handsome!

Of course, to express his gratitude, Chen Jingle also handed over a box of milk as usual. He noticed that many people in the cafeteria were whispering to him, but he was able to accept it calmly.

After all, the Normal College is just an ordinary second-tier university. Unlike those top universities, it does not have its own topics and it is rare for hot news to interest students.

A video related to their own college finally emerged, and naturally it spread quickly among students.

Chen Jingle’s appearance is certainly eye-catching, and secondly, the show effect is also explosive.

It's something that's meant to make you happy. Since it can make you happy, why resist it?
In this way, Chen Jingle became a "celebrity" in the Normal College in just one day.

“So far, the situation seems to be normal.”

Chen Jingle was completely relieved.

As long as it doesn't affect his daily exercise.

……

Back home,
Just after completing today's image management under the urging of the system, WX received a message from Liang Cheng.

"Mosimoxi!"

Liang Cheng asked straight to the point: "How have you and Zhong Qing been chatting these days?"

"It's okay, just chatting normally." Chen Jingle replied casually.

Liang Cheng: "Come on, old man, you should have some self-awareness, don't wait for others to take the initiative."

"That's too much of a personal attack."

Chen Jingle sent a friendship punch emoticon pack.

"Just telling the truth."

Liang Cheng urged, "By the way, you've been at home for so long, why don't you go out for a trip? For example, to the provincial capital? Let Zhong Qing be your tour guide."

Chen Jingle rolled his eyes. "I've been studying and working in the provincial capital for almost 10 years. Do I need her to be my tour guide? If you want to arrange a meeting between us, just tell me."

"So when are you going to meet that person?"

"Why rush? It's not time yet."

"When is the time?"

"It depends."

"Ah~"

Seeing that he didn't fall for it, Liang Cheng felt disgusted.

At this rate, brother, when can you become my brother-in-law?

Chen Jingle changed the subject: "How come you have so much free time to slack off? Don't you have to work?"

Liang Cheng: "I'm not slacking off. I just arrived at the office and it's not time to go to work yet. Besides, I've already decided where to go, and now I'm starting to hand over the work at hand, so I can barely take a breath."

"envious!"

"Get lost! What are you envious of? Are you envious of the fact that I have an office with dozens of signs? Are you envious of the fact that I don't get overtime pay for working overtime on holidays? Are you envious of the fact that an old lady hit me on the head with a pole during mediation? If I'm really envious, why don't you take the exam?"

"Forget it. My personality is not suitable for that environment."

"You talk as if I'm the right one for this job. In the end, it's all for the stability my parents talk about. If it weren't for the five-year service period, I would have run away long ago. Now that I've made it through five years, if I run away now, wouldn't all my hard work be in vain?"

Alas, it is true that people outside the besieged city want to get in, and people inside the besieged city want to get out.

Chen Jingle felt sympathetic: "It's okay, the boat has already passed through thousands of mountains."

"It's too early. If I really go to the city bureau, I'll still be a slave, just closer to home."

Liang Cheng has already come to terms with it. The grassroots level is not a place for human beings to stay.

But his wife is Zhong Jing, not Zhong Xiaoai.

"In short, complain when you should, scold your leaders when you should, and don't put yourself in a difficult position."

"That must!"

"..."

For Liang Cheng, the path of the system is far from being as glamorous as people imagine, and it cannot help him cross the so-called class.

in contrast,

He may need to use all his life's passion to break the social shackles and fetters he encounters at work and to solve the difficulties and poverty of the people he sees.

In fact, Chen Jingle was the one he envied.

(End of this chapter)