Huayu: I'm reborn, but you still force me to be a scumbag?

Chapter 371 Pleading

It is difficult for Chen Nuo to describe this feeling.

It is an extremely magical experience that is hard to describe.

From the senses to the heart, it is unique.

If he could get on a time machine and go back to the past, he could tell his lonely self what it feels like to have offspring.

He racked his brains and could only describe it like this based on his past experience:
Just like in ancient times, a wanderer who had been wandering for many years, after going through many hardships, finally returned home. When he opened the door of his home, he was exhausted and saw his parents whom he missed day and night.

My parents are old and their faces are unfamiliar, completely different from what I remember.

At that moment, what the wanderer felt was very similar to how he felt now.

Although there is a sense of alienation and strangeness, beyond this, there is something illusory that connects life to life.

No words or thoughts are needed, that thing can make each other understand that the person in front of them is the one closest to them.

And this thing is called blood connection.

……

From today on, there is one more person in this world who is connected to him by blood, in addition to his parents.

Holding this newborn baby in his arms, Chen Nuo felt as light as holding a ball of cotton, yet as heavy as holding up the whole world.

Her little face was red and wrinkled, her eyes were tightly closed, and she trembled occasionally. Soft hair stuck to her forehead, and he could even smell a faint scent of milk.

His arms slowly stiffened unconsciously.

There is an idiom that means "treat something like a treasure". At this moment, Chen Nuo completely understood how aptly this idiom described the relationship between father and daughter.

Isn't that what he is like?

He was very careful, afraid of hurting her accidentally.

However, a warm current suddenly surged in his chest, making his eyes feel a little hot and his nose a little sore.

At this moment, time seemed to stand still.

"Chen, give me the child. You should go see her now." The female doctor said softly, extending her hand to him with a professional and gentle smile on her face.

Chen Nuo knew that was indeed the case.

He nodded and carefully handed the angel over.

I watched the other person take the child, skillfully adjust the swaddle, then turn and walk to the baby incubator next to him.

Then he took a deep breath, turned and walked towards the stairs to the basement.

In the basement delivery room, the nursing team had already packed up.

Although the smell of disinfectant still lingers in the air, it is no longer pungent.

He saw Fan Binbing half leaning on an adjusted delivery bed in the center of the room, covered with a light blue blanket, her hair wet and sticking to her forehead, her face as pale as paper, her arms limply draped over the blanket, her eyes closed, as if she was asleep.

But maybe because his footsteps were a little loud when he entered the room, Fan Binbing suddenly opened her eyes again and looked at him. There was a flash of light in her eyes that was difficult for him to understand and had a complex meaning.

Not sure if it was an illusion, but Chen Nuo even sensed a hint of hostility from it.

Then, Fan Binbing closed his eyes again.

Chen Nuo thanked the nurses who stayed in the delivery room. They shook hands with him and left quietly.

Finally, the only ones left here were a man and a woman who had just become parents.

Chen Nuo slowly walked to the bed, pulled the chair next to it and sat down, sighed slightly, and held her hand on the blanket.

Fan Binbing opened her eyes again, looked at his hand, and then looked at him again.

Chen Nuo had never felt that he was so bad at speaking. After thinking for a long time, he could only say: "...You must be tired. Do you want me to wipe the sweat off your face?"

Fan Binbing shook his head slightly, "I want to see her."

Chen Nuo nodded: "Okay."

He stood up and walked to the door, opened it, and said to the young nurse standing outside: "She wants to see the baby."

Next, in less than a minute, the nurse came back carrying the little one out of the incubator.

She walked into the delivery room, placed the baby in Fan Binbing's arms, and carefully adjusted the position to ensure that her weak hands could hold the baby steady.

Fan Binbing looked down at the ugly little face in her arms, and her eyes suddenly turned red.

But she didn't say anything, just gently touched her cheek with her fingers, and the corners of her mouth slightly raised, revealing an extremely gentle smile.

As I laughed, tears started to roll down from the corners of my eyes.

Chen Nuo stood aside, watching this scene, the emotions in his heart were so complicated that it was unimaginable.

Before this, he had doubted Fan Binbing's motives for doing this, and he even thought about whether the woman wanted to exchange something for this.

And now, he felt how ridiculous and absurd those suspicions were.

The little guy moved in Fan Binbing's arms and smacked his lips.

Fan Binbing moved her face closer, with the tip of her nose almost touching the child's forehead, and began to hum softly.

This was the first time Chen Nuo heard Fan Binbing sing.

Not only is it out of tune, it's also intermittent.

But Chen Nuo felt that this was the best song he had ever heard in his life.

Fan Binbing hummed softly: "Go to sleep, go to sleep~ My dear, baby~ Mommy loves you~ Mommy~ likes~ you."

The wrinkled little creature slowly fell asleep to the sound of the deep song.

Chen Nuo hardly felt the passage of time, and he didn't know how much time had passed before the nurse came back quietly and whispered, "Miss Fan, it's almost time. You should rest now."

Fan Binbing looked at the child in her arms reluctantly, but finally nodded, let go of her hands and let the nurse take her away.

Before leaving, the young nurse glanced at Chen Nuo and said, "Chen, you just stay here with her. She needs someone to accompany her now." After that, she walked out with the child in her arms and closed the door gently.

Chen Nuo and Fan Binbing watched her, no, the angel in her hand, leave until the door closed.

At this time, Fan Binbing leaned back on the pillow, closed his eyes, and let out a long breath, as if he was exhaling all the strength in his body.

Chen Nuo looked at her pale face and said softly, "Go to sleep. I'm here."

But the next moment, Fan Binbing was not asleep.

She suddenly opened her eyes again, her eyes wide and round, and grabbed Chen Nuo's hand with her backhand, holding it very tightly.

A thick layer of mist suddenly appeared in those beautiful and bright big eyes, and tears began to flow down the cheeks like a dam bursting.

Not only that, her whole body was shaking and trembling as if she was having an epileptic seizure.

Chen Nuo was startled and was about to call a doctor.

But before he could speak, Fan Binbing also spoke at this moment.

The tone of her voice was like a woman begging the man who once loved her deeply to forgive her and give her another chance.

This way, she can survive.

"Don't take her away." Fan Binbing said, "Please."

Chen Nuo was stunned.

My heart felt like it had been punched hard.

He opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but his mouth was so dry that he couldn't utter a single syllable.

Fan Binbing's voice was like a wind chime ravaged by a violent storm, broken into pieces without syllables, and every word seemed to be squeezed out from the depths of her soul.

"Don't take her away, Chen Nuo, you promise me..."

She repeated it again, her body shaking more violently due to excessive emotional fluctuations. The hand that tightly grasped Chen Nuo, the nails almost dug into his skin, scratching him a little painfully.

"I……"

Chen Nuo said one word and closed his mouth again.

Although Fan Binbing's words came out of nowhere and seemed very abrupt, Chen Nuo knew what she was talking about.

Because yesterday afternoon, after closing the door, he and she had a conversation like this.

"If you want to help me, you have to promise me a few things first."

"Okay, you say."

"This child is mine. Whether it's a boy or a girl, he will have my last name from now on."

"no problem."

"You can come to visit him anytime, but you can only let him call you uncle. You have to wait until he is 16 years old before you can tell him your identity and our relationship."

"16 years old?"

"Correct."

"Ok."

"You can't tell anyone else about this. Not your parents, or... Wen Yongshan, Liu Yifei, and the others. No one can do that."

"Okay, but how are you going to take care of the child? Are you going to leave him in Canada?"

"No, I'll take him with me. Wherever I am, he'll be there."

"How can it be……"

"How is it impossible? When he is born, I will tell the media that he is none other than my child. However, I will not tell them who his father is."

"…Are you crazy? Do you know what you are talking about!?"

"I'm not crazy. I've thought a lot over the past few months, and finally, I've made up my mind. I don't want my child to live in the shadow of the light from an early age. I want him to know that he is my child and I am his mother. He is not a burden that I have to hide from others. From the very beginning, he has the qualifications and rights to live uprightly in the sunshine."

"……Have you thought about the consequences?"

"I've thought about it. The worst that can happen is that I can't be an actor anymore. So, I'm starting a business here, and it seems to be developing very well. So, if there really comes a day like that, I can also let him live a good life. Okay, that's it. If you agree, I'll listen to you. Otherwise, get out. Anyway... he has nothing to do with you."

The look on Fan Binbing's face at that time was something Chen Nuo had never seen before.

That kind of resolute and firm attitude is like a hard hammer that can be used to hammer a nail into the wall.

And what about him?
At that time, he was completely confused.

Just an hour ago, he learned that he had an unborn son or woman.

His mind was in a mess and he couldn't think of much. He was only thinking about how to deal with the matter.

I was in a state of not thinking at all, and just wanted to solve this sudden "trouble" as soon as possible.

Therefore, facing the so-called requests made by Fan Binbing who was pregnant, he agreed readily.

Even in a dark corner deep in his heart, he secretly felt relieved. Having children was not part of his life plan.

Only in the end, Chen Nuo was very surprised by Fan Binbing's decision. In China, Fan Binbing's actions might be only slightly worse than evading 7 million yuan in taxes.

This was completely beyond his understanding of this woman in his previous life.

Although he agreed in the end, he really didn't understand.

why?
Why is Fan Binbing, a woman who loves walking the red carpet, watching shows, being the center of attention, and also likes movies and acting, willing to give up the career she has worked hard for all her life for the sake of the child in her belly?
why.

It wasn't until now that he knew the reason.

Because, when he saw the newborn little life, he also had an impulse to do whatever it takes.

Maybe this is the difference between mom and dad.

When a mother is pregnant for ten months, she becomes a mother.

A father needs to see and touch it with his own eyes to become a father.

So, 20 minutes ago, when holding the little guy in his arms, Chen Nuo really wanted to go back on his word.

He doesn't want his child to have the last name Fan.

He also didn't want just visitation rights.

He didn't want to wait until sixteen years before hearing the word "Dad".

He wanted to be with her, sing lullabies to her, and accompany her as she grew up.

He wanted to share her day, not just the retelling from anyone.

He wanted to hear her call him as the first word when she started to speak.

He also wanted to announce to the world as soon as possible that he, Chen Nuo, had the most beautiful and lovely little princess in the world!

He had already decided to discuss this matter with Fan Binbing after she recovered a little.

But, unexpectedly, this woman actually saw through it.

Chen Nuo didn't know how Fan Binbing did it, he had clearly used his best acting skills.

Fan Binbing's pale face was covered with tear marks, and her eyes were bloodshot. She stared at him intently, her eyes full of pleading, her words intermittent and incoherent, "Promise me, please. Please, Chen Nuo. You promised me, didn't you? She is mine, don't take her away..."

Her lips were trembling slightly, and her hair was now messily sticking to both sides of her cheeks, making her face look even more haggard.

Her hands tightly grasped the corner of Chen Nuo's clothes, as if it was her last straw, and her knuckles turned white from the force.

Every word she said seemed to have been spoken with all her strength, "Chen Nuo, I...she is all I have. Ever since I knew I had her, she has been my life."

"Every night, I touch my belly, talk to her, and imagine what she looks like. I can't lose her, I really can't. Please, don't take her away..."

She begged in an almost humble manner, her body trembling with excitement and weakness, like a candle in the wind.

If he just wanted to refute her, Chen Nuo could actually come up with ten thousand ways to say it.

What was stolen or not was just her paranoia.

However, from an objective perspective, it was difficult for him to treat a woman who had just given birth to his child in this way.

Wouldn't that be the case?

Unless he marries her.

Otherwise, with his growing wealth and status, he would eventually become like a whirlpool, sweeping away everything around him and making everything centered around him.

He is old enough in his heart, and he has enough rationality and insight to understand this.

This objective fact is not even dominated by individual subjective will.

Just like a rich and generous uncle, in many cases he may be more loved by children than a pair of poor and stingy biological parents.

This is a question about human nature and the truth of reality.

Of course, the comparison between Fan Binbing and him cannot be made so simply.

But there's no guarantee that this won't happen.

Once this becomes a reality, for Fan Binbing it would be tantamount to "stealing her child."

No?
Chen Nuo didn't know whether Fan Binbing came to this conclusion through rational thinking or just a mother's intuition.

In short, she did have a true insight into this cruel and ruthless truth.

What about him?
What should he do?
Should he agree?

PS:
I owe you 1000 monthly tickets for the extra chapter. I have to write slowly here to avoid mistakes.

(End of this chapter)