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Chapter 460 Can’t Forget

A white BMW pulled up in front of Cao Sheng's villa and honked twice.

Soon, bodyguard Lei Zhen came running into the courtyard.

In the driver's seat of the BMW, Huang Qingya, whose face resembled the jade-faced Guanyin, raised her hand to push up her gold-rimmed glasses and quietly watched Lei Zhen run closer.

This BMW is one she recently bought.

After breaking up with Cao Sheng, she suddenly had the urge to go shopping, but after buying clothes and shoes, she still couldn't alleviate the emptiness she felt after the breakup.

So she decided to change cars.

He thought that using his writing fees to buy a nice car would change his mood.

Then, they switched to this white BMW.

In the days after she got the new car, she felt a real difference in her mood, and she felt a sense of accomplishment every time she drove it.

This is the car she bought with her own royalties.

This car proves that she's doing quite well in the online literature world. She knows that there aren't many writers who can afford a BMW with their royalties.

And Huang Qingya did it.

only……

The joy and sense of accomplishment from getting a new car seem to only bring her superficial happiness.

Even in the dead of night, she still feels an emptiness inside.

This emptiness constantly reminds her that she hasn't moved on from this relationship.

And today, she came to Cao Sheng's place again.

Because she found herself unable to resist the emptiness in her heart, she still wanted to see him.

I even wanted to take off his pants.

Lei Zhen recognized Huang Qingya.

Upon seeing that Huang Qingya was driving, Lei Zhen quickly opened the gate to the yard. Huang Qingya didn't say anything, but honked the horn to express her gratitude before driving the car into the yard.

"Who is this?"

Qu Hai, a bodyguard who had just started his job, saw a white BMW drive into the yard and noticed a beautiful woman driving it. He couldn't help but ask Sun Liang, who was standing next to him, a question out of curiosity.

Sun Liang glanced at him and smiled, "Oh, she's the boss's girlfriend. Make a note of her! You can't afford to offend her."

Qu Hai was a little surprised. After thinking for a moment, he immediately jogged towards Huang Qingya's BMW.

The BMW came to a stop, and Huang Qingya unbuckled her seatbelt. Just as she was about to open the door, Qu Hai, who had run over, pulled it open. "Boss lady, please get out of the car!"

Huang Qingya was stunned and turned to look at the man in the black training uniform in surprise.

He called me "boss lady"?
This is what surprised Huang Qingya.

With mixed feelings, she got out of the car, nodded to Qu Hai, closed the car door, and walked towards the outdoor staircase leading to the second floor.

At this moment, another new bodyguard, Huang Lijun, also stepped forward and bowed to greet her, "Hello, boss lady!"

Huang Qingya glanced at him, nodded slightly, and gave him a smile.

The door on the second floor was wide open.

She paused at the door, peeked inside, and saw Cao Sheng sitting on the balcony drinking tea and reading. After a slight hesitation, she went inside.

Cao Sheng, who was on the balcony, heard her footsteps but did not look up. He had already heard her car drive into the yard and knew that she had come.

But they had already broken up, and now that she had come over again today, he felt he shouldn't be as enthusiastic as before.

If you've broken up, you should act like you've broken up.

The key issue is that he doesn't want to get back together.

Therefore, you should be even less enthusiastic towards her.

If he makes her mistakenly believe that he wants to get back together, it might lead to more complicated emotional entanglements later on.

The reason he didn't want to get back together wasn't that he had no feelings for Huang Qingya anymore; it was simply that he had realized his heart wasn't settled and he lacked the confidence to live with only her. Reason told him that staying single was the best choice for him.

His indifferent attitude, without even looking up, made Huang Qingya, who was approaching him, feel very uncomfortable.

I thought to myself: You've already lost feelings for me so quickly? When we were still together, you weren't acting like this when you were taking my clothes off.

As she approached him, she saw that he still didn't look up and was calmly flipping through the book in his hands. She glanced at the small folding table next to her and the purple clay teapot on it. She remained silent for a few seconds, then took a step back and sat down on the chaise lounge next to the balcony.

He was about one meter away.

Looking at him quietly, she suddenly spoke in a low voice: "Didn't you tell the bodyguards that we've broken up?"

Cao Sheng still didn't look up at her, he just hummed in response.

Huang Qingya looked at him and pressed, "Why?"

Cao Sheng looked up at her, met her gaze for a few seconds, and calmly asked, "Why did you tell them?"

Huang Qingya: "..."

After a moment of silence, Huang Qingya said, "They just called me 'boss lady,' but you and I both know that I'm no longer."

Cao Sheng looked at her, a faint smile appearing on his lips, and nodded slightly. "I see. When you leave later, you can clarify things with them. I have no objection."

Huang Qingya: "..."

After breaking up, Huang Qingya found that her feelings were more complicated than before she came here.

On one hand, she suspected that Cao Sheng still had feelings for her and hoped that she would come back, as evidenced by the two bodyguards calling her "boss lady."

On the other hand, she suspected that Cao Sheng had fallen in love with someone else and no longer had feelings for her. He didn't even lift his eyelids when she walked over, and his calm gaze at this moment was proof of that.

She has now come to two completely different conclusions.

One reason is that he still has feelings for her.

His coldness towards her at that moment was merely a way of masking his true feelings.

Another possibility is that he really has fallen for someone else. The reason he didn't tell his bodyguards that they had broken up is simply because he forgot to say it, or he felt it was unnecessary to tell his bodyguards about his private life. That's why he's so indifferent at this moment.

So, the question is, what is the truth?
She and Cao Sheng looked at each other.

Cao Sheng smiled faintly, lowered his eyelids, continued reading the book in his hands, and asked casually, "You said on the phone that you needed to talk to me. What is it?"

Huang Qingya frowned slightly. What did she need to see him for? She had just been missing him terribly lately, and today she saw the news online about his investment in Tencent. She couldn't help but want to see him to ease her longing.

The reason she said she came to see him was just an excuse, a way of saying she was worried he would refuse her visit.

She paused for a moment, then gave a self-deprecating laugh, "We broke up, and now that we meet again, you won't even offer me a cup of tea?"

Just then, footsteps approached from the restaurant.

Huang Qingya turned her head and saw a young woman in her early thirties, wearing a black apron around her waist and carrying a cup of tea, walking briskly towards her.

Cao Sheng's calm voice came: "Don't worry! Auntie will make you some tea."

The young woman carrying a teacup walked briskly over; she was the aunt introduced by Cui Xinyu, a cousin-in-law from Cui Xinyu's hometown.

She is 32 years old this year, named Qin Xiyue, and is about the same age as Huang Qingya.

She is quite attractive.

She's a decent cook and quite efficient at housework.

Huang Qingya watched as this woman, who was about the same age as her, walked quickly over with a cup of tea in both hands. The pretty woman had a slightly ingratiating smile on her face. Huang Qingya looked at her and fell silent for a moment.

Although she felt that this aunt's appearance, figure, and temperament were no match for hers.

However, rural women's appearances often reveal their true age, and Huang Qingya could roughly tell at a glance that this aunt was about the same age as herself.

This made her feel a little down. "Please have some tea, ma'am!"

Qin Xiyue, holding a cup of tea, approached Huang Qingya and spoke somewhat nervously.

Huang Qingya forced a smile, nodded slightly, took the teacup from Qin Xiyue, and thanked her.

Qin Xiyue retreated somewhat nervously.

She could sense that the atmosphere between the boss and the landlady was not quite right. She felt that the landlady had a bad temper and seemed a bit difficult to get along with.

So, when she stepped down, Qin Xiyue was a little worried that something might happen to her job.
Will the boss fire me because I'm so young and pretty?
Qin Xiyue returned to the kitchen with a nervous heart and continued working.

It's on the balcony in the living room.

After remaining silent, Huang Qingya finally spoke again: "Do you really have to do this? Can't we be friends after breaking up?"

Her feelings became increasingly complicated at this moment.

Women of similar age and quite attractive could only be his aunts, and he had been so indifferent to her ever since she entered the house.

This made her feel very uncomfortable.

Cao Sheng looked up again.

Frowning slightly.

After thinking about what she just said, I finally understood what she meant.

Does she think I'm being too cold? That I don't consider her a friend?
However, before his rebirth, he had long been accustomed to breakups being like death, and he would never contact any woman again after breaking up with him.

This is related to his personality and his life from childhood to adulthood.

His family was poor when he was a child, and he remained poor throughout junior high, high school, and college. When he was penniless, he could only place his hopes on the future.

Even after he gradually became wealthy, he couldn't break this habit. Whether in his career or relationships, he always placed his hopes on the future and never wanted to look back.

He didn't want to go back to the poor days of the past.

I don't want to go back to the broken relationship I had before.

Deep down, he harbored a persistent thought of being a scumbag: only by not going back to an ex could he have the chance to meet new beauties, start a new relationship, and enjoy the company of a new woman.

This is something very novel.

But if they get back together, he won't have the chance to sleep with a new beautiful woman.

When he first had this thought, he doubted his own character and whether he was a scumbag deep down.
later?

He found an excuse for himself: everyone is fickle, so only those who are faithful in relationships are praised and admired.

Of course, Huang Qingya was the only girlfriend he dated after his rebirth.

They hold a different weight in his heart.

But he still doesn't want to get back together.

Faced with her questioning, Cao Sheng remained silent for a moment, then smiled and said, "Don't deceive yourself. We've dated. Even if you're dressed, I can imagine what you look like naked. Similarly, when you see me, you should be able to imagine what I look like. We see each other without any censorship. How can we continue to be friends?"

"Uncensored?"

Huang Qingya was stunned for a moment before she gradually understood what he meant. Her cheeks flushed slightly, and her two plump legs unconsciously squeezed together.

His gaze flickered, and he lowered his head awkwardly, pushing up his glasses to hide his embarrassment.

She knew in her heart that he was right.

He was indeed uncensored in her eyes.

However, she still wanted to be friends with him, so she had to refute his words.

She thought for a moment, then looked up at Cao Sheng.

Cao Sheng had once again lowered his head and continued reading.

Is he doing this so that he won't see my uncensored self?
Huang Qingya's face turned even redder. She bit her lip and stubbornly argued, "You're talking nonsense! Wearing clothes means wearing clothes! What do you mean by censored or uncensored? Even if you see me without censorship now, it only means that we haven't been broken up for long enough. After a while, you'll naturally forget what I looked like without censorship, right? At that time, can't we still be friends?"

Cao Sheng calmly turned another page of his book.

Without looking up, she calmly said, "Then let's be friends again when I can't remember what you look like without the censorship!"

Huang Qingya frowned as she looked at him.

She couldn't wait that long.

It's because she still can't forget him that she came to see him today.

When they can no longer remember each other's uncensored appearance, will she still need to seek out him as a friend?

She suddenly stood up. "Come here for a second! I have something for you."

As she spoke, she strode toward the master bedroom.

Cao Sheng frowned slightly and silently looked up at her back.

Did she give me something?
what?
Why not give it here?

It has to be said that Huang Qingya successfully piqued his curiosity.

He hesitated for a moment, put down the book in his hand, got up, straightened his collar and sleeves, and followed her into the master bedroom.

As soon as she stepped inside, Huang Qingya reached out and closed the door.

Cao Sheng turned to look at her, "What is this? Why did you bring it to my room?"

Huang Qingya looked at him with a flushed face, biting her lip lightly, and her breathing became noticeably heavier.

Cao Sheng sensed something and subconsciously took a half step back. Suddenly, Huang Qingya stepped forward, cupped his face in her hands, stood on tiptoe, and kissed his lips.

"Woooo..."

Cao Sheng tried to say something, but his words were all cut off.

I wanted to push her away, but I hesitated.

After all, he still liked her, and he was powerless against her body.

Otherwise, he wouldn't have been able to resist making a move on her that night when they first drank together.

Although the world did not change color after that kiss.

But when their lips parted, their colors clearly changed.

My breathing became rapid.

The way they looked at each other shone with a fiery light.

"Are you willing to be my friend now? Why can't we be friends? I'm so generous to my friends... Will you ever find another friend as good as me?"

Huang Qingya put her arms around Cao Sheng's neck and whispered a question in his ear.

Cao Sheng wanted to laugh.

I think if she makes friends like this, she will be successful in everything she does, and it won't be long before she has friends all over the world.

"Isn't your way of making friends illegal?"

He asked with a smile.

"What's it to you? I'm going to be friends with you this way, why do you talk so much nonsense? Making friends is such a hassle!"

Huang Qingya said with dissatisfaction, grabbing his collar with one hand and pulling him toward the bed.

In the kitchen, separated from the master bedroom by a dining room, Qin Xiyue, who was working, faintly heard noises coming from the master bedroom. Her face grew redder and redder, and her hands began to tremble as she chopped vegetables.

She thought she might have misjudged the situation. The boss and his wife seemed to have a good relationship. Otherwise, how could they be so passionate in broad daylight?

(End of this chapter)