Back to 1997, I became the originator of online literature

Chapter 107 Remarks on the launch
It’s time to write my thanks for the release of the product. I can’t remember how many times I have written this.

Where should we start?

I entered the industry in 04 and this year marks my 21st year in the industry.

During this period, due to a series of failures, I had to change my career and went out to work for a few years.

In the past two years, the idea of ​​changing careers has come to my mind again and again.

I feel that I can't keep up with the times, my writing style is outdated, the generation gap between me and the new generation of readers is getting bigger and bigger, and what I write is becoming increasingly difficult for people to resonate with.

Therefore, the idea of ​​quitting the circle is becoming stronger and stronger.

There is a cruel reality before me - when I had good grades in the past, I called myself a loser, and in the past two years it seems that I have really become a loser.

I used to call myself Lao Mu, and now it has become a reality.

I am really old. Even though my childhood memories are still vivid and I am still young and frivolous, I have already reached the 40th year of my life. The white hair on my temples reminds me that I am not young anymore.

Before I released this new book, my old readers had almost disappeared.

Because I failed too many times in a row.

Among my last three books, one lost in the first round of recommendations, and another lost in the second round. Even though I gritted my teeth and withstood the pressure, insisting on finishing these two books to 94 and 80 words respectively to give an explanation to the book fans who were chasing for updates, everyone still gradually left me.

Facts have proved that as long as you fail, no matter how responsible you are, it is useless.

The longer you persist, the more ridicule you will receive.

I don't know how many times I've heard people call me a loser or a little Karami in these years.

I didn't refute.

When my grades were bad, I never refuted any humiliation. I just silently tasted the taste of failure, and then reflected, reflected, and reflected again.

I hypnotize myself again and again in my heart: I am suitable for playing against the wind, and I will definitely be able to turn the tide.

I know I am not qualified to stop writing because my two children are still young, one is 6 years old and the other is 3 years old. They need me to earn a living and they also need me to help them find a father.

Once a child is born, it cannot be put back in, so I can only grit my teeth and move forward.

Then, as you can see, I opened this book.

Some people say that my book is too plain.

Some people say I've regressed.

Some people say I'm living off my past achievements.

Some people say that I have finally returned to the track I am good at.

Some people say I'm writing an autobiography.

Some people say that I am crazy about becoming a god, and this book is my fantasy.

Say anything.

In fact, I wrote about this topic ten years ago, and later wrote a book called "Return to 2006". Ten years ago, when I wrote "Rebirth 2003", I didn't think about making money, I just wanted to write a story to commemorate my youth in this industry.

I wrote "Return to 2006" because my book "Against the Current 2004" was banned, and I was still in debt at the time. I didn't have a penny in savings, but I had to pay off the debt, pay the mortgage, and raise children. The pressure of life was enormous, so I rushed to start "Return to 2006". That book was indeed intended to make money, and it also had the best first-order data of all my works.

After that, I didn’t dare touch this subject again, for fear that I would ruin it.

Until two months ago, I suddenly had new inspiration on this subject and felt confident that I could write a different book, so I started writing this one.

What you see is the finished product I published. You may not be able to tell, but in this book I have changed the writing style that I am most familiar with.

When I wrote before, I liked to express myself.

This time I'm trying to write what you guys want to see.

The biggest transformation for me this time is from expressing myself to serving you.

If my writing is not good, it is my level problem, not my attitude problem. I hope you can forgive me.

When I published this book, I had some confidence, but I was also mentally prepared to give up this author account if it failed again.

I will change my username and no one will hold me to the standards of an old author anymore. After all, I am just old, not a god. I can't write at the level of a platinum god, and no one will chase me and call me a loser anymore.

Then, amidst a mixture of criticism and praise, this book has received about 11 recommendations so far, which is more than the total number of recommendations for my previous three books combined.

When the data was at its best, the number of collections just exceeded 10,000 and the number of followers exceeded 5,000.

For this reason, I was given several more recommendation positions later on, which basically means I have occupied all the recommendation positions that I can get during the new book period.

So, thank you all for your support.

I didn’t dare to say these data before because I was afraid that everyone would know that because of your follow-up reading, I got several more recommendations, which resulted in the book being delayed in being put on the shelves and updated, and then everyone would stop reading it.

Here, I would like to say to you all sincerely: Thank you very much.

It is your support that has ensured that this book has never lost even once when competing with other works of the same period during its new book period.

but……

I’ve been preparing and publishing a new book for more than two months, and I haven’t even earned enough to cover my internet fees.

Electricity bills, living expenses, children's tuition, and milk powder money are all eating into my savings.

The economy can no longer sustain it.

It will be available after 12 o'clock tonight. I hope everyone can subscribe to support it.

Three consecutive defeats are bad enough, please don’t let me have four consecutive defeats.

Give me some motivation to keep writing.

Thank you all!

Today's two free chapters are presented in advance and will be on the shelves after 12 o'clock tonight. We look forward to your support.

(End of this chapter)