Beijing Night Snow

Chapter 63 Sorry, kid
She "abandoned" the child, but he wanted to be happy.

After a long pause and thinking for a long time, Song Jinhe finally said, "Your father doesn't know that you are really here. He didn't mean to reject you."

"I didn't know I was here, I..."

Song Jinhe didn't say the rest of the sentence. It was true that she didn't know Ping Le had already come at that time, but she didn't dare to say that she would keep him without hesitation after knowing it.

She was extremely uneasy at that time. If she was asked to choose between Chen Yucong and Ping Le, she would choose Chen Yucong without hesitation.

She had no attachment to this world, and it was Chen Yucong who gave her hope to live.

So Song Jinhe didn't dare to say it.

So she has always felt guilty all these years. After all, she is the one who let Pingle down!

Song Jinhe bit her lips hard, and there was a faint taste of blood in her mouth.

After a long, long time, Song Jinhe said with a choked voice, "I'm sorry!"

Everything was her fault. Whether it was intentional or unintentional, the fact was that the child who was connected to her by blood was unable to come into this world.

"I am not a good mother, and I don't ask for your forgiveness. I just hope that you can meet a mother who looks forward to you wholeheartedly in your next life."

"I hope you are safe and happy."

"I'm sorry, kid."

Song Jinhe knelt there devoutly, apologizing for "abandoning" him in the past, and feeling sorry for giving up her promise to him.

She once told herself that she would not be with Chen Yucong forever. Give her some time and she would leave Chen Yucong.

After all, Pingle is gone, so why should they be happy?

If they will have a happy family in the future, then what is Pingle?
So she and Chen Yucong shouldn't be together happily.

But until now, Song Jinhe has realized that she cannot leave Chen Yucong, and she cannot bear to see Chen Yucong suffer.

She was the one who did something wrong, so she should bear all the consequences.

Song Jinhe will still remember this child in the future. She will apologize to him all her life and always hope that he will be well in his next life.

But she couldn't leave Chen Yucong behind.

Song Jinhe didn't know why she became like this. She felt very uncomfortable and burst into tears, with her shoulders shaking constantly.

When the master came over, he knew who was crying from a distance. The master stopped and did not walk over, but his expression showed a little compassion.

When Song Jinhe came out again, she saw the master outside staring into the distance, wondering what he was thinking.

She raised her hand to press her moist eyes and walked towards the master. The master also came back to his senses in the moment when Song Jinhe walked over.

When Song Jinhe approached, the master had already turned around.

Song Jinhe bowed slightly and shouted in a hoarse voice, "Master."

The master returned the greeting, his voice gentle but also full of vicissitudes, "Many things in this world are neither right nor wrong, they are just not meant to be."

It’s just like that child, it seems like neither of them did anything wrong, but it also seems like both of them are wrong. Otherwise, why would it be like this now?
Song Jinhe didn't say anything.

No amount of comfort could make her feel better.

"Go back." The master didn't say anything else.

Song Jinhe bowed again, then turned and left. The master looked at Song Jinhe's back for a long time without coming back to his senses. After a long time, he whispered, "People who are destined to meet will always meet again."

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Chen Yucong had work to do today, so he went to the company early, thinking about going back quickly after finishing his work.

Song Jinhe hasn't been in good condition recently, and he is really worried.

The first small meeting ended at half past ten in the morning. The subordinates left the meeting room one after another, but Chen Yucong did not move. He was waiting for the next group of people to come to the meeting.

Just taking advantage of this moment of time, Chen Yucong took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Song Jinhe, but Song Jinhe did not reply.

Chen Yucong stared at his phone for a long time, wondering what Song Jinhe was doing at the moment and why she didn't reply to the message?
Worried about Song Jinhe's situation, Chen Yucong called his aunt, who had just come back from buying groceries and was about to get on the elevator.

While answering the phone, the person went upstairs.

But when the aunt returned home, she found that the slippers that Song Jinhe usually wore at home were next to the shoe cabinet in the entrance hall.

The aunt was a little uncertain, so she hurried in to take a look, and found that Song Jinhe was really not at home.

"Mr. Chen, Miss Song is not at home!" Auntie said in a panic.

When Chen Yucong heard that, he instantly became nervous and stood up from his chair. "Have you seen it at home?"

"Yes, I've seen them all." said the aunt.

Chen Yucong didn't say anything and hung up the phone. He turned and walked out while calling Song Jinhe.

Just as several managers came over to prepare for a meeting, they saw Chen Yucong walking out, and his expression did not look very good.

Without waiting for them to say anything, Chen Yucong said, "We'll reschedule after the meeting."

Several managers were bewildered, looking at Chen Yucong's back, not knowing what was going on.

Chen Yucong was already walking quickly towards the office, but no one answered his call to Song Jinhe.

As time passed, the expression on Chen Yucong's face became more serious, as if something big had happened.

In fact, this is true. Song Jinhe’s affairs are the most important to Chen Yucong.

Chen Yucong had already left the company and kept calling Song Jinhe along the way, but no one answered.

All kinds of bad thoughts came to his mind, and Chen Yucong didn't dare to let himself continue thinking about it.

But for a moment he didn't know where he should go to find Song Jinhe. He slammed on the brakes and Chen Yucong stopped the car on the side of the road.

Chen Yucong tried to calm himself down and called Zhang Ting on his cell phone. Perhaps Song Jinhe just went out for something.

Zhang Ting answered the phone quickly, but she told him, "We didn't have work today, and she didn't contact me."

"Got it." Chen Yucong agreed in a deep voice and hung up the phone again.

Then Chen Yucong thought carefully again about where Song Jinhe might have gone.

Song Jinhe is a very lonely person. She doesn't have many friends around her and doesn't like to go out when she is not working.

After being stunned for a long while, Chen Yucong suddenly took action. He took out his mobile phone, opened an app, and soon saw the location displayed on it!

My dears, we will resume updates from today. Thank you for your support and patience. Xoxo!