My Player 2

Chapter 80 Remarks on the launch
Although I don’t have any drafts saved, I’ll still code the remarks for the release.

Stream-saving version: I don’t know if I can update more quickly, but I will try my best~
Non-stream saving version:

The author is a newcomer, but not a newcomer either.

In total, I have written about a million words.

Of these, 40 were from a flop book written three years ago, and the rest were beginnings that even the editor hadn’t read.

I wrote an introduction, revised it frantically, and nitpicked on the words. Then I felt that it was so bad that there was no need to submit it internally, so I deleted it, rewrote it, and repeated this cycle over and over again. It was the ultimate internal waste.

To put it bluntly, he was just using the excuse of writing a book to feel at ease with his work.

Of course, the opening that almost made me cringe was not from this book. (Although the opening of this book is also terrible)

This book is the product of my "reconciliation with myself".

I spent half a day writing this impromptu, and the beginning was filled with a bunch of lame plots. I thought that after my internal submission was rejected, I would face reality and never deceive myself that I had a talent for writing books.

In the end, I passed.

Then, of course, I need to stockpile manuscripts and prepare outlines.

As a result, I prepared for a week and only wrote one chapter, and the APEX game time was +50 hours.

So I felt that if I continued like this, I would be ruined, so I pushed myself and just sent it out.

This resulted in me not knowing what to write before updating every day.

There are a few chapters that are awkward, a few chapters that abruptly go against the main plot, and the perspectives are cut randomly, all because the deadline for this update is approaching and I'm in a hurry.

However, after writing for so long, I have gradually discovered all the tricks.

I found that after I finished writing the "protagonist" part, I couldn't even sleep well. I dreamed about long reviews from book friends scolding me.

But when I was writing about "players", I felt very happy. So next time I will write more about "players", while ensuring that it is interesting, I will do my best to control the rhythm and write content that satisfies everyone.

Update link——

I am not a professional player and my ability is limited.

Sometimes it takes me 2 hours to write a chapter, and sometimes it takes me 6 hours to write a chapter.

I don’t have any drafts saved, so it’s unlikely that I’ll be able to update today, but I’ll try my best to write as much as possible this week.

Starting tomorrow, I will strive to update 6000 words every day, and update as soon as I have the chance.

(ps: I have been suffering from insomnia recently. I will go to the hospital next week. I hope that the jet lag will be normalized so that I can have more time to write.

Thank you session——

I am really very grateful to all the book friends. Without your support, I can keep writing.

Sometimes when I can’t sleep at night, I’ll see someone leaving comments starting at one o’clock and reading them until three or four in the morning, and I’ll be overwhelmed by a great sense of happiness.

I would think, wow, it turns out that my book can also fill the emptiness of a person late at night.

I am very happy and thank you all very much.

I would also like to thank my editor, Lu Ming, for giving me advice when I was confused. He was like a beacon, giving a visible expectation to a guy like me who denies himself from time to time.

And thanks to my group DM Xilu. Because of your encouragement, I had the courage to look at what I had written. I found that what I wrote was not as bad as I imagined, and I broke free from endless internal friction.

I would also like to thank my childhood friend Dapeng, to whom I dumped all my emotional garbage.

I know I have many shortcomings, but I will work hard to evolve.

(End of this chapter)