Diary of the Improper Monster Girl Transformation.

Chapter 426 Her Secret Conversation with Him (4.4K views, please subscribe!)
"You mean, I'm already dead?"

"Yes! He's dead!"

"...That's it."

died?

Flora was surprisingly not overly excited upon hearing the result.

death.

In the end, Flora could not resist death and shamefully revealed her inner unease.

She's actually quite afraid of dying.

She didn't want to never be able to open her eyes again; she didn't want to die like this.

But now, after being ruthlessly informed of her death, she remained remarkably calm.

She didn't vehemently deny it, nor did she go crazy because it was unacceptable... she felt nothing at all.

Deep down, there was only a sense of melancholy, like, "Ah, so that's how it is?"

In the end, did I really die?
That's really quite sad...

This tragic ending saddened onlookers, but it didn't surprise her much.

It seems that subconsciously, she had already guessed this outcome.

Flora chose to believe Herbert's promise and followed him, becoming his temporary servant...

But deep down, this wise man among demons didn't really believe he could fulfill the promise.

It's just that a drowning person is unwilling to give up their only lifeline, blindly choosing to believe and try anything as a last resort.

really……

The idea of ​​defying fate is nothing but a mortal's delusion.

Flora's lips twitched slightly, and she shook her head helplessly.

She took a deep breath and then slowly exhaled, as if trying to expel all the emotions in her chest with that breath.

"Ugh……"

In that sigh, there was sadness at one's own death, regret at never being able to open one's eyes again, and weariness at ultimately being unable to resist fate...

But amidst all these complex emotions, there was none of hatred.

There was no hatred for Herbert, the "murderer" who killed him.

Not even a little bit.

Flora did not blame him for her death.

His own death was not his fault.

Before taking action, Flora already knew the wind direction and had considered all the possibilities.

Herbert did not pressure her, but instead offered her a risky option.

The current outcome is her own choice after weighing everything.

I was just a little unlucky.

Even without him, I will not give up fighting against my instincts.

One day, won't we all end up like this?
As long as one cannot overcome that chaotic instinct, it makes no difference whether one dies young or old.

That kind of life, at best, is just not dying.

There is never true living.

Herbert, at least, gave himself hope.

Therefore, Flora did not hate Herbert; on the contrary, she was filled with gratitude towards him.

"And in the end, he stayed by my side..."

Flora thought about the warmth she felt at the end, bit her lip with some resentment, and felt her eyes getting hot.

I'm still not reconciled...

why?
Why does it end like this?

I……

She pursed her lips, lowered her head, and tried to hide her weakness, not wanting outsiders to see her miserable state.

Then—in the instant she lowered her head, Miss Devil saw a pair of large eyes staring straight at her.

Flora:
"Huh? You're crying?"

The woman, who looked extremely beautiful, was now bending over in a contorted and comical posture, looking up at her own expression from below.

Flora: ?

What, what's going on?

What did she mean by that?
The Demon Sage's mind went blank for a moment, not quite understanding what those words meant, but instinctively feeling that something was amiss.

wrong.

Something's not right...

"Huh? You actually believed that?"

Nena looked at Flora with a puzzled expression, muttering in surprise, "What's going on? This reaction isn't right, I can't continue acting..."

Flora: ? ?
What do you mean?
Should we continue acting?
Explain yourself clearly, what do you mean by that?!

Before Flora could ask, Nenasha had already told her everything, muttering to herself, "You little rascal, you seem pretty smart, how can you be so easily fooled?"

Flora: ? ? ?

and many more!

At this moment, Flora, who had been immersed in the grief of her own death, finally came to her senses.

Her eyes widened in shock as she stared at the unknown entity before her, exclaiming, "You! You... I wasn't dead after all?"

Ah? ? ?
"You finally realized it!"

Nenasha's lips twitched, unsure whether to continue teasing him, feeling as if she were bullying an innocent child.

"You... sigh, never mind, you should just go play somewhere else."

There's absolutely no sense of interaction.

Boring!

"Sigh, her cooperation is making things less interesting! It's much more fun teasing Herbert; he reacts more strongly and can pull things around... Ugh, so boring."

What's the point of teasing an idiot?
It's no fun if you just bully people.

I still really enjoy the feeling of passionately exchanging barbs with Herbert.

It's a great gaming experience!

Miss Harmony shook her head listlessly, sighed, and lamented, "If he weren't in this world, I don't know how lonely I would be!"

Life is truly as lonely as snow.
While the unscrupulous god of humor lamented on one side, the victims who had been deceived were in a state of confusion on the other.

There was anger at being deceived and tricked, but even more so, there was the joy of "coming back from the dead".

I am still alive.

not dead.

No!

I... I didn't die...

"Well."

She bit her lip tightly, raised her hand to cover her mouth, her shoulders trembled a few times, and she tilted her head back, trying hard not to let her tears fall.

Great.

It's so good to be alive.

While Flora was crying tears of joy, the unscrupulous and wicked god of humor simply smiled at her and stopped teasing her.

The deity watched this scene with a smile, a hint of elder’s loving gaze upon a younger generation flashing in his half-closed eyes.

This child is a bit stupid.

But it was still quite interesting~
After a while, Flora managed to compose herself.

She took a deep breath and finally looked at the mysterious entity before her again.

The opponent is very powerful.

Extremely powerful!
Flora had never seen anyone more powerful than the person before her in her entire life—even after witnessing the battles between gods outside the Holy City of Radiance.

gods.

This is absolutely a god!

Moreover, they were extremely powerful gods!

The other person's every smile and gesture seemed friendly, but it gave her a feeling similar to seeing the sun god possessing Herbert when he made his move.

terrible.

Flora even had an almost intuitive feeling that the other party was above the gods!
This is why she instinctively chose to believe Nenasha as soon as she spoke.

Come to think of it, how could such a great being deceive me?

"..."

Don't say it, really don't say it.

Damn, they really do!
No way, how could someone like you lie?!?

Flora's lips twitched several times, barely managing to suppress the urge to utter a disrespectful word. Her features twitched with some difficulty as she asked:
"Who...are you?" "Why did you lie to me?"

"where is this place?"

[“Eh?”]

Seeing the demon's hard-won composure, the God of Harmony smiled with great satisfaction and chuckled, "So, what you care about is me?"

"Are you asking about me? Oh, you're so curious about your older sister?"

He raised his hand to cover his mouth, took a dramatic step back, and shook his head, saying, "No! You should give up! The more secrets you know about me, the more dangerous it will be for you! Besides..."

Nenasha tilted her head shyly, feigning embarrassment, and said timidly, "I already have someone I like~ He likes you a lot too! You don't have a chance~"

After hearing those words and seeing that affected manner, the light in Flora's eyes had already faded.

Her eyes were completely dead.

What the hell is this thing?! ...

"...Tsk."

Even the usually mild-mannered Miss Devil couldn't hold back and smacked her lips in exasperation.

Who can help me?
Anyone, please take me away from here... Save me!

【"Hehe~"】

At that moment, Flora felt her chin being gently lifted by a finger, and she was forced to look at the unknown god before her.

Then, she froze.

At this moment, the god's face was devoid of a smile, only a faint sadness remained. He whispered, "I'm not deceiving you. The more you know about me, the more likely you are to encounter danger."

"Whether it's you, or anyone else, even Herbert, it's better not to know if you don't want to."

"Ok?"

Flora ignored the complex emotions in the other person's words and instead noticed a name that was of great importance to her.

Herbert.

He mentioned Herbert again.

"You...know Herbert?"

"Know them? Haha, I know them perfectly well!"

As soon as she spoke again, all of Nenasha's sadness and sorrow vanished, and she returned to her previous playful and amused self.

"Don't worry, even though you were almost dead, there's still hope for you with me here~"

"As for why I lied to you... because it was fun? Haha, don't be angry~"

Nenasha waved at Flora, whose expression was complicated, and laughed, "Don't worry about it. Anyway, once you wake up, you won't remember anything about our conversation or how you're feeling right now!"

Ok?
"Would I forget all this?"

"Yes, forget this conversation completely, completely, without a trace~ After all, I don't want him to be angry with me when he finds out!"

Nena looked around somewhat guiltily, coughed, and changed the subject, asking, "Alright, let's stop this small talk. Come on, tell me, what do you think of Herbert?"

"Me, Herbert?" Flora was even more confused.

What do you want to do with this question?
But for some reason, she did not resist and began to think in accordance with the gods' request.

Think carefully and analyze your own heart.

Then... she shook her head.

"I do not know."

【“You don’t know?”】Nenesha blinked, somewhat surprised.

He didn't think Flora was lying. This was the soul space, and He could see her state clearly. He knew she was genuinely confused.

"Okay, let's put it another way—do you love him?"

"...I still don't know."

The succubus, who had never truly experienced love, lowered her eyes, her mind a jumble of emotions churning wildly.

She raised her head, looked into the eyes of the god, and whispered, "Because I have never loved anyone, nor have I ever truly been loved by anyone else."

"I don't know what my current thoughts represent, or what these feelings mean."

How can one understand love if one has never been loved?
But just when Nena thought her question would be fruitless, Flora suddenly looked up and said seriously, "But... I know something."

"It was my good fortune to meet him."

"I don't want to leave his side."

“His gaze never made me uncomfortable, nor did his words ever disgust me.”

Deep within his soul, the demon gazed at the gods, expressing his inexplicable feelings for mortals.

There are some things she hasn't experienced, so she doesn't understand the specifics.

But there are some things that, even if she doesn't understand them, she already has the answers to.

“He gave me hope and feelings I had never felt before… I don’t know if it is love, but I want to repay him for these feelings.”

"If I could, I would want to stay by his side forever."

Forever.

Stay by his side.

Regardless of one's identity.

Slaves or servants, it doesn't matter.

As long as I can stay by his side, it doesn't matter what my status is.

Flora's heartfelt answer made Nenasha's lips curl into a slight smile, and she thought to herself, "Oh ho, I didn't realize you were such a greedy little thing~"

"But... hehe, I don't dislike greedy children."

After Flora finished speaking, her eyes suddenly widened as she realized what she had just said.

Eh?
how do I……

She quickly realized that her abnormalities were due to the presence in front of her.

Faced with such an exaggerated disparity in strength, he was utterly powerless to mount any resistance.

But Flora was a little unwilling to just lower her head like that, and couldn't help but ask, "Um, why...why are you asking these questions? Do you have any reasons?"

This is usurpation and disrespect for the gods.

Flora knew she had no right to ask questions of the gods, but she couldn't help being curious.

For what?
Why do we need to know these things?

"A reason?"

Nenasha blinked, then smiled very gently.

He raised his hand and gently stroked the demon's cheek, whispering, "Because I love him deeply."

"Therefore, I will not let anyone hurt him."

"I'll help him screen them, and then drive all the bad women away from him—well, bad women other than me~"

Flora's eyes widened, as if she wanted to say something.

But before she could speak, her consciousness vanished instantly.

"……Um?"

Flora, who was fast asleep, twitched her eyelids and then slowly opened her eyes.

She felt as if she had a rather absurd dream, but she couldn't remember any of the details.

Nightmare?

It does not seem.

I vaguely remember dreaming about a strange and powerful being.

No, that's not right.

The person in my dream seems to have more than just an oddball personality.

It seems like...

"Very gentle?"

I feel like these two feelings are somewhat contradictory.

Flora raised her hand and touched her cheek, vaguely feeling a lingering warmth.

"Hmm, no, it doesn't seem to conflict with anything."

"What doesn't conflict?"

Flora blinked and finally realized that she wasn't lying directly on the ground, but rather resting her head on someone else's lap.

She looked up and saw a pair of gentle eyes gazing at her. She instinctively said, "It seems..."

The eyes of the person in my dream are very similar.

"Hmm? What does it look like?" Herbert blinked, thinking that Miss Devil seemed to be still half asleep, looking dazed.

He smiled and poked her cheek, saying with a soft laugh, "Alright, wake up, it's time to get up and welcome your new life."

"...A freshman? Ah!"

Flora paused for a moment, then suddenly widened her eyes.

newborn!!?

(End of this chapter)