Diary of the Improper Monster Girl Transformation.

Chapter 198 Don't be shy (55 plus 33)
[“Herbert, do you understand what I am saying?!”]

Nenasha felt that her allies did not understand her at all.

I'm asking you to be cautious with this power... not to be cautious in trying it!

"Okay, okay, stop talking."

Herbert rolled his eyes and said unhappily:

"What is there to say? I'm not a child. How could I not know the disadvantages of this power?"

【"Can……"】

"To put it bluntly, you're just worried that I'll lose myself in the process of gaining power."

Herbert walked in the monastery, explaining to Nenasha and nodding to other people he met on the way.

Just as he thought, his disappearance for three days did not attract anyone's attention.

Most of the monks were unaware that Herbert had returned. Even if some of them knew, they only thought that he was too tired in the outside world and had been resting in the house after returning to the monastery.

No one knew that he had been in the Third Discipline House for three full days—and even if they knew, they wouldn't have cared.

After all, it made sense for the warden to live in the prison.

Herbert did not go to the Knights' residence.

Although he longed for power, he had no intention of "accidentally" killing a good brother of a certain Knight Order, as that would be too outrageous.

After thinking about it, Herbert turned and walked towards the kitchen.

During this process, he was still arguing with Nenasha:

"I understand your concerns. The conquering power of the war angels is indeed a very dangerous force. As long as you kill the enemy, you can improve yourself... This will indeed change my view of the enemy."

After understanding what this power represented, Herbert had already equated his enemies with experience packs in his mind.

And there's no way to change it back.

If killing is equal to reward, then such positive feedback can easily give birth to a bloodthirsty monster.

This is for sure.

"You're worried that if I gain power too easily, I'll despise the lives of others and become a wanton killer... Alas."

At this point, Herbert sighed a little weakly, and sighed with a headache: “No, are you my mother?”

Why do you suddenly care so much?

【"Um?"】

Although Nenasha was still angry with Herbert, she felt that he did not take her kind advice to heart.

However, after hearing this, He couldn't help but continue:
[“You want me to be your mother? If you really want me to, I…”]

He really didn't want to answer, didn't want to pay attention to this guy... but his posture was really good.

It's impossible to refuse.

After He answered, Herbert said reflexively: "Of course not!"

[“Hehe, don’t be shy! If you really want to act like a spoiled child, I’m not against listening to you.”]

"Shut up and listen to me!"

After the usual jokes, the tense atmosphere between the two gradually returned to normal.

Herbert whispered, "Nenasha, I am glad that you are worried about me."

"Because it proves that you not only see me as an ally, but also as... a friend."

At the beginning, Herbert did not expect that the two would have such a relationship.

To him, Nenasha at that time was just a threatening evil god, a dangerous being that coveted his body.

But now, He has become the person he trusts most in this world...no one else.

He trusted Valentina, but there were some things he couldn't tell her, as that would only hurt her.

Right now, the only person in the world with whom Herbert could talk without reservation was Nenasha.

They are allies, but they are more than just allies.

"But at the same time, I also hope that you can trust me a little more."

"Trust me more!"

There was some helplessness in Herbert's voice, and he smiled bitterly:
"If I were really just an 18-year-old boy, I might really lose myself in the process of gaining power."

He walked slowly through the ancient corridors of the monastery, whispering softly, "But I am not."

"I am not alone." The boy whispered to the existence hiding in his shadow and hidden deep in his soul.

"I have an advantage over those poor fellows who lost themselves after gaining power."

God is silent.

At this moment, He also realized what the boy was going to say next.

"I have you."

"You'll always be by my side, won't you?"

The boy spoke out what was in his heart without any dodging or concealment, expressing his emotions directly.

"At any time, if I am confused, you can help me at that time."

"Comfort me, reprimand me, teach me... only you can do these things, and I only need you to do them."

"May I?"

【“…”】

Feeling Nenasha's strange silence, Herbert's serious expression changed, and he suddenly laughed and said jokingly:

"Haha, why aren't you talking? Are you shy?"

The spirit remained silent, which made the boy's smile even brighter.

Finally, Herbert squatted down, poked his own shadow with his finger, and said with a smile: "Hey, I'm not shy to say it, why are you shy?"

【"……Shut up."】

After saying this, the God of Harmony completely kept silent and no longer responded to anything he said.

"Haha, don't be shy."

Before Nenasha completely ignored him, He also made a small counterattack when Herbert poked Shadow.

The power of the Devil's Tongue was not strong enough to work against a god, and no formal agreement was established between the two.

But the gods also have their own little ways.

A small shadow tentacle wrapped around Herbert's little finger and shook it gently, successfully freezing the smile on Herbert's face.

[“We made a new promise.”]

"……Um."

After making a new promise, the God of Harmony completely disappeared and never responded again.

After trying for a long time without any response, Herbert gave up disturbing her and finally walked to his destination.

The monastery's kitchen.

"Hello, can you give me a live grass carp?"

The nun in charge of cooking was stunned for a moment after hearing this question, and then stared at Herbert with some suspicion.

"Grass carp? And it has to be alive?"

Ok?
what.

Oh! ! !
Cough cough cough...

Looking at her suspicious eyes, Herbert's forehead was sweating, he coughed twice, and said awkwardly:
"Uh... well, as long as it's a living creature, it'll be fine. Even if it's not a grass carp!"

Oh shit.

Although Brother Caoyu has passed away, the legend he left behind is still circulating in the monastery...

　I feel really bad today, and I only have 10,000 words left.

I only slept for five hours the day before yesterday, and then I deleted, revised and rewrote 14,000 words in one day.

It is more difficult to fall asleep after overusing the brain, and the whole person is awake and in pain.

As a result, I lay in bed in the middle of the night and revised the previous chapter, adding more than a thousand words, and stayed awake until after four o'clock.

I have been feeling uncomfortable since I got up today, especially after eating, I felt dizzy for a long time...

I must go to bed early today, otherwise my body really can't take it.

I'm really sorry for not updating to 12,000 words. I will definitely update on time tomorrow.

(At the end, I suddenly realized that this statement seemed a bit strange, as if 10,000 words were not enough...)
In addition, the amount of updates owed has now reached 210... a mere 42 words!

　
(End of this chapter)