Diary of the Improper Monster Girl Transformation.

Chapter 184: Disaster of the Burning Sun (36)
Before his betrayal, Lucier was the most powerful angel under the Sun God.

She fought everywhere for Him and had led legions of angels to attack the kingdoms of other gods several times.

He even once entered the abyss alone, but after killing the enemy, he was surrounded by several demon lords and eventually killed his way through that layer of the abyss.

One battle after another proved her strength.

One bloody battle after another also proved her loyalty.

She is strong.

Also very loyal.

No one had ever doubted her before the betrayal.

So, what made her finally choose to betray the sun?
No.

This is actually not the biggest doubt in Herbert's mind.

What really puzzled Herbert was how Lucier survived after betraying the Sun God?

How on earth did you escape from such a terrifying being?

Faced with the two questions raised by Herbert so bluntly, Lucier did not refuse.

She gave a direct answer after pondering for a moment.

"In fact, I did not rebel against the gods."

Ok?
Herbert's eyes widened slightly, somewhat confused.

If there was no betrayal, then why did you become a fallen angel?
But he did not rush to question her, but waited for her to give her own explanation.

He believed that there must be some secrets that outsiders could not easily know.

After remaining silent for a while, Lucier finally spoke:

"To this day, I still recognize His status and believe that He is the embodiment of rules and the supreme being that nourishes all things in the world."

“I don’t think He did anything wrong.”

Her voice was filled with genuine reverence, and she still had the highest respect for the sun god.

"but……"

Listening to her gradually declining voice, Herbert knew that the turning point had come!
"But I don't agree with His definition of evil."

“He should not move toward absolute justice.”

The fallen angel stretched out his wings, looked at the once white but now black proof of betrayal, and shook his head slightly.

"The one who betrayed me was not me, but... Him."

The fallen angel spoke the blasphemous words calmly, there was no anger in his expression, only indifference after everything calmed down.

“After turning away from nature, He changed.”

“He began to promote the ideals of the gods of justice and put them into practice.”

"Kill the evil god, destroy the evil god's kingdom... I can accept all of these, and I am willing to become His sharp blade that pierces the enemy."

“But then… He gradually changed.”

In the Aurora Sanctuary, the fallen angel told the mortal boy a history that few people knew.

"Sun God, lost himself."

This sentence is extremely funny just by sounding.

But Herbert could not laugh at all.

Because he knew that was the truth.

"He became stronger and stronger, but he also gradually forgot his original intention."

"But He was so extreme that He could not tolerate even the slightest bit of evil."

"Evil threatens justice, and evil people harm innocent people."

"So... they must be eliminated in advance."

"The followers of evil gods, evil mortals, and even evil bloodlines... all lives that have any connection with evil should be destroyed and purified by the wrath of the sun."

"His church, we angels, faithfully carry out His orders and implement His will."

"But He forgot that there can't be no evil in this world."

When he said this, the fallen angel's eyes slightly opened for a moment, and then closed again with regret.

"During that hundred years known as the Burning Sun Disaster, the order of the entire world was in chaos."

“Countless people died because of His justice.”

"Among those who died, some were indeed evil, but many more were innocent." "And at that moment, was His justice...really justice?"

Herbert was also somewhat silent.

Is the concept of the sun god wrong?
I'm afraid not.

Evil should indeed be limited.

But is it really completely right?

Probably not.

It’s too late.

Justice that is too extreme and sharp will not only fail to protect justice, but will hurt innocent people.

Moreover, the real problem is not what the Sun God thinks, but what He does.

He was too impatient, too rough, and a little too extreme.

His judgment of evil was too broad, and even some things that were not evil were identified as needing to be eliminated.

"It was during that century, in the midst of confusion, that I suddenly had my own thoughts... thoughts that belonged only to me."

Angels are machines of God and should not have such thoughts.

But Lucille was different. She walked her own path and came to her own conclusion:
"Where there is light, there is shadow. Under the light, there must be shadow."

“And this, not even the sun that shines on the world can change.”

"Not all evil should be completely eradicated."

she says:

"Evil should also have its own place."

"So... I chose to betray Him."

"Not long after that, with the joint efforts of many gods, he regained some of his sanity, modified some of his teachings, and restrained himself a little."

After Lucier finished telling this secret history, Herbert was completely speechless.

He completely understood why Lucier made such a choice.

The monster girl in front of me is more like an ultimate saint than a fallen angel.

In her eyes, all life has its own value.

You say she is so depraved, but she is not that depraved.

But at the same time, she is definitely not a proper angel.

Her fall is the acceptance of everything.

Including evil, all are within the scope of her protection.

This idea is definitely not normal.

At this time, Herbert suddenly thought of a key question and asked, "By the way, in your opinion, how should He treat evil?"

The fallen angel answered quickly, as if he had already thought about this question countless times:
“No need to do anything.”

"Under the ultimate deterrence of strength, there is no need to actively eliminate it. Evil will naturally make its own choice."

"It's enough to wait until they jump out on their own and then purify them. There's no need to actively look for them."

Herbert:?

Right, is that right?

it is good.

Case solved.

Lucier was indeed an angel created by the sun god.

The sun god was not normal and she was also very sick.

It’s not as extreme as Apollo, but it’s really just a little bit off.

They usually leave it alone, and then strike with force once there's wind of something... stinging enforcement, right?
After this answer, Herbert didn't know what to complain about.

He shook his head and asked another question.

"Then how did you survive His hands after your betrayal?"

Lucier's answer to this question is:
“He…did not punish me.”

Herbert:?

(End of this chapter)