Meishan Su family, Su Yun is the most virtuous

Chapter 53 Think again, think again!
Li Chang walked to the window and chanted: "The rolling east waters wash away all heroes, success and failure are all in vain, the green mountains remain, and the sunsets are red again.

The white-haired fisherman and woodcutter on the river bank are used to seeing the autumn moon and spring breeze. A pot of muddy wine is a joy to meet each other. So many things in the past and present are all turned into jokes.

Good, it is very well written, Xiao Suxian, you have such a state of mind, no wonder you are unwilling to enter the officialdom.

I didn’t understand it before, but when I came here and recited this poem, I suddenly wanted to retire.”

When these words were spoken, everyone sighed.

Su Yun smiled and said, "It's just the boy's whining without any reason. You don't have to pay attention to it."

Chen Shi sighed and said, "Although Xiao Suxian has never been in the officialdom, he can see the state of mind of us clearly, just like watching the fire from the other side of the river. Sometimes when things are difficult, don't I also want to retire?"

The others also echoed.

Su Yun felt amused and thought: You guys keep saying that being an official is hard, but if you were really fired, you would all be disheartened.

Everyone enjoyed the gentle river breeze, ate delicious food, drank good wine, and talked about poetry. During the meal, they also wrote poetry, but the quality could only be considered as works to suit the occasion, and was far inferior to Linjiangxian.

Some people also urged Su Yun to compose another poem. Su Yun smiled bitterly and said that Linjiangxian was before him and he himself was also very good at writing Jingdao. When he said this, everyone laughed and naturally skipped the topic.

The banquet ended in the evening, and the rest of the people went home. Su Shi and Su Yun saw Li Chang off to the Lingao Pavilion where they stayed, and they chatted for a while. Then Li Chang felt sleepy, so Su Shi and Su Yun said goodbye and returned to the compound.

Su Shi returned to the compound but was not sleepy. Instead, he found Su Yun and sat in the yard to chat.

Under the moonlight, the face can be seen clearly.

By May, the sound of insects can be heard all around, the chirping is quite lively, but it also makes the place seem more quiet.

Su Shi sighed and said, "Ah Yun, I was wrong about this. You kept saying that you didn't want to be an official, and I was thinking of pushing you out. But what happened to Mr. Li today is all my fault."

Su Yun shook his head and said, "Uncle, don't blame yourself. I understand your good intentions, but I really have no intention of entering the officialdom, and I will disappoint your kindness."

Su Shi nodded and said, "Since you don't want to, I won't force you anymore. However, you still have to continue reading. Reading is not just for a career, but for understanding reason. You should understand this, right?"

Su Yun smiled and said, "As long as you study for interest instead of for the imperial examination, it will be more interesting, so I am willing to do it.

But uncle, I may do something that you cannot tolerate for a while, so please be prepared. "

Su Shi was surprised and asked, "What do you mean?"

Su Yun said, "In a few days, the news that Lord Li said today, 'Su Yun's talent is better than Han Zhongxian', will spread in Huangzhou City."

Su Shi stood up in shock and said, "Today, all the gentlemen said that it would not be leaked. Could it be that the servants were talking nonsense?"

Su Yun shook his head and smiled, "The servants were far away, so they couldn't have heard it. But it's also possible that I'm worrying too much. They might be trustworthy gentlemen. I'm judging them by my own standards."

Su Shi's face suddenly darkened. Su Yun was not an ordinary young man. Since coming to Huangzhou from Bian Jing, Su Yun had already proved that his grasp of human hearts far surpassed his own. Since he had made this judgment, it was basically correct.

Su Shi could no longer sit still, so he walked out and said, "I'm going to see Mr. Li! I'll ask him to take you with him!"

Su Yun quickly grabbed Su Shi and said, "Uncle! Please listen to me." Su Shi said anxiously, "Mr. Li will go to Huaixi early tomorrow morning. I am afraid I will be too late tomorrow."

Su Shi tried to break free, but Su Yun was too strong and he couldn't break free all at once.

Su Yun put his arm around Su Shi's shoulders and forced him to sit on the chair, then said, "Uncle, don't worry. Without Lord Li, I can still handle the persecution of the villains in the court."

Su Shi hurriedly shook his head and said, "I was a prefect before, but I was controlled like a chicken or a dog. You are just a white-clothed man, how can you resist the attacks of those villains?
Lord Li has much more experience in officialdom than I do. Only he can protect you. Ah Yun, you must listen to your uncle and go to Huaixi with him!"

Su Yun said: "Uncle, what is the thing you least want to do in your life?"

Su Shi thought for a moment and said, "I have never written an epitaph or a stele in my life, not just because I am holding on to my own personal opinion, but also because I have a warning."

Su Yun smiled and said, "If someone uses his power to force you to do it, what will uncle do?"

Su Shi said: "If I say I won't do it, then I won't do it. Even if it's my superiors or officials, can they force me to do something I don't want to do?"

Su Yun clapped his hands and laughed, "My nephew thought so too."

Su Shi was stunned and smiled bitterly: "These are two different things. I just annoyed others. Even if they are angry, they just scold me at most. But you are worried about your life and property!"

Su Yun smiled and said, "They want to deal with me only because I am a threat, but what if I am not a threat?"

Su Shi frowned and asked, "What do you want to do?"

Su Yun smiled and said, "Uncle will know next."

Su Shi frowned. He was a very smart man and immediately thought of what Su Yun was going to do. He asked, "You want to defile yourself?"

Su Yun nodded and said, "I am originally a commoner, without any fame or official position. As long as they know that I am not a threat, why would they bother with a small person like me? Therefore, I am willing to follow Mr. Liu Qi's example and exchange my fame for a simple life."

Su Shi said solemnly: "You are still young, and people's ideas will change. You think that fame and fortune are just clouds now, but I am afraid that you will regret it when you grow up."

Su Yun smiled and said, "Uncle, do you think I'm young?"

Su Shi immediately thought of Su Yun's Linjiangxian. His understanding of human hearts, the world, and human feelings was probably better than his own. He was only young, but his maturity of thinking was probably better than his own.

Su Shi sighed and said, "Think about it again! Although Li Gong will go to Huaixi tomorrow, you can go to Huaixi at any time. Don't make a decision too early. Think about it again!"

Su Shi said "Think about it again" again and again, and his earnestness was evident in his words.

Su Yun was also very touched and couldn't help but agree several times.

But he also knew in his heart that the mental illness was like a thorn in his flesh.

If I go to Huaixi, the disease might relapse. I died from it in my previous life. If it relapses in this life, I will repeat the same mistake. So, forget it.

Su Yun nodded and said, "Okay, uncle, I will think about it seriously!"

(End of this chapter)