My girlfriend is a cellist

Chapter 397 Let go of your obsession, stop internal friction, and stop struggling!

Just. Just this one?

How come the attitude changed so quickly?
Lin Tian was shocked by Gan Yanyu's reaction.

When Gan Yanyu mentioned playing this piece of music a few days ago, he spent a whole afternoon thinking about it.

But now, when Lin Tian realized that "this song may indeed not be completed", he proposed to change the song, but it was Gan Yanyu who was unhappy.

"Teacher Gan, are you serious?"

"Ah."

Gan Yanyu nodded,

"I won't change it."

“This is the finals.”

Lin Tian was a little confused by Gan Yanyu's words.

The point is, he doesn't understand Gan Yanyu's motives.

Previously,

The reason why Lin Tian still wanted to play this piece of music despite the pressure that Gan Yanyu thought was difficult was because he had his own private agenda.

Lin Tian finally realized the truth.

The "difficulties" mentioned by Gan Yanyu cannot be solved no matter what.

He wanted to rediscover the throbbing feeling he had with Gan Yanyu through this song.

But the point is,
The reason why they don't have that feeling now is precisely because their relationship has become stable and this is the best time to pursue their dreams.

Play "Ode to Love" in this state.

The ball was kicked back in a big circle and hit Lin Tian's head again.

What can be done?
The problem that Lin Tian wanted to solve and the problem he encountered with the method he tried to use came from exactly the same cause.

So, Lin Tian wanted to give up.

This is normal!
Lin Tian is not a particularly twisted person - although it happens occasionally in front of Gan Yanyu, but most of the time, he is still quite rational.

I will never ignore the overall situation just because I am addicted to a song.

"why?"

Lin Tian couldn't help but asked,
“Why does it have to be this song?”

Listening to Lin Tian’s question.

Gan Yanyu lowered her head.

"No reason."

She took a deep breath and looked at Lin Tian.
“I just vaguely feel that if we give up this song here, we will lose something more.”

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Hear this,

Lin Tian was stunned.

Lose something more?

quite a while,

A relieved smile appeared on Lin Tian's face.

"That's it"

Since there is “no reason”.

There's nothing we can do about it.

Who told me to do this? This was Teacher Gan’s order.

As the accompanist, Lin Tian had to accept it calmly no matter how difficult it was.

Lin Tian patted Gan Yanyu's shoulder.

"it is good."

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Gan Yanyu raised her eyes with gratitude.

However, Lin Tian said:
"But, Xiao Gan, you have to promise me one thing."

"what?"

"No matter what time it is, please believe me and don't give up."

Lin Tian said.

Suddenly, he mentioned this sentence again.

A few days ago, when the two officially decided to perform "Ode to Love".

At that time, Lin Tian also made a similar request.

"it is good."

Gan Yanyu nodded and said softly,
"I promise you, Lin Tian."

time does not wait.

in spite of,

Before this, Lin Tian had experienced all kinds of twists and turns. The difficulties he encountered made him want to give up several times, and he kept looking for Gan Yanyu for solutions. As a result, Lin Tian had serious doubts about the relationship between himself and Gan Yanyu.

but,

it's good now.

As Lin Tian and Gan Yanyu formally made a new agreement.

Both of them have made up their minds.

Will not change again!
This is the only song!
Now, Lin Tian can finally let go of all the doubts and obsessions in his heart.

Concentrate and deal with this piece of music.

Any questions - wait till the game is over!
Once, in the final of the Yingqin Cup, Lin Tian did the same thing.

"3, 2, 1, start!"

Lin Tian's piano started playing first.

Gan Yanyu's cello followed closely behind.

I can’t count how many training sessions this is – let’s begin!

This time, it's different from any other time.

Since I have let go of my obsession,
This time, Lin Tian's piano obviously cooled down a bit.

He turned to incorporating some other content into the piano.

For example--

This was what Lin Tian had been criticizing before.

Among them, is the obsession with winning the Longqin Cup.

That is the desire for victory and dreams hidden deep in the sweet words and music of the piano.

In the past, Lin Tian always had a headache about it, thinking that such emotions would destroy the love atmosphere they had worked so hard to build.

but now.
no problem.

Lin Tian thought about it and a hint of bitterness appeared at the corner of his mouth.

in fact,

During practice last night.

When Lin Tian wanted to kiss her, Gan Yanyu pushed him away.

He has already come to terms with it.

Yes,

It is precisely because of this kind of rationality that they have been able to make it all the way from the Star Cup to the current Longqin Cup finals.

And they will go even further.

This is for both himself and Gan Yanyu.

It is a very rich treasure.

There is nothing to question.

think carefully,

At that time, Lin Tian was probably using his small head to control the big head and misunderstood Gan Yanyu's meaning.

He and Gan Yanyu,
It has always been a love where fantasy and rationality coexist.

They were rational before, they are rational now, and they will continue to be rational in the future.

If "Ode to Love" is a song that cannot be performed with rationality alone.

Then Lin Tian really had to open up a new path together with Gan Yanyu.

Thinking of this, Lin Tian increased the strength of playing the piano.

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In an instant, the sound of the piano surged.

The deep call of the cello becomes more and more soul-stirring.

At this moment, Lin Tian figured it out.

Dreams - why can't they be love?

Why win the championship?

Why stand on top of the world?

because,

Lin Tian wants to marry Gan Yanyu.

I had this dream because I wanted to marry Gan Yanyu!
because,

He wanted Gan Yanyu to be his daughter-in-law and to wash her feet for the rest of her life.
Use this angle and this mood to play.
Of course, you can definitely do it!
to this end,

Now Lin Tian is willing to let go of all his obsession with classical music and all his pursuit of music.

Only this,

Lin Tian is willing to leave all descriptions of "dreams" to Gan Yanyu!
this moment,
When feeling the emotions in Lin Tian's performance, Gan Yanyu's cello timbre also underwent a fourth change.

As if to cater to Lin Tian, ​​or perhaps because there were no restrictions, Gan Yanyu's cello was infused with more joyful emotions caused by dreams.

As before,
The two's ensemble is intertwined, dreamy and beautiful.

right now,

All previous distracting thoughts disappeared at this moment. Lin Tian had never played "Ode to Love" which made him feel so relaxed.

so good.

The feeling of no internal friction.

It was like being freed from a cage of shackles. The ensemble ended.

Lin Tian put his hand away.

Honestly, I haven't had such an easy time playing for a long time.

Lin Tian looked at Gan Yanyu and smiled happily.

Gan Yanyu also laughed.

After just smiling at each other, they both fell into silence.

“Does this qualify?”

Gan Yanyu asked.

"I do not know."

Lin Tian said frankly.

I really don’t know.

Very strange.
Despite this, Lin Tian completed the ensemble so easily, and there were no problems with either of their music.

but,

Similarly, Lin Tian had never encountered a situation where he couldn't even tell "how it felt" after playing a piece.

How was the performance?
"It feels like it should be pretty good." Lin Tian said, touching his chin.

"should?"

"Ah."

Lin Tian said, paused, and shook his head.

"is very good."

think carefully,

He and Gan Yanyu have already done everything they should do.

——Without violating the agreement.

Lin Tian tied their love and dreams together.

In fact, this is what they both have always done.

It's just that I lack an opportunity to fully understand this matter and express it.
"Yeah. So it's very good, right?" Gan Yanyu asked immediately.

"Correct."

"We will participate in the finals in this state?"

"no problem."

“Can we express this piece perfectly?”

"can."

Lin Tian nodded in agreement every time.

The thoughtful frown on his face tightened even more.

I always feel a little guilty.

Because, it seems a bit too simple.

Is it really because of my previous obsession that I was holding myself back too much?
"Then don't be so sad!"

suddenly,

Gan Yanyu pinched Lin Tian's face with both hands and said seriously but with a hint of smile,
"We have done a good job, why can't we be happy?"

"Ah."

Lin Tian raised his head and relaxed his brows.

Yeah, isn't that good?
Even I, who have always been so sensitive about performance, could not find any fault with the performance just now.

All along,
For their ensemble.

Lin Tian has been working methodically, like a computer, thinking about how to inject more correct emotions into the music and how to better guide Gan Yanyu.

Lin Tian has been using this method until now.

He believed that there was nothing wrong with him.

As for Gan Yanyu, the great devil, Lin Tian only needs to use scientific methods and correct guidance to complete the performance they want.
It is with this method.

Guided by Lin Tian's accompaniment, Gan Yanyu gives her all.

They are able to repeatedly create performance miracles on stage.

Just now,

When facing the song "Ode to Love".

When the God of Music forced Lin Tian to focus on the relationship between himself and Gan Yanyu
Lin Tian was at a loss for a moment.

So much so that after he completed the song with Gan Yanyu using the same method as always, he himself became unconfident.

Yes,

Now, it is Lin Tian’s turn to be “unconfident”.

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"Why don't you speak?"

As if sensing Lin Tian's emotional changes, Gan Yanyu loosened her hand and stared at Lin Tian.

The voice gradually became softer.
"What are you thinking about, Lin Tian?"

"Is it something you can't tell me?"

Gan Yanyu's gentle question made Lin Tian suddenly raise his head.
"I"

"Lin Tian, ​​I don't know if it's my illusion."

Gan Yanyu lowered her eyes and raised her hands to play with her hair.

"Ever since we started practicing this piece, I feel like you've been hiding something from me."

"This morning too, you went to have dinner with Teacher He Zhichen, right? What did you talk about? Who did you meet? Why didn't you tell me?"

"Lin Tian, ​​is there anything between us that cannot be said?"

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Looking at Gan Yanyu's repeated questions, Lin Tian was stunned.

Before he could react.

Soon, Gan Yanyu chuckled again.
"It's okay, Lin Tian. I know you must have your reasons for not wanting to discuss this with me. I believe you, so I won't ask."

"only"

"Just what?" Lin Tian couldn't help but speak.

"Well it's nothing."

Gan Yanyu shook her head, puffed her lips and said resentfully.

"We had agreed to come to my house today, but you called me over to play music in such a hurry that I didn't even have time to eat breakfast."

"Oh my. I'm sorry!"

Lin Tian immediately scratched his head and said quickly,

"I'm going to call the hotel now and ask them to send breakfast over."

"Look at what time it is."

Lin Tian looked up and saw that the clock on the wall was pointing to "11 o'clock".

"Let's get ready for lunch."

Gan Yanyu pouted.

"Feel sorry."

Lin Tian put down his hand and said,

"Then what do you want to eat? I'll take you out to eat."

"No more training?"

"There's still time in the afternoon."

"Well, those things are not important. You have to promise me one thing first."

"what?"

Lin Tian was really confused by the speed at which Gan Yanyu changed the topic today. He didn't know what Gan Yanyu wanted to say.

"If you don't come this morning, then change the time - the day after tomorrow night, come to my room for training."

"The night after tomorrow?"

Lin Tian did the math.

The day after tomorrow is the final.

The night before the final?
Lin Tian didn't understand why Gan Yanyu was so obsessed with calling him over.

It won’t work if you wait a while, you have to find another day.

"Correct."

Gan Yanyu said,
"This time, you are not allowed to make excuses for not coming."

"Row."

Lin Tian agreed.

"Mmmmm~"

Gan Yanyu clasped her hands together and smiled brightly.

Over the next two days.

Lin Tian and Gan Yanyu maintain this state and practice every day.

After Lin Tian figured it out completely, they ended their internal conflicts and there were almost no more incidents in between.

Even on the last day, Lin Tian thought he could take a good rest for a day to adjust his condition for tomorrow's finals.

But I thought of the agreement with Gan Yanyu.

Lin Tian still decided to keep the appointment as scheduled tonight.

Before heading to Gan Yanyu Apartment.

Lin Tian, ​​who was standing in front of the mirror and tidying himself up, turned his head and inadvertently saw the sofa in the living room.

Unconsciously, Lin Tian recalled the previous interaction with Gan Yanyu on the sofa.

Ok.

Lin Tian admitted that being pushed away by a woman would really bother him for a long time.

Even though he knew the other person was Gan Yanyu, the other person still responded by using his knees as a pillow.

This girl has been wanting me to go to her house ever since then.
The best thing is that she is really at home and has prepared some surprises for herself.

(End of this chapter)