My girlfriend is a cellist

Chapter 392 Xiao Gan doesn't know how to express love

In this increasingly agitated music.

This shout,
Forcing Gan Yanyu to break away from her own world.

She raised her head and looked into Lin Tian's eyes.

In an instant,
The corners of the girl's mouth trembled slightly, and her expression seemed a little confused.

But Lin Tian said nothing and just stared into the girl's eyes.

that's it.

The music seemed to be gradually soothed and returned to peace.

Before Lin Tian felt happy.

Correspondingly, the girl's cello also lost its momentum.
The performance became stagnant.

That's it.

"How could this be?"

The performance stopped. Lin Tian covered his head and looked at Gan Yanyu in disbelief.
"There's no reason why we can't play this piece of music well!"

"I, I, don't know."

Gan Yanyu's expression was a little confused.

She was completely immersed in her own world during her performance, and sometimes she couldn't even tell how well she was performing.

But from Lin Tian’s expression, she knew.

I seem to have messed up.

"Maybe I'm not skilled enough. After all, I haven't played for a long time."

Gan Yanyu leaned over, got close to Lin Tian, ​​and said seriously,

"Why don't you try it again?"

“It has nothing to do with proficiency.”

Lin Tian said somewhat frustratedly.

How could this be a problem of proficiency?

This song "Ode to Love" is the first work he wrote for Gan Yanyu.

How could Gan Yanyu not be skilled enough?

This is clearly,

There is something wrong with my mood.

"This is 'love', Teacher Gan."

Lin Tian couldn't help but say,
"Love. Do you understand love?"

Lin Tian couldn't bear to speak out his most intuitive inner thoughts.

He was worried about hurting Gan Yanyu.

In Lin Tian’s imagination,
Given his current relationship with Gan Yanyu.

They can even give such strong feelings to the "Hungarian Dance No. 5 in G Minor".

This song "Ode to Love" should be fine too!
They can surely play this piece of music in the sweetest and most romantic way!

Why is the taste so different?
The mood of the song just now has been completely distorted.

When Gan Yanyu was playing, it seemed that what she saw in her eyes was not herself.

That's why Lin Tian shouted just now to make Gan Yanyu shift his attention to himself.

But judging from the results.

It doesn't seem to be working.

Could it be that.
"Wake up! Teacher Gan!"

Lin Tian grabbed Gan Yanyu's shoulders with both hands and shook her desperately.
"What on earth are you thinking about?!"

Gan Yanyu was dizzy from the shaking.

She grabbed Lin Tian's hand and stabilized herself.

In Lin Tian's surprised eyes,
Gan Yanyu thought about it for a while.

“I’m thinking about the game.”

"Maybe. Just like last time, when I thought about playing in the finals, I couldn't help but feel the pressure in my mind."

Gan Yanyu analyzed it carefully.

"."

This scene once again stunned Lin Tian.

No,

How could someone be so aware of what mistakes they have made and yet still make them seriously?

Lin Tian choked.

Because this exactly fits Gan Yanyu's previous mentality.

She hesitated because she didn't have the confidence to play the piece well.

I was skeptical about playing this piece of music to begin with, but now I feel too much pressure during the performance, which makes it difficult for me to focus on the piece of music itself. This seems to make sense.

but
Really, is it just because of too much pressure?
Wasn't this problem solved thoroughly enough during the preliminary round?
do not know why.

Lin Tian looked at Gan Yanyu in front of him, and there was something fishy going on in his heart.

——He just regarded it as his own love brain.

"Student Xiao Gan."

Lin Tian spoke.

When he changes his name, it means that he is about to switch to coaching mode!

"When the music starts,

Lin Tian said,
"Just focus on me."

"Just look at me, that's all!"

This is the best solution Lin Tian could think of.

He was still too embarrassed to say such words.

how to say
In Lin Tian’s eyes.

Love should be implicit, and everything should be implied.

As a musician.

What Lin Tian hopes is to communicate with Gan Yanyu through music.

This is what has been consistent with the tone between him and Gan Yanyu so far.

Therefore,
Like "Put your love in music".
Lin Tian really couldn't say such corny words to Gan Yanyu.

Normally,

There is no need to say it out loud!
Shouldn't this be purely based on self-awareness?

It’s all a tribute to “love”!
Given Gan Yanyu's personality, this should be something she is very good at doing.

So, similarly,
Lin Tian never said that sentence.

——Is the reason I play like this because you don’t like me enough?

When Lin Tian said this, he turned into a little fairy boy.

He disdained to ask such questions.

Lin Tian believed it from beginning to end.

Gan Yanyu is just a little bit stupid.

That's it.

Therefore,
"Look at me."

Lin Tian said.

I will serve as a good example for Gan Yanyu's study!

immediately,

Lin Tian pressed the piano keys.

Hands began to dance on the piano, and the beautiful music started playing again.

"."

Lin Tian has talked many times about when he began to like "classical music".

But only,
It is rarely mentioned when he started to like Gan Yanyu.

This is actually hard to say.

Because it’s just like what is introduced in the heart rate system.

Whether you will be attracted to this person is most likely determined from the first time you two meet.

According to this theory,

When Lin Tian saw Gan Yanyu for the first time, his heart rate must have been off the charts.

When Lin Tian first smelled the faint scent of sweat and dirt on her school uniform, his heart was already moved.

But say I like it.

It had to be that damned concert.

In that concert,
In order to thoroughly understand the heart of this mentally ill girl.

This was the first time that Lin Tian tortured his body like this.

I personally felt her sadness, pain, dreams, and paranoia.
That was the first time they had the same mindset in music.

Simultaneously,

In that game, Lin Tian also saw a more real Gan Yanyu.

She is really very beautiful.
I don’t know whether it is “communication among fellow patients” or resonance of souls.

Anyway,

When the audience burst into warm applause, Lin Tian finished his first salute on the stage.

Looking at Gan Yanyu whose cheeks were covered with sweat and tears.

For the first time, Lin Tian had such a question in his mind——

Do I actually like her?
People, adolescence.

Once you have such a problem in your mind, it can easily get out of control.

Lin Tian began to look forward to meeting Gan Yanyu every day.

I find her adorable when she eats, I find her adorable when she plays the cello seriously, and I find her timid and timid every time she comes to my house, treating herself like a new guest, which is even cuter.
Adolescent boys.

In fact, it is rare for me to have any awkward thoughts towards a girl that I really like from the bottom of my heart.

But Lin Tian was lucky, he had lived two lives.

So this BUFF is ineffective against him.

The translation is:
Lin Tian wanted to do it with Gan Yanyu while they were eating, wanted to do it when Gan Yanyu was playing the cello seriously, and wanted to press her against the wall and do it hard every time she came to his house and was hesitant.
This is very normal. Lin Tian never thinks that having such thoughts is a big deal.

He doesn't want to do it with anyone else anyway.

Isn’t this pure love?

Pure doting. Lin Tian thought about it.

He was almost moved by his own earth-shaking love.

This is Lin Tian’s love!

No matter what the form is, Lin Tian can be sure that his feelings are definitely strong enough.

——Can it be conveyed?

Lin Tian played the piano quickly.

He turned his head, glanced at Gan Yanyu and smiled.

Watch carefully and learn well, Teacher Gan!

I learned from you how to inject such rich emotion into the sound of the piano.

Now, please study hard!

Lin Tian knocked hard on the piano.

In an instant,
Gan Yanyu looked at Lin Tian.

His face suddenly turned red.

Huh?
Gan Yanyu didn't understand.

Why is my heart beating so fast in a trance?

Lin Tian's piano has become different from before.

It seems more gentle, more romantic, and makes people feel more at ease.

Gan Yanyu's pupils widened slightly.

Such a Lin Tian.
So handsome.

Although he was handsome before.
Rather,

The concept of "handsome".

Gan Yanyu got to know Lin Tian.

The girl swallowed her saliva

Take a deep breath.

The girl's gaze changed from confusion at first, to hesitation, and finally to determination.

At last she raised the bow.

Seeing this scene, Lin Tian quickly raised the corners of his mouth slightly.

Instead, inject a more cheerful mood into the music.

The cello started playing.

The duet between the two begins!

Gan Yanyu closed her eyes and pulled the bow.

Her cello is very light, but has a very heavy tone.

Gentle and undulating, like a lotus blooming in a pond
The music just poured out with such grace.

It worked!
Lin Tian was delighted.

Gan Yanyu's cello made success come easily.

The previous suffocating pressure was gone.
really,

There is nothing wrong with your thinking.

Gan Yanyu just needs guidance.

Just convey your feelings to the message.

Gan Yanyu will definitely get it!
now,

The corners of Gan Yanyu's mouth slowly lifted up during the performance.

Involuntarily,
The girl's toes also gently rose up.

——She is enjoying this piece of music.

She no longer had to look at Lin Tian all the time and could easily blend in.

She smiled sweetly.

Lin Tian hadn't seen such a comfortable look on Gan Yanyu's face for a long time.

The last time I laughed so hard during a performance.

It can be traced back to "One Step Away".

That's it wow.

Our relationship should be such that people can't help but smile when they think about it!

Lin Tian thought so.

even,
Gan Yanyu's cello is now more cheerful than his.

As a result, Lin Tian had to force himself to use more full emotions to integrate into the performance and keep up with Gan Yanyu's rhythm.
but
Gradually.

Lin Tian gradually discovered that something was wrong.

When the music reached its climax.

Gan Yanyu's mood changed for the third time.

It started with a "light sweetness" and then "made me happy just by thinking about it". Finally, Lin Tian heard the "excitement and enthusiasm" in Gan Yanyu's cello.

wrong,

The taste has changed!

This is not their love.

Their love has never been "exciting and passionate".

Their love, from beginning to end, has been long-lasting, as quiet and beautiful as flowing water under a bridge.

this means.
Gan Yanyu's mood at this time was affected again.

but,

Considering the way they are playing now it’s not bad.

Lin Tian did not interrupt.

Until they finished playing the whole piece again.

Lin Tian tilted his head and lay on the piano.

"What's wrong?!"

Seeing this, Gan Yanyu hurried over and looked into Lin Tian's eyes.
"Did I pull it wrong again?"

“It’s not a question of whether or not you pulled it right!”

Lin Tian was a little annoyed.

Just a little bit, just a little bit close!
Obviously, under his guidance, Gan Yanyu's performance in the first half was almost successful.

But in the second half, I don’t know where Gan Yanyu’s mind wandered to.

As long as he charged forward, everything would be successful, but Gan Yanyu was still unable to get up.

It's just a little bit missing!

"Did you think about other things during the last moment?"

Lin Tian raised his head and asked.

"I"

Gan Yanyu recalled it carefully.

"Yes, a little."

Gan Yanyu whispered,

"Because I thought that we were about to realize our dream, I got a little carried away."

"I see."

So it seems,

Just now, Gan Yanyu should have been seriously recalling her feelings for herself.

But I couldn't help but think of the finals.

This is inevitable.

After all, in the world of two people, feelings are always inseparable from dreams.

Lin Tian thought seriously for a while.

Summarize these two performances.

He finally figured it out.

Gan Yanyu never distorted her performance because of the pressure of the finals!
It’s because of the “excitement” in my heart—because of the upcoming finals and the dream that is within reach.

The difference is that,

The latter is a very positive mindset.

But the problem is,
The song "Ode to Love" is very profound.

It must be a deep love without any impurities.
If Gan Yanyu's mood is always affected by the finals, their "Ode to Love" will always lack a little "feeling".

Then why did Gan Yanyu encounter this situation?
Why wouldn’t Lin Tian be affected?
Although I hate to admit it.

But Lin Tian felt.
Gan Yanyu is actually not very good at expressing "love".

Yes, Gan Yanyu has never been good at it.

In the previous song "Hungarian Dance", Gan Yanyu didn't understand what "love" was, so she put all the "sweet, sour, bitter, spicy and salty" emotions into it, making a super hodgepodge, perfectly interpreting all the feelings of loving someone.

But, Lin Tian thinks.

That time, Gan Yanyu was somewhat suspected of exploding.

Moreover, she only interpreted it.

She is not good at how to "show love".

Understand "love" and convey "love".

There is a difference.

It was obvious that she was not as good as Lin Tian who had just played the piano.

At this moment, Lin Tian remembered the data that seemed to be of no use but was very relevant.

[Heart rate: 12%]

This can be seen from the daily interactions with Gan Yanyu.

She seldom expresses herself actively, and most of the time she's like a machine.

The perception is too low.

In the past, when Lin Tian and Gan Yanyu were faced with a piece of music, they didn’t know how to find the feeling.

I will quickly experience and practice, and find the feeling of this song by experiencing similar emotions.
never expected,
In this last game of the year.

The ultimate question facing Lin Tian and Gan Yanyu is,
It turned out to be a topic that they might never have studied carefully before - love.

"Student Xiao Gan."

Lin Tian took a deep breath, paused, and said,
"Want to do something intimate?"

(End of this chapter)