My girlfriend is a cellist

Chapter 213: A relationship without feedback is terrible

".OK."

Watching Gan Yanyu walk away.

Lin Tian pretended to be calm and turned his gaze back to his phone.

But inside, my heart was in turmoil at this moment.

Just like the lyrics say:
——Are you serious about taking a half step back?
Small movements can cause huge damage.
Su Ran asked him to do something radical with Gan Yanyu.

But in the past few days, Teacher Gan has been in this state.

How to do this?!
Once there seems to be a move to go further, they will find a reason to leave.

In fact, it was even worse than before because they were afraid of crossing the line as partners.

Because Lin Tian had no idea where to start.

"."

Wait for Gan Yanyu to come back from the toilet.

Seeing Lin Tian sitting on the sofa, he gave her a resentful look.

Gan Yanyu widened her eyes slightly:
"what happened?"

"come here."

Lin Tian waved at her.

It seemed that he sensed a bad aura.

Gan Yanyu moved her feet nervously and walked slowly forward.

When I was about to walk to the sofa,
Lin Tian immediately stood up, stretched out his hands, and pressed Gan Yanyu's shoulders.

Then, he twisted her body around and pushed her down to sit on the sofa, causing her skirt and sofa cushion to sway slightly.

Lin Tian pulled a stool over, turned it over, sat opposite the girl, and put his hands on the backrest.

"The competition is only a few days away, and training every day is not a big deal, so just relax today."

"Then I'll go back to bed?"

"I didn't let you relax like that!"

Lin Tian complained, and then said seriously,

"Let's chat."

"But don't we talk about it every day?"

"Can we talk about something that has nothing to do with music?"

"Oh."

Gan Yanyu seemed to be thinking about something, with an innocent expression.
"it is good."

"Ah."

Lin Tian nodded.

Although I am with Gan Yanyu every day.

But sometimes I feel that the distance between me and Gan Yanyu seems very far.

Endless piano and cello.

As long as we are together, we can never get away from the topic of music.
I don't know how the two of them developed this kind of relationship.

Obviously, they were not like this when they just started working together. At least they would talk about foot washing.

Get used to each other's presence.

But we often tend to ignore the other person's feelings.

Lin Tian doesn't want this kind of "most familiar stranger" relationship to happen to his partner.

Although he didn't understand what Gan Yanyu was doing these days, Lin Tian had a guess.

I must have done something outrageous that made Teacher Gan too embarrassed to be angry, so he could only fight with himself, which led to this situation.

Essentially, there was a lack of communication between the two.

Therefore,
Lin Tian did not question or seek confirmation today.

I just wanted to chat with Gan Yanyu again before confessing my feelings.

Let's talk about something other than music.

"How much do you weigh now?"

"Last week I measured 88 and now I'm basically stable at this weight."

"What about asthma? Has it ever had an attack?"

"Well, it still happens, but it happens much less often than before. I went to see my grandfather last week, and I had an attack at home when I came back."

"You haven't stopped taking the medicine, have you?"

"Of course, I've been eating well."

Speaking of it.

Gan Yanyu covered her mouth, but suddenly couldn't help it.
"puff."

Laughed out loud.

"Lin Tian, ​​what are you doing today? We are suddenly talking about this, as if we will never see each other again."

"Like a will, right?"

Lin Tian just said this,
The next second, the girl stretched out her index finger and placed it on Lin Tian's lips, stopping him from talking.

A pair of very serious eyes.

"Don't talk about that."

Gan Yanyu said.

There was no hint of joking in his tone.

"."

Lin Tian stared at Gan Yanyu in a daze and nodded.

perhaps.

Only Gan Yanyu, who has lost a loved one, would care so much about such things.

After seeing Lin Tian nod, Gan Yanyu put his hand away.

Smiled:
"Don't worry, I'm in a good mood. I will play the Parrot Cup well for you. You don't need to give me psychological counseling anymore."

"It's just that if we really get to the Longqin Cup, then I'm not sure. After all, I've never participated in it. It's a national competition. Maybe by then, I won't be able to hold back and will start to get sick again. Then I might have to trouble you, Lin Tian, ​​again."

"Oh, sometimes I often wonder, is someone like me really qualified to reach the Cole Cup?"

Gan Yanyu talked to herself.

The girl's face showed an expression of longing at one moment and sadness at another.

"."

No, man?! Why are you talking about the game again?

Seeing this scene, Lin Tian felt amused and helpless.

But this is what makes Teacher Gan so lovable.

Always serious, always pure.

My mind is full of thoughts about what's wrong with her. Doesn't she realize that something is wrong with her?

"."

While Gan Yanyu was still talking to herself.

Lin Tian finally couldn't help it and stood up.

Then, he hugged Gan Yanyu.

"?!"

In an instant.

The girl's pupils suddenly dilated, and her mouth, which had been talking, stopped talking.

The petite body was held tightly in Lin Tian's arms.

The smells that hit you are all fragrant.

Lin Tian let go of his hand, grabbed the girl's arm, and said word by word,

"I'll take you to the World Championship."

"Whether you are qualified or not, you are not allowed to talk about this anymore."

Lin Tian looked into Gan Yanyu's eyes.

These two sentences are equally sincere.

The world championships is no longer just Gan Yanyu’s dream.

This is also his determination.

"."

Gan Yanyu stared at Lin Tian blankly.

Then, her little face turned red and she turned away abruptly.

Just two seconds.

The girl turned back, her eyes as calm as water.

Said calmly:
"Okay, I know."

"."

Know. Got it?
Lin Tian quickly let go of his hand, and his pupils exploded.

no? !
what can i say? !
That's all you have?!

Lin Tian's mentality suddenly collapsed.

I couldn't help myself and hugged her.

I finally managed to find a handsome one, and you let me see this? ?

Let alone if you snuggle up to me like a little bird, I will feel good even if you blush and lower your head without saying anything.
and many more.

Lin Tian was suddenly stunned.

in his mind.

All of a sudden I was back to the live broadcast scene of that day.

——After Teacher Gan held her palm and placed it next to her mouth.

I used [Forced Calm] myself.

And then it seems like the same expression.
At this moment, Lin Tian finally realized it.

The arrow that was shot at that time now hit him right between the eyebrows.

He finally understood why Gan Yanyu had been acting so strangely these past few days.

"."

That day.

Teacher Gan was in a nervous mood. She changed into a stewardess uniform and came to Lin Tian.

Because Lin Tian said she didn't act like it.

So the girl mustered up her courage and suddenly took Lin Tian's hand.
Gave him a little surprise.

Gan Yanyu blushed secretly and felt a little excited. She raised her head but saw Lin Tian who had no reaction at all.

So, Teacher Gan fell silent.

After this silence, I no longer wanted to have any intimate interaction with Lin Tian.

What was Gan Yanyu thinking? Did she think Lin Tian didn't like this so she restrained herself, or was she simply angry with Lin Tian?
Lin Tian didn’t know.

But, one thing is for sure.

In fact, Gan Yanyu knew that doing so would make Lin Tian's heart beat faster and even make him have wild thoughts.
She did it on purpose.

The latter part is just pretending to be stupid.

So, this is "something that I am totally embarrassed to say directly to Lin Tian in person."

Once this matter was mentioned, the fact that Teacher Gan was pretending to be stupid was exposed.

Were all the things that happened in the past "really stupid"? Will you continue to "pretend to be stupid" in the future?
Gan Yanyu must never let Lin Tian find out about these things.

"."

It turned out to be the case.

Teacher Gan’s behavior, now everything makes sense!

It was all Lin Tian's damned [Forced Calmness] that caused this.
Now Lin Tian, ​​who was also hurt, truly tasted the "cold violence crematorium".

just got it,
A relationship between men and women without feedback is terrible!
Lin Tian took a deep breath.

At that time, Teacher Gan must have been looking forward to seeing more emotional expressions on his face.

Afterwards, she was extremely disappointed, but she didn't get angry or say anything. She just went back and changed her clothes silently.

It seems like it has been a very "Gan Yanyu-style" thinking.

I decided that Lin Tian and I would not do such cross-line behavior anymore.
That just now.

Is Teacher Gan trying to anger me on purpose, or has he already accepted the reality and chosen to face it with a normal attitude?
Lin Tian turned his head and couldn't help but speak,

"Teacher Gan, just now."

"Thank you, Lin Tian. I feel much better after chatting with you."

Gan Yanyu turned her back to Lin Tian, ​​covering her face, as if she didn't want Lin Tian to see her expression, and said softly,
"That's all for today. I'm going back."

(End of this chapter)