Deep in the Living

Chapter 70 First Time (Requesting First Order)
Deep in the dark classroom,
The only corner area illuminated by the flashlight,
The monitor and vice monitor of Class 5 of Grade illuminated the whole class, and they were also the first friends Luo Di made since childhood.

The investigator's combat uniform worn by the squad leader seemed to fit him more closely than before.

She was still holding the "trophy" she had just obtained in her right hand, showing off to the person in front of her with the same smiling expression as usual, and even gently poking the trophy with her fingers.

"Look, Xiao Gao is now free. He no longer needs to recite so many texts every day, no longer needs to worry about further studies, and no longer needs to consider trivial matters related to the corner.

Look how happy he is smiling."

The sharp nails cut the corners of Xiao Gao's mouth, forming a so-called smile, and even helped to straighten Xiao Gao's glasses.

suddenly,
hum!
The sound of the blade cutting through the air spread.

The one-armed Rody suddenly swung his knife and chopped straight at the squad leader's arm that was holding his head.
Both speed and strength were fully utilized, no different from the previous fighting state on the track and field.

Such a blow fell in vain.

The squad leader was no longer there. All that was left was his headless body lying on the ground. After nearly a year of push-up training, his body had become much stronger than before.

Pa~pa~
Joyful applause came from the direction of the podium. Rody immediately moved his flashlight to shine over there.

The monitor has already stood on the podium, just like he usually leads the students to read the text together.

What was different from usual was that on the desk was placed Xiao Gao's smiling head, and on the blackboard behind him was a fake human corpse spread out in the shape of a large character.

"Student Luo, now is the evening self-study time that was added temporarily. Hurry and go back to your seat. You can't enjoy any special privileges just because you got first place in the school in physical education.

If you violate the rules, I, as the monitor, will punish you accordingly."

Luo Di just stood in the back row, unmoved, staring at the monitor on the podium.

"It seems like you are planning to just stand in the back row and be punished? That's fine, after all, time is running out, so let's get to the point.

As the monitor, there is one thing I need to know.

Luo, where did your arm go? I have spent a whole year of senior high school training you and I have put a lot of effort into it. Now is the time to reap the rewards. I cannot afford to be shortchanged.

Tell me quickly~baby."

Seeing that Luo Di was still unmoved, the squad leader did not get angry, but persuaded him very patiently:

"If you don't want to tell me, things will get complicated. It doesn't matter if someone else eats your arm, just tell me who ate it.

Otherwise, after I kill you, I will go around the campus looking for your arm, which will take a lot of extra time and involve considerable risks.

For the sake of our special relationship, can you tell me? This will determine whether I can be promoted smoothly in the end... If you still won't tell me, how about we make a deal?
I will tell you my experience, including the formation and subsequent evolution of my mind corner, and why I need the "whole you".

Then you tell me where the arm is, how about that?
If you can, give a gesture.”

This time, Rody did not stand still, but pulled out the chair from the desk in front of him and sat down.

"Hey~ Why are you sitting in someone else's seat?" The monitor looked disgusted, but he could only spread his hands and start the next important explanation.

"Since you agree, let's start the lesson.

Where should I start?

Since this is our last communication, it would be better if it is complete and in-depth, don’t you think?
My family is what my classmates call a wealthy family. My father is a senior executive in a company, and he likes to make "plans" very much, whether they are plans for the company or for the family.

When I was still in my mother's womb, my father had already made a detailed life plan for me.

This includes what people of each age group should do, what books they should read, what kind of people they should interact with, what kind of clothes they should wear, and what kind of food they should eat.

There is even a camera installed in my bedroom~it is still installed now.

My mother couldn't stand this kind of domination, so she chose to divorce when I was about two years old. Unfortunately, she was unable to get custody of me for various reasons.

Actually, I was fine at the beginning. After all, human cubs have strong adaptability. Before I formed independent thinking, I always obeyed these so-called "plans".

It was not until my activities were no longer confined to the family, I started going out to school, and began to have more and more time exposed to the outside world that independent thinking gradually began to form in my brain.

I think it was when I was about 13 years old.”

The monitor picked up a piece of chalk and wrote a huge, eye-catching number [13] on the side of the blackboard that was not blocked by the body.

“It was my first year in middle school, and I took first place in the grade in the final exam.

When I got home with my report card,
Accepting the routine praise from my father,

After a well-prepared vegetarian dinner,

After getting the permission to go on vacation as my grades met the requirements, I returned to my dorm.
While talking on the phone with Anna, discussing where to go shopping tomorrow,

While taking off my school uniform, I was thinking about what to wear tomorrow.
suddenly,

My eyes fell on the surface of the wardrobe.

It fell on the "mirror" embedded in the surface of the wardrobe.

Looking at this adolescent and obviously developing body, for some reason, I developed a strong feeling of disgust, and my entire gastrointestinal tract was stimulated by this emotion.

I quickly hung up the phone and vomited out the dinner I had just eaten along with the gastric juice.

This time neither the father nor the nanny was informed.

I tried my best to block the camera with the curtains and waited until the vomiting was over.
I went to the mirror and tried to suppress my nausea while re-examining my body.

This body belongs to me, a youthful body that was created through perfect diet, nutritional supplements, excellent genes, proper exercise and effective sleep.

My fingers gently touched the surface of my skin. I had always touched it when I showered before, but this time the touch was strange and extremely disgusting.

When the monitor told this story, he became extremely excited.
The trembling voice channel made the voice tremble as well.

At the same time, she began to touch her body on the podium. Although she was wearing a tights, it gave the impression of directly touching the surface of the skin.

“I feel like every skin, every hair, and every organ on my body was custom-made according to my father’s requirements.

All my gestures, every frown and smile, every move I make, even the most ordinary "smile" was honed under the joint supervision of my etiquette teacher and my father.

suddenly,

The girl reflected in the mirror became so unfamiliar that I couldn't even remember her name. The whole bedroom was filled with a smell, a rotten and moldy smell.

I searched for a long time but couldn't find it, until finally I discovered that it was my body buried under the skin.

When I looked up at myself in the mirror again, a strong feeling of fear suddenly surged up from deep in my brain.

This is the first time in my life that I have experienced such emotions under the protection of a perfect family. I feel panic and overwhelmed, scared and terrified. "

The monitor on the podium also folded his arms, with extreme fear flashing in his eyes.

“I was so scared! I ran to my bed and wrapped myself in the quilt, trying to escape the emotion, but it unexpectedly brought me darkness.

Wrapped in the dark quilt, I heard the 'sound' for the first time, the sound that came from between my thoughts, as if seeping out from deep in the corner.

It told me a lot, many things that my father, friends, teachers, and classmates would never talk to me about. It calmed my panic and pointed out a path that truly belonged to me.

In order to succeed on this path, I need to continue pretending to be a good girl.

I don't really care. Anyway, I have been receiving training in "disguise" since I was born. This is what I am best at. It is innate to me and no one can compare to me.

Even if the investigator is right in front of me, even if various instruments are scanning my body, I feel extremely happy every time I look at the normal test report.

Now, this moment has finally come.

I can finally embark on this path that belongs to me. I will completely shed the shackles of reality and run towards the absolute freedom that I pursue deep in my heart."

The monitor's emotions reached their peak at this moment.

Her fingers gently touched the zipper on her dress and slid it down slowly and evenly.

As the zipper gradually slid open, Luo Di, who was sitting in the last row, also showed a slightly ugly expression.
The zipper not only opened the clothes, but also the monitor's skin.

Wait until the zipper separates at the bottom.
Extend your arms to the side,

Her clothes and skin were completely stripped off.

Like wings,

Like an evening dress,

Like a cocoon that has been opened,
The light of the flashlight illuminates the current squad leader like a spotlight.
It was not a bloody body, but a brand new body covered with blood-red translucent skin, and one could even see the pumping of the heart.

The monitor seemed to be standing on a stage, showing his true self.
Wait until the emotions are fully released.

The monitor's eyes met with Rody, who was sitting in the last row. Her lips, wet with blood, trembled slightly, and she uttered a shy girl's voice:
"I have already given you my first demonstration, Rody."

　I will update every hour in the future. As long as everyone supports me, I will try to finish this volume.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)