Forbidden Nightmare

Chapter 75 Remarks on the launch
Thank you all for reading all the way here.

I don’t know why, but putting my second book on the shelves felt even more stressful than the first.

Two and a half years ago, I was still a pure reader and bookworm, and I never thought that one day I would pick up the keyboard and write articles.

It was just a coincidence. I thought, after reading so many books for so many years, even if I haven't eaten pork, I have seen a pig run, so why not try it myself?
When I first entered the industry, I read the books of those great writers and just felt that they were okay, but that was all. But after I actually wrote them myself, I realized, wow, they were so horrible.

To paraphrase a line from Jian Lai, it also applies to online writers: If you don’t write books, you will see me as a frog in a well looking at the moon in the sky. If you write books, you will see me as a mayfly encountering the blue sky.

So I always keep a positive attitude. I know that if a book achieves some success it’s just luck, not real strength.

If opening each book is compared to drawing a card from a card pool, then the card pool of the great gods is full of SSRs, and any card you draw will be a golden legend.

The reason for failure is that there is no SSR in the card pool at all, and you can’t draw it no matter how hard you try.

If you read online articles for a few years and ponder over the experience, you may be able to find an SR among thousands of cards, but it is extremely difficult to draw it. Some people give up drawing cards after failing a few books, and some people draw a good one, but there is no more in the card pool.

I was lucky enough to draw a pretty good card in the last book, but I know it’s hard to say whether I can draw the same card in the next book... because maybe that’s the only good card in my card pool.

So, even though the new book performed much better than the previous one, and was listed on the New Book Recommendation and Sanjiang after four rounds of recommendations, I became more nervous as I wrote it. I kept checking every day to see if I had dropped the volume and whether my fellow book friends had scolded me.

When I had no success, I had no worries when writing books. I was afraid of no one, and I was afraid of no one. I could just write whatever I wanted. At worst, it would still fail. When I had a book that had some success, I started to think about what to do if it failed. Am I like many people who, after writing a book, would fail?

The feeling is really indescribable. I am just an mediocre person, not the protagonist in the book. I simply cannot concentrate on writing the book. The mentality of worrying about whether the results will be good or bad has always been with me, and I can't get rid of it even if I want to.

Here I would like to sincerely thank my editor Beihe, who not only helped me read the article word by word, but also gave me step-by-step guidance on writing, and even comforted my anxious mentality. I am really flattered... This is so responsible and kind.

Of course, I am most grateful to you who have been following me in front of the screen.

Without the readers, I would be nothing, let alone Sanjiang or something like that. I would probably lose my temper while writing, and then I would castrate myself in self-pity and continue to be a nobody.

Okay, I’ve stopped complaining and grumbling. The book will be on the shelves tomorrow, but I don’t even have any manuscripts saved. I can only stay up late to write. After all, it is imperative for it to be a hit on the shelves.

So the article was originally scheduled to be posted at 12 noon tomorrow, but I should wait until 11 pm to update it. I will post the coded chapters all at once. It will be more comfortable for everyone to read if I save more.

Thanks to the grandpas for reading and subscribing.

Love you guys, heart~
(End of this chapter)