The sick beauty became popular after she brought her ex to the show

Lover.

The tips of Su Ye's ears turned red, and he had only a vague understanding of the meaning of this word.

He subconsciously searched his brain for the meaning of the word "lover".

The seven-year-old mind could not give a very clear interpretation, but it was enough for Su Ye to understand that "lover" was a very, very intimate word.

It is precisely because of this intimacy that Su Ye's heartbeat continues to accelerate.

"spouse."
Su Ye looked into Xi Yu's eyes and repeated it involuntarily.

[I am suitable to be your lover.]
"Does lover mean someone with whom you have a very good relationship?"

Xi Yu's lips were still on Su Ye's ring finger. Su Ye could feel Xi Yu's lips gently touching his fingers while he spoke, and this touch made Su Ye even more shy.

"Yes and no. It is a unique title that belongs to only one person."

unique.
Su Ye repeated Xi Yu's words in his mind.

"I love you very much. I love you very very much."

Su Ye listened to Xi Yu's words quietly, and suddenly a voice popped up in his heart.

[Shuishui, I love everything about you.]
The voice was very familiar, but Su Ye couldn't remember who was talking to him.

"OK."
Su Ye was too shy. She glanced at those dark peach eyes again, and quickly looked away after meeting Xi Yu's gaze. She lowered her head, and subconsciously brushed her shoulder with her other hand, as if trying to brush something away.

But there was nothing in front of her shoulders except a cotton hospital gown.

Su Ye was stunned for a moment.
Why did he make this move? It seemed like a habitual behavior. Was he trying to lift his hair?
Feeling a warm temperature on his earlobe, Xi Yu reached out his hand and used his fingertips to push aside the black hair on the side of Su Ye's face and put it behind the ear of the dazed Su Ye.

"Ah, thank you."
Su Ye came back to his senses, thanked him softly, and rubbed the corner of his clothes with his fingers, feeling very embarrassed.

Xi Yu watched Su Ye's actions and spoke softly after a while.
"You used to have long hair, light blonde, very beautiful. Then you cut it short for the movie and dyed it back to black."

Xi Yu rubbed Su Ye's earlobe, and Su Ye shrank her neck shyly. Xi Yu's hand was gently clamped between Su Ye's face and shoulder.
“It’s still beautiful now.”

Su Ye didn't know what to say, so he whispered "Thank you."

Su Ye, whose consciousness regressed to that of a seven-year-old, still has a childlike curiosity. Even after learning from the doctor that he is now 25 years old, his emotions and cognition still remain at the level of a child.

After Xi Yu rubbed his earlobe, he became very quiet, and Su Ye couldn't help but speak.
"Why do I have long hair?"

Xi Yu raised his eyes, and Su Ye explained in a low voice, "If you grow your hair long, you will look like a girl, right?"

Xi Yu's hand was on Su Ye's shoulder. If he moved his hand a little higher, he could touch the old wound on the back of Su Ye's head.
"No, you look beautiful and handsome with long hair. Many people like you."

Su Ye seemed unconvinced and murmured, "Really?"

Xi Yu took out the photos from his mobile phone and showed them to Su Ye side by side.

On the screen was Su Ye’s stage cut when she was in Oril. She looked sexy and beautiful, with her long hair tied into a high ponytail, and the ends of her hair sparkled under the spotlight.
Just like Su Ye’s eyes now, sparkling.

"Wow, that's cool, is this me?"

Xi Yu nodded, "Well, this is you."

Su Ye held the phone in his hand, and felt a little embarrassed when he saw himself wearing a tight black patent leather off-shoulder stage costume.
"so cold."

"Are you cold?" The two of them were already leaning against each other's shoulders. Upon hearing this, Xi Yu reached out and put his arm around Su Ye.

Su Ye didn't react in time, and he fell into Xi Yu's arms all of a sudden. He propped himself up on the bed and sat up straight.

"No!" Su Ye's face turned red, "I mean, the clothes I'm wearing look so cold."

A soft laugh came from beside him. Su Ye shrank his upper body in Xi Yu's arms, holding the phone, and couldn't help but curl up his legs.

"You won't be cold. I held you like this the whole time after we finished dancing that time, and you still thought I was too clingy."

"Really?" Su Ye's eyes widened in surprise, "I think you're clingy?"

"Yes." Xi Yu laughed softly, "You said to me, 'Why are you like a child?'"

"Hmm." After listening to this, Su Ye frowned and thought for a while, seeming to disagree.

Xi Yu put his arm around his waist and said, "I didn't lie to you."

But Su Ye still spoke in a very tangled tone, "Really? I don't think I would say such a thing."

"Why not?" Xi Yu stroked Su Ye's soft black hair, "When you feel embarrassed, you will gently kick me, which is very cute."

The description "cute" made Su Ye shyly silent for a while. Xi Yu quietly looked at Su Ye's lowered head, and then saw Su Ye raise his head again with innocent and honest eyes.

The seven-year-old Su Ye does not seem to be as good at hiding his inner thoughts and emotions as the twenty-five-year-old Su Ye.

He spoke hesitantly, but his meaning was clear.
"Because... I don't know why, but I really like being held like this by you."

Su Ye rubbed against Xi Yu's arms again, which was a very innocent dependence without a trace of lust, but also a subconscious closeness and trust in Xi Yu from deep instinct.
The soft hair tips rubbed Xi Yu's ears, making them slightly itchy.

"I feel very warm and relaxed. I am very, very happy."

Su Ye laughed, her eyes curved, she hugged her curled legs with her hands, snuggled in Xi Yu's arms, and looked up into Xi Yu's eyes.

"Is it because you are my love that I am like this?"

Xi Yu restrained all his impulses, lowered his head, and gently kissed Su Ye's forehead.

This kiss was not as unrestrained and ostentatious as Xi Yu's usual style. It was like a dragonfly skimming the water, cautious, full of love and cherishment.

Su Ye uttered "ah" softly, covered his forehead with both hands, and blinked his eyes evasively.

"Well, that's right."

Hearing Xi Yu's voice, Su Ye's eyes turned back, and he bravely looked into Xi Yu's eyes and smiled.

"Su Ye." Xi Yu whispered, "I love you very much."

Su Ye's heart was beating fast, but he didn't know how to respond to Xi Yu's words. "Love" was a very vague and unclear concept to him.

Are dad and mom in love? It seems not, but if they don’t love each other, why is he here?
Xi Yu saw Su Ye's hesitation.
"It's okay. I'm not saying this to make you agree with my ideas. I just want to tell you, to let you know the fact."

Xi Yu was very serious and repeated it again.
"Shuishui, I love you very much."

Su Ye curled up in Xi Yu's body temperature, took a small breath, put his hands on his knees and scratched them, and after a while, he nodded his head up and down, and his voice revealed some loss.
“I’m sorry, it’s all because I don’t remember.”

Another voice sounded deep in Su Ye's heart.

[How can you apologize to me for loving you?]
"How can you apologize to me for loving you?"

Su Ye's eyes suddenly widened and he saw Xi Yu's handsome profile close to him.

Su Ye couldn't help but murmur following the instinctive impulse deep in his heart.
"--I love you too."

Xi Yu was stunned, "Shui Shui, you——"

But after Su Ye said this, his brain became confused again, accompanied by waves of dull pain, like a self-defense warning, constantly pulling at him.

"it hurts."
Su Ye's vision was blurred. He held his head with both hands, and his wrists trembled slightly.

Xi Yu immediately hugged him gently and whispered in Su Ye's ear over and over again, "It's okay, Shui Shui, relax."

Su Ye took several deep breaths before the dull pain dissipated like the tide receding.

He raised his head, his forehead was slightly wet with cold sweat, and his eyes were blank.
"I'm sorry, did you say anything just now? I don't think I heard it."

Xi Yu's heart twitched violently, feeling extremely bitter.
".It's okay, I was just asking if you wanted to go out for a walk with me."

Su Ye's eyes sparkled immediately, "Can I go out?"

Xi Yu touched his head and said, "Of course, I have a lot of things I want to do with you."

After saying this, Xi Yu felt a sharp pain in his heart.

When he met Su Lan before, when he heard Su Lan mention Su Ye's childhood which he never knew, Xi Yu secretly felt unhappy about not being able to participate in Su Ye's childhood.

At that time, he kept thinking that if possible, he really wanted to meet the little Su Ye.

At that time, Xi Yu had never thought that his wish would actually come true in such a bitter way.
If I had known this earlier, I would not have granted such a wish.

"let's go."

Xi Yu drove and took Su Ye to a very popular amusement park in the city.

The amusement park was booked by the Xi family in advance. When Su Ye got off the car, he looked up and saw the huge Ferris wheel, and exclaimed "Wow" from the bottom of his heart.

“It looks so big from the inside!”
Su Ye made a big circle with her hands cutely, "I used to pass by outside with my mother, but this is my first time coming in!"

He looked around and asked, "Are there so few people in the amusement park?"

Xi Yu smiled and buttoned his coat for him. "Our Shui Shui is a big star. We can't just show up in front of other people. Otherwise, it will cause a commotion."

Su Ye had not yet fully adapted to the fact that he was actually a "big star". When he heard Xi Yu's words, he put his hands behind his back embarrassedly. Then Xi Yu pulled them out and held their hands.

As soon as they entered the amusement park, Xi Yu noticed that Su Ye frequently glanced at the milk tea shop.

But when he found that Xi Yu was looking at him, Su Ye immediately withdrew his gaze as if he had been electrocuted, and stared quietly at the road under his feet, as if nothing had happened.

Xi Yu pretended not to notice anything and turned his eyes away. From the corner of his eye, he saw Su Ye looking towards the milk tea shop again, his eyes lingering on the colorful food carts on the pedestrian street.

Su Ye's eyes were filled with desire suppressed by novelty.

"Shuishui, are you thirsty?"

Su Ye came back to his senses and immediately shook his head obediently, staring at the cobblestone path under his feet, "I'm not thirsty."

"What should I do?" Xi Yu laughed, "I'm thirsty, can you accompany me to buy a cup of milk tea?"

"Yeah." Su Ye responded softly, pursing his lips imperceptibly, "Okay."

Xi Yu took him to the milk tea shop and ordered two cups of milk tea.

"Excuse me, would you like some extra toppings? How sweet would you like it?" the clerk asked Su Ye with a smile.

Su Ye didn't expect to be asked by the clerk, and a little bit of uneasiness appeared on his face.
What is the little stuff? This is his first time in a place like this, what should he say so as not to look embarrassed?

Su Ye's palms were slightly sweaty, and he didn't know how to answer. He quickly glanced at the board, but he didn't understand what was written on it at all.

"One and a half cups of sugar, one and a half cups of sugar, no need to add any extra ingredients."
Xi Yu's voice sounded beside Su Ye, and he naturally answered on behalf of Su Ye.

The clerk didn't notice anything and turned back to the operation room.

Su Ye breathed a sigh of relief, lowered his head slightly, and his eyes fell on the tip of his shoes.

Su Ye curled his toes into the pure white Chelsea boots, feeling the soft and comfortable touch of the shoe surface.

These shoes must be very expensive.
Su Ye was lost in thought when another pair of shoes appeared in his sight. They had pure black uppers and were exactly the same style as the ones he was wearing.

This discovery made Su Ye blink in surprise, "Our shoes are the same."

"Yeah." Xi Yu's fingers stroked the back of Su Ye's hand, "I want to wear the same thing as you."

Su Ye's messy thoughts were interrupted and he laughed because of Xi Yu's words.

The milk tea was served quickly. Su Ye was closer to the counter, so he looked carefully at the label on the wall of the milk tea cup, then naturally reached out and handed the one with three-point sugar to Xi Yu.

Xi Yu was silent for a moment.

"Hmm?" Su Ye tilted his head, "Aren't you thirsty?"

"Well, thank you Shuishui." Xi Yu took it.

Su Ye picked up the remaining cup of half-sugar milk tea, unwrapped the straw, compared it, carefully inserted it in, and then took a deep sip.

".It tastes so good!"
Su Ye opened his eyes wide and said.

"As long as it tastes good." Xi Yu held Su Ye's hand, and when they walked out of the store, they heard Su Ye muttering in a low voice, "This is the first time I drink this."

Xi Yu held Su Ye's hand tighter.
"I'm hungry. Shuishui, can you accompany me to buy some food?"

When Su Ye and Xi Yu boarded the Ferris wheel, they were holding a lot of food in their hands, and their cheeks were bulging, just like hamsters.

"Xi Yu, this is delicious, you should try it too."

Su Ye tried hard to pass the crepe in his hand to Xi Yu, and Xi Yu took a bite from his hand.

The soft crust is filled with light cream, which is sweet but really delicious.

"It's delicious." Xi Yu sat down and leaned over, smiling at Su Ye.

The Ferris wheel had risen to halfway into the air. The colorful lights from the searchlights in the night sky were reflected on Xi Yu's face, making the already handsome Xi Yu look like a character that would only appear in a beautiful dream in Su Ye's eyes.

The light fell on the tips of Xi Yu's dark eyelashes, making Xi Yu's every move look extremely attractive.

Su Ye couldn't help but hold his breath, and his heart beat rapidly because of his slow breathing.

He reached out his hand carefully and touched the curved ends of Xi Yu's hair.

Xi Yu kept looking at Su Ye silently, allowing Su Ye's hand to touch his hair to his chin, then from his chin to the tip of his nose, and finally to Xi Yu's ear bone.

Su Ye's heartbeat became faster and faster, causing his cheeks to turn a faint blush.

"You really."
Su Ye searched for the right words, but his mind was a little blank and he couldn't find the right adjective for a while.

He could only murmur to himself, "You are so beautiful." Xi Yu's handsome eyes curved up when he heard it, "Do you like me?"

Su Ye seemed unable to recover from his daze. He kept staring at Xi Yu's face and nodded honestly.
"like you."

"What do you like about me?"

“I like it everywhere.”

Su Ye's mind was in a state of confusion, but he could clearly feel the beat of his heart for the handsome man in front of him. It turned into a passionate heartbeat, entwining around his heart.

The man looked at him patiently. "Why do you say that?"

Su Ye's slender fingers were poking his chest, and his eyes were wandering, but always focused on Xi Yu.
"Because, here, it jumps very fast."

Su Ye spoke softly, as if talking in a dream.
"Although I still don't understand what's going on, I seem to like you very, very much."

The two of them stared at each other quietly for a long time, until Xi Yu's hand touched the side of Su Ye's face.

Su Ye's heart was pounding.

Xi Yu turned his face slightly and gave Su Ye a very restrained and warm kiss on the cheek.
"Shuishui, me too."

The Ferris wheel rose to its highest point, and there was a bang in the sky, with magnificent fireworks blooming.

Purple, blue, gold, countless colors intertwined together, turning into points of light that made people unable to recover for a long time, falling down from the head one by one.

Su Ye looked at it and felt a sense of familiarity.

He seemed to have seen a similar scene before, with bright things lighting up one by one above his head, like stars falling from the sky.

There were two people under the stars. They hugged and kissed each other and danced in the snow.

He seemed to be being stared at by someone, like a treasure.

Su Ye's sight slowly focused on the glass window of the Ferris wheel. Facing the dazzling light of the fireworks, he saw Xi Yu reflected in the glass. Her peach blossom eyes never left him.

"Did we dance together?"

Xi Yu smiled slowly, "Yes, I even sang a song for you."

Su Ye sat back embarrassedly, opened his mouth, closed it, and then opened it again.
"And then. And then you kissed me, right?"

Su Ye was very embarrassed, afraid that he had misunderstood something, and his head almost dropped to his chest.

"is it?"
Xi Yu spoke from the opposite side. Su Ye paused, raised his head and saw Xi Yu's thoughtful expression.

Su Ye didn't want to be misunderstood by Xi Yu, so his embarrassment was dispelled. He gestured very hard and explained to Xi Yu.
"Yes, I just remembered something. The weather seemed to be very cold, but everyone was very happy. You hugged me, and then..."

Xi Yu frowned slightly, revealing a very embarrassed expression.
"But we have kissed so many times, Shui Shui, which time are you talking about?"

Su Ye let out an "ah" and sat there in a daze, a faint blush appearing on his face belatedly.
"Kissed Too Many Times"

Su Ye was a little anxious, but he didn't understand why he was so anxious.

It was like that kiss was different, it meant something more to him.

Still holding the snacks bought by Xi Yu in his arms, Su Ye recalled every little detail between him and Xi Yu in this short day.

Xi Yu was very nice to him and answered all his questions. Even if he couldn't remember anything else, Xi Yu would just patiently tell him that it didn't matter.

But Su Ye could see the dejection hidden in Xi Yu's eyes.

Su Ye plucked up his courage and put the snacks in his arms aside.

Xi Yu on the opposite side stopped teasing Su Ye and said, "I was just teasing you. I know what you mean--"

Xi Yu couldn't continue his words.

Because Su Ye suddenly stood up, leaned over in the small space of the Ferris wheel, came in front of Xi Yu, and kissed Xi Yu clumsily but boldly.

Su Ye's face turned red. He closed his eyes, stretched out his wet tongue, softly and tenderly explored Xi Yu's mouth, touched Xi Yu's tongue, and then groped and tried to hook it.

Xi Yu didn't move the whole time. Su Ye's waist began to ache, so he simply sat on Xi Yu's legs face to face.

Su Ye held Xi Yu's face with both hands, constantly exploring Xi Yu with the tip of his tongue. His lips were stained with water and he gently bit Xi Yu's lower lip.

Su Ye's voice became unclear because of the kiss, and there was a slight sound of water.
"That's how we kiss."

Su Ye's movements were not very skillful, but he gradually got the key points through body memory.

Xi Yu still didn't move, and Su Ye became more and more anxious. He simply put his arms around Xi Yu's neck, resting his graceful forearms on Xi Yu's shoulders and hanging in the air behind Xi Yu. He tried very hard to turn his head to kiss Xi Yu, kissing and biting him.

"Look. That's it. Remember it quickly."

Su Ye stopped somewhat discouraged, and just as his lips left hers, the back of his head was suddenly pressed down.

Xi Yu, who had been motionless just now, held his waist and kissed him with a much more agitated touch than Su Ye's immature movements, sweeping over Su Ye like a storm.

Xi Yu didn't stop until the Ferris wheel began to descend.

Su Ye's eyes were hazy and slightly narrowed, covered with tears caused by difficulty breathing. He sat on Xi Yu, supporting himself on Xi Yu's shoulders and breathing.
"It seems, it doesn't seem that powerful."

Su Ye rubbed his eyes with his fingers and muttered in a daze.

Xi Yu hugged him and buried his head in Su Ye's chest.
".Shuishui, how come you are so——"

How can someone with amnesia still be so attractive?

"I was holding it in the end." Xi Yu raised his head and caught Su Ye's shy expression. "You can't blame me for this."

Su Ye whispered, "I just want you to remember it."

Xi Yu didn't respond, but just kissed Su Ye's fingers.

He was afraid that Su Ye would say something so cute that he couldn't bear it.

The Ferris wheel stopped, and when Su Ye got off, he saw a female ticket seller coming over with a bunch of hydrogen balloons and stuffing them into Su Ye's hands.

"Oh my God! Congratulations on becoming the 100001th visitor to this amusement park! We have prepared a ticket to the concert hall for you, please be sure to accept it!"

Su Ye took the two tickets in a daze, "Little Assistant? Why are you here?"

Shen Meng's voice got stuck and he felt himself pulling the brim of his hat down a little.
I knew that Brother Yang’s idea was unreliable!

Shen Meng laughed and quickly left.

Su Ye grabbed a bunch of hydrogen balloons, controlled his excitement, looked up, and asked, "Are all these given to me?"

Xi Yu touched Su Ye's face and said, "Well, all for you."

Su Ye seemed very happy for the bunch of hydrogen balloons.
"Then let's go to the concert hall."

Xi Yu looked at Su Ye's happy profile and hesitated for a moment.

Su Ye now seems to be much happier than before.

He had no worries and had put aside those sad things. For the first time, he showed such a clear smile in front of Xi Yu.

Xi Yu thought slowly, it didn’t seem to matter if Su Ye couldn’t remember the past.
As long as Su Ye can be at peace and happy, there seems to be nothing wrong with continuing like this.

"Xi Yu, aren't we going?"

Su Ye stopped and at some point one of his hands clasped Xi Yu's fingers together. He was looking at Xi Yu's face with some worry.

Xi Yu looked into those amber eyes and said, "Shui Shui, do you want to go?"

Su Ye laughed again, and her black hair was blown up by the wind.
"I want to go." He said without hesitation, "With you."

Xi Yu then nodded slowly, "Okay."

There is no concert hall in the amusement park. The concert hall is located somewhere else and is quite elegant.

The doctor told Xi Yu that if he wanted Su Ye to recall the past, he might as well try to let Su Ye get in touch with some things he had forgotten, such as professional skills and knowledge, to observe Su Ye's reaction.

"There's someone inside."
Su Ye stood in front of the door of the circular hall on the first floor, glanced inside, and whispered to Xi Yu.

This concert hall was quite large, with a few listeners sitting here and there, but not many people. Su Ye took a look and saw that there were about a dozen or so people.

"It's okay, I'll stay with you."

Xi Yu took Su Ye to the front row and sat in the middle.

As soon as Su Ye sat down, he looked up and saw a huge organ. In the center of the empty but exquisite stage stood an angle steel frame, sparkling under the lights.

When Su Ye saw the piano, his fingers moved instinctively, but his brows soon frowned and he looked confused.

"Shui Shui." Xi Yu, who was sitting next to him, spoke.

Su Ye came back to his senses, ".Hmm?"

"Look at that piano."

Su Ye listened to Xi Yu's words and his eyes fell on the piano again.

Xi Yu breathed lightly and spoke slowly, word by word.
"Shuishui, you can play the piano, remember?"

Su Ye leaned back against the chair and whispered, "I remember it, but I can't play it well."

He started to practice piano at the age of five, and now he has only——

“You play very well.”

Xi Yu's voice lingered in my ears.

"When you were fifteen, you were in high school and a music student majoring in piano."

Su Ye opened his eyes slightly.

"At the age of seventeen, you went to college and studied at a very good professional college, majoring in composition."

Su Ye's breathing began to speed up.

He doesn't remember any of it, he just knows how to play a little bit.

How did he become a music student? His family was very poor, and his mother had to squeeze out the money from her teeth to send him to learn piano.

He didn't like the piano, and because of the piano, his mother would always be scolded and even beaten by his father.

He became a music student? What about his mother? Didn't his father object?

The sound of an ambulance and a piano began to ring in Su Ye's mind, intertwined with screams and crying.

[You are the hybrid of a psychopath and a gambler.]
"No, it's not. This isn't me."
Su Ye shook his head, covered his ears with his hands, and shrank into his seat.

The sound came from Su Ye's brain, and even if he covered his ears, it would be of no use.

There seems to be another voice with an unbridled smile in the sound of the piano.

[Well, remove a little water, two drops of water, then I will call you Shuishui from now on.]
"Shui Shui."

"Don't call me, I don't want to hear it. I don't want to hear it!"
Su Ye let out a sharp roar, and the sound echoed in the concert hall, spreading infinitely.

Xi Yu closed his eyes, forced a smile, then leaned over and gently hugged Su Ye.
"no problem, no problem."

Su Ye was trembling, and it took him a while to calm down, returning to his previous confused but cute look.
"sorry"

Xi Yu patted his back and said, "Don't say sorry. You have nothing to be sorry for. It's okay. Just forget it if you don't want to recall it. No matter what happens to you, I will always be by your side."

Su Ye nestled quietly in Xi Yu's arms. When Xi Yu was about to give up, he heard Su Ye speak in a muffled voice again.
"But you seem sad."

Xi Yu paused, and patted Su Ye again, "I'm not sad, as long as you are happy."

Su Ye in his arms struggled for a while, and Xi Yu let him go.

Su Ye raised his face, lowered his eyelashes, and spoke softly.
"No, you're sad. I can see that."

Xi Yu wanted to smile, but found that his action was indeed forced.

"Would it make you happier if I remembered?"
Su Ye asked in a low voice.

Xi Yu's heart began to ache slightly again.

Su Ye was taking care of his emotions again, putting aside her own feelings and thinking about him all the time.

"Shui Shui, you don't have to think about me, just think about yourself, okay?"

But Su Ye shook his head.

Su Ye finally raised his eyes and met Xi Yu's gaze completely.

"No." He explained in a low voice, "I don't know why. I just don't want to think about those things. But compared to those memories, I don't want to see you like this now."

There was a little light in Su Ye's beautiful eyes. She still looked confused, but she seemed to have made up her mind and mustered up the courage.
"It's for myself."

Su Ye is very shy, but also very serious.
"I don't want to see my lover sad."

(End of this chapter)