The Self-cultivation of Omega Running with the Ball
Chapter 73 See My True Heart
"Well, I'll give it to you. All of it is yours." Pei Du carried him into the car and said to the driver in the front seat, "Drive."
The partitions between the front and rear seats fell down, separating a private space. The light and fragile Omega relied on his arms like a child. Pei Du patted Wen Qiu's back soothingly, releasing a large amount of pheromones. The lonely and cold breath like wind and snow lingered, and he dominated this small safe country.
Wen Qiu rubbed his neck in a daze, breathing in the taste of ALPHA, and stretched out his tongue with desire, looking at him with wet eyes, saliva flowing down the tip of his tongue, hanging down into a silver thread. Seeing the unconscious and foolish state, Pei Du's throat tightened, and he couldn't help but lower his head to suck his tongue. Omega obediently parted her lips and tongue, hooking and inviting him to penetrate deeper.
Wen Qiu no longer thought about anything. His overheated head seemed to be immersed in ice-cold spring water, feeling so comfortable that he almost died. Pei Du monopolized the rhythm of his rapid breathing, allowing him to breathe only in between kisses. His pounding heart seemed to fall into ALPHA's hands, being held gently and carefully in his palms.
So comfortable... Wen Qiu half closed his eyes, feeling relieved and tired. His mind was empty and he couldn't think of anything. But the next second, he felt a sharp pain in the back of his neck, which made him open his eyes wide. Following the pain, there was an electric current from his tailbone. His body bounced back, his eyes rolled back, and he made a suppressed sound.
Without any warning, Pei Du bit the gland on the back of his neck, temporarily marking him.
"Ah..." Wen Qiu's chest rose and fell violently, and his thighs tensed up with spasms. After a long time, his scattered pupils slowly focused. The feeling just now was rapid and intense, and now his whole body is still numb. Pei Du probed and found that his front and back were wet. Obviously, there was no complete mark. I don't know why Wen Qiu is obsessed with his pheromones to this extent.
But he didn't continue, he just held him in his arms and patted his back soothingly, "Are you okay?"
"Hmm..." Wen Qiu found a comfortable position and curled up in his arms, closing his eyes. He was really too tired, and after just stroking his fur for a while, his breathing became clear and shallow.
Pei Du stared at him silently, his hands moved gently, but his tense body could not relax for a long time. Recalling the scene he just saw, he was still frightened. He remembered Wen Qiu hiding in the bushes alone, crying. He didn't respond when he called his name at first. When he looked up at him, there was only a desolate void in his eyes that were almost transparent in the sunlight.
There were too many ominous signs. His mother also had similar symptoms when she first suffered from depression. Later, the symptoms became more and more serious. There was a time when someone had to watch her 24 hours a day, otherwise she would commit suicide.
This is wrong, everything is wrong. He brought Wen Jierui into the game just to get He Yu out. He will appear as the winner and declare full ownership of OMEGA.
Things went exactly as he planned, and now Wen Qiu curled up in his arms with great attachment, his front lapel wet with tears. He needed her so much, and was aroused by her pheromones. He had no one to rely on except her, and there was no other way to escape.
However, Pei Du did not feel the slightest joy of being a winner. Those tears fell into his heart, turning his heart into a damp and rainy day.
He didn't know what happened in the villa that made Wen Qiu so sad. He vaguely felt that he might have done something wrong, as if he was standing on the side of the perpetrator, the one who put straw on the camel's back.
Wen Qiu's condition improved a little when they got home, but he still looked distraught. Pei Du carried him upstairs and was about to press his fingerprint to open the door when he put Wen Qiu down temporarily. The man who had been in a daze suddenly raised his head and nervously grabbed his sleeve, "Don't go..."
"I'm not leaving, I'm just opening the door. We're home." Pei Du held out his hand for him to grab, and Wen Qiu held two of his fingers, his palms warm and damp, like a child with a fever. He led him forward and led him into the house.
It was not known whether it was this home that made Wen Qiu feel calm, or whether the temporary mark had taken effect, but he gradually relaxed, and his hazy eyes gradually came into focus, as if he had just seen the existence of ALPHA in front of him, and then he slowly remembered what he had done to Pei Du recently.
I blocked all contact information, avoided him, and planned to break up with him. However, when I was most vulnerable and needed support, I thought of him first and instinctively asked him for help.
Wen Qiu realized something was wrong belatedly, and a feeling of self-blame and uneasiness surged in his heart. He lowered his head and stammered, "I'm sorry to bother you again..."
Damn it, Pei Du frowned. He definitely didn't want to hear this now. He held Wen Qiu's face and looked into his eyes seriously: "What are you apologizing for? You didn't do anything wrong... No, I should say you did very well. You remembered what I said and came to me first when you encountered problems."
He kissed Wen Qiu on the forehead and praised sweetly, "Well done."
"No..." Wen Qiu still said stubbornly, "I shouldn't have come to see you, but I couldn't help it. I seemed to have collapsed just now. If I didn't look for you, I don't know what to do... But I shouldn't have looked for you..."
His mind was in a mess, his words were somewhat incoherent, and when his words were not expressive enough, he looked at Pei Du pitifully with his red eyes. Some words had been brewing in his heart for too long, and now might not be a good time, but he really wanted to say them out.
"If you don't come to me, who else can you find?" Pei Du forced a smile, "Don't think about it, go take a shower now, lie on the bed and have a good sleep, and when you wake up tomorrow, everything will be fine."
Then, whether by coaxing or deceiving, I must take Wen Qiu to see a psychologist.
"No, now is a good time. I'll tell you sooner or later anyway." Wen Qiu sat down in his usual seat, picked up the teacup and took a sip of water, then clenched the cup with both hands anxiously. "Actually, during this period of time, I have always wanted to thank you properly, but I always couldn't say it out loud."
Pei Du sat down opposite him and suddenly had a bad feeling. "What are you thanking me for?"
"Thank you for taking care of me during this period of time. It has given me something to dream about." Wen Qiu said, and even bowed to him solemnly. "Whether it is a dream of love or a dream of writing, it is so beautiful. It is a memory that I will treasure for the rest of my life."
"What are you talking about—" Wen Qiu suddenly stretched out his hand and covered his lips, signaling him to listen quietly. He still seemed to be unable to concentrate, but his voice gradually became clear: "But the dream should end, because it's all fake. I only realized today that all my pain came from unrealistic desires. Before I met you, I lived a good life. Although I was very tired at that time, I was not so sad."
Pei Du's lips pressed against his palm, trembling slightly. He saw that Wen Qiu had stopped crying, and her eyes were clear and bright after being washed by tears, like a river illuminated by moonlight.
Wen Qiu continued, with a faint smile on his face: "I want to live like before, continue to go to school, work, and support my children. I won't bother with the screenwriting class anymore. After graduation, I will go back to my grandmother's house, find an ordinary job, and live an ordinary life. The prices there are very cheap, and I can afford the kindergarten. I have my own house, with a vegetable garden in front and a small river in the back. The sunshine is good all year round, and I also want to have a dog and a cat..."
As he spoke, his tone gradually became relaxed, as if he had planned a good future for himself.
Every word was a relief, and Wen Qiu felt so light that he could fly after unloading his heavy burdens. He looked at Pei Du, and even now he couldn't help but be moved when he saw this overly handsome face. Thinking of the past year's confusion and infatuation, he still thought it was not worth regretting.
“Actually, I…really liked you before, even though you were a jerk.
"I used to be always struggling to express my love, as if I would lose if I said it first. But now I have let it go and can say it freely. Haha, it feels good.
"That's it. I want to go home. Your house is so nice. I've never really gotten used to it... My mind is a little confused. I'm sorry if I said anything offensive just now."
Wen Qiu let go of his hand and found that Pei Du was still staring at him blankly. This strong and proud man rarely had such an expression, as if he couldn't believe it and couldn't accept it.
What happened to the bird in the cage, the childhood playmate that he loved so much? Pei Du wondered blankly.
It seized an opportunity and flew into the sky in panic, never to return.
"Don't go." He blurted out the words to keep her, with a flustered and pleading tone that he himself didn't even notice, "If I've done anything wrong, I'll change it, please don't go..."
"Wasn't what I said just now clear enough?" Wen Qiu scratched his hair, a little troubled, "Or are you just like before, minding your own business and never listening to me?"
Anyway, it was the last time, so he decided not to listen to Pei Du anymore. He stopped trying to read the man's expression and turned around and walked towards the door.
Suddenly, his wrist was grabbed with such force that his bones were about to be crushed. ALPHA hugged him tightly from behind, and her usually calm voice was now trembling.
He said: "Wen Qiu, I like you...I love you."
At this most absurd moment, he made the most solemn confession.
Wen Qiu tilted his head and looked at Pei Du. Compared to the heartbeat that was like a drum when he heard the confession that night, his heart was unusually calm at this moment, like a spring that had been under pressure for a long time. It had been completely deformed and lost its sensitive response to the outside world.
He had known for a long time that Pei Du liked him, but he thought Pei Du would never say it out loud when he was sober.
"Yes, I know." Wen Qiu looked at him calmly, "Tell me now, do you want to keep me?"
"This is my true heart." I lost and you won. Pei Du unconsciously tightened his arms, as if he wanted to rub the person in his arms into his blood. "I want to be with you, not just as a lover. I want to spend every day and night with you, want to accompany you to realize your dreams, and want to give you the best things in the world. This is my true heart..."
"Why? Is it out of sympathy?" Wen Qiu felt a little hurt by him, but he couldn't break free from his embrace, so he could only frown and endure it. "Because you saw how miserable I am, the proud Master Pei finally bowed his head?"
He smiled self-deprecatingly: "But don't you think it's a little too late now? I really have nothing. Even my brother is like a joke. Even if I can live by your side relying on your temporary sympathy, what about in the future?"
"I don't want to live like this anymore, waiting for others to give me everything," he took a choked breath, "living by your face, trembling with fear until you get tired of me, waiting for the day when I'll be abandoned, that's too pitiful... So let it be, I don't want anything anymore, no matter how good it is."
Pei Du listened, his heart sinking little by little, the sand flowing through his fingers, the wind that he could not catch, the premonition that he was about to lose something became more and more obvious. He didn't know why things had come to this point. It was the first time he had fallen in love with someone, and he clearly wanted to treat him well and pamper him, but in the end, he let the person he loved deeply fall into such a tragic situation.
"I've said I love you, and I'll never let you go." I didn't have time to think through many of the words, but they all came out naturally, as if I had thought about them thousands of times in my subconscious mind. "This is a lifelong commitment, and I'll keep my word."
Pei Du looked at him deeply, as if to reveal his soul to him. His eyes, as deep as the night, were now twinkling with stars full of love. "If you are willing, we will get married."
(End of this chapter)
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