Marriage Seduction Addiction

Chapter 312 Not enough
A heavy rain washed away countless dust particles, and the next morning, even the heavens and earth were refreshed, not to mention all things in the world.

Tang Xu slowly opened her eyes from her sleep, only to be met with the man's deep and unwavering gaze.

It seemed like he had been looking at her like that for a long time.

The moment Tang Xu opened his eyes, he leaned in and kissed him again.

not enough.

Even though the night had passed, it still felt like it wasn't enough.

It's not enough to look back and make up for past regrets, not enough to prove the authenticity of today, and not enough to fill the endless emptiness and anxiety in my heart.

Therefore, they can only keep demanding.

It felt as if only by holding her, watching her, and following her every reaction and response could one prove that this world truly existed.

Only then can it be proven...

The significance of his existence.

Tang Xu was in a state of chaos from beginning to end.

She knows what she should do, how she should react, and how she should show more vibrant emotions.

But my body wasn't cooperating, and my thoughts were in complete disarray, making it impossible for me to make any commands or arrangements.

Everything is based on instinct.

There were moments when even she herself felt terribly stiff, but Yan Shiyu seemed completely oblivious.

Hugs, kisses, and the cycle repeats itself.

And that phrase that kept lingering on my lips—

"Yaoyao, don't be afraid..."

……

Tang Xu had many, many emotions in her heart.

Reaching this point today, deviating from the original plan makes her anxious, being forced to survive makes her suffer, and being trapped in this world makes her feel uneasy.

She was not afraid of anything.

After all, she's someone who isn't even afraid of death, so what else is there to be afraid of?
But Yan Shiyu seemed bound by some obsession, neither mentioning the past nor speaking of the future, only repeatedly telling her—

Don't be afraid.

Tang Xu really wanted to give him an answer.

But I'm also afraid that once I start, I'll find myself compelled to get to the bottom of things.

At this time and in this place, maintaining calm and breaking down the wall in his heart is the most important thing.

Once the investigation begins, Tang Xu himself has no way of predicting what will happen—

She had no idea how he would react, or how she herself would react. Therefore, the only option was to abandon him.

……

The sky was cloudy all morning, but by the afternoon, it had cleared up completely, revealing large swathes of a washed-out blue.

The sunshine, the breeze, the temperature, the humidity—everything was just right.

Tang Xu sat on a chair on the balcony, flipping through a book. Yan Shiyu lent her his arm behind her, and she looked at the book line by line as Tang Xu turned the pages.

As Tang Xu flipped through the pages, she stopped moving. Yan Shiyu waited patiently for a long time, then turned her head and saw that she had closed her eyes and dozed off at some point.

Seeing her like this, Yan Shiyu couldn't help but smile, but remained motionless in that position.

I was afraid that any movement would wake her up.

He could truly remain completely still, and sit there quietly watching her for an entire afternoon.

However, Tang Xu did not sleep for long.

She awoke from her daze, her mind blank when she opened her eyes, and she didn't react for a moment when she looked up at him.

Her eyes were completely silent.

There was no reaction when I saw him.

When she finally came to her senses, Tang Xu lowered her eyes slightly and murmured to herself, "How did I fall asleep..."

Yan Shiyu did not respond.

He continued to look at Tang Xu, at her eyes hidden by long eyelashes.

At the same time, my thoughts were suddenly pulled back to the past—

She didn't look at him like this before.

At that time, her eyes clearly held a variety of emotions—laughter, anger, and resentment—each one so real and so endearing.

But since when did only silence remain in her eyes?
Yan Shiyu pondered this question very seriously.

He had thought that after last night, everything could go back to the way it was before—

But it turns out that it didn't exist.

Everything he thought was just what he thought.

Tang Xu picked up the book from her lap, searching for the passage she had just been reading. Just as she was about to immerse herself in it again, she suddenly caught a glimpse of something out of the corner of her eye—

Yan Shiyu's hand, which was resting on the armrest, moved slightly.

That's not what he's going to do.

Instead, it was a kind of tremor she had seen before, so subtle yet so uncontrollable...