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Chapter 162 fulfilled all her fantasies about her lover.

So he stayed at Wang's Guesthouse.

Perhaps it was because Shen Yizhi, an outsider, was present, and they didn't want to ruin things, or perhaps it was because Shen Yizhi was always around Wang Xiaoyu, so Wang Xiaoyu never had a moment to be alone.

Therefore, during that period, Wang Xiaoyu was spared from further humiliation.

This rekindled hope in Wang Xiaoyu's heart, who had been somewhat numb and even contemplating suicide.

If she could, even in her current dire situation, she would still try to live on.

She said that even a weed should grow tenaciously.

Weeds may be trampled, burned, or even crushed by large rocks, but as long as there is a glimmer of hope, as long as there is a tiny crack, they will still stubbornly live on.

Wang Xiaoyu also encouraged herself in this way.

Although the world wasn't so wonderful, she encountered many, many evil people.

But life is only once, and she knows that after death, there is no soul, and one can be reincarnated. Perhaps she wants to cherish this opportunity to live.

Therefore, Shen Yizhi's arrival actually gave Wang Xiaoyu the opportunity and courage to continue living.

only……

What Wang Xiaoyu didn't know was that Shen Yizhi's arrival was yet another cruel joke played on her by fate.

God treated Wang Xiaoyu like a human trafficker who uses candy to deceive children. First, He lures them with sweet candy, then he abducts them and drags them into the hell of suffering.

Shen Yizhi was like a piece of candy that God had placed in front of Wang Xiaoyu.

His arrival, seemingly a salvation, was actually a fatal blow to Wang Xiaoyu.

Shen Yizhi stayed in Wangjia Village for a full three months.

Over the course of these three months, Shen Yizhi's gentleness and thoughtfulness, and the love and care in his eyes, finally opened the closed heart of Wang Xiaoyu, who was covered in wounds and longing for love.

In particular, she had originally liked Shen Yizhi.

Now, I'm even more tempted.

Even the gentle and wonderful Shen Yizhi fulfilled all her fantasies about her lover.

During that time, Wang Xiaoyu suddenly remembered her past fantasies. She had dreamed of saving money to buy a home of her own, and if possible, finding a family member who loved her.

Unfortunately, Wang Youqian and Chen Xiaolian took the money.

Her hopes of saving money to buy a buyer have been completely dashed.

She didn't even have a home, and after what happened to her, she didn't dare to think about her family anymore.

But now...

Shen Yizhi was so wonderful; he perfectly matched her ideal of a family.

She even secretly, and somewhat extravagantly, thought that this time, perhaps God had finally taken pity on her and wanted to give her a family.

So, is she able to accept it?
Consider this one last chance for yourself?
Xu Qingling thought that even if Wang Xiaoyu knew that Shen Yizhi was a candy that God was hanging in front of her, trying to lure her into the abyss, even if she knew that there might be a devil's claws hidden behind accepting Shen Yizhi, Wang Xiaoyu would still accept him.

Because this world has so little love for Wang Xiaoyu, almost none.

So even if there's only a sliver of hope, even if it ultimately leads to her being like a moth drawn to a flame, she will still go without hesitation.

In fact, many, many people would make the same choice as Wang Xiaoyu.

So, after convincing herself one last time, Wang Xiaoyu opened her heart and accepted Shen Yizhi again.

When the two were dating, they were young, so their relationship was purely platonic and didn't involve anything else.

Now, putting aside Wang Xiaoyu, Shen Yizhi is a young and energetic man, and with the added pressure of loving the beautiful and gentle Wang Xiaoyu, he naturally sometimes finds himself unable to resist her.

Shen Yizhi had also subtly expressed the possibility of taking things further, since he envisioned them getting married and spending their lives together. So he figured it was fine sooner or later, since they would definitely be together eventually.

However, he thought of what Chen Chunlai and Yan Hui had done to Wang Xiaoyu before. Wang Xiaoyu had told Shen Yizhi about those things before, partly to be honest with Shen Yizhi and partly to ask Shen Yizhi for help.

Shen Yizhi was furious about those things. He even thought that when he had the ability, he would definitely not let those two people off the hook.

Shen Yizhi was unaware of other matters, and Wang Xiaoyu dared not tell him, fearing that Shen Yizhi would despise her.

Wang Xiaoyu didn't dare, and Shen Yizhi didn't say anything more.

He also knew that what had happened before might have left Wang Xiaoyu with a psychological scar.

Wang Xiaoyu, on the other hand, was indeed traumatized by her past experiences. If she could, she would never want to do that kind of thing again, whether it was voluntary or forced.

Wang Xiaoyu had developed a physical aversion to that kind of thing.

but……

Wang Xiaoyu knew that if she were really with Shen Yizhi, it was impossible for her to never do "that" for the rest of her life.

She shouldn't have told Shen Yizhi about what happened afterward, but if she didn't agree and do it for a long time, she was afraid that Shen Yizhi would suspect something.

Wang Xiaoyu was still afraid that Shen Yizhi would leave.

In the end, Wang Xiaoyu convinced herself.

One night, Wang Xiaoyu was still with Shen Yizhi, even though the experience was terrible and she was terrified, she was still happy.

Because she felt that Shen Yizhi was treating her even better.

He also planned to take her home to meet his parents and discuss their marriage.

The two of them didn't expect that before they could even visit Mr. and Mrs. Shen, they would first appear in Wangjia Village.

When Shen Yizhi expressed his desire to be with Wang Xiaoyu and marry her, the two of them expressed their opposition without hesitation.

Then, Shen's mother unleashed her ultimate weapon.

She demanded that Shen Yizhi return to the city with her, threatening to hang himself at the entrance of the Wang family's guesthouse if he refused.

Shen's father also took out a knife and held it to his own chest to threaten Shen Yizhi.

Shen Yizhi never imagined that his parents, who had always been so proud of him, would now be so desperate.

He also knew that his parents had a very strong desire to control him, and they arranged everything in his life, big or small, in a very clear and orderly manner.

In fact, Shen Yizhi knew that his parents were not like this when he was a child.

It all started with the death of his brother.

At that time, he was naughty. When he was only 5 years old, he went to play in the pond and accidentally fell in. His 8-year-old brother rescued him.

He was rescued, but his brother sank.

Later, when the older brother was finally pulled out of the water, he was already dead.

Shen Yizhi will never forget his brother at that time, nor will he forget his parents' heartbreaking cries.

His parents didn't blame him, but they started keeping a close eye on their only son, fearing something might happen to him.

The death of his older brother burdened young Shen Yizhi with an immense sense of responsibility.

From that time on, the mischievous Shen Yizhi disappeared. He began to become as excellent as his brother, listened to his parents, and hoped to alleviate their pain.

However, over time, Shen Yizhi felt as if he had become a puppet of his parents.

It is often said that loving someone is like tending a flower, but I hope that the best gardener is not someone else, but ourselves.

(End of this chapter)