She is a real daughter with a thousand layers of vest

Chapter 988 No One Has Ever Loved Me
Yun Ci was stunned for a moment, then shook off Mu Chenbi's hand.

Mu Chenbi stared at Yun Ci, his blazing eyes seemed to want to stare a hole through her, and said in a hoarse voice: "In order to kill me, you are willing to use poison in your mouth. Since it is such a deadly poison, aren't you afraid that you will accidentally swallow a drop?!"

Yun Ci said without any emotion: "Since I dared to come here, I never thought about going back alive."

“Okay… okay…” Mu Chenbi laughed, and suddenly, he took a step forward, grabbed Yun Ci’s neck with his big hands, and pressed her against the wall. He stared at Yun Ci with a pair of angry eyes. Mu Chenbi’s facial features became ferocious because of anger, and he said fiercely: “I can kill you now, even if it means death, you can’t escape from me!”

Yun Ci could clearly feel the overwhelming suffocation, but there was still no extra expression on her cold face, as if she was not afraid of Mu Chenbi's words.

She squeezed out a few words from her strangled throat: "If I can die with you, it will be a good ending."

"Aci!" Mu Chenbi roared, angry but helpless.

If a person is not afraid of death, what else can threaten her?

Looking at Yun Ci’s flushed face, Mu Chenbi lowered his head, as if he had exhausted all his strength, and moved closer to Yun Ci, resting his head on Yun Ci’s shoulder.

He said nothing.

After a long time, so long that it seemed like a whole century had passed, Mu Chenbi finally raised his head and loosened his hand that was pinching Yun Ci.

He slowly turned around, walked to the bed, then sat down and looked out the window. It was already early morning, but the sky was still gloomy, with dark clouds rolling in the distance, as if a heavy rain was about to come.

Mu Chenbi just sat there quietly, as if he had lost all reaction. After a moment, his lips trembled and he finally spoke. "No one has ever loved me..."

His voice revealed an unprecedented sense of desolation.

"No one has ever truly loved me in my life. I thought my mother loved me, but she still killed my father to avenge another man and destroyed my childhood happiness with her own hands."

Mu Chenbi turned his head and looked at Yun Ci. His eyes were like an abyss with no end in sight. He said softly, "I have never been favored, and I have never been chosen unwaveringly. Ah Ci, you are the only one who has made me taste what it feels like to be redeemed. But Dongtang Chiyou has got all these things I have always dreamed of. He can easily make you love him unconditionally, and I can only work hard to create the conditions, just hoping that you can look at me."

"Ye Jiao loves you." Yun Ci said.

Mu Chenbi smiled: "Does she really love me purely? She just relies on my power. If I were still the beggar who was struggling to survive a few years ago, would she still love me?"

Yun Ci didn't say anything, because she didn't know and she had no answer.
"Do you know how I managed to survive those years of wandering and struggling?" Mu Chenbi suddenly asked.

Yun Ci looked at him and answered expressionlessly: "Hatred."

"Yes, hatred, but not only hatred, but also because of you." Mu Chenbi seemed to be telling something calmly: "I want to find you, I want you to say a word to me. At first, I was looking forward to it, but later, I became greedy, I also want you to love me."

(End of this chapter)