She is a real daughter with a thousand layers of vest

Chapter 662 Is this who I am in your heart?
Shen Zhiyu stretched out his hand tentatively, wanting to touch Xia Beiqing's cheek, but Xia Beiqing immediately turned his head away. Shen Zhiyu's heart felt like it had fallen into an ice cellar.

No matter how much I tried to hide it, he still found out.

Shen Zhiyu was not worried about his lies being exposed, he was afraid that Xia Beiqing would be sad if she knew that he had mental problems.

Shen Zhiyu slowly squatted down and wanted to hug Xia Beiqing, but Xia Beiqing, like a frightened child, pushed Shen Zhiyu away and backed away until his wheelchair hit the edge of the bed.

"Beiqing... I'm sorry..." Shen Zhiyu chased after him and pressed Xia Beiqing's shoulders hard, but saw that Xia Beiqing buried his head deeply.

Shen Zhiyu lifted Xia Beiqing's head with his hands, and when he saw Xia Beiqing's appearance, he froze.

Xia Beiqing's face was as pale as paper, and tears as big as beans burst out of his eyes and slid down his cheeks, but he bit his lips tightly with his pearly teeth, trying desperately to stop himself from crying, and his whole body couldn't help but tremble.

Shen Zhiyu hurriedly used his fingertips to wipe Xia Beiqing's tears, but Xia Beiqing still dodged as if frightened. He picked up the paper and pen beside him and wrote on it tremblingly.
——Teacher Shen, do you think there is something wrong with my mental state?

Shen Zhiyu explained anxiously, "Bei Qing, listen to me. You are not mentally ill, and I am not hiding it from you on purpose. You may not know that you often wake up from nightmares in the middle of the night, suddenly lose your mind, become crazy, and have pain hallucinations. You may even... commit self-harm. I was too scared, afraid of losing you, so I found a psychologist. It's all my fault."

Xia Beiqing's pupils shook violently, as if he couldn't believe it.

Losing your mind, going crazy, fantasizing, and self-harming.

He never knew he would become like this.

Why...why did he become like this!

Xia Beiqing's body suddenly couldn't stop spasming, he clenched his fists and hit his head hard.

No! He doesn't want to become like this! His body is already disabled, is his mind going to become abnormal too?

"Beiqing! Calm down!" Shen Zhiyu held Xia Beiqing's hand tightly, trying to stop his crazy behavior.

Gradually, Xia Beiqing lost his strength and collapsed in the wheelchair, his forehead turned red from being beaten. He tilted his head, his eyes were dead silent, only his chest was rising and falling violently.

Shen Zhiyu could only hold him tightly, even if it meant holding him like this for the rest of his life.

After an unknown amount of time, Xia Beiqing in his arms suddenly moved and slowly pushed Shen Zhiyu away. He held the pen tremblingly and wrote crookedly on the paper.

——Teacher Shen, do you dislike me?
Shen Zhiyu frowned: "Why do you think so? If I dislike you, would I still accompany you like this? If I dislike you and you say you want to leave, will I take you away regardless of everything?!"

Xia Beiqing continued writing on the paper.

——Because I saved you, you are grateful to me and feel guilty about me.

"Bei Qing!" Shen Zhiyu stood up suddenly and stared at Xia Beiqing, a flash of pain in his eyes: "Because of gratitude, because of guilt? In your heart, I am such a person?!"

Xia Beiqing lowered his head and didn't say anything.

Shen Zhiyu took a breath, forced himself to calm down, squatted down again, and held Xia Beiqing's head in his hands.

But Xia Beiqing shook his head and broke free, turned around in his wheelchair, then propped himself up with his arms, dragged his broken leg, and tried to climb onto the bed.

(End of this chapter)