Who brought this guy into the monastic circle?.

Chapter 830 Confusion

Chapter 830 Confusion
It has been two days since Han Yu returned to the East Coast, and he has been alone and silent the whole time.

After all, he still finds it hard to get over the deaths of Coconut and Ichi-chan.

Furthermore, the wise old man's methods always made him feel uncomfortable.

Zhongzhou already had a general idea of what happened at the intersection of the Eastern and Western Realms. Mo Xiuwen walked out of the small workshop with a lonely look on his face, and happened to run into Su Ren and You Li.

The three of them huddled together and sighed silently.

Youli felt the most guilty about Coconut's death, after all, it was she who lost the person in the first place.

The moment she learned that Coconut was dead, she burst into tears.

Both Su Ren and Mo Xiu Wen, two grown men, were also very depressed.

"How is the pharmacist? Do you want to go see him?"

The commoner suddenly spoke, saying that except for seeing him on the day Han Yu came back, he had not been seen for the past two days.

"No, don't go."

Mo Xiuwen quickly stopped him, and then began to explain.

"Don't go looking for him. He will probably feel even more uncomfortable now that he sees the old people from our Ziqiang Sect."

When in Soul Society, Coconut died in front of him through a mirror.

When he was on the battlefield, he witnessed Yixian refining himself with his own eyes.

Having said that, there was no trace of Youli.

At the seaside of the East Territory, Han Yu was lying on the beach alone, staring at the sky in a daze. Suddenly, a figure slowly walked towards him. The figure was plump and beautiful. Han Yu could even guess who it was just by looking at the waist.

Bai Junya!
"I'm fine, just thinking about something."

Han Yu didn't move at all. He glanced at the other party and spoke slowly.

Bai Junya gathered her hair slightly and also said nothing. She walked to Han Yu and sat on the ground with her knees hugged.

"I know. I just want to sit next to you for a while."

The two were silent for a while. Bai Junya looked at the changing times and the ebb and flow of the tide, and suddenly spoke something.

"If it were me, I would also be willing to die."

Han Yu's listless face suddenly wrinkled, and he quickly said, "Stop, I can't listen to this now, especially about who to die for and who to live for."

After Bai Junya rolled her eyes at him, she suddenly moved secretly and moved a little closer to the other person.

So when Youli came here, he saw two figures almost leaning against each other, and he almost couldn't help but want to take the magic sword.

She slowly walked to the other side, and Han Yu turned his head slightly and naturally saw her.

It’s still the same sentence.

"I'm really fine. I just want to think about something."

"I didn't say you were okay."

Youli's chest rose and fell, and after he finished speaking, he walked to the other side and slowly walked down.

But she was more direct and sat down next to Han Yu casually.

The three of them were silent for a while, and they all looked up at the sky silently.

Not long after, another figure ran over, and this time Han Yu was too lazy to even speak.

Because it was Qingwan who came, the little girl started jogging all the way after she landed. Due to the side effects of the elixir, flowers bloomed on the spot after every step.

After running for a while, the beach suddenly became full of flowers.

Naturally, she also came to look for Han Yu, but after glancing at the two women beside Han Yu with a strange look, she suddenly frowned and asked.

"Where do I sit?"

"If it doesn't work, you can sit on my head?"

Han Yu spoke in a bad mood, but he didn't expect Qing Wan to be so eager to try, until the two girls looked at him strangely, she gave up.

Qingwan spoke with concern, but the little girl didn't understand the ways of the world at all, and Han Yu's face turned black when she spoke.

"I heard from my seniors that you were half dead these past two days, so I came to check on you."

"Who the hell spread rumors about me?"

Han Yu sat up suddenly. Wow, it had been a long time since anyone dared to make up rumors about him. Who was so bold as to do that?

Qing Wan stuck out her tongue and sold the person out without hesitation, saying, "The seniors in Zhongzhou all said so."

Han Yu said with a dark face, "I'm not half dead, I'm here to think about things."

He really came here to think about something, but with people coming one after another, what the hell is he thinking about?

"Help me take her away, leave me alone for a while."

The weapon spirit was currently handing the elixir to Quan Xiaotong. Ever since it was exposed on the battlefields of the East and West Borders, it simply stopped hiding and after returning here, it would come out for a stroll whenever it felt like it.

At first, everyone in Zhongzhou was really scared. After all, this spirit creature looked like Han Yu from beginning to end.

Among them, gold, wood, fire and earth were the most frightened, and the scene of them being beaten up by weapon spirits was still vivid in their minds.

The spirit of the weapon is particularly bad and will always get on the ships of the spirits for no reason.

However, wandering around aimlessly also has its disadvantages. For example, Han Yu no longer distributes pills and directly leaves the work to it.

Well, now the nickname "Walking Chance" has been passed on to it.

"Does this count as self-production and self-sale?"

When the spirit of the weapon was thinking this, Quan Xiaotong suddenly spoke.

"How is he now?"

The person being asked was naturally Han Yu. Quan Xiaotong had already given instructions over the past two days, asking others to try not to disturb him.

The spirit of the weapon folded his hands and sighed, looking very old, "You are still half dead, so hypocritical."

Quan Xiaotong had a strange look on his face. There had been rumors these past two days that Han Yu was half-dead. Now, suddenly hearing the weapon spirit say this, he felt that this was the source of the rumors.

After a moment, he shook his head and said slowly, "You are wrong. He is not being pretentious. He is just confused."

"What could he be confused about?" The spirit of the weapon muttered. Everything that was supposed to happen had happened. Just look forward. Why bother about it?
"You don't understand. Never mind. I'll go there myself!"

When Quan Xiaotong said this, he had already walked outside the deck...

Han Yu watched the two women drag the chattering Qingwan away, thinking that he could finally have some peace and quiet for a while.

But not long after, another figure slowly approached.

Is there no room for people to think?
What does it matter if someone keeps interrupting me?
Han Yu reluctantly sat up again, only to find that Quan Xiaotong had already sat down next to him.

"Are you thinking about the way of heaven?"

His words went straight to the point. For Quan Xiaotong, Han Yu was certainly sad, but the bigger problem was confusion.

Confusion about the way of heaven, confusion about one’s own situation, confusion about the future.

He was the kind of person who was best at understanding people's hearts, so he could easily see Han Yu's problems.

Han Yu was slightly stunned, then gave a bitter smile.

Quan Xiaotong was probably the only one who could see his problem.

He is indeed an old fox.

He immediately sighed deeply and nodded, "Well, I was indeed thinking about the Heavenly Dao."

The methods used by the wise old man made him confused about the Way of Heaven. The Yama Palace was in front, the Tiandao Sect was in the back, and now the Way of Heaven has appeared, so where is the Way of Heaven?

In what form or by what means will the Way of Heaven reveal itself?

Will it be like two forces?

He is already caught between two forces. If he doesn't get along with the Heavenly Dao, then Zhongzhou will not be able to survive.

Quan Xiaotong listened quietly the whole time, and only spoke slowly after Han Yu finished speaking.

"So what do you hope the way of heaven will be like?"

This question stumped Han Yu.

"Do you think the way of heaven should have emotions?"

Quan Xiaotong continued to ask questions, even throwing out multiple questions in a row.

"So do you think it's better for the heaven to be compassionate or ruthless?"

"Or do you think the way of heaven should favor one person or all living things?"

In fact, in Quan Xiaotong's opinion, Han Yu's approach to the first question was wrong.

Han Yu tried to define the way of heaven by human standards.

Although he had never met Zhisou, he knew that the Way of Heaven could not be outlined by imagination, or that the image of the Way of Heaven could not be defined.

It can even be just a concept, or even a different image for each person.

Since it is the condensation of all living beings, it can naturally be all living beings and also be different from all living beings.

"What confuses me is, if the way of heaven is not the way of heaven that I want, then what will the so-called saving of sentient beings become in the end?"

Han Yu smiled bitterly.

Precisely because he still has some expectations for the Way of Heaven, he is even more afraid that the Way of Heaven will disappoint him.

Quan Xiaotong smiled gently, stretched out his hand and pointed to the sea ahead.

"Then don't set your goals so far ahead. Set them smaller so you can see more clearly."

"Do you think those people under the sea are worth saving?"

Han Yu slowly looked towards the sea. Under the vast seabed, there were tens of thousands of creatures. Are they worth saving?
Of course it's worth it.

There are friends, old friends, and even many people you know or don’t know.

They are willing to risk their lives for Middle-earth at any time.

There have even been several incidents where casualties have occurred as a result of Quan Xiaotong's plans.

Even in this battlefield, even with the existence of mechanical Dharma, more than half of the people were still killed or injured, but they never regretted it.

How could it not be worth saving?

Han Yu suddenly felt relieved. If he could save them, perhaps he would feel better.

Quan Xiaotong put his hand on his shoulder and spoke earnestly.

"Not everything can be perfect, not even me, you know? I only recruit the most promising monks here in the East Territory. Even if it is to preserve the last spark of Central Continent, I will keep those monks with the most potential."

In this process, there will inevitably be unfairness and complaints, and even Quan Xiaotong will be maliciously slandered by future generations.

This is all to be expected.

"But we can slowly find a new way out on this imperfect road."

"At least, it's to make sure you have a clear conscience and do what you think you should do!"

“Time is silent, but it always gives answers silently.”

At this moment, Han Yu slowly stood up and let out a long breath.

He no longer worries about what the way of heaven is.

Regardless of whether the way of heaven is good or bad, he always has to do what he should do.

He saved for Zhongzhou, not for the sake of heaven.

"Thank you!"

Han Yu turned around and smiled slowly at the other person.

"It's Zhongzhou who should thank you."