Who wants to be a male model after being reborn? I want to be a male god.

Chapter 305 The Princess Will Break Through the Tower One Day

Xu Wen knew that Xia Ning would not come.

He should have known the result a long time ago, but he still arranged for Lan Qiu Sheng to go to the dormitory to take a look.

After getting the answer, he sighed softly.

Xu Wen also hopes that Xia Ning can receive good treatment after the New Year, overcome the obstacles in her heart, and return to school.

But the truth is, some things are not so easy to overcome.

He opened the address book on his phone, and after hesitating for a moment over Xia Ning's name, he called the phone number marked "Xia Ning's father".

At the same time, he left the dormitory and found a deserted place in the corridor.

The call was quickly connected, and a hoarse voice of a middle-aged man came from the other end: "Hello."

Xu Wen said softly: "Uncle Xia, I want to ask how Ningning is doing now."

He got straight to the point without beating around the bush.

Xia Hai hesitated for a moment, then said: "Her mother accompanied her to Jing City."

After he finished speaking, he seemed to be afraid that Xu Wen didn't understand, so he added: "Go see a doctor."

Xia Hai's tone was a little lonely.

He never wanted to admit that his daughter was sick, but the facts were right in front of him.

"Is there anything I can do?" Xu Wen asked.

It seems that Xia Hai has already arranged for Xia Ning to take a leave of absence. At least she will not come back to school this semester.

"No." Xia Hai just uttered a scale, but suddenly changed the subject: "Ningning left a letter for you, come to my office to pick it up when you have time."

"Okay, I'll go now." Xu Wen agreed immediately.

"If there's nothing else, I'll hang up first." As soon as Xia Hai finished speaking, he hung up the phone without leaving him time to say goodbye.

Xu Wen looked at the wallpaper on his phone and smiled helplessly.

Maybe Xia Hai had never intended to give him the letter before, and no one knew why he suddenly changed his mind now.

But since it was left to him by Xia Ning, he must go and take a look.

Xu Wen called Lan Qiu Sheng again and asked him to help ask for leave from the teacher, saying that he would not attend the class meeting later.

After saying that, he left the dormitory and drove straight to Xia Hai's workplace.

He thought he would have to tell the security guard why he was there, but when the security guard saw his car, he didn't say a word, just waved and raised the barrier to let him in.

Xu Wen also quickly found Xia Hai's office based on his memory.

He knocked on the door and walked in.

When Xu Wen saw Xia Hai again after many days, he found that the middle-aged man looked a little better and no longer as old as before.

When he saw Xu Wen come in, he stared blankly for a while, then pointed at the sofa and said, "Sit down first."

After saying that, Xia Hai went to get the tea leaves on his desk and wanted to make tea for him.

Xu Wen quickly refused after seeing this: "Uncle Xia, there's no need to bother. I'm just here to get the letter."

Xia Hai froze for a moment, then he raised his head and smiled awkwardly.

Xu Wen understood that he now had a very complicated view of himself.

Xia Hai knew that his daughter had done something very excessive to others, and they were the ones who should apologize and atone.

But as a father, he might also feel a little unfair. Why did his daughter encounter these things? If only she had not been in a relationship, if only she had not met someone she shouldn't have met.

Xu Wen didn't care about Xia Hai's attitude towards him, it didn't matter what kind of attitude he had.

Inadvertently, he suddenly discovered a detail.

The tea in Xia Hai's hand seemed familiar, very similar to the one Gu Xingruo brought to the studio.

Of course it could be a coincidence, or he might have remembered it wrong.

"It's here. I kept it sealed and haven't read it." Xia Hai emphasized as he took out the letter.

Xu Wen remembered that Xia Ning was a very delicate girl.

Even those love letters that were never sent out had their own individual wrapping paper with different patterns.

But this time the letter was in the most ordinary envelope.

"Ningning told me before she left that I must not peek. I didn't even open it. You have to testify for me." Xia Hai emphasized again.

After hearing this serious leader say this, Xu Wen inexplicably wanted to laugh.

But now the occasion was serious, so he held back.

Xu Wen picked up the letter from the table.

He didn't ask whether he would have received the letter if he hadn't called today.

Xia Hai didn't explain either.

There was a subtle tacit understanding between the two.

"If I see Ningning again, I will tell her." Xu Wen said tentatively.

He saw that Xia Hai was obviously stunned after hearing this, but after taking a deep breath, he said nothing.

Xu Wen couldn't tell whether the father in front of him still wanted them to meet.

Xia Hai was silent for a moment and then skipped the topic. He waved his hand and said, "Go out and read it. Don't let me know what's in the letter."

Xu Wen nodded, said goodbye, and left the office with the letter.

He hurried downstairs and didn't open the envelope until he got into the car.

Not only is the envelope ordinary, but the letter paper is also very ordinary.

The beautiful small handwriting on the letter paper shows that it was written by Xia Ning.

Otherwise, with such an abnormal phenomenon, Xu Wen would have suspected that Xia Hai wrote it himself and then gave it to him.

He gently stroked the letter paper, on which there were traces of dried tears.

The words below the teardrops were blurred and unclear, but they were re-traced by the writer.

Xu Wen took the letter and read it from the beginning.

【Exhibition of trust and peace. 】

[When I pick up the pen, every cell in my body is telling you that I miss you. ]

[Every late night after we parted, I wanted to see you like crazy, but I knew we couldn’t meet. ]

[I also curbed my madness with the help of drugs. The drugs made my brain slow down, and I also temporarily forgot my longing for you. ]

[When I wrote this letter, my mother was packing medicine boxes in the next room. She no longer works, but watches me every day.]

[There is a pot of purple hydrangea on my windowsill. As spring approaches, it blooms.]

[You see, even plants know how to imprison spring with colors. ]

When Xu Wen read this, his heart sank a little.

Xia Ning's condition was much more serious than he had imagined.

Just by reading this text, he seemed to see a slender girl sitting at the table. She had fair skin and a hint of sadness between her eyebrows. She was so fragile that she seemed to break at the slightest touch, and there were traces of tears on her face that had not yet dried.

Xu Wen thought, it’s a good thing Xia Hai didn’t peek, he didn’t know how heartbroken he would be after seeing this letter.

He continued reading.

[The doctor said that the world of a bipolar disorder patient is a broken mirror, each piece reflects a different soul.]

[During those manic periods that burned my mind, I always had the illusion that locking you in amber would freeze time.]

[And when the tide of depression floods my throat, I wish I could drown myself in your body temperature. ]

[I just wanted to stay by your side forever, but I lost my most important rationality and the qualification to stay by your side. ]

[I always feel regretful, but I can't control my behavior, and I let the mania overwhelm me. ]

[When Gu Xingruo broke into the room, I saw the flickering candlelight in your pupils shatter into three petals.]

[One petal is filled with relief, one petal is filled with compassion, and the last petal is the love that I dare not touch. ]

[I think you must love me deeply, but my paranoia has messed it all up.]

When I wrote this part of the letter, tears had already stained a large area of ​​the words.

If Xia Ning hadn't traced it again later, he wouldn't have been able to see clearly what was written on it.

Xu Wen didn't read on.

He looked out the window, and saw all kinds of people in front of him. Maybe Xia Ning's illness had something to do with her family, but he was also to blame.

He wanted an ordinary love, but it completely changed a person's destiny.

If I had made up my mind not to provoke him from the beginning, perhaps the outcome would have been different.

Xu Wen took a deep breath.

Now that it had happened, he was prepared to take responsibility to the end, allowing the fate of the two to be entangled forever.

Even if they hurt each other, he didn't intend to let go.

Because letting go is the greater harm.

Xu Wen put away his emotions and continued to read the rest of the content.

【Remember the night we made a promise to each other? 】

[Everyone was attending the military training party. The lakeside was exceptionally quiet and empty. It seemed as if we were the only ones left in the world.]

[I naively thought, if only time could stay at that moment, and never pass again.]

[It was probably from that moment that I began to become abnormal. ]

[I don't want to see anyone, I hope there is only each other in our world. 】

[Now I finally understand that some diseases are more incurable than bipolar disorder, such as my obsessive possessiveness and your gentle forgiveness.]

Xu Wen never thought that Xia Ning would love him so deeply.

It wasn't until he reviewed their memories again that he realized what was going on.

[The plane ticket my mother bought was leaving in six hours.]

[I refused treatment when I was first diagnosed, but now I find that only medication can give me temporary peace of mind.]

[Don’t worry about me, don’t wait for me to come back, just remember me, just remember me. ]

Another trace wet with tears.

Xia Ning wrote the words "Just remember me" many times, but they were all crossed out.

[If the treatment goes well, maybe we will meet again in a high school in a parallel universe. ]

[I become the girl who secretly loves you every day and writes you love letters one after another. ]

[Please bury that radical Xia Ning forever on the night you held up flowers and confessed your love to me. ]

[If you pass by, remember to pick a flower and put it there. 】

[Just consider it a memorial to myself who is forever trapped in 2011. ]

【Xu Wen, goodbye, or farewell forever.】

【Be peaceful.】

The letter was not long, but Xu Wen took a long time to finish reading it.

When he put down the letter, he found that his vision was a little blurry.

Xu Wen rubbed his eyes, tears already visible on them.

He took a deep breath and adjusted himself.

Rebirth is to make up for regrets, but new regrets soon arise.

But this time he is no longer the weak and helpless person he once was.

Xu Wen believed that he had the ability to make up for all his regrets this time.

He will keep moving forward and moving forward.

When Xu Wen was about to put away the letter, he found something on the back.

Xia Ning drew two little people on the back.

The one wearing the crown is a princess, and the one holding the sword is a knight.

The knight stood in front of the princess, and opposite them was a tall tower that could block everything.

There was a line of small words written below: If I can destroy the tower, can you take me away again?
There were several horizontal lines across the words, and Xu Wen took a long time to figure out what was written.

Xia Ning wanted to leave this sentence, but she crossed it out after writing it.

Perhaps she still hoped Xu Wen could see it, so she didn't cut it thoroughly.

Princess, knight, tower.

This is a secret code known only to the two of them.

After Xu Wen confirmed that there was no other content, he carefully put the letter back into the envelope.

He took out his cell phone and sent a text message to Xia Ning's number: I'll wait for you to come back.

Just this one sentence is enough.

Since Xia Ning has made up her mind to go to Beijing for treatment, he cannot interfere with her determination.

Now the knight just needs to stand still and wait for the princess to break free of the tower that is trapping her.

Then he stood in front of him again.

In their stories, there are no evil dragons.

What separated the two was the tall tower that the princess had built for herself.

After putting away the letter, he wiped his eyes and suppressed the surging emotions in his heart.

Since he wants to protect everything, he still has a lot to do.

On the way back to school, Xu Wen received a call from Lan Qiu Sheng.

He thought it was a company matter, but it turned out to be a class matter.

"Are you back? The new instructor asked you to come over. He said he wants to see you." Lan Qiu Sheng said on the phone.

Xu Wen was a little confused after hearing this.

When did he need to be involved in class affairs? Wasn't he a mascot class monitor?

"What do you want to talk to me about? Tell him that you and Ding Yue are in charge of all matters in our class. You don't need to come to me." Xu Wen replied.

"I said it, but he said no. He said he must see you." Lan Qiu Sheng said again.

During the conversation just now, Xu Wen heard some background noise.

"Is he still a student? Such a big show? How dare he not come on my first day here?"

"What kind of class monitor is he if he doesn't come to a meeting when he is called by his instructor?"

"Can you explain it clearly? If you can't explain it clearly, let me explain it!"

Lan Qiu Sheng probably didn't say clearly what happened because he was in front of the teacher.

But just from the background noise, Xu Wen already understood what was happening.

Perhaps the counselor saw that he did not come to the first meeting and thought he was a troublemaker.

I want to make the first three moves as a new official, so I want to put an end to his arrogance.

Xu Wen is also a teacher.

As a colleague, he fully understood the instructor's intention.

These students have been together for a semester, but he is new here.

If I fail to establish my authority right away, this class will be out of control.

He was the first one to commit a crime, so of course he had to be punished as an example to the other students.

He understood it, but Xu Wen still felt speechless.

The other class leaders tried to please the instructor because they wanted to be class leaders.

But he was forced!
The position he initially ran for was the Arts and Culture Committee Member!

Xu Wen said in a deep voice: "Give the phone to the instructor."

Lan Qiu Sheng didn't ask why, but just did what he was told.

"Hello, this is Xu Wen." He said into the phone.

The voice from the other side was a male instructor, who said sternly, "Come back quickly. You were not at the first meeting. What do you want to do? Do you not want to be the monitor anymore?"

Xu Wen was not annoyed. He said directly: "Teacher, your guess is so right. I was just thinking of resigning from you."

He understood and respected it, so he simply stayed out of it.

(End of this chapter)