Who wants to be a male model after being reborn? I want to be a male god.

Chapter 138 The Heart That Wants to Possess Me Forever (6k)

Although Xia Ning and Xu Wen met at the radio station at noon, they did not spend much time together.

One needs to read the script inside, and the other needs to practice the speech outside.

After hearing that Xu Wen asked for leave tomorrow, Xia Ning was very curious about what he had planned, but unfortunately she never found the time to ask.

After the two met and had a brief conversation, Xu Wen was about to go to military training.

Xia Ning could only wait to meet him in the afternoon or evening.

She cherishes these few minutes of time together, even though it is in a radio station with many people.

Since this morning, Xia Ning discovered something.

The more she got along with Xu Wen, the more she looked forward to their next meeting.

But every time they met, they couldn't stay together for long, which always made her feel itchy.

Xia Ning couldn't help but fantasize that it would be great if there was such a place, where only she and Xu Wen were there, and they could stay there for a long time, never separate, and never be disturbed by anyone.

But fantasy is just fantasy in the end.

They all have their own things to do.

The two will eventually separate.

After parting with him at the radio station, Xia Ning felt that she had no interest in doing anything and was only looking forward to the next meeting.

Zhao Yingxu noticed that something was wrong with the new station flower of their radio station, and took the initiative to step forward and ask with concern: "How are you two doing now? Is there any progress?"

She didn't say a name, but Xia Ning knew that the senior was talking about Xu Wen, and there couldn't be anyone else.

So she said, "We were together last night."

The calm tone was as if she was talking about what she had eaten last night.

Of course Xia Ning was happy that the two of them were together.

But all she was thinking about now was Xu Wen, and she was not in the mood to share any emotions or gossip with other people around her.

As soon as these words were spoken, everyone in the radio station fell silent for a few seconds.

How come it’s only been one night and they’re already together? Isn’t that a bit too fast?

However, although all this happened suddenly, it did not come as a surprise.

With conditions like Xia Ning's, who can't she pursue?
Everyone will just wonder, why are they not Xu Wen?
Zhao Yingxu was also shocked by the news.

She found it a little unbelievable. Could it be that what she said was so useful?
Xia Ning didn't pay attention to what was happening around her.

Although she was preparing the manuscript for tomorrow, all she was thinking about was Xu Wen.

Now she just wanted time to go a little faster so that she could jump directly to the evening and eat together in the cafeteria.

At the same time, Xia Ning was also curious about what Xu Wen would do tomorrow at noon.

She wanted to ask and know everything about him.

But at the same time, she was afraid that Xu Wen would think she was controlling him too much. After all, boys like freedom and don't like being constrained.

If she asked such a small thing, it seemed like she didn't trust him at all.

With such conflicting feelings, Xia Ning continued to send fruit to Xu Wen when he was resting in the afternoon.

Then have dinner with him in the evening.

"I'm going to see Yang Yiyao tomorrow at noon. She's the student union president you met last time. I want to ask her a favor." Xu Wen said directly while eating.

He hadn't planned to say it at first, but he suddenly realized one thing, that is, he needed to inform his partner about his relationship.

This was something he had never experienced before and he had to get used to it slowly.

Xia Ning didn't expect that Xu Wen had already told her before she asked.

Although I was very concerned, I still pretended to be generous at this time: "Well, go ahead, I'll wait for you at school."

After she finished speaking, she felt that she seemed to be a little too much, so she added: "What do you need her help with?"

Of course she cared a lot, and she wanted to say to Xu Wen: "Can you not go and stay with me?"

But Xia Ning knew this was impossible.

So I could only pretend to be magnanimous, and then show a little concern as a girlfriend, hoping that Xu Wen wouldn't notice.

Xia Ning hopes that in his eyes, she is a gentle and sensible girlfriend, rather than a troublemaker who makes unreasonable demands every day.

"I asked her to help me find some seniors majoring in computer science. I want to find something to do." Xu Wen said truthfully.

He had nothing to hide between him and Xia Ning, so he just told them everything.

He also shared all his ideas for starting a business.

Xia Ning was very surprised after hearing this. She didn't expect that when most of his peers hadn't even adapted to college life, Xu Wen had already started thinking about how to make money.

Now she had no reason to stop him from going to see Yang Yiyao tomorrow.

After all, this is business.

It should be more important than falling in love.

She was obviously feeling a little unhappy and disappointed, but she still pretended nothing had happened.

"I'll be there soon and back soon. Maybe you can see me at the radio station." Xu Wen took the initiative to comfort him.

He noticed Xia Ning's little movements. She poked the rice with her chopsticks but didn't eat.

Xu Wen knew that this was a girl’s little thought.

It was their first day together, so they definitely wanted to spend more time together and didn’t want to be apart for even a moment.

So he promised: "Even if there is only one minute left of military training when I come back, I will definitely go to the radio station!"

Xia Ning was feeling a little depressed at first, but after hearing Xu Wen's words, she was instantly amused by his words.

She put down the chopsticks in her hand: "No need, just wait for me to bring you some fruit tomorrow afternoon."

Xia Ning also adjusted her mood.

The two of them just started dating, they are not going to become conjoined twins.

Besides, it's military training now, so it's normal to be busy. She just needs to wait for the training to end.

Now we have completed one third of the military training and it will be over soon.

After a brief reunion, they had to go to their respective company classrooms to attend theory classes and then separate again.

Xia Ning watched Xu Wen's figure gradually disappear into the distance, and began to feel sad and heartbroken again.

She realized that it was not the other person's problem, but her own problem, her mentality was wrong.

There are some things she needs to adjust herself.

That's how people are.

When you have nothing, just think that a little bit will be enough, even if it's only a little bit.

But once you have this, you start wanting more.

This is Xia Ning’s mentality now.

She decided to find something else to do and stop thinking about Xu Wen.

But for a moment I didn’t know what to do, my head was full of thoughts.

After finally waiting for the theory class to end, Xia Ning returned to the dormitory with her roommates.

On nights like this, she usually didn't go to see Xu Wen.

After all, his training volume is much greater than that of ordinary students and he needs rest. She needs to be a sensible girlfriend.

Last night was an accident, and she really wanted to know an answer.

The ending also told her that her decision was right.

Xia Ning decided to go to bed quickly after returning home. Maybe she would dream of Xu Wen and they could meet in the dream.

When she was almost at the dormitory, she suddenly saw a familiar figure waiting for her at the door.

The boy had a tall and straight figure and stood out among the other boys around him, so she could recognize him at a glance.

Other roommates also saw Xu Wen and started to tease him.

"Ningning, your boyfriend is here to see you."

"Are you coming back to stay today? Should I leave the door open for you?"

Xia Ning didn't listen much. After saying a few perfunctory words, she trotted towards Xu Wen.

A dark environment always gives people courage, and with couples hugging each other all around her, she suddenly became bolder.

After she ran over, she threw herself directly onto Xu Wen.

The fabric of the military training uniform was very poor and it rubbed against her face very uncomfortably, but Xia Ning still didn't let go.

"Why are you here?" she asked softly, nestling in Xu Wen's arms.

"Of course I came to give you a surprise." Xu Wen suddenly took out a few flowers from behind: "To celebrate our first day together."

All girls like surprises and flowers.

They might say things like "Don't send flowers" or "There's no need to spend money."

But no girl can refuse a bouquet of flowers, especially a bouquet of flowers in daily life.

Xu Wen used to prepare a lot of flowers, and if he needed to meet with guests privately, he would take a bouquet.

A bouquet of flowers worth dozens of dollars can often create high economic value for him.

Every bouquet of flowers he sent had a purpose.

But this time it was different, he just wanted to give it to her.

"Wow, so beautiful." Xia Ning took the flowers happily.

Seeing the bright red color and the dripping water droplets, she felt that all the worries she had this afternoon disappeared.

She didn't want Xu Wen to leave, because she lacked a sense of security.

And this bouquet of flowers made her feel particularly at peace.

"Today is an important day, of course it deserves a bouquet of flowers." After Xu Wen had nothing in his hands, he took the initiative to hug Xia Ning.

Just like those young couples around.

Xia Ning's body is extremely soft and very comfortable to hug. If you hug her a little tighter, it feels like hugging a ball of cotton.

The roommates pretended to return to the dormitory building, but in fact they all found a suitable position and hid in the window to watch the gossip.

After seeing the two hugging each other, they all screamed.

Their screams were quiet, but sounded surprising enough.

"Oh, when can I have a boyfriend?" sighed one of the roommates.

Another person immediately responded after hearing this: "I think you don't want to find a boyfriend at all, you want to find a handsome guy."

Fang Shujing patted her roommates who were caught up in the quarrel and told them to look forward quickly.

"Kiss, kiss!" she said excitedly.

From their perspective, two figures overlapped, lips touching lips.

Xu Wen was very tall, he lowered his head slightly, and Xia Ning cooperated by standing on tiptoe and looking up.

"What does kissing feel like?" Fang Shujing asked curiously.

The other two just shook their heads after hearing this.

"Xia Ning will be here soon, you can ask her."

The people watching don’t know what it feels like, but the people involved feel it very deeply.

This time it was Xu Wen who took the initiative to kiss her, and it was finally no longer Xia Ning who took the initiative.

This was also the first time the two of them officially kissed.

Xia Ning's tongue was clumsy, rushing around randomly in the warmth without any rules.

Xu Wen could only pretend to be a newbie and guide him step by step.

He was afraid that if he was too skilled right at the beginning, he might scare the other person.

The first kiss didn't last long.

Xia Ning felt that she was having trouble breathing. Her brain was gradually deprived of oxygen and her vision was blurring. The noise in her ears gradually disappeared, and in the end, only the sound of her heartbeat and the sound of her swallowing saliva remained.

When she was about to give up, she pushed Xu Wen away in panic, then leaned on his chest, breathing heavily.

Xu Wen wanted to laugh after seeing this scene, but he held it back in the end.

People who are new to kissing tend to focus so much on their mouths that they forget to breathe.

If he laughed now, it would easily hurt Xia Ning's self-confidence.

What Xu Wen needed to do at this time was to hug her gently, let her adjust her mood, and not say anything.

Xia Ning felt her face was a little hot, as if she was about to have a fever, and she didn't dare to raise her head at all.

Her heart was beating fast, but the warmth around her made her relax a little bit.

Xu Wen's chest was very broad, and she liked the feeling of leaning against it.

Xia Ning wished that time could stop at this moment and they could hug each other like this forever.

But unfortunately, time never stops for anyone, and they still have to separate in the end.

Xu Wen patted Xia Ning's back gently: "Go back quickly and have some rest."

"Yeah." She agreed softly, but she had no intention of letting go.

Xu Wen also let her continue to hold him like this, feeling the warmth in his arms.

There were fewer and fewer couples around, and as it was almost time to close the dormitory, everyone said goodbye.

A bold idea suddenly popped up in Xia Ning's mind: it would be nice if she and Xu Wen could live together.

However, this thought only flashed through her mind and was immediately suppressed by her.

"Then I'll go upstairs." She said reluctantly.

"Well, go up quickly." Xu Wen took a step back on his own initiative.

After leaving that warm embrace, Xia Ning suddenly felt a little cold, but it was still a hot summer.

In order to give Xu Wen time to return to the dormitory, she finally had to take the initiative to go upstairs.

When she reached the door, she looked back and saw Xu Wen still waiting there.

He waved at her.

After seeing this, Xia Ning suddenly felt impulsive and wanted to pounce on him without caring about anything.

Fortunately, her head was not completely filled with pink bubbles, and she still had a trace of rationality.

She waved back and headed upstairs.

While climbing the stairs, Xia Ning kept recalling that hug and that kiss.

In the past, I could only see it in novels.

Now she can experience it firsthand.

After returning to the dormitory, Fang Shujing suddenly rushed over and hugged Xia Ning: "Ningning, I want a kiss too."

She pouted and moved forward.

Seeing this, Xia Ning could only hide behind him.

"Jingjing, you should find a boyfriend too."

"That's right, this way we can both have another meal."

The two people who were talking were Xia Ning's remaining roommates.

The girl with freckles on her face is called Zuo Yuqi, from Northeast China.

The other one with short hair is called Zhou Jiana, and she is from Hebei Province.

Both of them have good personalities, and Xia Ning gets along particularly well with her three roommates.

The other three were very happy that they had such a beautiful roommate.

The four people in their dormitory had one thing in common at the beginning, that is, they were all single since birth and had never been in a relationship.

So Fang Shujing used the most popular meme at the time and named their dormitory group: The Four of Us Single Dogs.

Now, it’s only been a few days since school started and the number of lines has dropped from four to three.

Fang Shujing retorted after hearing what her two roommates said: "That's not what you said just now. You all said you wanted to fall in love! I'm still waiting to eat your meal!"

"You can't blame me. If I were as pretty as Ningning, I could date eight guys at once!" Zhou Jiana made a bold statement.

People like this who brag about having several girlfriends at a time will end up having no girlfriend at all.

Fang Shujing and Zuo Yuqi also understood this and ignored her.

They were most concerned about one thing, so they pulled over a chair and started interviewing the person involved: "Ningning, what do you think kissing feels like?"

As soon as these words were spoken, Xia Ning's face, which had finally responded, turned red again.

It seemed that her roommates had not returned to the dormitory at all and had been watching her and Xu Wen from below.

"Look, look." Fang Shujing pointed at Xia Ning and exclaimed, "Do you know why I don't have a boyfriend? Just this blushing alone is enough for me to learn for a lifetime."

The remaining two people nodded after seeing this.

If they were boys, they would have wanted to hug Xia Ning in their arms right now.

"You can't learn it even if you want to. Ningning has fair skin, so she looks better when she blushes. Even if we blush, others probably won't be able to tell." Zhou Jiana sighed.

"Okay, both of you, stop interrupting. Let the person involved give his speech." Zuo Yuqi brought the topic back on track.

Those who can be admitted to Linjiang University are basically good students.

Except for some gifted people, it is possible to study well while dating.

The rest of the people have barely spoken a few words to the opposite sex, let alone falling in love.

The sudden freedom they experience after entering college makes them more and more curious about everything.

Xia Ning looked at her roommates' eager gazes and was a little overwhelmed for a moment.

She finally said perfunctorily: "I don't feel anything, it's just a little soft."

Xia Ning's explanation was very pale, but it did not stop other roommates from imagining things.

They all said "Oh" with smirks on their faces.

The word "soft" alone is enough to irritate their nerves.

At this time, Fang Shujing brought up a more exciting topic: "So when are you going to do that? That time!"

She just made some faces there, and no explanation was needed, and others understood what she meant.

Zhou Jiana even joked: "Do you need us to buy it for you in advance? You can fall in love, but you also have to take safety measures!"

Xia Ning's face turned even redder, and she reached out and patted her roommate gently.

With this beginning, the following topics started to become more and more outrageous.

"Why do we need to prepare it? This thing must be prepared by boys!" Fang Shujing expressed her opinion.

"Ningning should prepare something nice, preferably a complete set." Zuo Yuqi followed closely.

As they continued talking, they became more and more obscene, almost telling everyone the details.

Boys in the dormitory occasionally talk about girls and tell dirty jokes, but compared with the girls in the dormitory, they seem a lot more shy.

Most girls look pure on the surface, but they are actually watermelons with yellow cores.

You think it's red inside, but it's actually yellow, and very yellow!
The topic continued until the lights were turned off.

If it weren't for the military training tomorrow morning, they could have chatted all night.

Under the guidance of her roommate, Xia Ning began to have some unrealistic fantasies in her head.

She felt that she was not mentally prepared yet.

But if it really happens.

Maybe after she refuses, she will agree reluctantly, because she knows herself very well.

With many years of experience in writing novels, Xia Ning began to fantasize.

The more fanciful and outrageous the content is, it is not something that can be broadcast.

She felt like she probably wouldn't need to sleep tonight.

Compared with the girls' dormitory, the boys' dormitory seems much more normal.

Qiao Huacai and Shi Yunzhou were lying dead on the bed as usual, with Song Jie injecting poisonous milk powder below.

After Xu Wen came back, these people were even too lazy to tease him.

There is no doubt that he is going to date a little girl again.

What else can they say except envy?

After washing up, Xu Wen lay down on the bed. I have to say that this day was really tiring.

He now just wants the military training to end quickly.

It was not until he lay in bed that Xu Wen had time to take out his mobile phone, turn on the data, and check if there were any messages.

When you are in love, of course you focus entirely on the relationship and have no time to look at your phone.

I must have missed a lot of news.

As soon as he connected to the Internet, the phone notification sound kept ringing and he had no choice but to mute it.

First, the news about Lan Qiu Sheng.

He hadn't helped much in the past two days, and she had determined the classroom and time for the scholarship evaluation by herself.

All he needs to do now is to find someone to replace Lan Qiu Sheng, form an evaluation team, and then participate at the specified time.

Xu Wen replied in the dialog box that he had received the message and said that he would definitely complete the task.

It’s easy to find the candidate, just take Song Jie with you.

He happens to be the head of dormitory 104, so he is very suitable for this position.

He doesn't need to do anything, just vote for the right person.

Later, there was a message sent to him by Yang Yiyao.

She sent me the address for meeting tomorrow at noon, and attached a picture of the store.

There is a black sign on the picture with a few words written on it: Black Cat Tarot Astrology Hall.

Xu Wen had occasionally seen similar shops on the roadside.

He had only one impression of this kind of store, and that was that it was expensive, very expensive!

It was as if as soon as he walked in, the number on the balance would instantly decrease by one thousand.

Yang Yiyao explained at the back that this was the shop she opened.

Xu Wen felt that there was a bit of a contrast. The reliable student union president in school was actually a charlatan outside of school.

In his eyes, this kind of store is no different from a scam. He doesn't believe in horoscopes or divination.

But it doesn’t matter where you meet, what’s important is to find someone reliable.

He replied "OK" and exited the chat box with Yang Yiyao.

In the end, there was only one person left on QQ who hadn't replied to messages, and she sent the most messages.

Gu Xingruo sent thirty-four messages alone, with the last one being forty minutes ago.

Normally Xu Wen would reply promptly, but today he was with Xia Ning the whole time, so he didn't check his phone at all.

And it is indeed not a good thing to reply to another person who likes him in front of his current girlfriend.

Although Xu Wen did not reply, Gu Xingruo would send a message whenever she remembered, and she accumulated more than thirty messages.

He looked at the time. The lights were off and it was almost midnight.

The military training at Linda Business School is very strict. I guess they would have put away their cell phones by now.

Xu Wen took a quick look at the messages, which were all about trivial daily matters.

After confirming that there is no important information.

He typed in the chat box: "I came back late today, let's talk tomorrow."

(End of this chapter)