Who wants to be a male model after being reborn? I want to be a male god.

Chapter 113 Caged Bird

Today marks the umpteenth day since Xu Ling lost her two sisters-in-law.

No one played with her every day, and no one bought her gifts anymore.

It was obviously my brother who lost two girlfriends, but why does it always feel like she is the one who suffered a broken heart?

It’s heartbreaking. Really heartbreaking.

Her two beautiful and lovely sisters-in-law are gone just like that!
Xu Ling went to school every day with a sad heart.

Today is her third week in high school.

I have to arrive at school at 6:30 every morning for classes and can go home at 9:00 in the evening. I only have one day off a week.

These are actually fine.

What really made her sad was the loss of her two sisters-in-law.

Fortunately, the study pressure in high school was not great and the courses were very easy for her.

She had time to grieve and study at the same time.

Xu Ling originally thought that the teachers in the experimental class would be very good, but only the math teacher's teaching speed was to her liking.

The remaining teachers all teach too slowly.

But it's better this way, as it gives her more time to ease the pain of losing her two sisters-in-law.

Xu Ling attended classes for three weeks as if she had just broken up.

On the evening of the end of her third week of classes, she received good news from her mother.

One of her sisters-in-law is back!

Xia Ning and Xu Wen were admitted to the same university, and she also gave her brother a birthday present.

Xu Ling was very happy, she seemed to be alive again.

On Sunday, after her brother left, she went to see the two exquisite clay figures.

Beautiful, so beautiful.

Although there is still no news from one sister-in-law, at least one will come.

As Xu Ling left her brother's room, her cell phone suddenly rang.

Not many people know her cell phone number.

There is only my brother, my mother, my best friend, and then Xia Ning and Gu Xingruo.

That is
Xu Ling suppressed her excitement and squinted her eyes as she looked at the new iPhone her brother had bought for her.

She was afraid it was just a harassing call.

When she saw the contact's note, her mood rose from the bottom of the valley to heaven.

Gu Xingruo!
It's back, it's all back!

Xu Ling quickly picked up the phone.

"Hello, is this Sister Ruoruo?" she asked with a little excitement.

"How is it? Have you missed me after not seeing me for such a long time?" Gu Xingruo asked.

"Of course I do. I miss you very much. I dream about you every night!" Xu Ling said a series of sweet words.

"It's serious. I won't believe you if you say anything more." Gu Xingruo stopped her from continuing, "I've been busy recently, and you've also started school, so I didn't bother you. How do you feel about starting school?"

“It wasn’t difficult for me, everything went smoothly.”

The two of them exchanged pleasantries for a while afterwards.

When talking about Xu Wen, Gu Xingruo finally told him why she came: "Lingling, please accompany me to your brother's school."

This is not the first time that Gu Xingruo’s confession has failed.

But it was the most thorough rejection she had ever received.

In the past, Xu Wen would at least prevaricate and not directly refuse, giving her some vague hope so that she could deceive herself.

But this time he said:
"Stop thinking about me."

“Don’t put love before your future.”

“Look ahead more.”

It can be said that she was rejected in all aspects.

Gu Xingruo did not go for barbecue that night, nor did she go back to the bar.

She took a taxi home directly after leaving the park.

The nannies noticed that she was not in good condition and came forward to show concern, but she drove them away.

The eldest lady went upstairs alone and threw herself directly into the dark room.

She usually doesn't like to open the curtains, and she also asks the nanny not to help her open them.

Even the moonlight couldn't shine into the dark room.

When people ask her why she doesn't draw the curtains, Gu Xingruo will say: "The night gave me black eyes, but I use them to look for light."

She didn't know who said this, but she saw it forwarded on social media before, so she remembered it.

In fact, the reason why Gu Xingruo really didn’t want to draw the curtains was that she liked staying in the dark, which made her feel safe.

Many of the sad and non-mainstream posts in her space were forwarded to Xu Wen.

She found out later.

Xu Wen's family doesn't have a computer, so he can't see her QQ space.

He once told her that they were not from the same world.

At that time, Gu Xingruo would still argue that they were the same and there was no difference.

But now she understood one thing, it was useless for her to think that they were from the same world. Xu Wen had to think so too.

Just like it was useless for her to just forward those posts, she had to let him see them.

Gu Xingruo wondered, why is it so difficult to like someone? She obviously just wanted to stay with Xu Wen forever.

It turned out that she couldn't even do such a simple thing.

For some reason, the three questions that Xia Ning had asked her suddenly popped up in Gu Xingruo's mind.

"Would your father agree?"

"Will your father not hurt his family?"

"Even if he agrees, are you sure your father won't make things difficult for him?"

Gu Xingruo had always avoided these questions and never thought about them.

She thought that as long as the two of them were together, the problem would be solved one day. But the reality seemed to be different.

These problems became a gap between her and Xu Wen that could never be crossed.

Gu Xingruo clearly lives in a huge villa.

But she always felt that there was no place for her in this world.

It's like a bird in a cage.

They are just being raised and displayed, unable to make any choices of their own.

Even choosing the person you like is a luxury.

Gu Xingruo closed her eyes, forcing herself to stop thinking about those questions.

But the more he tried not to think about it, the louder Xia Ning's voice became.

"You didn't answer my phone calls, and I only found out you were back when I called home. Are you trying to rebel, Gu Xingruo?"

The originally dark environment suddenly became bright.

Cao Yanan stood at the door, panting.

"Okay, didn't you know that you would be rejected? Why be sad about something you already knew?" She walked to the bed and pulled Gu Xingruo up from the bed.

Cao Yanan didn't even need to ask, just by looking at her best friend's state she knew that she must have been rejected.

"I'm not sad." Gu Xingruo's tone was tearful.

She pouted and was extremely stubborn. She was obviously sad but she said she was not sad.

A pair of eyes looked like a rabbit's eyes when crying, and tears were hanging on the eyelashes.

"Okay." Cao Yanan reached out and hugged Gu Xingruo, patting her on the back: "You are so beautiful, you can't find anything you want, right?"

It would have been better if he hadn't said it. After he said it, Gu Xingruo cried even harder.

"Okay, okay, we won't look for it. We won't look for it." Cao Yanan quickly corrected herself.

"I suddenly realized something." Gu Xingruo leaned over to her bestie's ear and whispered, "Do you think I can only choose someone my dad likes?"

Cao Yanan was silent.

It's good to be rich, and it's also good to be a rich second generation.

But at Gu Hong's level, his children's marriage is not something they can choose themselves.

Cao Yanan's family runs a business KTV, and she usually comes into contact with many wealthy people.

Even for many small bosses who are not as rich as Gu Hong, their children’s marriages are basically based on interests, and being well-matched is the most important thing.

She always found this boring.

Before, they advocated equality for all, free love, and farmers could marry city girls. How come they are going backwards?

Cao Yanan understood that Gu Xingruo was not only rejected tonight, but also wanted to figure out a lot of things.

She could be with Xu Wen for a short time and have some fun, but they would never be together forever.

In the end, the only person she could choose was the blind date her father had arranged for her.

Maybe he is the son of this leader, or the grandson of that boss, but definitely not Xu Wen.

She had nothing to say, and could only comfort him dryly: "Everything will be fine."

"It was the first time I fell in love with someone, and the first time I discovered how difficult it was to love someone." Gu Xingruo said slowly.

After a long time, she finally stopped crying and her tone returned to calm.

Cao Yanan finally thought of a way to comfort her best friend.

"Xu Wen is the top scorer in the college entrance examination. In ancient times, didn't many noble families like to find top scorers as their sons-in-law? Your father might think so too."

She thought about it and finally felt that apart from his good looks, Xu Wen was the only thing that matched her best friend.

"But he doesn't like me, so he asked me to study abroad." Gu Xingruo said in a low voice.

Cao Yanan felt that this matter seemed to have reached a dead end.

She didn't understand why her best friend insisted on such a relationship.

Giving up at this time will be better for everyone.

However, although she knew it, Cao Yanan didn't say a word to persuade her.

This is Gu Xingruo's personality.

Not only will she be unable to persuade him, it might even have the opposite effect.

We can only wait for her to figure it out.

People often have too many filters for the first person they fall in love with in their life.

So there is a saying that you should not meet someone too amazing when you are young, otherwise it will be difficult to fall in love with other people in the future.

What is more lethal than the white moonlight is the white moonlight that lives forever in memory.

"I'm fine." Gu Xingruo patted her best friend's shoulder.

She walked to the computer desk, wiped her tears with paper, and then curled up in the huge chair alone.

The eldest lady turned on the computer, opened the player, and played the songs she often listened to.

"You must come when I get married."

"Because when I see you, I feel safe."

As luck would have it, the first song played was Xu Liang's "Fanjian".

Gu Xingruo suddenly felt that these two words seemed to be talking about her.

Will she also say to Xu Wen at that time: "You must come when I get married."

At the wedding, she held the hand of a strange man, listened to the blessing of her high school sweetheart, and walked into the marriage hall that was like a tomb.

What the hell is this drawing.

Gu Xingruo shuddered unconsciously.

She absolutely doesn't want this kind of future to happen!

Seeing that her best friend's mood had eased, Cao Yanan walked over to the computer desk and pulled her over: "Take off your makeup and then rest! You don't want to get acne on your face, do you?"

She felt that there was nothing that couldn't be solved by a good night's sleep, and if there was, she would just sleep for a day.

Gu Xingruo did not struggle and let her best friend pull her.

Just as she was halfway out, she suddenly said, "What do you think if I become friends with him first?"

"You should first think about how to get your father to agree to let you stay in the country!"

(End of this chapter)