Who wants to be a male model after being reborn? I want to be a male god.

Chapter 101 From that day on, he left all his memories behind (6k)

When the girl's crying sounded in the quiet park.

The only conscious person at the scene was also in a state of confusion.

Why are you crying for no reason?

Although Xia Ning rushed forward on impulse without thinking too much.

But in the few seconds she ran over, countless possible scenarios flashed through her mind.

Maybe Gu Xingruo would be very angry and fight with her on the spot.

After all, this guy was so violent when he was in school, so it wouldn't be surprising if the two of them really fought.

Of course, there are more peaceful solutions, such as a big fight or forcing Gu Xingruo to leave.
The only thing Xia Ning never thought was that the girl standing in front of her would cry like a child.

At one point, she felt like she was in kindergarten rather than a park.

They are both children fighting over the same toy.

The crying not only stunned Xia Ning, but also stunned everyone present.

Everyone just stood there in a stalemate, and no one spoke first.

If there were passers-by walking through the park at this time, they would probably be scared.

It was dark, no one was around, no street lights, and the sound of a young girl crying.

It's full.

If passers-by hear this, they will probably turn around and run away. If they catch a cold a few days later, they will say, "It's over. It's back."

"Why? Why? I prepared so much, and you suddenly jumped out. Who are you?" Gu Xingruo cried out of breath and spoke incoherently.

She prepared for this confession for almost a week.

Before he could finish his words, someone suddenly jumped out and kissed Xu Wen.

Upon closer inspection, it turned out to be the love rival that I was always on guard against!
All her efforts were in vain.

She hasn't even kissed him yet!

In addition to sadness and anger, she felt more aggrieved, like the waves of the ocean, a feeling of grievance that could not be stopped.

Before she could react, tears had already flowed to the corners of her mouth. The next moment she couldn't help it and burst into tears on the spot.

"I obviously like him so much. If you want to confess your feelings to me, go and prepare it yourself! Why do you have to come and mess with me?" Gu Xingruo wiped all her tears onto her arms.

In order to make herself look better, she didn't even carry a bag, let alone paper.

Gu Xingruo finally succeeded in confessing his feelings, but it happened in an extremely embarrassing situation.

"Wipe your tears." Bai Banxia couldn't bear to watch it anymore.

She walked out from behind the rockery and handed over the tissue she had with her.

Gu Xingruo now doesn’t care who the people around her are, or whether she recognizes them or not.

He took the tissue and started wiping his tears and nose.

Although her tears had been wiped away, her body was still twitching and she kept sobbing.

She held a tissue in one hand and pointed at Xia Ning who was not far away with the other hand: "Do you know how much I like him? I have liked him for three whole years, and you have only liked him for a few years?"

Xia Ning finally came to her senses.

Although the development of the matter was completely beyond her expectations, she did not forget her main purpose today.

Although it was a secret crush, she never felt that she would lose to anyone in liking Xu Wen.

"You don't think that only one person has liked him for three years?" She sneered, "I have liked him for three years too!"

At the beginning of the story, there is not only one heroine.

It’s just that one is in the light and the other is in the dark.

Without the male protagonist realizing it, the two of them had already fallen in love.

Although Gu Xingruo and Xia Ning were arguing.

But they are all here, expressing their love for Xu Wen.

However, the two did not seem to consult the opinions of the parties involved, but instead used their love as a bargaining chip to start competing with each other.

"I was the one who fell in love with him first! I started liking him on the opening day of high school!" Gu Xingruo continued to throw out her chips. She didn't believe that she couldn't win.

"Then you started later than me. I already started to like him during the holiday of the high school entrance examination." Xia Ning also followed suit.

Not only did Gu Xingruo not believe this, even Xu Wen, who had been watching nearby, did not believe it.

He clearly remembered that the first time he met Xia Ning was when they were assigning seats. They were sitting at the tables in front and behind each other.

What is the situation during the high school entrance examination holiday?

Although Gu Xingruo didn't believe it, she didn't want to listen to Xia Ning's explanation.

If she couldn't compare with him in one aspect, she had other things: "I have confessed to him many times, have you ever confessed to him?"

Although it didn't succeed once.

"Confession is nothing. Who can't say 'I like you'? I can say it right now!" Xia Ning did not give in at all.

When a person is determined to take the risk, it is not surprising what he does.

There were two reasons why Xia Ning always chose to have a secret crush.

One of the reasons was that she was not confident in herself, and the other reason was that she did not dare to confess in front of Xu Wen.

When a girl realizes what's on her mind, her first reaction is often inferiority and withdrawal.

But it's different now.

Once she took the first step, the rest became natural, and she seemed to have unlimited courage in her heart.

Xia Ning turned around and looked at Xu Wen.

She adjusted her expression, a peaceful smile appeared on her face, and she said in her sweet voice: "Xu Wen, I like you."

At this time, the moonlight was shining around them.

Xia Ning felt as if it was just the night when she jokingly asked Xu Wen if he wanted to be his girlfriend.

There was a full moon above their heads, which was also beautiful.

Xia Ning gradually realized that these passionate feelings should not be used to test or pull, but should be expressed openly.

After she finished her confession, she turned and looked at Gu Xingruo provocatively: "Not only have I confessed my love to him, I have also written many love letters to him. You haven't, have you?"

Although I have never sent a love letter.

Even when it comes to confessing their love, they still seem to have not forgotten to compare.

Bai Banxia, ​​who was standing by, looked a bit headache.

Are these two really here to find a boyfriend? It looks like they are participating in some kind of comparison contest.

She could understand that Gu Xingruo's IQ was not high. After all, although this girl was pretty, she looked a bit silly.

But Xia Ning was usually quite smart, so why did her IQ suddenly drop and be pulled down to the same level?

Could it be that the kiss just now was too exciting and her mind is not clear now?
From the perspective of Bai Banxia as an observer, is now the time to compare?

What’s important is not how much each of them paid, what’s important is Xu Wen’s attitude!
They are not here to compete for victory or defeat.

But it’s about who can capture Xu Wen’s heart first.

When Gu Xingruo saw that she was beaten to the punch even when she confessed her feelings, she instantly panicked.

She was afraid that Xu Wen would agree to Xia Ning's confession the next second.

Then the two of them lived together and left her alone!

Gu Xingruo trotted to Xu Wen. Because she had just cried, her eyes were a little red and swollen, sparkling in the moonlight.

She had obviously prepared a lot, but in this sudden situation, she had to say the simplest sentence directly.

"Xu Wen, I like you. I have liked you for a long, long time. Can you like me for a while?"

His eyes, which were usually quite aggressive, now looked pitiful, just like a puppy begging for adoption on the street.

She lets down all her guard in front of the person she likes, exposes her belly, and lets the other person make the decision.

Now that Gu Xingruo and Xia Ning have both confessed their love, the choice is now up to Xu Wen.

The people present were waiting for him to express his attitude.

Should I choose Gu Xingruo or Xia Ning?

Bai Banxia was also very curious about who Xu Wen would choose in the end.

Although she said every day that she wanted to help her best friend escape from the suffering and see through the bad men.

But at this critical moment, she still hoped that Xu Wen would choose Xia Ning.

In this world, she was probably the only one who knew about the secret love that lasted for three years.

She also hopes there will be a good result in the end.

Xu Wen looked at the two people in front of him, and his thoughts seemed to go back to a long, long time ago.

At that time, Gu Xingruo was the only one who confessed to him.

The same Krishna, the same right of choice is given to him.

What was his choice at that time?

Xu Wen had long guessed that Gu Xingruo might want to confess his feelings today. He guessed it when the two of them walked into the park.

He didn't expect Xia Ning to show up and suddenly rush up to kiss him.

Xu Wen looked at Bai Banxia not far away and had some guesses in his mind.

Maybe he and Gu Xingruo were seen by someone by chance when they walked into the park, so they appeared here at the same time.

When Xia Ning first appeared, he was a little confused for a moment and didn't understand the situation.

But when he came to his senses and calmed down, he immediately realized that this was a good opportunity.

A chance to get away from it all.

What would an ordinary person say when faced with a beautiful woman’s confession?
Maybe they will feel like they have won the lottery, thinking that such a beautiful person would like me, and then they will happily agree and finally start a happy relationship.

Many people have confessed their love to Xu Wen.

When faced with these expressions of love, he would handle them properly, saying thank you for their love and that he also wanted to date them, but he couldn't help himself.

He said these words with only one purpose, which was to make people who came to him have the illusion of being in love and spend more money on him.

What if you confess your love to two people at the same time?

Xu Wen had indeed never encountered such a situation, but he thought it was easy to handle.

At this time he said that it happened too suddenly and he hadn't thought it through yet. He had always regarded the two of them as best friends and didn't expect it to turn out like this. He didn't want to ruin the friendship he had worked so hard to gain because of this incident.

He cherishes friendship and the people around him. He should consider relationships carefully. Please give him time.

After tonight, he would often give ambiguous replies to keep the two of them hanging, making them think that they still had hope.

Xu Wen has as many similar words and methods as he wants, because he is a professional and that's what he does.

But does he really want to do this?

He is no longer a male model, but he seems to still be living in the shadow and has never left.

Why not put aside all the techniques and rhetoric and truly listen to your heart for once?

There was no one here who needed him to please anymore, the only person he had to consider was himself.

After figuring everything out, Xu Wen felt like he had thrown away a big burden. He had never felt so relaxed.

Looking at the two people in front of him, he had made a decision.

Gu Xingruo's eyes were full of anticipation. Her eyes were red and swollen, and the corners of her mouth were trembling slightly. She looked very nervous. Xia Ning looked calm on the surface, but her hands in the dark betrayed her. She pinched the corner of her clothes and never relaxed for a moment.

Xu Wen raised the corners of his mouth and smiled gently. His smile was very warm, like sunshine.

"Thank you for your love, but I'm sorry, I don't want to be in a relationship right now, so you don't have to consider me anymore."

Skill?
Words?

Xu Wen threw all these things behind him. For the first time, he took off his mask and spoke the truest words in his heart.

Two memorable confession scenes emerged in Xu Wen’s mind.

The first time was before his rebirth, when Gu Xingruo said to him, "Aren't you short of money? I'll give you 10,000 yuan a month and be my boyfriend."

His choice at that time was to agree directly, take the monthly ten thousand yuan and various gifts, and accompany the young lady in eating, drinking and having fun.

The second time was after his rebirth, when Gu Xingruo said the same words, and before Xu Wen could react to what was happening, he was forced to react.

Relying on his previous professional habits, he said the green tea speech without thinking: "We can be friends first, and I plan to consider dating after I go to college."

It was as if it was engraved in his soul and he could say it directly without having to think about it.

This is the third time, and this time not only is Gu Xingruo here, but also Xia Ning who has always had a crush on him.

Finally, he no longer had to say compromising words, but could simply refuse.

When he said that, it was as if he had truly returned to his eighteen-year-old self.

Look at the cowardly and inferior self again.

Then when he is faced with a choice, tell him: "Don't agree."

Xu Wen finally understood at this moment.

His mother and sister weren't the only ones he needed to heal and make amends with after his rebirth.

And also himself.

The self who made the wrong choice at eighteen.

After being rejected by Xu Wen again, the two women gave completely different reactions.

Gu Xingruo's tears, which had stopped flowing, began to flow again. The corners of her mouth twitched even more violently, as if she was about to burst into tears again in the next second.

Xia Ning lowered her head briefly, and when she raised her head again, there was still a smile on her face.

She spoke first: "I will wait for you until the day you want to fall in love. Before that, we will be friends first."

Even Xu Wen was completely surprised by the spare tire's remarks.

He also didn't understand why Xia Ning had such deep feelings for him.

Why doesn't this make sense?
"You all deserve a better future, to see more scenery, to meet better people, and to go further away." Xu Wen said earnestly.

He remembered Xia Ning told him that she wanted to see the world, and perhaps this would help.

"I, I will wait for you too! It doesn't matter if you don't agree now. I have failed so many times anyway. The worst that can happen is I can try again!" Before Xia Ning could say anything, Gu Xingruo also said.

She sobbed slightly and her voice was a little hoarse.

Although the eldest lady was very sad, she still liked Xu Wen and didn't want to be left here.

"You?" Xia Ning crossed her arms: "You are just talking, there is no way you can wait for him."

Gu Xingruo didn't get a reply from Xu Wen, but instead got a question.

She was about to retort, but Xia Ning continued, "Do you think your father would agree that you two are together?"

"If you insist on being together, what if he wants to hurt Xu Wen's family?"

"Even if he agrees, won't he make things difficult for Xu Wen in the future? Can you protect him?"

Her barrage of questions caught Gu Xingruo off guard.

These problems have always troubled her. She hasn't figured it out yet, but she is trying.

She felt that in the future, as long as the two of them stayed together, everything could be solved.

But now someone suddenly stood up and questioned her, and she couldn't say a word.

Seeing Gu Xingruo standing there in a daze, Xia Ning couldn't help but admire her mother's judgment. It seemed that every point she made was very accurate.

But that was not the end. She decided to add one last stab: "I remember Teacher Li talked to you and asked you how you were going to get into university if you didn't study hard. You said you were going to study abroad in the future."

Li Na also had good intentions at the time.

It is true that Gu Xingruo's family is rich, and even if she does nothing, she will have more money than she can spend in her lifetime.

But as a teacher, she naturally has a sense of responsibility and doesn't want to see Gu Xingruo wasting his time every day.

Li Na decided to give it a try to see if she could convince her to at least stop sleeping in class and cooperate in handing in her homework.

It was completely useless, Gu Xingruo didn't listen at all.

This scene happened to be heard by Xia Ning who was going to the office to hand in her homework. She just thought it was funny at the time and wondered why the teacher would bother to persuade a rich second-generation kid?

Her monthly pocket money may be higher than the teacher's annual salary, so there is no need for the teacher to worry about her.

Xia Ning didn't expect that the things she accidentally wrote down would come in handy here.

"Xu Wen will definitely stay in the country. Are you planning to go abroad to wait for him? Do you believe what you said?" she continued to question.

Gu Xingruo also recalled that incident.

At that time, she just thought the teacher was long-winded and perfunctory, and had no intention of going abroad at all.

Faced with so many questions, the eldest lady wanted to explain at first, but she suddenly realized, what right did she have to explain to Xia Ning?

It is said that when a person's tears run dry, that is, when all the water in the brain flows out, IQ will regain its high ground.

She looked at Xu Wen and said seriously, "I will wait for you and I will stay in the country. I know my family situation may put pressure on you, but I will solve it."

Gu Xingruo also forgot who told her not to fall into the trap of self-proof. It was probably Cao Yanan who said that.

It doesn’t matter who said it. What matters is that she realized that she doesn’t need to explain these issues to Xia Ning at all.

It would be enough as long as Xu Wen believed her.

After all, her confession failed.

But the guy named Xia didn’t succeed either!
The young lady regained hope.

Xu Wen felt a little distressed for a moment as he listened to these two people's speeches.

He is good at dealing with women who come to him to spend money, not these love-brained people who are terminally ill.

Finally, he had no choice but to persuade her earnestly again: "Gu Xingruo, according to your grades, it would definitely be better for you to study abroad. This is your father's arrangement, right? It's definitely right to listen to him."

After saying one, he looked at the other: "Xia Ning, didn't you say you wanted to see the world? Go around and have a look, you can even study abroad and see different scenery."

Let’s all go, let’s all go, it’s best if you all go study abroad.

This is Xu Wen’s only thought now.

He felt that he was not a person they liked, but rather a teacher who planned their future direction.

There is obviously a more exciting life waiting for these two young ladies, why do they have to cling to him?
"Okay, I'll go somewhere farther away, but I believe you must be there somewhere farther away." Xia Ning did not refute Xu Wen's statement, but confessed implicitly again.

"Well, if I can go that far, we can be friends then." Xu Wen said the promise that could never be fulfilled.

He didn't plan to go anywhere and just wanted to stay with his mother and sister.

"Okay, it's a deal." After Xia Ning finished speaking, she turned around and left in a hurry.

She was actually a little envious of Gu Xingruo, who could cry as soon as she said she would. Her eyes felt a little sore, but she couldn't cry at all.

Bai Banxia was slightly relieved when she saw her best friend finally retreat. She patted Xia Ning on the shoulder and said, "Come on, let's go out and play. Why are you staying here?"

She actually didn't expect that the final result was that Xu Wen didn't choose any of them.

But this is better.

Since Xia Ning has been rejected, she can persuade her to stay away from bad men and not continue to sink into the quagmire.

It would be best if Gu Xingruo could just forcefully take Xu Wen down with her, then she wouldn't have to worry anymore.

"Yes." Xia Ning nodded in agreement.

She knew she should leave, and even if she stayed here, nothing would be achieved.

As for Gu Xingruo?
According to Xu Wen's tough attitude just now, nothing will happen between the two of them.

Gu Xingruo and Xu Wen were the only ones left in the park.

Xia Ning had clearly left, but the young lady was not happy at all.

She was right to be afraid at first, she really failed.

"Do you really want me to study abroad?" she couldn't help but ask.

No matter how determined she is, she can't help but waver after hearing those hurtful words.

Xu Wen still smiled: "This is your best choice. Never put love before your future."

Gu Xingruo felt her heart throbbing with pain. She lowered her head and whispered, "You really won't consider me? If you miss this opportunity, you'll never get it again."

She likes Xu Wen very much.

But she also had some small complaints about him.

I obviously like him so much, so why is he still like a rock, not shaken at all?

Xu Wen didn't pay attention to the young lady's mumbling: "Actually, I'm not as good as you think. Don't always get stuck in a rut. Look ahead."

Gu Xingruo was very sad. She wanted to say, you are so good, why are you not so good?

But she knew that there was no point in dwelling on this issue now.

She could only take the initiative to change the subject: "Then are we still going to have barbecue?"

If she could return to her normal life, she would accept it.

"No, it's getting late, let's go back early."

Xu Wen smiled and refused.

"Okay." Gu Xingruo's tone became even lower.

Not only did the confession fail today, but even the barbecue was ruined.

"Then I'll go first. Be careful on the road alone." Xu Wen said with concern before leaving.

"Okay." She still said those two words. Other than that, she didn't want to say anything else.

Xu Wen waved his hand and walked back the way he came, leaving Gu Xingruo there.

He walked a long way and the eldest lady didn't follow him.

Xu Wen looked up at the sky, looking at the full moon.

The moonlight is beautiful tonight, it is really beautiful, without any other meaning.

He walked briskly, never having felt so relaxed.

The mask has been on his face for so long that he can't take it off. He almost forgets what his real self looks like.

Although his body was reborn back to the age of eighteen, his soul seemed to remain forever at the age of thirty, and he could never find his former self again.

Xu Wen understood that he would never be able to regain his youth, but this did not prevent him from saying goodbye to the past.

Today he truly made a completely different choice and embarked on a completely new path.

That night, he burned all his memories, and from then on his dreams became transparent.

That night, he threw away all of his yesterday, and his steps became lighter from then on.

His time no longer stood still.

Xu Wen finally turned nineteen.

(End of this chapter)