1987 My Era

Chapter 103, Unraveling the Mystery, and the Last Pride (Subscribe!)
During the evening self-study session, Li Heng opened the letter from Chen Zijin in the silence of the class.

In his previous life, he had waited for this letter for a long time and mailed countless letters to the capital, but unfortunately, all of them fell into the sea and there was no news.

And in this life, with the successful release of the novel "To Live", his relationship with Chen Zijin finally came alive like the title of the novel.

The letter is not thin, with 3 pages of stationery.

In the text, Chen Zijin mainly recorded fragments of life and a series of trivial matters in study. She never talked about their feelings throughout the whole process, nor did she say any ambiguous words. However, every sentence and every paragraph was filled with lovesickness, and her love for him was revealed everywhere.

At the end of the letter, she asked Li Heng if he would go to the capital?
Will you be admitted to Peking University?

At the same time, Chen Zijin told her that her family hoped that she would go to the Law School of Renmin University.

It seems that the Chen family has paved the way for her future.

The Law School of Renmin University is the same as in my previous life.

It seems that Chen Zijin's future did not have a butterfly effect because of his last phone call, and he finally put his mind at ease.

The letter was neither short nor long. Li Heng silently read it over twice.

Seeing all his actions, Song Yu hesitated for a while and wrote in the draft book: Zijin sent me some photos last month, do you want to see them?
Li Heng: Ah?

Song Yu replied: If you want to see it, I can bring it over on the weekend.

Li Heng wrote: No need.

Song Yu looked at him, thought for two seconds, and replied: Judging from the photos, she is more beautiful than before, her face has grown older, and her dressing style is more tasteful and attractive.

This is expected.

After all, it is the capital city. How can it be compared with a remote mountain place like Shao City?

Li Heng wrote: Thank you.

Seeing that he was trying to avoid Zijin in front of her, Song Yu stopped talking after her plan failed and went about her own business.

It took Li Heng 20 minutes to write a reply letter to Chen Zijin.

In the letter, he told the other party about his application form and also told her about the novel "The Troublemakers".

As for Song Yu and Xiao Han, hey, he was too guilty to mention a word about them.

Just as he was folding the letter, Song Yu suddenly took out an envelope and two stamps from her schoolbag and gently placed them on his desk.

Li Heng was a little surprised and asked quietly: "Has it been prepared for me a long time ago?"

Song Yu smiled and nodded.

She smiled with a gleam of light, with no words to say, her breath was as faint as the fragrance of orchids, she was graceful and elegant, and light and carefree.

Feeling her warm smile up close, Li Heng, who had someone in his heart, was a little infatuated for a moment.

Seeing him staring at her intently, Song Yu paused for a moment, then gradually restrained her smile, picked up the pen, and stared at the brand new blank draft paper in front of her in a daze.

The tip of the pen was hanging on the paper, and the pen cap was left aside for a long time. In just 5 minutes, she didn't know how many times she wanted to explain their relationship, but in the end she didn't put the pen down.

Finally, the tip of the pen poked weakly on the white paper, leaving behind a blue ink mark with a halo and an intaglio mark that was extremely difficult for her.

I haven't written for too long.

She didn't expect that after Li Heng put away the envelope, he actually opened the lunch box directly, took out a spoon from the desk, and started eating the chicken openly.

The chicken is free-range black-bone chicken, stewed with Gastrodia elata. It is very fragrant. Once the lunch box is opened, the smell lingers in the air for a long time.

Song Yu stared blankly at the dots and lines on the white straw paper. The aroma of chicken became more pungent. At a certain moment, when she couldn't help but turn her head to look over, a piece of paper suddenly appeared in her sight with a dozen lines of words on it.

Without looking at her eyes or expression, Li Heng put the note in front of her and continued to eat with his head down.

Song Yu took a deep breath, moved her eyes to the paper, and began to read it silently.

The content is as follows:

Immoral or not,
It doesn't matter if it's not fair or not,
I just loved someone who I thought was worth it.

Even if we can't be together, we will continue to love each other.

That is the direction of my heart, so why not bet on it for the rest of my life?

Love is not worth it.

Only willing or not,
I just want to give you all my goodness.

Willingness is the best answer.

There were not many words, but Song Yu read it three times in a row without realizing it. After reading it, she fell into silence.

The first two sentences seem to be him putting an objective label on his own behavior. Because of the existence of Chen Zijin, this love is not moral and not so upright.

But he didn't care, he just felt that he loved someone who was worth it.

As for the following content, "betting on the rest of my life" and "willingly doing it" made Song Yu feel even stronger. For a moment, her heart was in turmoil and it took a long time for her to calm down.

Throughout the whole article, Li Heng took a step back in order to advance, characterizing his own behavior and laying out his intentions. It was as if he was untying Song Yu, but while untying her, he was invisibly tying her up deeper and tighter.

After reading silently again, Song Yu's stiff pen tip finally came alive on the paper and wrote: From Lin Huiyin?

Li Heng replied mischievously: Yes, it’s not the work of a celebrity, I’m afraid of being beaten by you, and it’s not convincing either.

Song Yu smiled and wrote: You are a celebrity now too.

Li Henghui: Do celebrities have a pass?
What pass?
Of course, it is a pass that puts love first.

Can love her pass.

Lin Huiyin's love life has always been talked about, and Li Heng is shamelessly comparing himself to her.

He was not hypocritical, nor did he evade or be secretive. He admitted that he had fallen in love with Chen Zijin before he completely cut off his relationship with her.

In fact, there is nothing that can be done about it. Whether he admits it or not, in Song Yu's eyes, and even in the eyes of Mai Sui, Sun Manning, Chen Lijun and Zhang Zhiyong, he is a person who has fallen in love with someone else.

Instead of hiding, it is better to be open and honest.

The word "pass" made Song Yu stop smiling. She pondered for a long time and wrote again: Why?
why?
Why do you like me?
She had asked it once before, and this time she asked it again with persistence. Li Heng thought about it and didn't give a perfunctory answer.

He wrote:

Love is love that cannot be restrained; love is never normal.

The rest of life is short.

Gotta love one.

When I see you, I smile;
Someone who makes you smile as soon as you see him.

The most romantic encounter is probably that you just happened to turn your head and I just happened to look up.

These words still came from Lin Huiyin, but they answered Song Yu's question very well, forming a perfect closed loop.

Sometimes it is like this, the same sentence is more convincing when it comes from a famous writer. Song Yu felt even more moved after reading it.

But the effect was immediate and good. She didn't reply again, nor did she worry about why Li Heng fell in love with her.

Smelling the chicken from a long distance away, Zou Aiming from the first group asked Li Heng from the third group in a daze:
"Lao Heng, such a delicious dish, why don't you share it?"

Li Heng didn't even raise his head and answered, "Song Yu's."

"Oh! Uncle Heng, please continue eating as if I just farted." Zou Aiming replied sourly.

Li Heng replied: "It's okay, let's be more polite next time."

The evening study session was very quiet, but the whole class could hear the two people's questions and answers, and instantly burst into laughter.

Sun Manning in the front row turned over and stared at Song Yu. After a long while, she asked awkwardly:
"You are Song Yu, the most beautiful woman I have ever seen in my life. How could you conquer me like this?"

Song Yu wanted to explain, but Li Heng interrupted her: "Comrade Sun Manning, I don't like what you said."

"Me!" Sun Manning choked.

The head teacher Wang Qi was startled by the laughter in the class. He walked into the classroom from his office and asked seriously:
"What are you doing? Not attending classes? Have you all been admitted to university?"

Liu Yejiang reported: "Song Yu brought chicken from home to Li Heng, and Li Heng kept showing off during evening study."

You know what, even bad guys have their own fun. Look, the whole class hid behind their books and started grinning after hearing this.

Song Yu?

Song Yuke has always been a synonym for "pure as ice and jade" in the eyes of teachers, but she actually brought food to Li Heng? Teacher Wang Qi was as surprised as everyone else.

Jiu Qiansui immediately shouted to the two of them: "Song Yu, Li Heng, the two of you come out for a moment."

OK, I’m going to be interviewed again.

Li Heng stood up, glanced at Liu Yejiang, and then walked towards the classroom door.

Song Yu sat quietly in her seat and finally left the classroom.

After entering the office, Wang Qi closed the door and looked at Li Heng with a frown: "What's going on? Didn't you promise me that you would restrain yourself in high school and date Song Yu in college?"

Look at what he said. Song Yu felt weird.

Li Heng said: "Teacher, you misunderstood. I was just a little greedy. Song Yu gave me chicken and I couldn't help but eat a few pieces."

Teacher Wang Qi sat down on the chair and said cheerfully, "Are you greedy? What's the big deal about a few pieces of chicken? I see you're not greedy for the chicken, you're greedy for Song Yu, right?"

This was even more outrageous. Song Yu didn't know whether to stand or walk for a moment. She couldn't help but stroke the hair around her ears with her right hand. Her eyes drifted out the window, her face slightly flushed.

It was the first time that Li Heng and Teacher Wang Qi saw Song Yu look shy, slightly, though not very obviously.

But the beauty of the people adds another flavor.

His gaze stayed on Song Yu's face for two seconds, and Teacher Wang Qi sighed secretly. He suddenly understood why Li Heng, who was in his prime, couldn't control himself.

After weighing the pros and cons, Teacher Wang Qi said to Li Heng: "Go back to the classroom and change seats with Sun Manning."

Li Heng felt dizzy. "No, no, teacher, please ask Song Yu first, did I harass her?"

Teacher Wang Qi lit up a cigarette, took two puffs and said, "It's only ten days, just bear with it, go ahead."

After being ordered to leave, Li Heng returned to the classroom reluctantly, but he was not afraid of boiling water and did not even mention changing seats.

After Li Heng left, Teacher Wang Qi asked Song Yu in a calm voice:
"Did you really bring chicken for that bastard?"

Song Yu originally wanted to tell the truth, "Chen Zijin asked her to take care of the child," but then she realized: If she said that, wouldn't the relationship between the three of them seem even more complicated and messy?

Song Yu hesitated for a moment and replied, "I gave it to you."

Then she told a little lie and added, "I brought them all for Wheat Ear."

This made Teacher Wang Qi feel relieved, and even the cigarette in his mouth became lighter. Then he asked the question that he was most concerned about:
"Did Li Heng harass you?" Li Heng's affection for Song Yu was almost obvious, and both parties knew it, so the head teacher just talked openly this time, without any more beating around the bush like in the past.

Song Yu shook her head.

Wang Qi asked again: "Do you feel any psychological burden when sitting at the same table with him?"

Song Yu still shook her head and said calmly, "Not bad."

Wang Qi nodded after listening. It was obvious that he believed Song Yu's words more than Li Heng's.

The two chatted for about ten minutes, mainly with the head teacher counseling her.

Whether it is life, study or relationships between men and women, the best way is to teach her how to deal with it based on the experience of someone who has been through it.

Honestly speaking, because Song Yu and Mai Sui are so outstanding, he has been very worried in recent years, fearing that their grades would be affected by other boys.

The conversation was pleasant. Wang Qi smiled and said, "There are still 15 days before the college entrance examination. This may be the last time the teacher talks to you alone. In a few months, you will be a student at a prestigious university and a pillar of the country.

At that time, the teacher will have to talk to you in a different identity. Go, study hard, and keep a steady mind. Peking University is out of reach for others, but for you it is not a dream, it is just a new beginning. The school and the teachers believe in you. "

"Thank you, teacher."

Song Yu thanked her politely, stood up and went back to the classroom.

After a while, Wang Qi also came to the classroom. He looked at Li Heng twice, then at Sun Manning and Mai Sui in the front row twice, and finally stood next to Li Heng's desk, staring at him while he did a set of math problems before leaving.

When leaving, Wang Qi did not mention the matter of asking Li Heng to change his position. Instead, he called Mai Sui to his office, apparently to do some final ideological mobilization for her before the exam.

As the countdown numbers in the upper right corner of the blackboard became smaller day by day, the class teacher Wang Qi's control over Class 204 became looser and his inclusiveness greatly increased.

Regardless of whether it is a boy or a girl, Jiu Qiansui comforts himself by saying that almost all behaviors that were considered to violate the red line in the past are "releasing the pressure of the college entrance examination."

Therefore, as long as nothing was too out of the ordinary during this period, even if boys and girls secretly changed seats for one or two classes, he would pretend not to see it, not investigate it, and not force them to sit back down.

It is rare to have such a relaxed environment during the three years of high school, yet there are still a few people who take advantage of loopholes and take risks.

7 month 3 number.

At lunch in the cafeteria, Liu Li said to Li Heng, Zhang Zhiyong and Zou Aiming with pride and annoyance: "Have you three noticed that Chen Dan likes to switch seats with me whenever he wants.

After class, she often comes to sit here. I was so nervous at first. Do you think she has a crush on me?"

Zou Aiming asked: "Did she chat with you?"

Liu Li thought back and said, "Occasionally, but not often."

Zou Aiming asked again: "Did I pass you a note?"

Liu Li said: "No."

At this time, Sun Manning, who had just prepared the meal, came over and said, "Maybe she is shy."

When she saw Sun Manning, Liu Li instinctively turned around to look at her back. She breathed a sigh of relief when she only saw Mai Sui and Song Yu, but not Chen Lijun.

Sun Manning guessed what he was thinking, raised the lunch box in her hand, and said with a smile: "What are you afraid of? Lijun didn't come, she is taking a shower, and I helped her to cook the meal."

Liu Li complained unhappily: "Don't sneak over here next time. It's so scary."

Sun Manning didn't take it seriously and said sarcastically, "Why not this way? Who would have known that Liu Li, who is usually afraid to talk to girls alone, is also such a show-off.

Look at how proud you were just now. It completely overturned my understanding of you over the past three years."

These words made Liu Li's face turn red. She just focused on eating, smiling awkwardly without saying anything.

Next, everyone was trying to figure out how Liu Li, who looked like a bitter gourd, attracted Chen Dan?

Maybe because he said too much, or because Sun Manning and Zhang Zhiyong kept complaining about him, Liu Li couldn't help but defend himself:
"The day doesn't understand the darkness of the night. This is called fate, right? You guys are too shallow."

Seeing that Li Heng, who was usually the most active in the circle, was silent today, Mai Sui asked with concern: "Li Heng, are you feeling unwell?"

After these words were spoken, Song Yu looked over.

Sun Manning, Zhang Zhiyong and Liu Li, who had been arguing fiercely just now, also stopped talking and looked at Li Heng at the same time.

Li Heng chewed the food slowly and swallowed it. He looked up and said, "I'm not feeling uncomfortable. I just don't know whether I should speak or not."

Mai Sui asked curiously, "Why?"

Li Heng glanced at Liu Li, thinking about whether to reveal the cruel truth with evil interest, when suddenly a soda fell from his back, accompanied by the voice of squad leader Liu Hui:

"Lao Heng, please have a soda."

Next, the squad leader distributed the pile of soda in his hand one by one, as if he had come prepared, just enough for each person to get one bottle.

After distributing them, Liu Hui still had one more bottle in his hand. "Hey, where is Chen Lijun? Why isn't she with you guys today?"

Sun Manning said: "She is on her period and is in the dormitory."

"Then please bring this bottle of soda to her for me."

As he spoke, Liu Hui handed the soda to Sun Manning and then sat down next to Li Heng.

Zhang Zhiyong asked the squad leader: "Hey! What a rare guest! You usually don't sit down to eat in the cafeteria, why are you here today?"

Liu Hui said unnaturally, "I'm here to see Lao Heng."

Hearing this, everyone turned their eyes to Li Heng.

Sure enough, the trajectory of history has not changed. What is coming will eventually come, Li Heng said secretly.

In the previous life, in the entire Class 204, apart from Li Heng and Song Yu who were in a romantic relationship, Liu Hui and Chen Dan were the only ones who were married.

Even though the two became husband and wife, and even though they have been living in harmony and love after marriage, Liu Hui actually had a hard time in the early days. Because of his plain appearance, he pursued Chen Dan for 14 years before he won the heart of the goddess.

During these 14 years, Chen Dan met three boys she liked, and Li Heng was one of them.

Don’t ask Li Heng how he knew?
Because he went to the wedding when the two got married, and Liu Hui did not hide his wife's love affairs and talked about it in a big way while drinking.

Gathering his past memories, Li Heng, who knew exactly why the other party came to see him, asked, "Do you want to go out to eat?"

Liu Hui said gratefully: "Okay, Lao Heng, you understand me the best."

Amid everyone's gossiping gazes, Li Heng picked up his lunch box and was the first to leave the cafeteria.

Liu Hui followed.

Arriving at an empty corner outside, Li Heng stopped and waited for the other party to speak first.

Liu Hui seemed a little nervous and seemed to have difficulty speaking. After a long time, he finally asked:

"Lao Heng, do you really like Song Yu? Or is this just a rumor?"

The reason why he asked this was mainly because he knew that Li Heng had dated Chen Zijin before, so rumors were just rumors and he was not sure?

Li Heng said: "I really like it."

Hearing this, Liu Hui seemed to have gained strength, and his tone became much more relaxed, "Did Chen Dan ever write you a love letter?"

Li Heng nodded, "Yeah."

This love letter was secretly handed to him by Chen Dan during the lunch break. It was one of the few that escaped the clutches of the head teacher.

Maybe this girl knew that Wang Qi would flip over the desk, so she avoided it efficiently.

Liu Hui's face fell instantly, and he forced out a smile that was uglier than crying, "Then, what do you think of Chen Dan?"

Li Heng said: "Don't worry, I haven't opened it yet."

Seeing that the other party was too nervous to speak, he added, "I know you have a crush on her, so go after her. I will destroy the letter later."

Hearing this, Liu Hui put his lunch box aside and excitedly grabbed Li Heng's right hand: "Thank you so much! Thank you so much!

I know that my behavior is very presumptuous and may cause you disgust, but I can't control it!
My grades in junior high school were not outstanding, but for her, I reviewed all the textbooks from elementary school to junior high school during the summer vacation of the second year of junior high school. I worked hard day and night in the third year of junior high school to follow her footsteps and get into No. 204 Middle School and Class . I hope you can understand my difficulties, Lao Heng. "

understand.

How can you not understand?
To be honest, he was quite surprised at Liu Hui's perseverance, and half-jokingly said: "You are really amazing. You have liked girls since junior high school, and it's okay to like them, but you are still so persistent."

"Hehe, we are the same. I also know that you and Chen Zijin have been in love in junior high school, but I don't have your looks, so I can only be your follower." Liu Hui has a deep understanding of himself and said this without any affectation.

Li Heng asked casually: "Does Chen Dan know that you like her?"

Liu Hui puffed up his cheeks and said, "It's been so many years, how could she not know? She's not a fool, she knows, but she always just laughs it off.

She told me that she liked you. Didn’t she even try to sit at the same table with you? Fortunately, Sun Manning chased her away. Otherwise, I would have been devastated.”

Li Heng likes this guy's honesty, but is this the end of the world?
The university will collapse again later.

You have to collapse again when you enter society.

Just wait and see, you will suffer the consequences.

In fact, Chen Dan was just a passer-by in his life. If Liu Hui hadn't come to him in his previous life, he would never have noticed this girl.

Of course, the reason why Liu Hui came to the door was that he was afraid that Li Heng would take advantage of him and directly take advantage of Chen Dan.

Back in the cafeteria, Sun Manning couldn't help but ask the two men, "Why are two grown men so secretive? What's the shame?"

Liu Hui did not answer Sun Manning's words, but picked up the soda and said to Song Yu: "Song Yu, let me toast you with soda instead of wine. Thank you."

Song Yu was a little puzzled. She looked at Li Heng and remained reserved without moving.

Anyway, there are only four formal classes this afternoon, and Li Heng knows about Chen Dan, so Liu Hui said generously:
"If it weren't for you being Song Yu, if it weren't for you being Lao Heng's deskmate, Chen Dan would have asked you to change seats these days."

The first half of the sentence means that Chen Dan is afraid of Song Yu.

The middle half of the sentence expresses relief that Li Heng likes Song Yu and not just any other girl.

The second half of the sentence is to clear up the confusion for everyone.

After listening, everyone was smart and immediately understood what was going on.

Sun Manning first looked at Li Heng, then turned to look at Liu Li, and immediately burst out laughing, covering her mouth with her hands and laughing: "Liu Li, you are so shameless!"

Liu Li was immediately shocked, blushing and saying, "If you know, just keep it in your heart, don't say it out loud. We are so familiar with each other, can't you give me, Old Liu, a little face? This is the first time I am proud of my own charm in my life. Really, really."

As she was talking, Liu Li couldn't continue and just lay down on the table. Oh! She was so embarrassed.

Everyone couldn't help laughing and laughed for a long time.

Finally, Song Yu picked up the soda, clinked her glasses with Liu Hui's, and said, "I wish you success in the imperial examinations and all your wishes come true."

"Thank you, thank you!" Liu Hui was very grateful and drank half a bottle of soda in one breath.

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